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TELL ME HOW YOUR LOVE LIES  — AN INTRODUCTION.

MWAH @ all u gorgeous peeps :”) i’m lucy, i’m 9teen, n i just successfully resisted getting pizza delivered 2 my house so tb h a bitch deserves a standing ovation ..... anymeme i’m finally back from my once in a lifetime excursion outside my bedroom n i’m HYPE 2 start plottin w everyone so w/o further ado here’s wonderwall xxxx

* ☆ ◞ DACRE MONTGOMERY. CISMALE. HE/HIM. ◟ wait, wasn’t that jack holland? they’re a twenty-two year old senior, hailing from portland, maine. i heard they’ve chosen to study business and word around campus is that they’re disciplined & charismaticbut also quite distant & abrasive. you know, that could be why they’re labelled as the runaway. if you happen to see them walking to class with their earbuds in, they’re probably listening to nothing at all by day wave.

jack holland is a dramatique bitch 👀

while his childhood was initially happy, brimming with memories of his parents making him breakfast every morning, playing games with him in the backyard, and letting him eat leftover cake from their tiny restaurant, everything started falling apart when he turned thirteen

both his parents had passed away from a fire at their restaurant, ignited by some jealous competition—while they eventually sent them to jail, they only succeeded in bringing the person who committed the crime behind bars, and not the corporation that had enlisted them for the crime yikes

whatever happened, it effectively left jack an orphan

he was thrown into the foster care system, unable to access the finances his parents left until he was eighteen, and forced to readjust to an unstable and generally unloving environment that stood in stark contrast to how his parents used to make cookies after school and buy him star wars blankets :(

still, he adapted quickly, if not because he was desperate not to become a statistic, then because he wanted to succeed and revive the restaurant that his parents poured their hearts into

he excelled in his academics and extracurriculars in spite of needing to switch households every other month—he spent his nights working on an apprenticeship for local restaurants, he was on every varsity team possible, he got straight a’s...

he eventually got his grand diplôme from le cordon bleu and took on a few apprenticeships before attending baldwin university to study business.... everything he’d done was intended to honour his parents’ memory and start up a new restaurant in their name

he’s currently in his final year of studying business, and tbh if he isn’t concentrating on graduating with honours, he’s spending time @ the gym and feeding everyone @ the lambda sigma omega house (sidenote this binch isn’t the mom friend .... he is The Grandmother Friend)

w/e the case tho he doesn’t like to stay stagnant like he’s always movin n doing something n that habit has only become exacerbated since he discovered that his girlfriend had been cheating on him yike ..... 

it was heartbreaking smh he had never really had a serious girlfriend before her, and more importantly, he’d never been as open to anyone as he was with her

besides his parents, he doesn’t have v many examples to hold up in terms of romance since a lot of the houses he was in demonstrated v toxic and damaging relationships that he never wanted any part of, so he ended up thinking that his parents were just a spectacular exception

tbh he doesn’t have much experience opening up either like ... he spent so many years keeping things to himself that having opened up to her would’ve been such a significant moment

anyway she destroyed him and he wants to throw everything she’s ever touched from the space needle :)

PERSONALITY & HEADCANONS —

closing himself off is a survival tactic that’s only been exacerbated by his heartbreak YIKES there’s only a handful of people he would willingly ever discuss genuine feelings and history with smh

tbh he’s only 👀 playing himself because he doesn’t even have a proper outlet for his issues besides drinking smh

i mean idk what you were expecting from someone who studied business but he’s such a deceitful backstabbing bitch sometimes ... watch out 👀🔪

a noncommittal bitch YIKES romance wise he doesn’t like to think about anything besides sleeping around and staying in bed smh call him anthony bourdain because his dick has been everywhere

sidenote he gets daily STD/STI check ups and always has a functioning condom on hand because he’s a medically responsible and health aware slut

but like when it comes to people he cares about tbh he’s willing to drop everything at a moment’s notice to take care of them and make sure they’re loved—he’s spent so much of his life being thrown aside that he can’t stand the thought of someone going through that :/

regularly makes and packs his friends’ lunches according to their individual tastes and nutritional needs 💕

hATES rich ppl yike since his parents’ death he thinks that rich ppl are assholes who never gets held accountable which ,,, where is the lie 

likes to present himself as a health nut who makes all his food w locally sourced ingredients but yikes has a guilty pleasure @ mcdonald’s mcchicken w fries what a fraud ... “there’s some humanity in all the gods”

is secretly v invested in proper skin and hair care and is surprisingly generous w sharing his expensive products and portable steamer if you ask nicely :”) his current favourite products atm include ouai rose hair oil and josie maran’s argan oil for moisturizing

ANYMEME this was v late n a lil confused but :”) plz love me n jack regardless ok thnx .... if u would like some Kool plots n connections as well as v long winded headcanons in the middle of the night plz hmu or like this post MWAH ilysm <3

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kissing is so underrated, I could just lie in bed and kiss all day

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“I didn’t know why I was going to cry, but I knew that if anybody spoke to me or looked too closely the tears would fly out of my eyes and the sobs would fly out of my throat and I’d cry for a week.”

— Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar (via theliteraryjournals)

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last week we were in love now i want to burn your name from my mind.

4am

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