iyahquin

[iyahquin]

This is what i feel whenever you were near or im with you...

“I’ve spent so much time in my head and in my heart that I forgot to live in my body.”

— Tara Hardy

[iyahquin]

And im starting all over again, hahaha, uulitin ko na nman ba ang mga iniyakan at pnagsisihan ko nang pagkakataon?? Hhaaaaiiiyyyy....sana naman wag na..at hindi na maulit pa, hahaha

[iyahquin]

Dala ng katangahan ko, hahahaha aminado nman ako na gusto kong pumasok ng maaga at hnd ma-late, kaso hnd ko nman ibg sabihin na maaga ng isang oras, hahahaha, iyah, ang goal mu mgtipid, hnd ung gumastos ng wala sa oras, haiy...naku naku, maling paraan na nman ng pagbababudget eto, hehehehe

Off to work, totoo na eto, babye..

[iyahquin]

Nasanay ako sa 1-10pm nq pasok sa trabaho, ngaung araw 2-11pm pala ako at papunta na sa trabaho, hahahaha, kaya eto lumiko muna ko at pumunta ng town pra hnd nman nla sabihing maxado akong excited pumasok at mgtrabaho..hahahaha

[iyahquin]

A macha doncha Thursday!!!

A not so fair not that rainy day.. let's just call it a girl's mood day(constantly changing) hahahaha...at this moment it rains then after an hour or two it'll be fine or sunny...but then again it's my macha day😍😋 eating a flavored sundae icecream while typing down my thoughts and emotions on this piece...and a doncha moment...for things start to come back again..or should i say repeat again as history permits it to happen...i've been in this state some time ago...been with this kind of emotions before which i never comprehend... sometimes i just want to jump off on the cliff my emotions and test the depth of the water of feelings down below...see if i could grip unto something or kept on floating...managing to get thru the tide...or go with the waves and ride...and yeah..i've been here before...been with this kind of scenario and with everything i've mentioned above..and apparently im here again..at this exact moment...now...how i wish i never set forth my sight on the shore this morning..how i wish i ignored the calming sound of it calling...how i wish i just closed my eyes so i couldn't see...the smile of the sun as it touches the sea...now im a sailor lost without my compass..now I'm a pirate looking at the glass..the glass where my heart was locked...the glass shattered before because i tried my luck..and i need to resist the force of nature for my being and human nature..for i have learned my lessons before and from now on i should and must ignore...

A Thursday at the coast...

[iyahquin]

Ung chat neang "good night" kc patulog na daw xa, kaso putang ina nka online pa rn?? So ibig sabihin lng neto na ayaw nea akong kachat!! Haha tang ina..sorry ah?? Kung nag initiate akong ichat ka, naistorbo kita at nasayang ko ang oras mu..wag kng mg alala since tried and tested ko na ang alibis mu, mula ngaun hnd na ako mangugulo pa, i thought we were friends, but then you proved to me that we aren't and we can't be...sorry kung ng assume akong kaibigan kita..hnd pla gnun ang tingin mu sakin at hnd pla tau gnun. for formalities sake lng pla lhat, kc nga kelangan lng..hnd pgkukusa, dbale this is the last time..hnd na mauulit at hnd ko na ulilitin...thanks for the realization that we aren't opt to be friends..

[iyahquin]

I told myself to stop that madness from spreading out to my sanity..but why do i can't let it do so...i still stare at the black and white, half smiled portrait...still waiting for a simple reply and still wanting for that of a gesture... can't collect my self for those moments and remind myself that I'm being such a fool..

[iyahquin]

What if?? Or i really shouldn't??

As i scroll at my account, i always encounter your name on the list of people i may know..i want to click that button and add you on..but i was doubting if i should do it and if that person will gonna accept my request..i was just like..it was an idiotic thing for me to do.. because, why should i?? What would be the purpose?? Do i really need to?? I was hanging by the thought that "i should've not gonna do it" and "why not?? Just of a friend right? So go on?" Yeah..i felt a lil dizzy and hazy when im thinking about that..so i don't know exactly what to do...hahahaha...does it really make sense??

[iyahquin]

A walk at the bay with these two lovely ladies of mine..my baby sissies..just so happy to have them, considering them as my siblings and giving them support with anything they wanna be..love you both😘

💜ate iyah

[iyahquin]

Stalking??

Slrsly??am i really doing as such??ahahaha i still go to your profile though..check on your recent activities..view some of your uploaded faces...tried to chat on you when you're online...but then again i can't..i should've not..because i know that you'll insist on meeting me again ...and i can't resist..i don't know why i still have that tiny old feeling, that i thought was already gone long ago ...we've been good as friends, even treated ourselves as brothers and we both know what you feel for me..but then again we both know we can't..and it can't be...ugh!! I don't know what to do with you Mr. Sea...and i don't even know how to end this note....

[iyahquin]

Pwd mgmura??!! Putang ina naman!!! Grabe!! Hayup ung gumawa sau nean ma!! Dapat xa ang nsa sitwaxon mu ngaun!! Xa sna ang nsa putang inang kahon na yan at hnd ikw!! Ang dame ko pang gustong gawin natn, gusto pa kitang mkasma kht na aso't pusa taung dlawa, kht na hnd tau ngkakasundo sa lhat ng bagay ma, kht na sa inar araw na gnawa ng Maykapal ei ng aaway tau, hnd ko gnustong mangyare sau ang sinapit mu, ma ngsisisi ako, sobra..bkt ikw pa?? Putang inang hayup yang gumawa sau nean ma..

[iyahquin]

The convo...

Angge: ate anu ung estate tax?

Me:(ng icp ng malalim) uuhmmm.. un ung tax sa bahay..

Angge: un yta ung mana mana???

Me: oo un!! Tama!! Atleast namamana ung bahay!! Ahahaha

Wala na tlaga iya!! malabo ka na tlagng pumasa..ahahaha....sorrna po, hnd tlaga ako nkapagreview...ngdodrawing kc ako hbang ngbabasa😩😩😩

@anggenow

[iyahquin]

Cuddling with @anggenow it's when she looks maturer than you and acts like my big sister, and even more beautiful, i so so missed this moment, when we both got home from a tiring day at work, talk about everything that happened within our day, laugh at the things we had and spend the rest of the day with our routines-online shop, see a movie if we have ample time or just staying up late til we both look like drunken frogs in the morning, well i dunno how to end this one but hey..looking forward to more and more of these precious ones to come.

[iyahquin]

Chapter 2.6

Just so happy that i got an additional year to cherish and to be thankful for...i've been surrounded by loving and supportive people ever there to tap my back and cheer for me whenever i need to, i never expect all of these to happen in ny life, but our Creator was so great, He really knows what's the best for us and when do we need it, i just felt so so blessed ☺️

[iyahquin]

sometimes people cannot repay the greatness you've given for them..so it's better not to expect any of the penny you've given to be tossed back to you.. iyaquin

[iyahquin]

sometimes people cannot repay the greatness you've given for them..so it's better not expect any of the penny you've given to be tossed back to you.. iyaquin

[iyahquin]

as i look back at the pridian, i felt the hiraeth, the thought that i could no longer see the scintilla in your gazes.. it was lacuna and never the vim anymore.. iyaquin..