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Biding Time

with expectations as high as heaven an apollonian soul is scorned, puzzling questions, endless questions, adrift in a sea of nameless faces. A coy victim of a cruel self denial, ever plagued by passions of a bygone age that refuses to rot. all encumbering, all demanding.

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Tower Of Teeth

“One by one I pluck my teeth indignantly in pursuit of kindness in spite of my anger,

Finding sanctuary in my tower of teeth that stretched up into the highest heaven where nobody could see.

And yet the very privacy I yearned for , made me a prisoner of self inflicted suffering,

And with my pain there came a gift. And with this gift came the realization that I too…

bare teeth of my own.” - Zayne Sinclair

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technically we’re ALL, always LARPing, because the Self is only a construct,

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Garden House

And so I am lost,

chasing the smell of earth after rain,

boasting a childlike infatuation with the idea of indulgence,

aimlessly wandering with no regard for the many souls in my midst.

Here I run freely between the realms of neither here nor there,

clinging faithfully to the fragrant gardens of a mind that lives

In pursuit of things lost, but never found.

- Jean Vilde Daamgaard

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Selections from various issues of Frontpage & Raveline, German rave culture magazines (1995-2001)

Archive, thanks to Karl Kraft!

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決戦！女子寮対男子寮（1988）

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Selections of scans from KarimSpace: The Interior Design and Architecture of Karim Rashid (2009), detailing his ‘blobitecture’ work from 2002 to the late 00s.

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Isabelle Adjani in Nosferatu the Vampyre (1979) dir. Werner Herzog

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[Jackie Chan Movies] Wheels on Meals (1984)

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Fearless Hyena (1979)

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“A Child’s Life of St. Joan of Arc” by Mary Ellen Mannix, 1920 Source Things take an abrupt turn for the worse there at the end for Joan (Spoiler Alert for those of you who don’t know how her story concludes). 

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THE INCOMPLETE WORKS OF OSAMU DAZAI

DOWNLOAD/VIEW ONLINE (dropbox)

CONTAINS:

A Letter to Kawabata Yasanuri 

A Promise Fullfilled (Fulfilment of a Vow) 

A Snowy Night’s Tale (One Snowy Night) 

After the Silence by Ralph F. McCarthy + Down With Decadence 

Angst Journal (Diary of Distress)

Butterflies

Cherries [2016.10.22] (fixed pdf)

Diary of Distress (Angst Journal)

Fallen Flowers 

Female 

Fulfilment of a Vow (A Promise Fullfilled) 

I Can Speak 

Lies 

Morning 

Mother 

No Kidding 

No Longer Human 

One Snowy Night (A Snowy Night’s Tale) 

Schoolgirl 

Seascape with Figures in Gold 

Tanabata 

The Father 

The Joy of Novels 

The Lady of Banquets 

The Sea

The Setting Sun 

Waiting

ALSO CONTAINS:

Chronology of Dazai’s Life and Works 

Pages 34-35 from The Osamu Saga 

Collected excerpts and quotes

Various photos and images

File last updated with new stuff on 2016.10.22

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Nissan Pao Super Turbo. The Pao is a retro styled hatchback based on a K10 Nissan Micra. Standard motor is the MA10S 987cc 4 cylinder putting out a massive 52PS. This car has had a 930cc MAO9ERT motor out of a K10 Micra Super Turbo fitted. The super turbo name comes from it running both a supercharger and a turbocharger to make 110PS. Twice the power of the standard car.

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presented without commentary or apology

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Isabelle Adjani in Nosferatu the Vampyre (1979) dir. Werner Herzog