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In The Garden 🐈‍⬛💐🌺🌙🌳

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it’s finally spring! ✿

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my shop | free mobile wallpapers

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actually i love growing older and learning how i work as a person like realizing what kinds of fabrics feel best on my skin or what brand of yogurt i like best or how I want to be touched. watching myself change, enjoying brussel sprouts when I used to hate them as a child, understanding why I got angry in that one conversation 10 years ago… there are so many mysteries inside me that i have yet to unravel and there will always be more and sometimes i think maybe its all worth it

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that the people who care about you aren’t, in fact, incrementally & constantly adjusting their opinion of you based on how stupid or cool your last interaction with them was….is something i actively try believing in every single day & when it works it brings my heart great peace

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you ever find a piece of clothing and feel like you just stumbled upon an essential bit of your character design

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Tonalities as (mostly) tumblr aesthetics

C major: Minimalism

c minor: Romantic Academia

D flat major: Etheral

c sharp minor: Gloomcore

D major: Light Academia

d minor: Victorian Goth

E flat major: Angelcore

e flat minor: Liminal space

E major: Golden Hour

e minor: Dark Academia

F major: Knightcore

f minor: Emo

F sharp major: Seapunk

f sharp minor: Ravencore

G major: Cottagecore

g minor: Film noir

A flat major: Fairycore

g sharp minor: Glitch

A major: Art hoe

a minor: Autumn aesthetic

B flat major: Hipster

b flat minor: Goth

B major: Spacecore

b minor: Ghostcore

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when you download a pdf and it's called like 1328723486basdf12.pdf but then you gently rename it to what it's supposed to be. that's forming a bond with a hurt and wild mythological creature and reminding it who it is.

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Spring Mornings 🐱🌼💐☘️

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peak character design

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it makes me sad to see so many non-ADHD allistic neurodivergent people be shocked when they find out they do in fact "count" as neurodivergent (or even autistic or adhd people who are shocked to find out their other things Count as neurodivergent) bc they have been convinced by online communities that only ADHD and autism (and maybe anxiety) are neurodivergencies

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one thing about me is im gonna get a coffee and a pastry

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After careful consideration and going over multiple options I think the best choice is stay warm and cozy in bed forever.

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the thing about violin/viola teachers is that you meet them and you’re like ‘wow this is a Very Talent Serious Virtuoso Person Who Has Dedicated Their Life To Music™’ and the next thing you know they’re imitating a chicken trying to convey the exact mood they want you to play ‘Moto Perpetuo’ with. 

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"i'm not being serious, it's just satire!" "it's not satire if it's indistinguishable from the thing it claims to satirize!" actually it's only satire if it

is written in dactylic hexameter

primarily concerns everyday topics

contains elaborate intertextual references to both epic poetry and other genres

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I want to be here

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<- this user believes mental illness can be a chronic illness and excluding people suffering with mental illness from conversations about chronic illness, and/or telling people suffering from mental illness they are not allowed to refer to themselves as chronically ill, is incorrect and ableist (accessliving.org page on ableism).

this user believes as such because mental illness can make you (examples included but not limited to)

chronically ill (lol)

have chronic fatigue

make you unable to get out of bed or maintain hygiene, personal or household

unable to eat due to a medley of reasons including but not exclusive to executive dysfunction, nausea, and will to live.

can increase pain levels esp w/a pre-existing injury

chronic fatigue and chronic pain can require mobility aids

can trigger chronic headaches

make you pass out/develop tremors/seizures/etc

make you 'unemployable' because it can require accommodations

make you 'unemployable' because it's a barrier to obtaining an education

make you unable to hold a job because it can get that bad

can damage organs depending on severity and presentation

can kill you through a medley of ways and shortens lifespan

is quite often, well, chronic

can go through periods of flares and remission, and if you overdo it while you're in remission you can trigger a flare

can be made worse by the weather, barometric pressure, etc

and requires often life long treatment that can also do all of the above

In many countries, mental illness meeting specific thresh holds become legal disabilities (UN list of disability laws by country). The definition of illness covers sickness of body and mind, as well as disease. Mental illnesses are considered and covered by the WHO's International Classification of Diseases, which codifies it as a disorder, but still covers it. In at minimum the USA alone, a chronic illness legally defines a chronically ill person as, in brief (long here)

Unable to fulfill at least two activities of daily living (bathing, eating, toileting, dressing) for at least 90 days.

Have a level of disability that is similar to the above criteria.

Require substantial supervision and assistance in order to protect themselves against health and safety threats because of physical or cognitive impairment.

which can happen in mental illness.

Not all countries use 'chronic illness' as a legal term. 'Chronic disease', which includes things like stroke, heart disease, diabetes, some forms of arthritis, etc appears to be more prevalent. If a person is calling a mental illness a chronic disease, they might therefore be incorrect. However, for the purpose of 'chronic illness' entering non-legal, casual vernacular, I therefore think it fits present definitions enough to suit.

(1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6) (7) (8) (9) <- some sources in no particular order

unless the above facts change, my mind is not likely to be changed.

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being a violinist is just: *plays out of tune* *plays out of tune* *plays out of tune* *plays out of tune* *plays out of tune* *plays out of tune* *plays out of tune* *plays out of tune* *plays out of tune* *plays out of tune* *plays out of tune* *plays out of—