jagyuwar1989

[jagyuwar1989]

Fck it, I Miss You

I don't have the right

To feel this way

But I'm like a writer,

With a mental block

Everything I need is laid

Right in front of me

But I can't seem to start a thing

The desire, the fire,

it's all in there inside me

But I can't let them out

And they slowly burn me to the core

How can a once strength

turn to something that destroys you?

I long for you so bad

But I can't tell anyone

So for a second time,

I'm keeping it all in inside,

in my head

I miss your orange shorts,

how it sometimes mismatch your shirt

Your leather slip-ons,

Oh, I'd recognize you easily with just that

Even if they may say

It does not conform to the norm,

Who cares, when they suit you best?

What I'm trying to say is,

I miss you like how the sun

misses the stars

How can you miss someone you never had?

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Aaah. This film hurts

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Marked

04/26/24

You weren't just stitched,

But etched, into my longing tapestry

In every single thread

That I blanketed myself with

You're tattooed in my skin,

Every needle sting I endured

Just to keep you from my reach

Although forced, this desperation

Bestows no good for me

Detaching might be twice as

Unbearable as to tagging you with me

Tho I may want to keep you eternally

But what's the use,

If there's no reciprocity?

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TRUTH, DARE, SPIN BOTTLES, YOU KNOW HOW TO BALL, I KNOW ARISTOTLE. BRAND NEW, FULL THROTTLE, TOUCH ME WHILE YOUR BROS PLAY GRAND THEFT AUTO. IT’S TRUE, SWEAR, SCOUTS HONOUR, YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANTED AND BOY YOU GOT HER

for today, these lyrics were stuck in my head in a loop. even while answering our preboard examinations 😭🩶🤍🖤 wondering what song will accompany my mind tomorrow

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The amount of narcotics you, @taylorswift @taylornation put in Guilty as Sin? is of enormous amount because I'm LSSd every single fckn second of everyday since the TTPD release. Happy 1 week!

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since I can't get enough of the mark, i did this. makes a great tattoo, eh? @taylorswift @taylornation

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I'm sorry but, guys! I WAS RIGHT! WE ARE. psyched it. aaah! @taylorswift @taylornation

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It's my 6 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

u know i only joined socials for no one but the @taylorswift . ily!

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my favorite era of all time isss coming!

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I watch your life in pictures

Right here from afar, what a view

You said life has been so cruel

Even wished you never had it,

But it has been cruel for me too

Haven't you thought it's been bearable

Because in this lifetime, in it there's a you

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crazy how Nothing New by @taylorswift @taylornation has the words 'novelty' and the title itself. i just realized while reviewing, they relate to intellectual property law which we all know has a very significant meaning to her

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I know I can't gatekeep tolerate it forever. 🤧🥹

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If Travis Kelce and Joe Alwyn looked like these cats, this would be Taylor with this angle with my Luther bb

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Happy 34th Birthday mother dear. 🖤🩶 ily always. alam mo na yan. 😉 keep mothering

@taylorswift @taylornation13

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I've been wanting to try watercolor and paint for a long time. So I tried it last pandemic. April 6th of the 2020. Now I have no time to do such. I miss drawing. But I gotta have my license first. And that's the priority.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that,

No matter how you badly want to have something, or how much you want something to stay, you have no choice but to let them slip away. Not because you hate them, but for you to grow and become a better version.

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the way these photos are adding years to my lifespan

“I don’t give Taylor advice about being famous,” Stevie Nicks tells me. She doesn’t need it.

| Taylor Swift is Time Magazine’s Person of the Year.

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behind the music with @taylorswift