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I am going into surgery today to have an 11.5cm (thats 4.53 inches in freedom units) cyst removed from my right ovary. I am chronically ill and intersex, which complicates things, and it will likely take me about a month to recover. I'm going to miss out on a lot of vending opportunities during the busiest season of the year for me!

If you would like to help a disabled Indigenous craftsperson pay their bills, you can send me money by PayPal, or tag your rich white friends in the notes 👀

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hey, i would not post this if it wasnt like, dire but i need help and its rlly difficult to ask and im sorry. my dad and i had a fight that escalated into a physical altercation on the 11th and we agreed itd be best to go our seperate ways. im currently staying with friends in washington, and i kind of have to start over. im fortunate enough to have help from my partner and friends, my fathers agreed to help my financially when hes able, but i had to quit my job to get here and im trying to move into a bigger place that can accommodate two people. im about halfway to the amount i need ($2000 total) but still have not found employment.

i hate asking for help or looking vulnerable rlly. im not quite done with my queue and im not sure what else to do. noone is at all obligated to send anything but shares are appreciated. i want this to work out and i just want to be able to start a new life here. sorry again

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samah @ammar-family24 has been working hard to pay off all the money needed for a medical tent for ammar

this is a repost of my previous post because having photos of ammar made tumblr immediately flag it as mature content

it costs $5200 total - we were able to pay off the initial $3000 deposit, but not the $2200 afterwards

she was able to negotiate with the merchant into paying in installments - however, instead of $500 installments, he has demanded $800 installments, as well as we pay him the first installment immediately, which we have managed to do with help from a generous friend

with commission fees now 25%, this means we need $1000 every week 3 times - this is $1050 after ko-fi's fees as well

then we will need one last installment of $200 turned $500, which with commission fees will be $670 and then with ko-fi's fee of $34 will be $704

we tried to negotiate the installments to be every week, but he has demanded we pay him every five days

the doctor had advised that ammar needs special care even outside of the hospital to make sure he is in stable condition ammar has severely deteriorated from his heart condition not being seen to as well as conditions in gaza

this is why he also badly needs a medical tent, which will shelter him from the outside as it has a floor of its own and sturdier walls than most tents

samah’s original campaign and account are shared by 90-ghost, but it was shut down as her organiser’s bank account was deactivated

proof samah asked me to use my paypal / ko-fi account here

$15 / $1050

we also still need ammar's weekly medication, which helps to keep his condition stable and is required to maintain his health. even one day delay makes him incredibly ill

this costs $500, but unfortunately there are the 25% fees - in addition, the pharmacist has now requested she pay half her money in physical cash, so now 35% fees will need to be additionally added on to half of this amount

half of $500 is $250 - 35% fees makes it $588. 25% fees then make it $783. with ko-fi's 5% fees, this means we need to raise $822 for it

proof samah has agreed with using my friend's ko-fi here

$0 / $822

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TO WHOEVER DONATED A HUNDRED FUCKING POUNDS TO MY WHEELCHAIR FUND I LOVE YOU !!! OH MY GOD

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I wish epilepsy was taken more seriously because I literally see constant untagged and extreme strobe, especially on tiktok but even on YouTube. I have a filter but it does not work on tiktok, it only blocks regular videos. I’m still suffering from the seizure I had around 5 hours ago and my head feels likes it’s going to explode. Please, please, tag properly. I don’t wanna hear a single ‘but trigger warnings are bad!!!’, epilepsy is serious and seizures can kill.

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Please forgive me for ranting, but...I am so tired of AI. Just so tired. I don't want Microsoft Copilot, or Google Gemini, or Meta AI, or whatever other energy-sucking, water-wasting, mediocrity-spewing LLM is currently being thrust upon me. I just want to be left alone to create in peace.

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love 2 just say shit. where's that one post

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got enough money, thank you all! 💚

SO

we have 2 bills due this week, light and phone

putting it together we need $210 rn

we'd really like to pay them off soon, please help if you're able to. thank you very much 🙏

ko-fi / paypal / cashapp

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i dont care if mondays blue. tuesday coo and wednesday coo. thursday yea im gonna coo it's friday im a dove

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The human body is such bullshit, I hate having to google shit like "why am I having stress symptoms when there are no sources of stress in my life".

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norp

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*cools ur dashboard down*

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You can either take it easy, take it personal, or the secret third thing: Both. That's where you assume that whatever someone said, they meant it as an insult, but you don't respect them enough to care about their opinion of you.

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I’m with you in the dark - Submitted by Nookisms

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If some of ya'll ever saw a mimi sentry on twitter like this, yes that was me! Just having fun an learning a couple of things, though when I finished this I found Moby Frackes instagram which would helped me a ton with the design but oh well, what's being an artist if you don't fuck it up every one in a while.