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Okay well you should know that I had every intention to stop my device just before it killed you. Chain you in a little cell, treat your wounds. Make you devoted to me and mutilate you so you could never leave. But the way you scream and cry when imperiled is just... shrill, almost effeminate, and it kinda grosses me out. I think I'm just gonna kill you and try again.

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Before covid people would to reply to random images with the word "praxis." now i hit people with my car and dont even stop. i dont even stop

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dont tell anyone but mymeds. sometimes i dont take them on ourpos because everything is so intense off meds. and thatsbad obviously but yousee on meds everything is so lowlevel all the time and i cant cry i cant cry at all. when off meds everything is stabbing at me from all directions. both are horrible so might as well do both.

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No, I do not have a gore fetish, I go on these blogs to appreciate and worship the natural, viscerality of life, the blood that feeds all of us, the grass that grows from what dies, from what lives, from what suffers and makes suffer, while I move my weenie around in tune to the drumbeat, of the earths minds heartbeat, until that prophetical, theorerical lifegiving milks pools at the tip to shoot out, and give life to death, to wither and die, be wasted down the drain of my sink, the gullet, of a greatly thirsting beast of man with many mouthes, willing to sup upon all fluid from blood, to drool, to urine and feces, to soap and water, to toothpaste and spit, this meat of man, this vomit, this detritus, what earth created of man and what man created from earth, to once again be formed as an animal, killed, eaten by man, killed, eaten by vulture, killed, eaten by germ, eaten by man, killed, photographed. Don't you dare say I'm beating off to dead bitches.

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yes i go out of my way to drive safely around bicyclists, no i dont care about their human lives, i know the fucking perverts are desperately slavering to be slammed and crushed by the beautiful steel of an automobile, trembling and hot with death-drive that only the merciless fenders of my foreverially dealerplated altima can answer, and i simply refuse to give them release.

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pornbots following me . i hope they follow my neocities to see my blog posts too

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fuck this diary shit fuck this fiction whatever ill just stab myself and feel intense physical sharp pain from it while bleeding out :(

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this is by my good friend chay who will never see this post. love you chay

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im sick

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hey

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it’s horrific. awful way to die. either you’re trapped with no chance of being found, air running out, everyone around you suffocating, or the hull is broken and you get turned to jelly by the crushing ocean depths. ik they’re billionaires so it’s very contentious for me. generally i prefer no one dies horrifically. like just as a fellow human being on earth. but i dont think the ultra rich ever extend that mindset to others. climate refugees. and just everything. it feels like something a greek god would do to punish them. it has a certain swagful je ne sais quoi if removed from the human suffering which billionaires have to do philosophically to maintain their positions. very haunting. the hubris of it all. old jalopy metal tube steered by a mad catz controller. to go look at the titanic. which is nothing but a rusted out metal wreck full of fish and silt. btw. the grandiosity of it is completely unrecognizable. one has to wonder what compels ppl to even look at it in the first place. like the prestige of seeing some filthy grown over shell? crazy thing to die for. very textually rich… bad way to die as a human being. great way to die as a narrative about human greed and folly i guess. good job. mission accomplished?

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this acc is like void

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its whatever i guess. maybe i'll truly go ftm in the future....

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Traitor