iwill-alwaysmiss-you

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This is so sad Alexa play

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just a small town girl. Living in a racist, insensitive, sexist, homophobic world,

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Not elegant enough to be a vampire…. . not jock enough to be a werewolf.. ..

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she is beauty, she is grace, she got her feelings hurt 42 times today

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The cool thing is...

As far as I am concerned, you have never once attempted to find my Tumblr, which is cool, I have shit you don't need to see. Like this.

It's been almost four months since I decided that I wanted to move on. And in that four months, a lot of surprises have occurred, including the baby, but my least favorite surprise: my brain has decided to plague me endlessly with memories of us together. Of us hanging out, us being intimate, us just being /us/. Granted, I am happy but for some reason, you won't leave my head. Part of my kind of wants this baby to be yours, part of me just also wants to die because of how I treated you that night. Part of me also wishes I never messaged you to apologize for everything, because you have a life without me. But I just....

...there is a massive part of me that misses you. The way you would wrap your arms around me in the morning, knowing it would partially wake me up, just so I can roll over and curl underneath your chin. I miss the way laying on /your/ chest would bring me closer to your heart, while listening to your heartbeat would practically sing me to sleep. I miss how we would fall asleep at night, because he just /can't/ curl around me the way you did, ever so perfectly.

I miss the way your pillows would smell when you would stay with your friend for a night. I miss waking up in the middle of the night to roll over, just to feel you caress my face or stroke my hair before you went back to playing your game. I miss making you breakfast in the morning while you attempt to go to bed.

And while I miss the way we were together, emotionally and physically, I will miss the way you'd say my name, with any and every emotion you could feel, how it would wrap around your mouth. But you'd smile anyway. I will miss you teaching me things I didn't know about. I will miss going to the range with you, to blow of steam. I will miss the way you kissed me.

But I will never know that again.

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in skyrim i married a homeless man and even though we are married and he lives in my huge fuckin house he still wears rags and asks me to give him 1 gold whenever i see him

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I feel like I don’t say this enough, but

FUCK!! FUUUUCK FUCK FUCK!!! WHAT THE FUCK!! WHAT IS GOING ON!!

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open rp

“hmm. I have never been to an olive garden before.”

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smashmouth was right… so much to do, so much to see

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me???? tired???? sleepy??? yes constantly

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Sorry not sorry

I did what I could, I loved like I was supposed to. And I will admit, I messed up. But I found my happiness after months of doubting myself with you, I found a reason to live, to change, to be BETTER. I will always care, I will always wanr you to be Happy. But I need to focus on me. And I need to focus on him. And our life together now.

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Ya know

I feel like I’m going to be doing all this birthday party planning, but no one is going to come

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“And I wish and I wish and I wish

I mattered to you.”

- I love you more

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musicians only Dark Millenials will remember:

cobra starship

neon trees

metro station

3OH3

taio cruz

owl city

far east movement

ne-yo

onerepublic

boys like girls

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do i deserve back pain at this age