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kinda thinking about neil's gunshot and how we don't hear it. totally silent. it reminds of the "if a tree falls in the woods" question. neil dying alone in the middle of his father's study.

and it's such a loud weapon, too, which makes it seem all the more intentional that it was cut out. in his last moments he went out with a bang, but nearly no one hears it.

even before the night of the play: his friends and keating independently told him to just talk, and perhaps he'll get what he wants — but he knows that's impossible. no one else truly understood. they didn't really hear him.

just like rebelling against his father to be in the play: did it matter if he was found out anyway? he knew when he was caught that it was over no matter what. does his death mean anything if the only one to hear the shot was the very same man who controlled every aspect of his life?

if neil falls and no one is around to hear the gunshot, did he contribute a verse?

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Another late post so I added a few more than usual :P

Also ignore the fact that my first twitter au I implied Neil had an android, he bought an iPhone just to FaceTime Todd okay

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neurodivergent people be like "this fandom helped me when i was going through a hard time" and then have an increase in depressive episodes because of it

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*Charlie on his way out for a date*

Cameron : Remember , don’t do anything I wouldn’t do.

Charlie : I think I crossed that line when I got a date.

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how do you explain to someone normal that your favourite movie is about a closeted-homosexual all male friend group who are all from rich families and gain a collective father figure who makes them all love poetry and they form a cult and one of them really loves acting and he offs himself at the end, without sounding insane? asking for a friend

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Ok so we can all agree that meeks is a nerd. He's a big into maths and science and obviously poetry but I also like to think he's a big reader.

I think meets has a load of really niche, specific interest (like bugs or flora and fauna or smth along those lines) and he loves reading about them. He also keeps note books about them, man has multiple on multiple note books filled about his special interests with facts and mini sketches.

But the big thing is he NEEDS music to focus, like if he's to read a whole book or feel motives and concentrate on writing he needs music playing.

But it's has to be instrumental, cause the words or singing will destract him and they have to be like slow or calm songs. Think of the songs that are slightly depressing and put you to sleep, those kinda songs.

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Keating: *angry* oh, you think you’re funny???

Charlie: I think I’m adorable

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the boys trying (keyword: trying) to solve trigonometry in the middle of the night is so dramatically amusing to me cameron: has a problem neil: trying his best to solve said problem charlie: why am i here what the fucking fuck am i going to do with this knowledge

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what a distinguished gentleman (he pushed a ginger kid down the stairs and got cancelled on twitter for saying slurs ("it was a jokeeee"))

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I lied. Put your pants back on. I’m actually going to be talking about how Neil and his want to act is actually symbolism for him being gay. And how Mr. Keating and all of his friends being so accepting of his decision and so excited to see him on stage was them being accepting of his sexuality. And how his dad being so against him becoming an actor was symbolism for him being homophobic. And how-

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neil my dear

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carpgay diem

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