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Redesigning the rest of the egos just for the hope that I'd draw the others more too. ;w; (and also just wanna draw more wholesome things for a change :3)

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old men yaoi😋✨ (their first interaction)

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If it's meant to be, then it will be.

My friend asked for a Marvin with "Locked in Evidence." This one is packed to the brim with symbolism, have fun picking at it fellas!

As for the songs, this palette was inspired by Sun Bleached Flies by Ethel Cain, but I also listened to Golden Brown by The Stranglers for this piece.

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wikipedia no longer being anywhere near the top of search results when looking up anything feels eviscerating

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been thinking abt this for a while and there is definitely an alternate universe where my anti does a full swing from catholicism to satanism. and it would not be tied to any one existing group or teaching (he has minimal political or activist interest, he usually dislikes reading that sort of thing, and he does not know how to join and engage in community), so, much like his current christian "faith," it would be his own collage of ideas that expose his day to day biases. but i can't decide if it's more likely that he'd lean into satan as a comforting figure to embrace his own fall and worship his darkest parts (in which case it would damage a lot of other people's lives but probably lend him confidence and happiness)... OR if he'd have a very weird self-hatred thing going on, where he worships satan because he can't bring himself to deny God's existence (due to the catholic upbringing) but he feels too "impure" and grotesque to side with God, so he returns to his childhood inkling that he himself is a modern biblical demon with an obligation to cruelty even though he doesn't want to be that, because he might be a miserable and doomed demon, but he's a lot better at it than being a good christian human

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🌱Nature is trans. 🏳️‍⚧️

(A piece dedicated to some of the many species of fish that challenge the gender binary that transphobes try to uphold. Trans people have always been here and always will be, just as the fluidity of sex and gender has always been since the start of life on earth.)

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Short hair Marvin🍒 RISE!!!

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thinking about my anti getting his first shitty drum kit off craigslist or something and being so in love. he's rusty and it's rusty but he opens the box and grins like a kid again. remembers when jack was a teenager and had that tapping fidget feeling in his bones and the sound of anti scratching through the dark in his head and needed to get it out, needed to hit something, needed to turn that energy into a reaction. anti twirls a drumstick in his fingers and it's easier than when he does knife tricks and he fondly thinks of the few times he really felt synced and comfortable with jack, practicing with his friends or in a studio and feeling that power at his fingertips and the satisfaction of a well-kept rhythm and the joy of feeling loud and nearly-frantic but in control. anti sets up his drum kit and his neighbors hate it potentially even more than the screaming or the smells but he doesn't hurt anybody for two months. jack and the other egos assume he's strung out or planning something or fucking some fling into filthy sheets again but really he's doing some in-between-better-thing, in the dedicated self-medicated haze of a long lost loved hobby, shaking out his rage and courting old memories out from hiding and relearning how to rein himself in and hit. on. beat. and he doesn't mourn for his lack of a heartbeat so much when he's creating new ones.

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Hey so things have gone from bad to worse. And I really need your help.

My grandmother got a severe stroke just now and we're at the hospital. To get some procedures done on her we need over 50,000 philippines pesos+ (because that's just for a single day) in order to be able to get stuff done on her.

I really hate to put this on y'all especially since I know that everybody is also having their own struggles but I really feel like I'm drowning. I don't want to lose her and I at least just want her to be comfortable and not in pain.

So here I am actually begging for your helps because I am not able to afford this.

This is her right now. I am just so desperate.

If you can help, please send them over here. I would really appreciate it.

If you can't send some tip, I would appreciate if you could spread this around. Thank you so much.

If you live in the Philippines and would like to help, you can directly send it to my gcash/maya accounts through these qr codes!

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hecate

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Folks, backup your Tumblrs, for real this time

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addicted to sending this clip from twilight to my friends whenever they are in a situation where i think they should lie

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Urgent now Gaza is under bombardment now and suddenly in the middle of the night Israel is carrying out fierce attacks without prior warning to continue military operations and breach the truce and there are a large number of martyrs and injuries throughout Gaza Save Gaza The bloodbath has begun to bleed again The genocide is continuing during these moments💔🚀🚀

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I am Mohammed, I live in the northern besieged Gaza Strip, I am 21 years old, I have always tried to create a beautiful future for myself in which I achieve all my wishes. I had ambitions and dreams, but they evaporated because of the war, but I still want to achieve them despite the siege. During the war, I lost many things, including my university, my dreams, my job, and some friends. Despite that, I still want to achieve my dreams and ambitions. I want to rebuild my life again, so please help me in that and rebuild my life. Therefore,

please donate as much as you can because that helps me a lot. If you cannot donate, tell people about my suffering.

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nein danke!!!!!

im gonna keep it real with yall chiefs. i didnt realize it was tdov until i was halfway thru this piece. bisexual trans woman henrik lives forever in my heart ive always wanted to do a piece of her based on this silly pin hehe

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Hello my friend, my name is Jaafar from North Gaza, I am 24 years old, and finally after waiting for a whole year of killing, displacement, hunger, massacres and genocide against us, the time for a ceasefire has come, thank God we are still alive after all the exhaustion, and during the next week we will return to our homes in North Gaza, which was completely destroyed, unfortunately our area was completely and brutally destroyed and we have nothing left, neither a home, nor property, nor furniture, nor clothes, nor any other clothes, I know that returning to the north will be very painful and difficult due to the lack of the necessities of life, and we will start building our lives from scratch, but we are happy for the war to end.

Please 🙏, donate to my campaign to save my family, even a small amount will help us stabilize ourselves a little, and buy some supplies 🥹, I hope that God will protect your family and friends, thank you 🥰🩵

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #299 )✅️

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Some moods lately. I did this in gouache, because ai makes me want to do things in the most tedious way possible, and I enjoyed it.