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Around them, the world rushed by in a blur of gray and rain. But under the rainbow, they had their own kind of quiet.

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This was my submission for the @spneldritchbang's reverse bang! Thank you @junesirius for claiming my art and writing such a cool fic for it! Please go check it out and leave some kudos!

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Dean Winchester’s Way

By blackhorsedances | @blackhorsedances Art by witchyworm | @witchy-worm

Coming to AO3 on 04-15-25

Rated Explicit | 21,800 words | No Archive Warnings Apply

Dean Winchester is a top-notch horse trainer. He’s worked on the family horse ranch since he was big enough to sit a horse. The people around town smile fondly at his “little ways” like eating the same breakfast at Missouri’s diner, only paying cash, having his ride-or-die bestie Charlie do his books and pay the bills. Oh, and he doesn’t answer text messages: “Just call me, dammit.” Sam criticizes him, but he just shrugs and says “if it ain’t broke, don’t break it.”  Cas Novak has a Ph.D. in Speech/Language Pathology, and has spent nine months of his sabbatical year writing his “publish or perish” book. Still reeling from a nasty divorce that raked up his shameful past, Cas is looking for a peaceful, quiet place to edit and revise his book, and maybe heal old wounds. A student from one of his online seminars, Eileen Leahy-Winchester, offers her brother-in-law Dean’s cabin, because it’s a “really peaceful place, Cas.” As Dean and Cas grow closer, Cas begins to suspect that Dean’s “little ways” may be hiding a painful secret. In turn, Dean suspects that the professor may have a big secret of his own. When a dangerous storm threatens Dean’s most cherished horse, his secret is exposed. But can Cas overcome his own shame to help Dean, and will Dean let him?

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“Oh, I’m so sorry,” he interrupts glibly, “I heard my name.” In his best ‘coping at a faculty gathering’ manner, he bypasses the much taller (and glowering) Sam Winchester, and approaches the person that must be Sam’s brother Dean. Dean Winchester, the gorgeous man that stopped his breath and tugged at his heart (and other parts of him). Damnit. He wills himself to be professional.

“Hello, Dean. You are Dean Winchester, aren’t you?” He waits for Dean’s nod, and continues. “I’m Dr. Castiel Novak, but I’d be honored if you’d call me Cas. I really appreciate you leasing the cabin to me for the summer. I think it’s amazing that you’ve gone out of your way to make every possible accommodation a person might need.”

He holds out his hand and Dean takes it. “Yeah, okay, hiya Cas. It’s, uh, nice to meet ya. Sorry about assuming–”

“You don’t need to apologize to me. I appreciate your efforts, I promise. Although a horse named Link? Is that like Link from Zelda, or is it like the Missing Link?” Cas dissembles, not only because Dean’s face is still flushed, but also because the feel of Dean’s hand clasped with his has restarted the fire in his lower belly. He’s not sure that his own face isn’t as flushed as Dean’s. 

“Oh, heh, neither.” Dean chuckles, but his eyes are locked on Cas’. “I got the horse from a rescue. He’d been used to pull this old guy’s car–something like a 1970 Lincoln Continental, if I remember right–around until the guy died, I guess. So they just called him Link.” Cas sees a twinkle in Dean’s eye, and there’s that tongue peeking through those plush lips. Oh, no. Is Dean Winchester flirting with him?

“You’re lying to me right now, Dean Winchester.” And I’m playing with fire, Cas thinks, because I’m flirting right back.

“No,” Dean says, “Yes, but no. I do have a horse named Link–”

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When Wild Hearts Collide

By casblackfeathers | @casblackfeathers Art by witchy-worm | @witchy-worm

Coming to Ao3 on 04-23-25

Rated Explicit | 19,000 words | No Archive Warnings Apply

Dean’s life has always been led by crime. Starting with the day that took his mother away from them to the time his brother was killed when Dean was just a teenager. Lost and grieving, Dean had been sent away to Homestead Eden Ranch by his father. But the same gruesome path that brought him to the ranch also ended up ripping him apart from the best summer of his life and the only love he had ever known. Now, nine years later, and after almost being offed by people he shouldn’t have messed with, Dean finds himself fleeing to the same place that had brought him solace when he was a teenager… and to the only person his wild heart never forgot.

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How could he just say hi after all this time of absence? How could he just come back and announce his presence after everything he had gone through since the last time he had been here? James Novak had been like a father to him during the summer Dean had spent here. Had treated him kindly and patiently, seeing Dean’s outbursts of rage for what they were — a cry for help; one last ditch effort from a lost, scared boy who didn’t have anyone else to look up to. That summer had been the happiest in Dean’s life, and he might be losing his mind right now, but he hoped that counted for something.

James would take him once again. He would help Dean just like he had back then. So Dean forced himself to get the fuck up and made his way up the three steps of stairs, holding most of his weight against the railing, before standing in front of the door. He could not stop shivering, but he feared this time it had nothing to do with the rain or the blood still oozing steadily beneath the makeshift bandage.

Willing his legs not to buckle beneath him, Dean raised one hand and knocked, gulping the nervousness and despair filling the back of his throat with bile as he waited for another small miracle to happen.

Only it wasn’t James Novak who answered the door; instead, a much warmer set of blues met him when the door finally swung open. The same shade Dean had been missing for all these years, the same expression, the same tousled hair. The same lips Dean had once savored and no matter what life threw at him, Dean had held onto the sweet memory of that kiss.

“C—Cas...” he croaked.

“Dean?” came the gravelly voice, tone low and tinged with disbelief. Dean ached to smile, to express how it felt like his long-dormant heart was beating for the first time in years. But darkness was taking over at last, and before he knew it, it had pulled him under, and he passed out.

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This pose was a prompt on the @spnspeeddatingbang discord server, I of course had to make it Destiel. You can see the reference image behind the cut

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Here's the art for my first @dcwildwestfest collab! I drew this giant Cas way back in September, and was so thrilled to see the lovely story @blackhorsedances wrote to go with it! You can go read it here: Link to Fic

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Destiel Teacher AU Fic Rec List

For Van <3 List contains au’s where either Dean or Cas are teachers/professors, or both of them are.

Try-Something Tuesday NC-17 {Teacher!Dean} Dean Winchester teaches a third-grade class. He’s new to this whole ‘bisexual’ thing - but by pure happenstance, he meets Castiel: a particularly dapper male librarian who moonlights as a substitute teacher. Dean’s curious and Castiel is willing, so why the hell not? Except, fate never intended it to be one-time-only…

Freefall NC-17 {Teacher!Dean} The most exciting kindergarten teacher Dean Winchester’s life ever gets is when he plays mechanic in his uncle Bobby’s shop on the weekends. That is until a birthday party goes tequila-nova and he trips into a one-night stand with an incredibly hot firefighter named Castiel. Dean’s life gets a lot more exciting after that.

Grace Under Fire NC-17 {Teacher!Castiel} This is not just a story about how a shy History teacher and a hot-headed Firefighter meet and fall in love. It’s also a story about learning, about having the courage to throw caution to the wind and fight for what you really want. With a little help from some meddling friends, of course.

Morning Teach NC-17 {Teacher!Castiel} Art teacher Castiel Novak has just turned 29 when he meets Dean Winchester at a gay club. After sleeping with the boy, he leaves in a hurry, trying to cope with the guilt over betraying his girlfriend and his overly conservative parents. But forgetting Dean becomes close to impossible, when Castiel’s new job at a High School in San Francisco reveals Dean to be a most troublesome student…

I Always Come When You Call NC-17 {Teacher!Castiel} From high school, to college, to his career as a teacher, there has always been one constant in Castiel Collins’ life: his crippling crush on Dean Winchester. Just when Castiel thinks he’s finally over it, Dean shoves his beauty right back in Castiel’s face[as a model for God’s sake], seemingly just because the universe wants to torture him. Little does Castiel know, however, that Dean’s got quite the crush himself.

Sammy’s Teacher NC-17 {Teacher!Castiel} Dean had a meeting with Sam’s teacher, Mr Novak.

Learning Curve NC-17 {Teacher!Dean} Dean is a pre-school teacher and Castiel Novak is his new student’s intriguing guardian. They both know the sacrifices that come with caring for others, but, over time, they learn what it means to want something for themselves.

Easy Now, With My Heart NC-17 {Teacher!Dean} Dean Winchester is a kindergarten teacher. Castiel Milton is a writer slash works-in-a-coffee-shop. He also happens to be the extremely hot one-night stand that Dean never intended to see again other than in his own fantasies (he’s classy like that). But suddenly Cas is everywhere and Dean is convinced that Fate is out to get him. And maybe they do this thing backwards, but that doesn’t have to mean they can’t make it in the end, right?

Chili Peppers PG-13 {Teacher!Dean, Teacher!Cas} Dr. Winchester hears an off hand comment from one of his students and find himself browsing a website dedicated to rating university professors. He’s not surprised by his rating – but is a little miffed to see the department chair has an even better one. Clearly, something needs to be done about this.

Past Present NC-17 {Teacher!Castiel} When a handsome stranger wanders into his bar one warm fall night, Dean Winchester is charmed by the archaeology professor. As their friendship deepens, Dean will discover that there are a few simple truths about love: it can sneak up on you when you least expect it, and it will level you without warning. But it can also save you, when you’re lost.

Rainbow Bandaids NC-17 {Teacher!Castiel} In which Dean is a librarian, Castiel is a professor, and there’s a stack of books that’s throwing off Dean’s balance.

Once Upon A Wendigo NC-17 [WIP] {Teacher!Dean, Teacher!Castiel} Mr. Milton’s favorite student has an enthusiasm for drawing terrifying monsters – in vivid finger-paint detail. Concerned for Sam Winchester’s 4-year-old psyche, Mr. Milton schedules a parent-teacher conference.

First Day Of My Life NC-17 [WIP] {Teacher!Dean, Teacher!Castiel} Castiel is a new teacher to Samuel Colt High School. He just wants to lay low and have a fresh start. Unfortunately for him, his heart disregards all his plans and flushes them down the toilet when he meets Mr. Dean Winchester, the teacher across the hall.

Forbidden NC-17 {Teacher!Dean} With a past behind him, seventeen year old Castiel has escaped and is starting afresh in a new high school. He meets, Dean Winchester, his older and more mature teacher who knows right from wrong but sometimes temptation is just too much to overlook.

Stop All The Clocks PG-13 {Teacher!Castiel} The plan was fool proof: take Poetry Studies, meet chicks, the end. Dean was quite confident about it until Professor Castiel Novak walked into the lecture hall and opened his mouth. Who knew one course could change so much

Crossroads State NC-17 {Teacher!Castiel} Castiel has a nice predictable structured life teaching high school, even if he happens to be overqualified for it. Then this guy moves in around the corner and literally knocks him on his ass.

We All Have Our Time Machines NC-17 {Teacher!Dean} Castiel wakes up in the snow with no memory of how he got there. He can’t go home because he doesn’t remember where home is. Dean, a professor at a local college, finds the man and offers him a ride. Despite a bad experience in the past, Dean agrees to let Castiel stay with him until he regains his memory. Castiel– or Jimmy, as Dean calls him– has one clue to his identity: a ring that might be an engagement ring. He figures there must be someone out there looking for him and, although Dean finds his feelings for Castiel growing, he agrees to help Castiel look for her. What they find isn’t something either could have expected.

Vita Nuova NC-17 [Complete, not WIP] {Teacher!Castiel} Dean Winchester takes a job as a teaching assistant to get his little brother into a prestigious academy. He doesn’t quite expect such long nights and snobby kids, but the real surprise is professor Castiel Novak: or falling in love with him, that is.

There Will Come Soft Rains NC-17 {Teacher!Castiel} Two years after World War III starts, Dean Winchester is a disillusioned former veteran leading a survivors’ camp in the former state of Kansas whose life takes a very, very unexpected turn. Starting when he rescues this guy with huge blue eyes named after an angel.

I Think I Deserve Something PG-13 {Teacher!Castiel} “The last thing I need is you having sex with my teacher and ditching him!”

The Winchester Revision NC-17 {Teacher!Castiel} A recently de-deified Chuck, dying in Italy, decides to revise the story of Sam and Dean and Cas to give it the fairytale ending it deserves as a last hurrah before he goes. In a world with no monsters Dean Winchester goes to the University of Delaware for physics and engineering where a terrible twist of fate lands him in a Feminism and Literature class for one of his general electives. It is taught by a dark haired, blue-eyed professor named Castiel. Sam, meanwhile, is a boy genius who gets into college at sixteen and really is going to be a lawyer this time as soon as he finishes his English degree at UDel and gets into Stanford. But the more Chuck writes, the more he discovers about himself, his characters and the friends he will never see again; because some stories must be told.

We Became Fans Of Collisions NC-17 {Teacher!Castiel} Dean is the owner of a bookstore that stores all kinds of rare/weird lit. Cas is his best customer, because he comes in practically every week and buys almost as much as he browses. He is secretly lonely as well as very quiet and socially awkward and Dean notices this. Dean is kind of a lonely guy himself, although his lawyer brother likes to visit frequently, and slowly Dean falls in love with Cas.

Small Town Faith NC-17 {Teacher!Dean} After blowing out his knee and embarrassing himself publicly, Dean Winchester moves to a small town called Maysville to escape. He discovers not everything is what it seems as he gets deeply involved with a man named Castiel.

Set Me On Fire NC-17 {Teacher!Castiel} Dean decided long ago that amateur heroes are stupid. They always need professionals to rescue them.

Sweet Tyranny NC-17 {Teacher!Castiel} Instead of a summary you get the prompt that sprung this fic. “Give me a Dean/Cas AU. I want a firefighter Dean, teacher Cas…throw in some Gabriel, Jimmy, Anna, Sam/Jess and an adorable, vomit inducing child of theirs. Shake well and serve.

In Real Life NC-17 {Teacher!Castiel} Castiel is the English teacher at the school Sam teaches history at. Dean is a writer who has been sending his stories to an online friend (Castiel) for editing. Sam finds out and realizes that Dean and Castiel don’t know each other in real life, but really should.

Whole Lotta Love NC-17 {Teacher!Dean, Teacher!Castiel} Castiel loves Friday mornings with Dean. He would like to show him just how much.

Your Slightest Look NC-17 {Teacher!Castiel} When Castiel Milton moves from Boston to Klamath Falls, Oregon to escape his family and start a new life as a religious studies professor at Bear Valley College, he never anticipates finding himself interested in someone like Dean Winchester. Can a stubborn heart be changed by a patient mind? If they want to make things work, they both have to learn that nothing worth having comes easily.

Living in Agony NC-17 {Teacher!Dean, Teacher!Castiel} Dean Winchester’s life is… well, it’s not great. He’s a gym teacher, he’s in his thirties, and he can’t seem to keep any part of his life straight. When the aftermath of a one-night stand goes awry, Dean is dragged kicking and screaming out of his cozy little closet and into the harsh light of reality. Enter: Castiel Novak, the new history teacher, who knows full well that life gets crappy when you don’t allow yourself to live it in the way it needs to be lived.

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Fic List

I recently organized all my fics so they would be easier to navigate. I have this same list on my blog, but I thought it might be good to put them in a post as well. I hope you all enjoy. Thanks for reading!

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Angst:

In the Spine

              Cas reads a letter from Dean

Can’t Stop

              Dean reads “Twist and Shout”

A Beast’s Perspective

              Benny remembers purgatory

The Book

              Dean finds something in Cas’s jacket pocket

Could Have Sworn

              Castiel tries to get Dean’s attention

How the Season May End

              A prediction of season ten’s finale

His

              Dean thinks about when he and Cas finally got together

Names are Burdens

              Dean can’t remember who he is or where he belongs

The Scribe’s Question

              (Poem) Metatron talks to Castiel

Thought Process

              (Poem) Dean questions why Castiel always stays

Just Pray

              Castiel reluctantly turns to God for help

Visiting Hours

              (Ficlet) Castiel won’t leave Dean’s side

Fluff:

Birthday Belly

              Dean gains a little weight

Just Can’t Say It

              Dean tries to tell Cas how he feels

Dean Winchester is a Big Baby

              Dean catches the flu and is driving Cas insane

Damn Angels

              Castiel meets a new “friend” and Dean has to make sure it’s legit

Human Things

              Castiel is human and Dean wants to show him the ropes

Suits, Ties and Tension

              (AU) Castiel and Dean keep accidentally matching their outfits

Do You Know What I Think?

              (AU) Dean doesn’t like when his husband makes him eat salads

Three Towns and One Fed Up Angel

              Dean relies on Castiel a bit too much

Family BBQ

              All of their friends and family return, so the boys have a BBQ

A Story for Mary

              (AU) Uncle Sammy tells his niece a bedtime story

101

              (AU) Dean and Cas’s daughter is sick and Dean just can’t handle it

Stew and Corpses

              Dean is sick of Sam and Cas dirtying up his kitchen

Forgotten Friendships

              Dean forces Sam and Cas to bond

Work Something Out

              (Ficlet) Dean tries to cheer Cas up

Heater

              (Ficlet) Cas gets a little chilly

Sweetness

              (AU/ Ficlet) Dean and Cas have Bobby’s cabin for the weekend

Smut:

Composing After Hours

              (AU) Castiel has to deal with his very defiant student

Snores and Goosebumps

              Dean finds out some more of human-Cas’s odd habits

Cast from the Flock

              (AU) Castiel faithfully serves God, so why does Dean walk into his                      church?

Chapter Fic:

Apologies

(AU) Dean feels as if he lost everything, so he seeks refuge down the neck of a bottle. Castiel tries to help him– even when Dean pushes him away and fights him tooth and nail, he never gives up.

                                                      Cockles

Angst:

Comfort in the Sound

              Something is wrong with Misha and Jensen tries his best to help

Fluff:

Just Like You

              Everyone is becoming an angel on set, even Dean

Better With Age

              Misha and Jensen get a little careless with their secret over the years

Seven Years in Debate

              It begins as an innocent disagreement; but soon, it turns into                             something else

Smut:

Dreaming of Cockles

              A lucky fan finds herself in Misha’s bed … but someone else is there                 too

Tough and Muddy

              Jensen really wishes that Misha joined him at the Tough Mudder                         competition

Chapter Fic:

The Plot

Jensen is happy that his wife gets along with his friends and their wives; but sometimes those relationships can turn against him– and sometimes they can change his world completely

               –     After The Plot: Motoring

                                 Jensen and Misha go to VegasCon

               –     After The Plot: Odd Ingredients

                                 Jensen visits Misha and his family in Los Angeles

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Destiel fic rec list

So a friend asked for some destiel fic recs (I am her offical destiel fic dealer, kinda like a drug dealer but pornier) so I thought I’d share with everyone and do a post about it! 

This are just the things I’ve been reading lately, but I’ll do a post one day with my faves!

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Broadway Musical by Griftings Rating: M (light) Word Count: 12,400 Summary: This is the day that marked the Holy and Blessed Union of Dean Winchester and Jo Harvelle. The merging of prominent bloodlines is always a grand occurrence, but breeding pedigree hunter families like Winchester and Harvelle is something to be rejoiced. It is also something to be meticulously planned, which thankfully the Host is very good at. Or, the romantic comedy where Dean Winchester and Jo Harvelle are destined to get married, Castiel is given the task of playing matchmaker and fails terribly, the entire Heavenly Host becomes a sitcom audience, God warns against male pregnancy, and Jimmy Novak is incredibly unimpressed with angels in general.

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Excerpts From Carver Edlund’s Magnum Opus by twentysomething AO3 link Rating: NC-17 Word Count: 27,000 Summary: “C'mon, Cas, it’s like we’re Mulder and Scully, this is totally X-Files,” he says expansively, waving a hand around. It makes his tie flap and momentarily obscure the new and distracting belt buckle that just says “LUCKY” in huge, embarrassing reflective script in the early morning light. Castiel just stares blankly at him. “I don’t know what that means,” Cas replies. Dean sighs and rubs the bridge of his nose under the bright yellow sunglasses.

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Head For the Exits by temporalranger AO3 link Rating: NC-17 Word Count: 25,000 Summary: Dean’s life in the Edge City PD is going swimmingly: There’s a masked vigilante prowling his rooftops and nursing a crush on him; a serial murderer who’s too damn smart for his own good; his partner is so new she still smells like Academy polish, and he can’t quite work up the nerve to ask out the coffee guy across the road.

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Renegate by quiddative 

Rating: T

Word Count: 9300

Summary: Officially, Castiel is a deeply committed, borderline workaholic PA. In reality, he’s little more than a glorified babysitter to a spoiled superhero.

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Grammar Games verse by relucant Rating: NC-17 Word Count: 23,200 Summary: “Oh, uh,“ he said. “Yeah. I’m Castiel. Cas, if you like.”“Cas,” Dean drawled. “I do like.” He stuck out his hand. Cas raised an eyebrow, but he reached out to shake. “I’m Dean Winchester.”“I’m aware,” Cas said dryly. “You’ve something of a reputation.”“I’m aware,” Dean agreed with a bright grin. “So which parts have you heard, good or bad?“Cas shrugged. "Some of both, I suppose.”

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I don’t want a lot for Solstice by  aerialiste

Rating: NC-17

Word count: 23,000

Summary: The tree catching on fire, Dean would maintain to the end of his days, had clearly been started by the squirrels. Or outlet overload, or outdated breaker boxes; possibly a frayed extension cord, or maybe a malfunctioning string of fairy lights. Not to mention Kevin Tran.It most definitely had not been caused by him and Cas.•In which Dean drives out to Palo Alto to stay with Sam over winter break, and meets Sam’s new co-op housemates, including comparative literature PhD candidate, fundamentalist cult survivor, and practicing witch Castiel Milton—which would all be confusing enough, if Cas weren’t also unfairly gorgeous, especially in cowboy boots.

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