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Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Look buddy, i’m just trying to make it to Friday.

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☆[nostalgic] summer romance!au han jisung  late birthday present for him and stays! | other skz aus

“you’re stepping on my foot.”

“deal with it.”

“you’re so bossy, no wonder the kids don’t like you.”

“do you want me to stomp on your foot next, jisung?”

he smirks in response

a half chuckle from nervousness because you might actually do it if he’s not careful

and another because just getting this response from you makes him giddy

the other camp counselors roll their eyes at the usual banter between you - head of troop 4 and him - head of troop 8

every summer is the same story

the infamous you vs. jisung rivalry 

in everything from team sports to arts and crafts to lunch chores

the rumor going around is that it all started when you two were both campers instead, years ago, chasing each other all around the grounds and giving your troop leaders at the time the biggest headaches of their lives

now all this time later, you two weren’t campers anymore 

and yet

your fighting still managed to cause a wave of groans heard deep deep into the forest and sky

but right now, under the canopy of the main cabin

everything seems to be just a little more tense

your hands are on his shoulders and jisung’s are on your waist

excitable troop 11 leader minho is standing five feet away

pointing to the two of you as an example for the troves of pre-teens that are sitting criss-cross on the floor

“now, for some of you this might be your first formal bonfire dance and i know youre excited, but we have to go over the dancing rules. first rule: keep a safe distance.”

you and jisung are obliging by that rule perfectly

there is no way you’re about to press any closer to him, and you’re sure he returns the sentiment

minho weaves his hands into the space between your bodies just to make a point 

it somehow seems to push the heat and familiar woodsy smell that comes off jisung toward you, it tickles at you skin and you want to swat it away 

but you keep rigid and ignore minho’s wrist that bumps your hip

you truly wish he’d just hurry up as 

this is getting beyond embarrassing

probably because you are the least suitable couple for this demonstration, you literally hate each other and due to some kind of misstep on your part or the stars refusing to align today

you ended up here

“second rule, you should let your partner lead. in this case, jisung will lead.”

you try to mute your scoff, but it comes out loud and echoes. jisung does that dumb smirk of his again.

“third rule: for slow dances, go in a square formation. like so.”

minho clears his throat and throws you two a look

you throw it back at him because - hello, you only agreed to stand still in this position not actually dance

but jisung suddenly curls the hand that’s on your waist a little tighter and with a confident nudge starts swaying you two in the devastatingly awkward silence

“minho, can we at least have some music?”

you hiss, you feel your skin hot with humiliation 

“right right.”

it’s some popular ballad from a drama you didn’t bother to watch, you try to concentrate on the sad lyrics

because jisung is effortlessly moving you two through the beat

and the blatantly obvious difference in his fluid like movements 

and your creaky, robotic ones is just crushing you 

the song - after what seems like a million years, accompanied with minho’s chattering - finally comes to an end

jisung twirls you around and when you come up on the turn 

you expect to see it for the third time

his smirk

but he’s not smirking, let alone even smiling. he’s just staring at you as if something other than embarrassment is scrawled across your face

you take offense to it - why wouldn’t you? you’re enemies

and you harshly tug your hand from his

without a word you return to your clustered troop at the back of the cabin and jisung shuffles to join his too

you don’t notice it, you’re busy doing your head count but he throws a glance over his shoulder

did you really hate it that much?

the bonfire dance rolls around at the end of the week

it’s been the same old routine up until then

your troops going head to head in anything and everything, you and jisung barking at each other like angry dogs and doing whatever possible to get on each others nerves

you have effectively erased the whole dance tutorial stunt minho had pulled on you both from your mind 

(and the mind of everyone else that even tried to bring it up)

and with the way jisung was acting, you suspect he had too

and now - under the fairy lights and smell of barbecue 

you watch the kids mingle and laugh, the music isn’t that loud - so you can still make out the buzz of words here and there when you hear

“dance?”

you turn around and jisung is standing there. he straightens up and you see the bright, orange tshirt all the counselors wear and the handmade bracelets from his troop on his wrist

you see the cargo pants you make fun of him for wearing all summer long

and the bandana that hangs out of the right pocket

his eyes wide like those of a frightened rabbit on a hiking path in the mid afternoon

if he was anyone else in the world, and not the him that you’ve known for years, you would have been smitten

which you find both hilarious and mortifying 

“what?”

“are you not going to dance?”

ah, so you’re here to finally make fun of me for not being able to dance. what else could i expect from han jisung-

“do you want to dance with me?”

in an only natural reaction you scrunch up your nose and eyebrows, glare at him and go

“what? no. of course not.”

“why not?”

“because -”

“i want to dance with you.”

he blinks in perfect clarity, like what he’s just said is some kind of given and not an anomaly that’s been built up for years 

“jisung - i dont know what you are getting at, but it isn’t funny-”

he puts a hand out and his warm fingertips brush yours

the dance, the buzz of other people, the music, the food, all of it melts out of the frame of your mind 

you still step back and away from him and jisung doesn’t move

“im not being funny. please dance with me.”

“i can’t dance.”

you blurt out, even though he’s the last person you want to confess that too

but this is so weird and you feel suddenly like the only person in the world 

“that’s ok. we don’t have to dance here.”

part of you is sure it’s an imagination you’ve conjured at the weakest point of this summer

as jisung walks through the lamp lit path to the back of the counselors cabin, out to the little meadow there that’s wet from the rain that came down hours before

you’d watched the droplets from inside the lunch tent, jisung had watched you from three tables over

he stops in the middle of it and you can smell him and the night woods

“no one will see us here.”

his hand finds your waist and you start to tremble

“jisung, what are you doing?”

“im going to dance with you.”

you shake a little more violently

“why, you and i hate e-”

he leans in so fast you almost choke back on the last word when his lips brush yours and his hand on your waist becomes less a feathery touch than a grip that flows a shock through you

“ive never said that, ive never said i hated you”

his lips whisper against yours

“youve never said you hated me either.”

your hands find the front of that obnoxiously bright shirt and you should push him away but you just bunch the fabric up

he doesn’t move

“we should have said it.”

“no.”

he kisses you again, and again, and again, and again until the only thing you can remember is what it feels like to be held so close to him in the warmth of his body

you’re dizzy because you can’t even remember it’s jisung until you are pulling apart because someone is yelling his name and your name

“we should go-”

“will you dance with me later, another time?”

you have a feeling his hand around you won’t let go unless you give him an answer

you look at him - eyes adjusting to the moonlight casting a shadow over his face

“yes, another time.”

a decade later - you’re standing on the floor of a wedding hall

your shoes are stuffy, the chatter of people all around you and the smell of food somewhere down the reception hall

you feel out of place and slightly embarrassed 

people are going to start dancing soon, aren’t they? i don’t want to dance…..

you regret coming for a fleeting second - but you couldn’t say no - you’ve known the groom, bang chan, for some time

refusing just because you didn’t want to make a fool of yourself for one dance would just be-

“are you not going to dance?”

the voice comes from behind you and you don’t turn, because you think you cannot be hearing correctly.

“do you want to dance with me?”

a hand takes yours and pivots you toward them slowly

suddenly the wedding halls white walls and lilacs turn to old wood and climbing ivy

the bright orange shirt, the cargo shorts, the big and soft and beautiful eyes

“jisung?”

“i want to dance with you and you said you’d dance with me later, remember - another time.”

his hand in yours reaches forward

and he turns from young and clumsy

to more mature and handsome

with a sharp jaw, long and heavenly features

when he softly tugs you by the waist toward him 

you swear you can still smell the trees on him

the memory of a scent from all those years ago

“i cant dance”

you mumble and he reaches his lips down toward your cheek, “that’s ok. we don’t have to dance here.”

you are in the tight hallway between the closed door of the staffs kitchen and the stairs leading up to the second floor of the hall

no one is around, they’re all gone - jisung is holding you close and turning you in small squares

“you’re stepping on my feet”

he whispers and you want to laugh, but you think you feel the tears roll down your eyes when you mutter back

“sorry.”

he shakes his head, and he seems like he wants to pull you right into him. tighter. closer. to make up all this time.

“no, you’re supposed to say-”

“do you want me stomp on your foot next, jisung?”

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hi!! i rly liked your first writing it was so cute and you described jisung so well too! can i request a friends to lovers with han? kinda slow burn like they're really good friends but jisung gets jealous of her close friend and reader secretly likes him too but she doesnt wanna ruin the things between them so... one day they get into a fight and they end up making out😳 bc shes like "wtf we're friends" smut is ok but just a make out would be fine too the details r up to u💗

why yes you can! Thank you for requesting hehe you are my first ask ever  ♡ I hope that you like it, here’s some best friend ‘sungie for ya :)   

all yours | reader x jisung |

Paring: self-insert, female reader x han jisung

Genre: fluff ‘n a lil bit of smut & angst  

Tags: student!reader, bestfriend!jisung, lab partner!felix (haha), friends to lovers, mutual pining, best friend au, college au, jealousy, slow-ish burn, mentions of exams, some yelling, reader is secretly whipped for jisung (and jisung for the reader), explicit language, marking, that good good makin’ out

Word count: 2.4k

“Hey!”

The little ball of paper that you had crinkled up bounced off Jisung’s arm with a soft pat.

“What happened to studying together? You said that you were gonna quiz me.”

Jisung’s eyes popped up from his phone screen looking a little bewildered. “Sorry, I just...got a little distracted.

“Distracted? Looking at what?”

“Oh, nothing.” He placed his phone down, clicking it off.

“Is “nothing” code for some girl’s Instagram?” You dished him out a teasing smirk. “I think you forget that I know you better than you know yourself sometimes.”

Jisung shuffled the papers in front of him pretending like he had something to do. “Psh. I was not.”

“--Does she go to school here?”

“I told you, I said no.” He furrowed his brow trying to look as serious as possible, but that was nearly impossible for someone as naturally adorable as him. “Why are you drilling me? Aren’t you supposed to be doing some work right now?”

“~So are you~” You teasingly sang back to him, giving him a kick under the table just for good measure.

Jisung threw your balled up paper ball back to you. “Let’s just get back to what we were doing so we can leave. I don’t wanna end up like him.”

He nodded over to the end of your table where a student had fallen asleep mid-chapter. His nose twitched and he snorted a little bit. You knew exactly what Jisung meant, you didn’t want to be at the library at 11pm on a Tuesday either; it was your better judgement that told you.

“Can we get food after this?” Jisung asked after approximately five minutes of “working.”

“Sounds good to me.” You quipped, barely allowing your eyes to leave your computer screen. You found that you always had to try you best to let him not distract you. He was really good at that.

You slid a stack of index cards in front of him. “Ask me these? I’m having a hard time getting the Latin names down...if you’re not busy?”

“Nope!” He piped, and shoved his notebook away.

“Okay!” He said with determination and a little bounce. He fixed his oversized hoodie before starting, looking adorably lost in the fabric.

He asked you the first question, but it barely met your ears. There you were, getting distracted by him again.

screw you Han Jisung, you thought to yourself.

☆。*。☆。

“I just don’t understand how you make sense of all that crap, I could never be a science major like you are.”

“--And I could never understand production like you do.”

“And this is why we work.” Jisung grinned with smiling eyes while he opened the library door for you. “I’m starving, I can’t stop thinking about--”

“--Y/n??” A voice called from behind the two of you.

The two of you whipped your heads back to see a loveable looking blonde and freckled boy bounding to catch up with you. It was Felix, your lab partner from zoology. The two of you were nothing more than classroom friends, but his friendly kindness was always something that brightened up your terrible 9 am lab.

“Felix!” You beamed, holding the door so it wouldn’t close on him. “Are you here studying for the exam as well?”

“Oh yeah, I just...my brain couldn’t take it any more,” He sarcastically mimed his head pains, “I just need to get some sleep now.”

“I just don’t get how they expect us to know all of those phyla like its nothing.”

“I know right?’ He chuckled.

Next to you, Jisung silently poked at the elevator button to go down.

“Is it alright if I head down with you guys?”

“Of course!” You motioned him in.

Once the doors had closed, the three of you found a different corner of the small box to plant yourselves in.

“shit-sorry, Felix, I didn’t introduce you, this is Jisung.”

“Hi!” Felix shone, and Jisung gave him a curt nod back.

Felix waved to two of you goodbye, leaving you in the nighttime snow. You noticed that as Felix walked away he had a little bounce to his step; and you couldn’t help but crack a little smile.

“Our usual?” Jisung asked you with a little edge to his voice.

You linked your arm around his, letting out a little shrill sound when the fabric of your two coat sleeves met. ��Sounds good to me!” You nuzzled up into him while both of your bodies’ heat intermingled.

The two of you walked on under the streetlights which illuminated the falling flakes in streams of light. You never loosened your grip, as had become your habit lately when the two of you walked around. Jisung never seemed to mind; the two of you had been mistaken for a couple more than enough times thanks to it. When it did happen, it didn’t phase you at all. Being close to Jisung was like second nature to you.

The whole walk over Jisung never uttered a word, which was uncharacteristic of his usual boisterous self.

“Is everything okay?”

He sniffled, “Yeah, I think I just got kinda tired out of nowhere.”

“Ah.” You mouthed, and squeezed his arm a little harder.

After a moment’s silence, he somberly announced, “If you’re in the same class as him, maybe you should study with him.”

“Huh.” You tsked. “Yeah, I mean I never thought about that before...I guess that could do me some good.”

You looked slightly up to him: a product of him being slightly taller than you. His brown eyes remained stoic, and you couldn’t figure out why. You hated it when he wouldn’t tell you what was wrong, but he was also stubborn at letting up.

“But thank you for helping me tonight! You know that I reeealy appreciate it.” You turned your tone as cutesy as you could--Jisung hated it, but you knew that it could bring a smile to his face.

His gaze softened a bit. “Anytime. You’d do the same for me.”

☆。*。☆。

Jisung rested his head on your shoulder on the bus ride home with his phone weakly held in his hand. One more bump in the road and you knew that it would go flying so you carefully took it into your own lap where it would be safe. You wouldn’t dare moving an inch because you had a feeling that he had closed his eyes. Time had slipped past 1am, and you had to keep fighting yawns yourself. The bus driver had been blasting the heat, so it wasn’t hard at all for you to feel cozy.

You glanced down at his open hand in his lap. It looked exactly like he was beckoning for you to scoop it up in your own. You wondered what what happen if you did. What would he think of it? Would he think anything of it? You had held hands before, but every time you had it had been under purely platonic pretenses. If you just grabbed it now, what would the pretenses be then? The two of you cozied up on a bus: that was something that couples did.

You shut your eyes closed tightly and tried your best to banish all the thoughts clouding your head.

Jisung’s hand twitched, looking even more inviting.

screw you Han Jisung.

☆。*。☆。

[7:14pm]

jisung: you want to come over? Changbin is cooking and i don’t wanna eat whatever he’s making alone

[7:31pm]

me: sorry, I’m studying with Felix at the library, I think that we are gonna be here late. It’s all the Latin, I’m drowning in the Latin, Sung.

I’m sorry.

see you Friday once I’m out of this hell?

[7:34pm]

jisung: see you friday.

☆。*。☆。

You pounded on the door to Jisung’s apartment with your phone in hand, the white screen showing you the number that you had worked so hard for.

“Open the door!” You called giddily. “Jisung! I know that you’re in here, we need to celebrate! ~I can treat youuu~”

Just as you were about to knock again, the door swung open, revealing a wet haired Jisung in his grey sweats and tee. His brown strands of hair were scattered around his head while he rubbed at them with a towel.

“Shit! Can’t I shower?” He jested.

It took all your will power not to ogle him more. He looked devastatingly handsome, but you swallowed down how utterly flustered he had made you.

You cleared your throat, “Uh...sorry...” then remembered your phone in your hand. “I got a 96! Can you believe it! I’m even surprised too, when I was taking the test I just got so nervous...”

“All that studying paid off huh?” He cockily rose an eyebrow. “You can go ahead and thank me now, without my help...” He shrugged with a grin.

You invited yourself in and threw your bag down at the door like you usually did.

“Thank youuu” You sung. “Oh! And studying with Felix really paid off too.” You took off your shoes, thinking of how nice it had been to finally study with someone who knew your class topics. Not that Jisung wasn’t helpful, but you and Felix were on the same page. “He knew it all way more than I did, so he was super helpful. I forgot to text him--”

Jisung closed the door behind you with a slam that made you jump. He moved away from you, not meeting your eyes. The air around the two of you suddenly became thick with something that did not feel as excited as you just were.

“...do you wanna maybe watch a movie?” You moved closer. “Or we could get some deliv--”

“--Why even bother coming over here?” Jisung suddenly huffed.

“What?”

Jisung’s words flew out of his mouth sharply, “If he was so helpful? What are you doing here, huh?”

“Jisung, I don’t understand...” Your heartbeat quickened in your chest and you felt anxiety swell there as well. Jisung never spoke to you like this. He never sounded like this.

He growled out a little sound in frustration. “I-I just...can’t believe you--”

“--Me? Jisung, what did I do?” You threw your arms up, genuinely confused.

He ran his fingertips over his temples and let out a deep exhale. “Y/n, don’t pretend like you don’t know what you’re doing.”

Your temper started to become seething and you felt your ears get hot. “Tell me Jisung. Tell me what I did. And while you’re at it, what has been up with you these past few days? Being short with me, and distant, yeah-I’ve noticed...what are you doing??”

Jisung heaved breaths in and out of his chest, then ran a hand through his hair. He still couldn’t meet your eyes.

For a moment, a flash of panic surged in your head, making your heart ache with an unexpected pain. You truly didn’t know what he had meant, and if you had made a mistake, you knew it could mean loosing him. God, that was the last thing in the world you wanted. It always was.

“If I did something wrong tell me because clearly I don’t know!!” You yelled back at him, straining your throat.

He walked up to you, then grabbed your shoulders with a firm grip. Finally, you saw his eyes, brown and soft, holding a type of pain that you hadn’t seen in him before.

screw you, Han Jisung.

“Jisung, I--”

You were shoved by the shoulders in milliseconds to the door behind you, the impact nearly knocking the wind out of you. You gasped in your surprise, but you mouth was immediately shut by Jisung ramming his lips into yours. His hands needily took your face into his palms with his mouth blazing with hunger for you.

It took you a moment to realize what had just happened and steady yourself after being so startled. His lips were so soft and warm, your brain had a hard time recognizing that he was really doing this. His haste made no indication of stopping so you let yourself do what you had wanted to do for years: you kissed him back with everything that you had.

As soon as you did so, he let out little desperate moans between your lips in response. You let your arms wrap around his back and he fell into them just right. Naturally you took one of your hands to the back of his head and tangled up your fingers in his hair. God, it all felt so good. Jisung snaked his arms around your waist and pulled you into him with force, crashing your hips together.

The two of you clumsily made your way to the couch where he threw you down and crawled over top of you just as fast. He moved to your neck then traversed around your skin, sending shivers all through your body. Your hands eagerly found his back where you dug into him, wanting to be impossibly close. To your side, he carefully took your hand in his, weaving all of your fingers together.

Jisung pressed down into you and began to suck at your neck without holding himself back. It was such an intense feeling that couldn’t help but moan out soemthing you didn’t know you could. You felt his mouth turn into a grin on your skin while he continued. It stung a little when he removed his lips, but he gently kissed each mark as if he was soothing it once he was done. He stopped to admire the little array of purple bruises he had made.  

“I want you all to myself.”  Jisung’s voice was hoarse, but still honey-covered in desire.

“What are we doing?” You asked him in breathless disbelief.

“I’ve wanted to do this for so long.” He whispered, and appeared to calm his breaths. “I don’t care.”

"You don’t?”

“Why should I?” He cocked his head and used his free hand to caress your face.

“--That this could change things between us?”

“You don’t want it too?” He looked a little confused.

You felt a blush rush to your cheeks.  “--No! I do, I do...trust me.”

“Then can I kiss you some more?” Jisung grinned down at you as loving as he always had, but this time it meant something slightly different.

“...please.”

He lowered back onto you, connecting your lips once more. Jisung’s tongue languidly smoothed onto yours and you already felt intoxicated by the feeling. You tightened your fingers around his.

I’ve always been yours.

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🌃 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 || 𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐣𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠

☆ han jisung x fem! reader ☆

☆ GENRE: college au, best friends to lovers au, fluff

☆ SUMMARY: There’s only one thing that can help your stressed out mind when you have a week left to finish the most important assignment for your art class of them all, and that is the honey voice of your best friend. What a shame he’s too shy to sing sometimes.

☆ WORDS: 5k 

☆ WARNINGS: swearing and that is it me thinks

You hear the silent melody coming from your best friend sitting on the other side of the couch, quiet hums gradually flowing into coherent words as he mindlessly scrolls through social media on his phone, his low singing filling your empty living room as you take your eyes off your phone and watch him. 

He looks casual, just like always. The army-green hoodie looks about two times his size enveloping his body, the hood thrown over his head to hide his messy hair, sweatpants hiding a little bit of his foot as well as if to make him look extra tiny today. The song coming out of his mouth sounds similar, yet it still sounds new to you when you catch him randomly singing during the day on times when he forgets he doesn’t want anyone to hear.

“It cannot wait, I’m yours-” his head snaps up to meet your eyes, immediately shutting up and looking back to his phone screen. 

“No, why’d you stop?” you whine, pouting. His voice is good. Too good, for never getting singing lessons and basically not even trying while he sings. 

“‘Cause it sounds bad,” he mutters, furrowing his brows.

“It doesn’t.” you firmly say, desperate to make your best friend believe your words in order to hear him sing more often. For some reason, his singing always managed to bring a sense of comfort into your heart. It felt like the sunlight shining at you in the cold days of winter, sweet and soothing for your freezing heart.

“Yeah, right,” his cheeks flash pink, rolling his eyes. 

“You hear me singing all the time and I sound like a dying racoon, I really don’t understand why you’re so shy about it when you sound like angels coming down to earth to bless us all,” you giggle, poking his sides.

He laughs softly at your compliment, shaking his head. This was how it usually went. 

He started singing out of the blue, you stopped everything you were doing just to listen to him, then he realised you became too quiet and stopped in the very second. 

“I wish you sang more. I like your voice,” you point out, watching him flash an even deeper shade of pink as he shyly giggles at your confession.

“Sorry to break it to you, but I won’t,” he shakes his head in disapproval. It annoyed you, how he just never seemed to believe your words.

“But why? You never believe me when I tell you you sound good,” you pout, furrowing your eyebrows and throwing your fists in the air in a sense of frustration.

“And that, my dear, is called not believing in yourself.” he giggles, making you roll your eyes. 

“I don’t get it,” you sigh, standing up and moving to the kitchen, “anyways, I am on my way to paint the rest of the assignment I have for my art class, so if you don’t want to sing me something, at least put some music on,” you yell white putting your empty mug into the sink.

As you walk back to the living room with your art supplies you managed to snatch from the desk where you put them before, you hear the familiar sound of your bluetooth speaker turning on, making you sigh. And that’s for your daily dose of Han Jisung’s singing. You sit cross-legged at the ground, taking your paint brushes into your hand, hearing the song he decided to put on playing from the speaker. You recognise it being the one he was humming to himself just a few minutes ago, smiling.

“What is the theme anyway?” he asks, genuinely curious.

“Nature,” you roll your eyes, not really interested in painting trees the tiniest bit, but having to do it anyway, because you can’t just paint whatever you want and get away with it in your art class.

“So like, trees and stuff?” he teases you, knowing damn well how much you don’t like the particular assignment in the first place.

“Trees, mountains, butterflies…” you ironically smile, blobbing a whole lot of green paint onto your palette, grunting, “and I wanted to be chosen for the showcase this year, but I guess we’ll have to wait until the theme is not about rocks and rivers.” you scoff.

“Oh please, you’ll do great anyway,” encourages you Jisung, “you can paint well even if it’s just trees and mountains." 

"I’m not Bob Ross, Jisung.” you mutter, hating the way the green paint looks on the canvas in the first place.

“Yes you are,” he giggles, “you paint just like him." 

"Tells me the one who sounds like Mariah Carey but tries to act like he can’t sing,” you tease back, enjoying the way his eyebrows furrow at your comment.

“I can’t do whistle notes yet,” he smirks.

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—Mixed Messages: hjs ☼

𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: in order to attend the biggest music field trip of the year, jisung needs to bring up his grades. his only hope of passing? you.

𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: fluff, comedy

𝐚/𝐧: i’ve never done a smau before, so i’ve done a ridiculous amount of planning to unveil this baby. i hope you guys enjoy this (it’s highly indulgent).

𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬: [ preview {one} {two} ] [ one ] [ two ] [ three ] [ four ] [ five ] [ six ] [ seven ] [ eight ] [ eight point five ] [ nine ] [ ten ] [ eleven ] [ twelve ] [ thirteen ]

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[ thirty-four point five ] [ thirty-five ] [ thirty-six ] [ thirty-seven ]

𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐬: [ systems problem ] [ seoul arts battle ] [ confession inequality ] [ the final chapter ]

𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭:

☼ let me down slowly by alex benjamin

☼ superhero by lauv

☼ false confidence by noah kahan

☼ death bed (coffee for your head) by powfu, beabadoobee ☼

☼ the story by conan gray

☼ painkiller by ruel

☼ take yourself home by troye sivan

☼ july by noah cyrus

☼ dear diary by anthony ramos

☼ what am i by why don’t we

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ℍ𝕒𝕟 𝕁𝕚𝕤𝕦𝕟𝕘 ℝ𝕖𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 𝕄𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥

>>I recommend stories! Because I feel like (even) more people need to read it!

You will not find any smut in this recommendation blog, if you are specifically looking for it, you will not find it here, because there isn’t any.

>>Personal favourites:  ♡♡

Edited on: 03-10-2020

EVERYDAY JOB AU | HAN JISUNG (by @moonblssm)

It’s My Birthday [Han Jisung] (by @jinyoungsir) ♡♡

love letters ↠ han jisung (by @moonlit-han)

BECAUSE OF YOU, I BLOOMED (by @jisungsjheekies)

BETTER THAN A DREAM (by @jisungsjheekies)

NUMBER NEIGHBOR | MASTERLIST (Fanboy!Han Jisung X Youtuber!Reader) (by @softyn​) ♡♡

mugs and punishments ↳ han jisung (by @interstellix​)

Slice of Happiness (by @yourkeeperoftherunners​)

Heaven Knows (by @chocojjk​)

“me? are you sure?? ; han jisung” (by @lvanter​)

terrible joke. three stars. hjs (by @lvanter​) ♡♡

cheek kisses ; han jisung (by @lvanter​)

KINGPIN | han jisung (by @luvknow​) ♡♡

royal au | the blacksmith, han jisung (by @luvknow​) ♡♡

barista au | han jisung (by @luvknow​) ♡♡

˗ˏˋ ⇢ call my name — han jisung ˎˊ˗ (by @dinolovebot​)

Late Nights & Late Wishes (by @hanniiesuckle17​)

Ideal type (by @mrbangchannie​)

christmas for two (by @softstraykids​)

10:49PM (by @0325stay​)

melon pan | bakery shop au [han jisung] (by @chenle​) ♡♡

bad boy au | jisung (han) (by @chenle​) ♡♡

jisung (han) // fake dating au (by @chenle​) ♡♡

barista au with jisung (by @hjslovebot​)

first “i love you”s with jisung (by @hjslovebot​)

BUSTED (by @jisungsjheekies​)

stargazing!au, friends to lovers with han jisung (by @skizmin​)

chapstick challenge w/ jisung (by @chaoticminhos​) ♡♡

huh? (by @0325stay​)

Give Me Attention or I’ll die! [Han Jisung] (by @jinyoungsir​)

Prompt: No. 95 “You’re cute when you’re all worried.” (by @jinyoungsir​)

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14.09.00 :: happy jisung day!!

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𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 // 𝘭𝘦𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘹

pairing: lee felix (skz) x reader

words: 1′5k

genre: fluff

the first day of august, your summer break was becoming shorter and shorter and before you know it you’ll be a freshman in university.

your high school experience wasn’t the best but it also wasn’t that bad either. you have an amazing group of friends who you used to hang out almost every single day after school to study and do homework with, you got good grades for the most part and no annoying stereotypical high school students messed with you during your senior year so there wasn’t much to complain about. it used to be different in the past, that is, until you met the one and only lee felix who has made your life easier and much more exciting.

if it wasn’t for felix you wouldn’t be as happy as you are right now but don’t tell him that because if you do, you’ll get a “i didn’t do anything, i only gave you a little push, the rest you did all by yourself!” from him, not taking any credit for helping you as much as he has. 

your friend group consists of felix’s close guy friends and your girl best friend, hyunjin’s sister, yeji. you would have gone crazy already if you didn’t have her. being by yourself with so many chaotic boys surrounding you wouldn’t have been an easy experience.

today felix texted you saying that he had a surprise announcement for you. now, whenever felix says he has a “surprise” it can go very well or extremely bad. last time he said he had a surprised he made chocolate chip cookies for all of you, with chan’s help, but the time before that he almost burnt the kitchen making pancakes with seungmin. so you were expecting pretty much anything at this point.

it wasn’t until you heard your doorbell ring that you stopped scrolling through you phone, waiting for a special someone to arrive. this was almost your daily routine. either he would go to your apartment, which you shared with yeji, or you would visit him at the dorm, which he shared with the rest of the other 7 boys. if the two of you weren’t hanging out alone then you’d probably be with the whole group. it was very rare seeing you two being separated. the rest of your friends would constantly say that it was some type of unspoken rule you two had but, in reality, you were always together because you enjoyed each other’s company. of course, you’d sometimes go out with just one member or just not with felix but whenever that would happen you’d also text him throughout the day. he made you happy. you made him happy. everything was as simple as that. two friends who cared for one another and loved spending time together.

just two friends.

friends.

it was a simple word.

7 letters. 

you didn’t know the meaning of a friendship before meeting felix. you never really had much drama with your past friends, but, as i said, they were past friends, meaning they weren’t your friends anymore. many times you felt like it was your fault that those friendships didn’t last. it wasn’t your fault though. you would always question why you’d be the one texting first every time, why you’d always make plans, why you’d always ask how they were doing and if they needed help with something, and why they’d never do the same. you felt alone while being surrounded by a bunch of individuals. that didn’t mean they were bad people. it just meant that they weren’t the right people for you to be with. you always gave your 100% and they appreciated it but never did their part so after a while you started to isolate yourself more and more. you weren’t completely alone but as time kept passing by you realized you kept spending every afternoon at home playing video games, watching a movie, reading, painting or listening to music all alone in your bedroom.

then you met him.

him, who cam to talk to you in the cafeteria because he saw you eating at the corner of the table not participating in your friend’s conversation. him who introduced you to his friends 2 minutes after learning your name. him who got excited and almost cried the time you said he was like a ray of sunshine in everyone’s lives. your sunshine. him who invited you to prom because he thought it’d be cool to dance a slow song together since the both of you would usually just do random dance-moves that required way too much energy.

that was felix.

your felix.

“y/n, are you there?” “yeah, sorry” you realized you were daydreaming, reminiscing old memories with a big smile on your face as you remembered felix getting shy when you said he looked like a fairy with his freckles. you loved his freckles more than anything in this world. well, maybe it was the second thing you loved most in this world.

“today i’m telling you the surprise announcement” he said with his chest puffed and a proud expression present on his face.

“may i know what it is then?”

“i’ll tell you when the time is right”

“lix, you’ve had me curious all morning tell me what it is” you whined like a toddler although deep-down you knew it wasn’t going to work on him. it may work on chan and changbin, but not on felix.

“you’ll have to wait and see hehe” yes, he did have a smirk on his face as he said this.

after you had decided which movie to watch it was now time to relax for approximately 2 hours next to felix on your couch. you weren’t paying attention to the movie though. a thought kept running through your mind. “should i just say it? he wouldn’t get mad would he? i don’t think he would… we’ve known each other for a long time i don’t think he’s gonna be surprised. it’s pretty obvious at this point” you were thinking of every possible reaction he could have to your own announcement when you felt a warm hand touching your cheek.

“you okay there?” he asked you.

“yeah, why?”

“i don’t know you just looked like you were deep in thought and i wanted to check up on you”

“lee felix always being such a gentleman” he smiled at this, a soft giggle leaving his mouth.

“you remember the surprise thing i told you about, right?”

“you mean the one you didn’t want to tell me about?”

“yeah yeah that one.. well…” his eyes were now looking directly at yours. a few seconds passed, you stayed in that same position, just looking into each other’s eyes. that’s when he took a deep breath and said it.

“y/n i like you” 

“felix wha-”

“i’ve liked you since the first day i talked to you on that cafeteria and maybe i didn’t know at the time how attracted to you i was but i understand it now… b-but i don’t want you to feel pressured okay i just really needed to say it because all i know is that i want to spend the rest of my life by your side as your friend or as your lover, it honestly doesn’t matter to me as long as i’m next to you”

as the seconds passed, every thought you had before was now vanishing. “is he serious? i- i mean he probably is since he’s waiting for me to say something but..” you had always thought of this happening one day. all of your friends talked about you two getting together eventually but you didn’t know it would actually happen. you had him in front of you confessing his feelings. him, the boy whose smile made your day 10 times better, the boy who was always there for you whenever you needed a shoulder to cry on, the boy who came to you every time he wasn’t feeling well so you could make him feel happy again. lee felix.

your lee felix.

“why not both?” “w-what?”

“why can’t you be my friend and my lover? i want you to be both” there it was, that beautiful smile of his.

“are you serious? please don’t play with me you know i’m very sensitive to these type of thin-…” you pressed your lips to his. an action you’ve been waiting a year to do. such a simple thing but that for some reason took a lot courage. courage you didn’t have until he confessed his feelings for you. the kiss was slow and soft, your lips barely touching but every single emotion could be felt in that one kiss. so many days, weeks, even months thinking about how it would feel to be in his arms as he kissed you. 

“took us long enough” he said after you broke the kiss, placing your forehead to his.

“yeah... so, lee felix…”

“yes?”

“are you going to tell me the announcement?”

“oh shut up”

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𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘸 /𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 5/ 𝘩𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘫𝘪𝘯

pairing: hwang hyunjin (skz) x reader

words: 1′1k

genre: fluff

part 4 / part 5  / part 6

(the picture at the top goes along with the chapter)

"OH MY GOD!!!"

"what the hell happened now?!" hyunjin thought as he had just been woken up by minnie's screams. "did i really sleep till the next morning!" "did she just wake me up for t- i'm sorry but i did not sign up for this." hyunjin was annoyed. he didn't sleep well yesterday since he kept checking on minnie to see if she was okay during the night. "at least i have enough time to get ready and get to work. i'll get you some snacks on my way home although i think minho gave us enough for a full month." minnie told hyunjin while making her bed. "minho... i liked that one, and he clearly liked me." "hyunjin i'm going to take a shower, i'll be right back." "do i also have to take a shower?"

when minnie came out of her shower hyunjin couldn't take his eyes off of her. she looked different with her white dress on. as she was doing her makeup hyunjin climbed up her dresser and kept her company. "do you like my makeup? i tried something different today, you know, tHe gLoW uP pHaSe." she laughed at herself. "she's cute." "i'm done. how do i look?" "beautiful." "hopefully i look decent enough." the girl said looking at her reflection. "i have to go now. i'll see you in some hours okay? be good. bye hyunjin." "how could someone leave her?"

30 minutes had passed and hyunjin was already bored. he turned himself into a human and was currently walking around the apartment. "maybe i should do what she did this morning." so he took a shower and changed into the closet full of men clothing that was supposed to be for minnie's friend. "technically, i'm her friend too so..." he had to recognize it. he looked good as a human. "i can get used to seeing this pretty face every day." he said, looking at his reflection. "what do humans do? should i play music? yea, i'm going to do that." after some time listening to minnie's cds he found himself moving his body to the rhythm of the song. "wait i know how to dance?! i'm the whole package!" 

minnie got 10 minutes early to work so she decided to get the boys a coffee and herself a piece of cake from the cafeteria located inside of the building. when she got to the office, she saw that the boys were leaving their stuff, signaling that they had just arrived. "guys i brought coffee for everyone." "yes! minnie my savior, the love of my life! thank you." minho said taking a sip from his coffee. "hey! she's the love of my life!" "jisung stop being annoying she doesn't like you back, let it be br- oh thanks minnie." seungmin said, giving minnie a big smile. "hey don't be rude to the poor boy, he's just jealous of minho and i. here you go dumbhead." she said while ruffling jisung's hair. "i am not jealous! you love me more than him, right?... right?!" "if that lets you sleep at night then, yes, jisung, she does." felix answered his question. "i hate you all." "hey! what did i do?!" "not you, baby, i love you." "i am not your baby, han jisung." "i like this drama." "seungmin shut up!" "jisung don't yell at him!" "are mom and dad fighting?" "shut up felix!" minnie yelled as minho was just laughing in the background until there was a knock on the door. "hi guys, boss told me that he's planning to hire an assistant for all of you so if you know anyone who you think could fit the job you should tell them." seohyeon informed the group of friends. "you done now?" "don't listen to jisung, seohyeon. he's grumpy today. thank you for telling us." minnie told the girl as she was now leaving their office. "what the hell was that?" "you know i can't stand her." "you don't have to be rude to her." "why do you care? go pay attention to minho instead." "are you honestly jealous right now?" minnie asked her best  friend, not understanding why he was acting this way. "i'm taking a break." jisung said as he left to go outside.

of course minnie being minnie, followed him. she saw him sitting on a bench outside looking nowhere. she sat next to him and placed her head on his shoulder. "are you mad?" "of course i'm not mad at you. i could never be mad at you, minnie. you should be mad at me for being an asshole" "but you looked angry." "i just don't want to lose you okay. i'm scared. every day you're closer to the rest of the boys but act more distant towards me." jisung said looking down, minnie feeling her heart ache. "jisung you're never going to lose me. you are my best friend and i love you more than anyone else in this world okay? who was there for me when i decided to move to seoul? you. who helped me through the whole yunho ting? you. who also moved to seoul even though i told him multiple times it wasn't necessary but he is stubborn and does what he wants? yea you. i love you a lot." she grabbed his hands and intertwined their fingers. "i'm sorry i shouldn't have acted like that. you're allowed to have more friends i'm sorry i love you." the boy said looking down. "it's okay, i've known you my whole life, remember? i know you're not like this. let's get back inside, okay? we have a lot of work to do." "oof, don't remind me."

"should i go out? i shouldn't ... right? i'm just too bored. i don't have a phone so i can't text people and i also don't have friends so i definitely can't text anyone." hyunjin said debating whether to go outside or not. "i'm going out. i don't care." and out he went. forgetting he didn't have a way to get back into the apartment but he'll figure that out eventually. he walked through the streets of seoul, many girls and boys kept staring at him since he was a good looking young man. he went to han river and stayed there for a few hours just looking at everything around him. "when does minnie get home? was it 8pm?" he asked himself but then he remembered he didn't know how to read time. "i think i should get going then." he knew he was forgetting something but didn't quite know what. and as he was about to open the door to the apartment. 

"wait i don't  have a key." well, now he figured it out.

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watermelon // mark lee

pairing: mark lee (nct) x reader

words: 1′5k

genre: fluff

you decided his laugh was one of your favorite things in this world the second you first heard it. seeing him laughing with his friends while you all were splashing water at each other made your heart beat race at an incredibly fast speed. 

summer time. the period of summer. the beach, the ice cream, the sun, the  swimsuits and having fun. or that’s what most people would hope for.

it was day 5 of your summer vacation and saying you were excited was a misunderstanding. you have been wanting to go to the beach for over a month now but finals kept you stuck at home, studying until 3 am, but now that school was over for the next few months, you can go to the beach as much as you want to.

y/n was currently packing everything she would need for her beach day with her friends. as you and your friends had decided the night before, you were supposed to bring the food so you decided to bring some snacks and also some fruit to stay healthy at least for today. (although we all know you were probably going to buy ice cream later that day).

her friends were already waiting for y/n at the beach. not many people were there today so they would be able to have a good time. an hour had passed and they decided to get out of the water and eat some food. 

as they were drying themselves they noticed a group of 7 boys who looked around their age sitting down pretty close to them. one of the boys smiled towards them. you could say y/n felt her face heating up and it wasn’t just because of the sun hitting her directly on her face. “he’s cute” she thought. the girls reciprocated the action as the rest of the boys waved at them with shy smiles on their faces. 

“i’m so hungry right now” ryujin announced. “me too, i feel like i could eat everything y/n brought and two full pizzas” yuna said. “honestly, same” chaeryeong agreed. “we can eat everything y/n brought and then go get a pizza if we’re still hungry”. “that’s our yeji always being so smart” lia said. “of course! although i do think i brought food for at least two families” y/n announced. “it’s okay, we can always share with the cute guy who smiled at you and his friends” ryujin teased. “he didn’t smile at me” “girl did the sun affect you already? he was clearly looking at you” chaeryeong said. once again, the heat hitting your face as fast as lighting. “why is it so hot all of a sudden?!” you mumbled under your breath. unfortunately, loud enough for yuna to hear. “awww she’s flustered” “okay stop, don’t mess with y/n” “thank you yej-” but before you could finish your sentence she interrupted you. “just because she’s embarrassed, all smiley and probably having a breakdown inside thanks to a cute boy smiling at her doesn’t mean she’s flustered” “stooooop～” you whined while your friends were laughing.

as the laughter was dying down, two boys were walking your way, volleyball in hand. “i think this may be yours” “oh yeah, thanks” you thanked the boy whose eye smile was the softest thing you had seen all day. “no problem! also, we were wondering if you girls wanted to join us. we’re all cool i promise” another guy said. “umm…yeah, sure” ryujin answered.

turns out, they were actually cool. you soon memorized their names and got to know them a little bit and although it should’ve been somewhat awkward since you all just met, for some reason, it felt right. they were all very nice boys, chaotic, but nice.

“y/n i’m hungryyyyyyy” “yuna how can you still be hungry?” “i don’t know, did we eat all the fruit already?” the young girl asked, her eyes full of curiosity and clear hunger. “we still have watermelon, do you want some?” you asked her as she nodded her head. “i can help you with that” the cute guy who had previously smiled your way, whose name you learned was mark, asked you. “thank you, mark” “no problem, i actually love watermelon so i wanted to grab a bite as well” he said, now scratching the back of his neck. “oh so you’re not really a gentleman you just came for the fruit?” you playfully joked which made him get even more shy. “n-no i mean… i also came to talk to you…” his tone was quiet and soft, just above a whisper. you could tell how nervous he was just by listening to his voice. this made you smile “he’s very sweet” you thought to yourself.

“hey love birds! we’re going to the water, are you coming?” haechan yelled at you. “yeah, sure!” you both yelled back. “well i guess my watermelon will have to wait” mark said while passing yuna her piece of fruit.

the water wasn’t too hot nor too cold, it was perfect. different tones of pink and orange were painting the sky as the sun was starting to set. everything about this moment was just perfect. you were currently watching some of the boys talk. by “some” i mean one, mark lee. he had a big smile on his face as he was just chatting with his friends, every now and then looking at you to check if you were having fun or to keep you entertained with a conversation. you noticed how shiny his eyes would get the more he smiled, how he would stutter whenever he got excited or how he would constantly run his fingers through his hair due to how wet his hair was. what you didn’t notice was the way his eyes would get even brighter whenever he looked at you, how his smile got bigger when you spoke or how whenever haechan was going to splash water he would get in front of you so you wouldn’t get salty water in your eyes. you all got into a water fight for whichever reason. you were splashing some water towards jisung and chenle while renjun was splashing water towards you. jaemin and jeno were attacking lia yeji and chaeryeong. yuna and ryujin stayed on the sand since they were eating, watching you act like little kids. and of course, haechan was trying to drown mark. 

you surrendered to renjun since you were getting tired of playing so you stayed out of the fight to laugh at. them being chaotic 5 year olds until someone got your eye. they were all laughing now but his laugh was louder and somewhat softer than he rest. his eyes were the brightest, you could see a whole galaxy in them as he threw his head back from happiness. you decided his laugh was your favorite thing in this world the second you first heard it. the more you watched him laugh, the faster you heart beat got.

half an hour after and you were now just listening to mark play the guitar while the rest of you were singing random songs. you learned that they all had beautiful, soothing voices. you tried to concentrate on each of their voices but mark kept taking your attention away from them. the sky was now filled with stars and you felt like you were in a different dimension since life had never hit this differently. he caught you staring at him and sent a wink your way. you tried to look somewhere else but you were mesmerized by him.

jeno took the guitar away from mark so he could relax for a little bit. you remembered how mark had previously told you that he felt the need to be the older brother /role model of the group and take care of everyone always so seeing how jeno was looking out for him made you smile.

“hi” mark said with his soft voice. “hi” “you know i didn’t want to come to this beach today but i’m glad i did” he confessed. “yeah? why are you glad?” “well because if i hadn’t come i wouldn’t have met you and i also wouldn’t have seen your smile… and that would’ve been a crime” “oh so he knows how to flirt?” you joked, trying to act cool although you were screaming on the inside. “well, he tries” “i’m glad you came today” you said as he put his arm around your shoulder.

your smile had never been bigger than at this very moment. you may have just met mark but you were so comfortable being with him it felt like you’ve known each other for years. you were happy just being next to him and that happiness was visible in your smile. “your smile makes me crazy. it may be my second favorite thing in the world” he was looking at you in the eyes. “oh yeah? what’s the first one then?” “watermelon” mark said as you playfully hit his arm. “well you’ll have to ask your watermelon for a kiss then because i’m not gonna give you one after you said that” “ahh man what?! i could have gotten a kiss are you serious!?”

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𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘸 /𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 4/ 𝘩𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘫𝘪𝘯

pairing: hwang hyunjin (skz) x reader

words: 1k

genre: fluff

part 3 / part 4  / part 5

(the picture at the top goes along with the chapter)

hyunjin rubbed his eyes many times trying to wake himself up, he even pinched his arm since he thought he was dreaming. he wasn't a cat anymore, now he was a tall - and very handsome - human. this has never happened to him before so he started panicking.

everyone was still sleeping in the living room while hyunjin was having a small panic attack in the guest room. he couldn't believe it. "why is this happening out of nowhere? why now?" hyunjin asked himself, searching for answers in his thoughts. he has always wanted to become a human but, now that it's really happening, he needed an explanation.

and that's when it clicked.

hyunjin's previous owner had two children who were around 13 and 9 years old. their mom loved telling them bedtime stories. the kids never complained since they made their mother happy, so whenever a story was going to be told, they always kept hyunjin close to them, giving him the hugs and kisses he loved so much. he then remembered a specific story that fitted his situation perfectly.

love is such a powerful feeling it can change someone's way of living. when you love someone so much, and they love you back, it's like you're destined to be together no matter what. there are times when you think "i just want you to let me love you, to take care of you and fix you" even if the situation isn't ideal. this story talks about a beautiful golden retriever who loved his owner so much, he became his best friend, his human best friend. the relationship between the golden retriever and his owner was simple, the owner saw an abandoned dog on the streets, he took him home and adopted him. with time the owner realized that his dog was like his best friend but unfortunately, the golden retriever couldn't answer his questions or give him any advice to help him. the poor dog felt so bad he started dreaming of how his life would be like if he was a human. one day he woke up as a gorgeous blond man who now could help his friend. these two went through hard times adapting, you don't really see a dog becoming a human every day, but that never stopped them from loving each other and always helping one another. they say that animals have more love inside of them than humans do, that they have a better way of showing it. and sometimes, they find a way to let everyone know it because love is the most powerful feeling a living being can experience.

he heard a loud noise coming from the kitchen so he immediately changed into a cat before anyone could notice. of course, it was felix and seungmin trying to make pancakes for the rest of their friends but failing miserably thanks to the amount of butter they put on the pan. "if keep coming over, do i'have to keep up with these idiots?" hyunjin asked himself, now going into minnie's room to wake her up so she could help the not-so-skillful boys. before waking her up he looked at her features, memorizing every little detail he could. "is this happening because of you?" he asked himself in his mind. he didn't know why all of a sudden this whole situation was happening to him, he didn't even know his new owner that much to say he loved her.

"good morning, sleepy head" minnie said, taking hyunjin out of his thoughts. but he realized she was talking to that han jisung boy and not to him. "i'm going to kill them." jisung said referring to his friends who were currently destroying minnie's kitchen. "they're probably just trying to cook something, let them be." "but they woke me up!" "stop being a cry bab- oh hi hyunjin, did you sleep well my boy?" minnie said with a big smile on her face while jisung just looked at her thinking "she's been through so much, i missed seeing her smile like that" jisung thought. "okay my boys, let's get up and try to make something edible."

"i'm finally free." hyunjin thought to himself when all of the boys left. "they're fun but so so so loud." he was currently laying on the couch wondering how minnie met all of the 7 young men that slept at her place.

minnie.

she had something. he just knew it. he felt so at ease with her and it hasn't even been 24 hours. 

a melody came from her room. a sad song was playing from her cd player. "but i still want you" was all hyunjin could hear when he was trying to pay attention to it. as he entered the room he realized she was crying on her bed. he climbed up the bed, her immediately hugging him. "i'm sorry your owner is such a broken girl. you deserve better than me." she said as tears kept coming down. "it's just so hard, you know? trying to be what everyone expects you to be. giving your all and then... then he just cheats on you... and leaves you... everyone always ends up leaving me."

leaving.

hyunjin knew that too well. he was a cat, of course he knew what being left feels like. dogs have it a little easier, not too much though, since everyone thinks that they're cute and sweet. but for cats, it was another story. whenever the owner didn't want them anymore, they'd just leave them out of the house and into the streets with no goodbye or explanation. "i didn't know people could leave other people" hyunjin thought. he never imagined humans could also be abandoned just how he was some years ago. he felt an immediate sympathy for the poor girl. he just wanted to give her a hug and tell her everything was going to be okay. but he was only a cat.

"you know what? i'm gonna forget about him. he didn't deserve me i-... i need to love myself again because it wasn't my fault." minnie said drying her tears. "do you want to take a nap with me?" she asked her cat while laying down once again on her bed, hyunjin doing the same thing. "you're so good to me. i know we'll be best friends eventually." the girl said, a small smile visible on her face. "you can even try to take jisung's place." she laughed a little bit. "oh that's for sure." hyunjin thought to himself. "sleep well, hyunjin." "sleep well, minnie."

[jaehyunicecream]

𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘸 /𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 3/ 𝘩𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘫𝘪𝘯

pairing: hwang hyunjin (skz) x reader

words: 1k

genre: fluff

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"that's a weird name for a cat." "okay minho whatever it's her cat now so don't judge." "i like that name, it fits him well. he acts more like a human so it's nice that he has a human name." minnie confessed. she had no complaints to the cat's name. it did fit him pretty well. minnie thought that hyunjin acted more like a human and not that much like a pet. the moment she put him on her lap, he just stood there watching everyone talk about their days and plans for their future. she didn't have a relationship with her cat yet but she loved him a lot already and was very grateful because from now on she wasn't going to be lonely at her apartment. 

"i'm glad you like it then." jisung said with a big smile. he was pretty nervous about gifting her hyunjin. pets are a big responsibility and he knew that now she had to buy cat food, sand, a bed for him to sleep on... but minnie didn't mind, she was excited to start her new life with her pet friend.

minnie's apartment is pretty big for for one person. having two bathrooms, a big kitchen that connected to the living room, a room that was now her studio and two bedrooms. she turned one of the bedrooms into a really cool guest room that was very well decorated. the boys helped her with the decoration so that it fit their personality more, that way, whenever the boys wanted to stay over, they had a place that felt like home. jisung usually stays a lot at minnie's house since he knows how lonely she sometimes feels. when jungho left her, she started having nightmares and wasn't able to sleep so jisung would always stay with her. he'd normally sleep with her, cuddling until she fell asleep. after some time, she was able to sleep on her own, but jisung still came over sometimes to make sure she was okay. 

his shared apartment with minho wasn't too big so whenever she stayed at their place she slept with one of the boys. the roommate situation was pretty interesting between them. bangchan, felix and changbin had an apartment in minho's and jisung's building; seungmin and jeongin lived in the building right next to theirs. meanwhile, minnie lived all alone. they all offered to move in with her but she always refused, saying that it wasn't necessary, she didn't want them to leave everything just because she felt sad. she never searched for a roommate after jungho left because of her trust issues so that's why the whole group loved hanging out at her place.

bangchan and minho were now sleeping in the guest room while jisung and minnie were talking in her room. well, he was talking; she was playing with hyunjin. "thank you so much for this, jisung, it means a lot to me. i love him already." "i'm glad you like him, although, he wasn't very friendly to me." "well you do have that effect on people." the girl laughed at her best friend. "oh shut up you know you love me." the boy said, laying down on minnie's bed. "i do. i love you so much, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me." minnie said, laying down next to her best friend who was now looking at her with nothing but love in his eyes. "you're the best thing that has ever happened to me too." the hug they shared was one of the millions they've given each other but after everything minnie has been going through lately, she knew she would never forget this one. "we're so cute i love us." "i love us too. we're like family after all." "okay, cheesy boy, let's go to sleep." "yes ma'am. goodnight, minnie. i love you." "i love you too, goodnight... and goodnight, hyunjin."

the "jinnie" friendship was one in a million. all of the boys meant a lot to minnie but out of everyone she knew, it was always jisung. she didn't think of jisung as something more than a best friend, except when she had just met him and developed a pretty big crush on him. it lasted a few years but she tried to make it stop when she met jungho. she wasn't going to lie, she had developed tiny crushes on all of her friends. i mean, just look at them, they're precious. but the only one that was serious was jisung. he was always so caring and adorable, she just couldn't resist. she never knew how jisung felt since their relationship had always been very cute and special so she didn't think much of his behaviour. now she doesn't see him in that way but she will never forget how he made her feel whenever he would back hug her or call her princess. she really couldn't complain for having so many guy friends who treated her like the most special person on earth. she was so thankful to all of them. they changed her life. they made her stay the same even when everybody else wanted her to change.

*.·:·.☽✧ hyunjin ✧☾.·:·.*

i woke up on a different bed, different room, everything's so different to what i'm used to. i thought yesterday was a dream. i've never had the ability to think the way i'm thinking now. my mind is going through so many thoughts and remembering everything so vividly. this new owner, kim minnie, i think she's doing this to me. her presence is so... well... present, i can feel it even when i'm not right next to her. i remember meeting a lot of people yesterday. i liked that guy called seungmin, he seems nice; jisung on the other hand, not my favorite but i can get used to the guy; he did get me a new owner after all. 

i have this weird feeling though, i don't know why but i feel... different? it hasn't even been a full day and i'm already losing my mind. great.

i get up from the bed and start walking around this room. for some reason everything looks tinier than how it looked yesterday when i left minnie's room and decided to sleep on this big bed but i'm still sleepy so it's probably just my imagination. i don't know whose room this is but that bed was really comfortable. it looks like a spare room to me, maybe this could be my new room! this place looks really cool i'm not gonna lie, i like the decoration and everything. there's also a door that connects to what i'm guessing is a walk-in closet? i know my previous owner had a really big walk-in closet. i'm gonna find out hehe this place's fun. as i walk into the closet i realize there's a mirror there but i think i'm still sleeping because that was not my reflection. at all.