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I spontaneously agreed with a friend to do yoga on Sunday morning. The exercises alternated with each other in terms of complexity. Suitable clothes for sports were washable, so my choice fell on jeans. It was fun to practice in them and worry about them not tearing. We chose the warm-up plan before the run, because it seemed to be the easiest of all. Well, my back and muscles, which I didn't even think existed, gave the news of their existence and thanked me for my physical activity. Yes, I don't like sports and things like that, but I like to spontaneously walk more than 10 kilometers, climb a mountain and so on. When there is a game element, good comrades are nearby and excitement is fun. And although we had fun, I thought that I should take better care of myself and learn to be a good friend to myself, to show more kindness and love. I have always lived with the conviction that we come into this world alone and leave it also alone, yes, on the way to death, there are many different people, some of them will become a friend, someone will become a loved one, maybe even a second family (the first family is parents, people whom we do not choose - please do not be strict about this, further I will explain my thought - , the second family is friends and loved ones whom we choose ourselves), We will also meet teachers, fellow travelers and various buddy, however, the person who is always and everywhere with us, regardless of our desire - ourselves, our inner self, if you like. I often see on the Internet the words that you need to make friends with this person inside you, many different words about various psychological approaches and exercises, but no one says exactly how to do it. Well, haha, it was because I asked myself the question "who am I?", "what's the point?" and "so what?" that I started to express myself creatively. It was not enough for me to hear the words, I wanted to understand their essence, their deep meaning. This is how his passion for photography, art, travel, books and talkativeness appeared. And also diary therapy. I've been in this process of exploring the world and myself for over a decade now, and I have to say, I'm still curious. I still haven't caught my fish. Perhaps it will be a huge fish, like Hemingway, or something small in size, but miraculous, like Pushkin 🤔. The plans of the universe regarding my fate are not available to me and are not known to me, I just hope that she is on my side 🫠.

Okay, we deviated a little from the story, I got carried away, sorry.

So, after the warm-up, we decided to take a little walk in the park along the water, discussed things that concern our generation: how to settle down well in life and earn enough on your hobby, how to take good care of yourself and not burn out, in general, the conversation was about how to become happy and maintain this feeling in life. And at this time, we were surrounded by many beautiful trees. I took some photos. They are attached below and you can view them.

My friend showed me some great views and I practiced taking photos. I have to say, the sound of the camera shutter activating calms me down. Even though I'm on the other side of the object camera is capturing, I feel like I'm in my place. This is important and rare feeling. We even swung on the swing. The feeling of flying was unforgettable. I was almost happy, as if I had wings behind my back from birth. I think we have all felt this way at least once 😏.

They passed the rain at my friend's house, watched several episodes of the anime Horimiya. In the evening, a meeting was scheduled with other people from our common company. We looked at the flower market, because I had to choose a suitable bouquet for the birthday of a loved one according to certain parameters (successfully ☑️😂).

A small dinner in a place called "Japan". It was delicious and spicy. Just like I wanted. Now there are small talks were between the trios. I always like how each of us can express our individuality and how others will accept it without changing your essence, as long as it does not contradict logic and their moral and ethical values. But, again, I am convinced that even in arguments and quarrels there is a meaning, because it is not the obvious and stifled by silence that breaks out, so with mutual desire, respect and aspiration, you can come to an agreement 😌. Well, this is one of the things I believe in and has been confirmed more than once in the centuries-old human practice of communication.

Finally, our company gathered for tonight in a popular place called "Depo". It is a former factory converted into various food courts, cafes and eateries. We played the board game "Dogs and Dungeons". My choice fell on a knight. I played for him for the first time, failed personal and general quests 😅. We also played an analogue of "Mafia": there were two detectives, a killer and a victim, cards with the place, the method of murder and the subject of the murder. Our collective mind successfully and quickly coped with the task.

We parted ways at the crossroads: Two went on a short journey, two went home.

18.05.2025

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Coffee corner in the Theater of Modern Drama. The atmosphere is conducive to slowness and tranquility. The music design is a lounge. View of the trams from the windows. They put on "Everyone likes Yana. No way." A play on the theme of school bullying. Relevant and important. A great cultural evening. I gained a lot of new thoughts and felt the presence of inspiration. .

16.05.2025