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aouuuuuhhhh my yuri

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dear systems,

— its okay to have inconsistent amnesia barriers.

- its okay to not recall times when you were fronting.

- its okay to have full amnesia blocks sometimes, and emotional amnesia other times with no identifiable pattern.

- its okay to not have amnesia between switches sometimes.

— its okay to not have gatekeepers.

- its okay to not know if you do or do not have any gatekeepers.

- it is okay to wish you had a gatekeeper.

— its okay to have no control over switches.

- its okay to switch frequently.

- its okay to have a low splitting tolerance.

— its okay to be polyfragmented.

— its okay to have no communication.

— its okay to feel upset that youre a system.

- its okay to feel frustrated that these things are out of your control.

- its okay to not be making any “improvements” in communication or functionality.

- its okay to be angry.

— its okay to be scared.

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trauma so bad my coping mechanisms have names and pronouns

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one of our least favourite things to deal with is not having enough money and jobs being limited where we live.

because out of the few headmates i'm personally aware of who have been close enough to front or fronted long enough for there to be traces of this. we've got different styles.

i like cute space and pastel stuff. kinda heavily accessorized.

another likes punk/grunge-ish clothes

and another likes techwear

and unfortunately getting stuff that's in our size that we can wear, since we live in the middle of bumfuck nowhere, is extremely expensive, both shipping and just in general. and then getting enough stuff in all styles so there's more than just One Outfit of each is going to be even more expensive.

and since we grew up basically barely above poverty, trying to justify an expensive purchase that can be physically seen, is extremely difficult

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I hate being a part of a system, I feel like everyone I meet, everything I hear is just me making up shit in my own head, then there's the fucking memories I've been having, things that I couldn't possibly know or have seen, but are just *there.*

Sometimes I hate this, deeply.

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Abled gays celebrating marriage equality: well we sure do have nowhere to go from here when it comes to marriage rights. Gay rights!

Me, a disabled lesbian trying to get on ssi thinking about how I will not be able to marry my girlfriend if I do because I can't have more than $2000 to my name at a time and they count a spouse's income towards that: wow .. gay rights ...

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💛🧡💜🩷BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people you adore! Absolutely no pressure but. It's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <3🩷💜🧡💛

thankies kleiner, sorry I never saw this

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Intend to get drunk and watch hockey tonight, here's to 11 years without you, dad. Hope you're resting well.

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DDR Miku

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t0fuwa

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there is a russian woman asking me for cigarettes in my head help

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luigi.

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This link has 250 Mikus approximately

I will add as I find them 50 more here

Indian Miku

Indian Miku

Andhra Pradesh Miku

Bengali Miku

Chinese Miku

Southeast Asian Chinese Miku

Chinese Grandma Miku

Chinese and Bengali Miku

Ecuadorian Miku

Guatemalan Miku

Turkish Miku

Pontic Greek Miku

Ibaloi Filipino Miku

Peruvian Miku

Vietnamese Miku

Bahamanian Miku

Canary Islander Miku

Ukrainian Miku

Ukrainian Miku

Ukrainian Mikolaiv Miku (Mikulaiv?)

Ternopil and Tula oblast Mikus

Aragonese Miku

Mi'kmaw Miku

Czech Miku

Jewish Miku

Moroccan Jewish Miku

Polish Miku

Polish Miku

Polish Miku

Sarmatian Sarmacka Miku

Opoczno Miku

Krakowska Miku

Lubelska Polish ale Miku jest zajebista

Polish Lubuskie Miku

Polish Poznań Miku

Polish Kaszubska Miku

Polish Podlasie Miku (Mine)

Sorbian Miku

Southern Udmurt Miku

Moldovan Miku

Papuan Miku

Omani Miku

Kazakh Miku

Latvian Miku

Italian Piedmontese Miku

Bośnian Miku

Angolan and Mozambik Miku

Viljandi Estonian Miku

Kyrgyz Miku

Algerian Miku

Mexican Miku

Ojibwe Miku

Canadian Miku

Armenian Miku

Ghanaian Miku

French Miku

Dutch Miku

Chicana Miku

Andalucían Miku

Catalán Miku

Spanish Miku

Russian Miku

Palestinian miku

Burmese Miku

Portuguese Miku

Portuguese Miku

Portuguese Miku

Serbian Miku

Guadeloupean Miku

French Guianan Miku

St Kitts and Nevis Miku

Lombard Miku

Etruscan Miku

Bułgarian Miku

Croatian Miku

Valenciana Miku

Vietnamese Miku

Māori Miku

Māori Miku

Malagasy Miku

Scottish Miku

Welsh Miku

Peranakan Miku

Filipino Miku

Filipino Miku

Icelandic Miku

Icelandic Miku

Sakhalin Miku

Moroccan Berber Miku

Lakota Miku

Boliviana Miku

Puerto Rican Miku

Muscogee Creek Miku

Austrian Miku

Nigerian Miku

Romanian Miku

Turkmen Miku

Moroccan Miku

South African Miku

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Tw, relationship drama and shit idk

holy shit i feel awful, i'm hung over and last night i made such a hard choice, i fell for this girl who clicked with me so much and everything, but i had to just walk away from her.

She was fine with us flirting and being close without the label, and no matter what i said, that wouldn't change.

It hurts, i willingly went along with everything just because i wanted to be with her, even if it wasn't what i truly wanted.

It was always going to end like this, i fear, despite my vain hopes things could change.

I fucking hate my life, man.

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Weird peeve time. Calling lab grown gemstones “fake” is stupid because it’s the same shit just not formed naturally. An artificially grown diamond is the same shit as a natural diamond it is the exact same material bro it’s all fuckign carbon