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jakegasm · 1 year
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just dropping this here bc ik i’ve been inactive but that was due to school! but i am offically done so that means more time for this! again so sorry for being inactive 😭
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jakegasm · 1 year
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hey luvs just wanted to let you know that a book on wattpad just compiled one of your works with other authors' works in a book called "Avatar Smut from Tumblr" by isthatkenzie sooo thought u might wanna know
are you kidding me? that’s absolutely amazing 🫠 thank you for telling me bby 💞
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jakegasm · 1 year
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: ̗̀➛ genre: smut
: ̗̀➛ pairing: jake sully x neytiri sully x omaticaya!reader
: ̗̀➛ word count: 1.3k
: ̗̀➛ warnings: p in v, oral (f receiving), handjob (i think that’s it??)
: ̗̀➛ notes: life has been whooping my ASS so i apologize for this bc it loooooonnng overdue. but still pls enjoy these scraps 🥺
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“please.” You were begging but you didn’t know what for. You just wanted the ache that rested in your lower stomach and the painful heat that had pooled between your legs. Your back rested against another female na’vi, one that you were so fond of and to have her here with you soothing you through whatever you were going through somewhat eased the current pain you were in.
“please what? use your words.” Another na’vi spoke, only this one day in between your parted legs, fingers dancing dangerously close to where you felt the pain the most. You struggled to find the correct words, small whimpers escaping from your lips while you wiggled your hips trying to find some friction from his fingers that grazed over your sex every now before slightly adding pressure when he did so.
“Ma’jake. Don’t be so mean, she needs our help.” The woman pestered at her mate, earning her a slight eye roll from her mate at the statement knowing that she was right.
“I just wanted to have a little fun.” His torture on you ceased finally, his fingers hooking themselves on your loin cloth and tugged gently. Your body seemed to be moving on its own, your hips raised up just enough for him to pull the cloth off completely revealing your bare sex to him. His breath hitched the sight in front of him practically made him drool. Your slick covered in your arousal some spilling onto your thighs, the way your hole clenched over nothing practically begging and inviting him, he could’ve came undone by the sight alone.
Positioning himself on his stomach he rested his head between your thighs, nose brushing ever so slightly against the throbbing bud that seeked attention badly. The sensation sent a jolt through your body causing your body to jerk in his mates hold, her soothing hands now rubbing soothing circles on your stomach right where you felt the deep burning sensation. He brought two fingers up to your seeping cunt scissoring it open, revealing to him how badly it quivered and begged for attention. His cock throbbed at this, more so off your scent. It was intoxicating. Your scent revealed a mixture of flowers that just sent his head into a spiral making his mind fuzzy, sure his mate gave off the same smell whenever she was in heat but yours—yours had a stronger effect. Stronger smell that could make any man want to eat you alive, in which he took pride that he was the one to help you through it.
He didn’t want to waste any more time than he already has hell he could stare at you all day, but he knew he needed to get this done. Gently he placed a kiss right on top of your clit kissing his way down to your clenching hole, repeating the actions once more before he finally wrapped his lips around the nub giving it a light suck coming off of it with a ‘pop’. Your fingers immediately found their way to his locs, gripping, pulling, and scratching his scalp while you grinded yourself against him whimpering urging him to go further.
Your whimpering. Oh your whimpering. It caused something in him to snap, something primal, almost animalistic. He gave long but quick licks sucking and even nibbling at the sensitive bud, he was drunk off your taste. God, you tasted better than he has ever imagined and he couldn’t get enough of it. His mate however watched as he devoured you, he looked almost—barbaric. He himself had even started moaning just by him pleasuring you, desperately grinding himself on the mossy floor eager to find some pleasure. An idea struck her before she carefully placed you on the ground, your mind too hazy and cloudy to even question where she was going. Swiftly she made her way on the side of her mate, her hands wrapping themselves around his waist signaling him to lift them. Without question he rose them too lost in his current actions he hasn’t realized that his mate managed to untie his loincloth leaving him completely bare.
His cock was solid she could even see how badly it was throbbing as it twitched every now and then the tip oozing pre cum. Wasting no time she wrapped her hand around the base of his cock giving it long slow pumps, the action causing him to pause his current actions briefly.
“Neytiri what—what are you doing?” He groaned. Neytiri only smiled, placing a soft kiss on her mate's shoulder.
“Helping.” Was all she said before she continued the assault on his cock urging him to continue his as well, in which he did. His tongue moved feverishly on you, occasionally dipping his tongue in your seeping hole, your whimpering turned into moans growing louder and louder, he knew you were close and my—my was he gonna make sure you reached your end goal.
“j-jake—jake i’m—“ Hearing the way his name rolled off your tongue went straight to his cock. It sounded so desperate, so needy. His tongue moved faster, determined to bring you over the edge only to stutter in between because the hand helping him seemed to speed up as well. His eyes screwed shut as he felt his own release quickly approaching him, with a shaky hand he tried to stop the hand that was assaulting him. His breathing matched your own, broken and winded desperately trying to find some air to fill your lungs.
“i’m gonna—gonna cum if you continue.”
“good.” Her hand picked up the pace even more, squeezing him almost as if she was trying to milk him. He met her thrust unintentionally while he played and sucked harder on your clit.
“jake—ah—jake!” Was all you could say before your release broke through like a dam. Your body shuddered as you came undone, your hand gripping his locs trying to pry him off of you as you were becoming too sensitive for the feeling, he didn’t let up though as to now he was chasing his own release. He was fucking himself in his mates hand trying his best to get the release that had now built up and knotted in his stomach until—the motion stopped all together. His eyes snapped towards his mate questioning why she had paused her motions.
“Save it. For her. It’ll be much more beneficial for her than you think.” Pulling her hand off of him he saw the way her hand glistened covered in his pre cum surprising him by how much he had produced.
“jake—i—i need you.” Your whiny voice broke his gaze from his mates and onto you.
“where do you need me babygirl?” Clearing his throat he watched attentively as your own fingers spread yourself wide and open for him clearly inviting him in.
“inside.” His cock sprung up even more at this, eye wide and searching for his mate's response but she had already found herself carefully flipping you over on your knees pushing her hand on your back creating an arch. Her eye briefly met his before gesturing to him to come forward. He hesitated and she saw that he hadn’t had sex with anyone other than her so she could understand why now he was hesitant. Reassuringly she smiled at him before giving his lips a soft kiss, her fingers gripping his cock guiding him towards your aching core.
“It’s fine. We’re just helping.” Her hands now rested on his hips pushing them forward, careful not to push so hard until she saw his cock slowly disappear into you. The both of you moaned at this sensation—the new found sensation. You were so tight and—and hot he almost came upon entering. His hands gripped your waist as he pushed himself fully inside, waiting a few moments before he set a slow beginning pace. Your gummy walls gripped at him just right, seemingly sucking him back in every time he pulled away from you. From this feeling alone he knew.
He was fucked.
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jakegasm · 1 year
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good god almighty this was delicious
Sugar Daddy
Jake Sully x adoptive reader based off this request
⚠️minors DO NOT interact⚠️
Plot: Reader has a small crush on her adoptive father Jake. Little to her knowledge his feelings were reciprocated. He couldn’t help himself when he had to share the same bed as her…
Warnings: p in v, thigh fucking, somnophilia kink!!!, sleeping reader, small daddy kink
Writers comments: I’m so sorry to whoever requested this. I had the worst writers block and had to rewrite this fic multiple times. But I hope you like at least. Thanks for reading!
“Any plans for tonight?” Jake asks you. Cleaning his gun as he sat across from you. Before he spoke the room was filled with nothing but silence, you often found it difficult to speak with him. You had the biggest crush on him, constantly finding yourself staring at him - but being careful not to get caught.
“Mm not really, was gonna make some jewelry with Kiri and come back home” you stand to your feet, handing him his cleaning rod he was looking around aimlessly for, smiling at him when he took it from your hands.
My Eywa that smile, you thought.
“That sounds like a plan there honey bun” he giggled. Turning his attention back to his gun. You blushed when you realized that no matter how much you tried to make sense around him. You just couldn’t, he made you too nervous.
Deep down you knew these feelings were wrong. He was your adoptive father, and still married at that! It became some sick fantasy of yours to sleep with him, to take him from his wife and have your way with him when you wanted. Nonetheless, you refused to act upon your desires. Holding back with everything you had because you cared for your adoptive family. They took you in when no one else would. It just so happened it was the man who you were absolutely in love with.
“Right.. I guess it does” you say awkwardly. Standing in the middle of the room as you watched him tend to his weapon. The sight turned you on. He was so good with it. You’ve watched him fire it countless times and every time is still like you’ve never seen it before. It was never something that you didn’t enjoy watching.
“Baby girl.. you’re doing that thing again” he giggled. You didn’t realize it but you were gawking. Eyes glued to him. You shook your head away in embarrassment, trying to now hide the cheeks that began to blush. The last thing you needed was for him to grow suspicious of you. “S-sorry” you mutter. “The gun is just so cool”
Jake's laugh turned into a surprised yet satisfying look. Almost as if he were excited that you found his firearm interesting. “Wanna hold it?” He asks. Standing to his feet, holding the gun carefully. Your eyes darted back and forth, a small panic starting to set it. You’ve never held one before - but curiosity got the best of you. “Yeah.. sure”
Jake smiles, handing you the gun. You grab it with both hands, gripping the chunk of metal hard so you don’t drop it. He moves behind you, pushing his back into yours. Your breath caught in your throat, deciding to hold it in out of fear you’d give your arousal away. You watch as his strong arms come from behind you. Pulling the gun up and placing the butt against your shoulder. He positions your right arm under it, wrapping your hands around the trigger mechanism.
“Okay first things first, never put your finger on the trigger unless you’re going to fire. Safety first” he brings his other hand around your left arm, showing you where you grip the barrel. And just like that you were holding a gun. “This is so cool” you say. Looking behind you and up at him with the biggest smile. He returns it, nodding his head that you pay attention.
“See this here” he points to the scope. “Look through that.. tell me what you see” he says. You do as you're told, closing one eye to squint through the scope. Looking closely you can see that it’s focused on a basket. You could see every fiber of the shaven wood, the intricate designs and paints. It was fascinating. “Whoa, Jake, that's so cool! I can see everything!” In the midst of your excitement, you lost your hand placement. Almost dropping the gun on the ground. But Jake was quick, catching it before it fell.
“Sorry!” You say. Letting go of the gun so that he could take it. He smiles, putting it back in its place. “It’s fine, don’t be sorry. Things pretty heavy” he turns his attention back to you, standing tall above you. With the amount of times he’s stood like this in front of you, you’ve been able to memorize every curve of his muscles, every dimple and beauty mark. And just like that you were staring again.
“What’s got you so distracted? Am I pretty or somethin’?” He says. Flexing his biceps to tease you. Causing you to blush once more. “No.. I-I mean yes! Wait no.. that’s not what I meant, you are pretty just not.. pretty pretty..” you struggle to make sense as you always did, blabbering like you were caught in a mountain of lies. “Sorry..” you say, dropping your gaze from his. All Jake could do was laugh, you were always like this. So shy and passive, he was curious if there was a warrior in there. So he often found himself teasing you. Innocent ‘fatherly’ love.
“Y/n relax it was a joke, I know.. dads old.” He walks over to you, brushing a piece of hair behind your ear before leaning down to place a soft kiss on your forehead. To him you thought it was an innocent gesture between the adoptive father and daughter - but to you, you wanted to jump his bones at this very moment. “Right.. I’m uh, gonna go find Kiri” you say. Saying your goodbyes before excusing yourself.
As you walked to your sisters hut, you couldn’t get the thoughts of him pressed against you out of your mind. You’d wished he was pressed against something else. Knowing that you shouldn't be feeling this way, you tried to clear your head before going to Kiri. No longer wanting Jake to be in your mind before you saw her.
Jake was beside himself, he loves teasing you. Playing around until you let that wall down and finally let a laugh loose. He loved seeing you happy and satisfied. He also couldn’t stop thinking about your tiny fingers holding his gun, or the way you giggled when you looked through the scope. This wasn’t the first time something about you made him curious. There were many times about you had him questioning whether or not he was losing his mind. Wondering if he was some sick pervert for finding you to be irresistible. He was married, with children. Not to mention you were 15 years his junior and he was raising you like his own.
He couldn't help the fact that you were in fact not related to him. So he couldn’t control his eyes when they started to wonder. Yes he had Neytiri, and he loved her dearly. But there was just something about you that he couldn’t ignore. Most of the time just like you, choosing to ignore it.
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You spent the day with Kiri, making jewelry and talking about anything. You enjoyed your time with her, she reminded you that it was okay to be yourself. Plus you needed something to get your mind off of her father.
The sun had gone away, being hidden by the moon as eclipse set in. Finding your way back home for bed. Neytiri was helping mo’at deliver a baby and since the mother was having a hard time, she gave the family a heads up that you all had to fend for yourselves tonight.
Stepping through the doors of your family home, you walk on light toes, not wanting to wake your brothers. Jake heard your shuffling, waking out of his sleep to see what was going on. You weren’t as silent as you thought you were being.
“Hey” he whispers to you. Waving his hand toward him, signifying to come to him. You were confused for a moment until you saw someone sleeping in your cot. You couldn’t see the body under your blankets. You walked over to him, stepping over Lo’ak until you made your way to Jake. He cups the side of his mouth waving you downward to place your ear within hearing range. You do so, leaning down. “Neteyam has his mate here, her parents don't want them alone” he whispered. “You can sleep here, or with Lo’ak”
You look back at Lo’ak, spread eagle with drool coming from his mouth. Watching in horror as he snores in his sleep, you immediately turn your head towards Jake. “I think I’ll pass on him, are you sure it’s okay for me to crash here?” You whisper. Searching his eyes for any form of doubt.
Jake smiled, opening his blanket for you. His usually heavily armed body now bare with just his loincloth to cover himself. You gulped hard but moved quickly to climb in with him turning your back to him as you slid in beside him. “It’s cold anyways, better to keep each other warm” he says, adjusting his hips away from you. Making you as comfortable as possible. “What about Lo’ak?”
Jake laughs quietly, leaning his head down to whisper in your ear. “Look at him, kid is a furnace” he was right, Lo’ak was always hot, especially at night. There was pretty much a pool of sweat under him even in the chilly weather. You laughed to yourself, laying your head on the pillow below you. “I guess you’re right”
Nuzzling in next to him, you try your best to make yourself smaller. Not wanting to press your body against him. But Jake was right, the night air was freezing and you needed warmth. Jake noticed your shivering and your small hands wrapped around yourself to keep warm. Innocently, he pulls you into him. The action immediately making you panic. “W-what are you doing?” You whisper, attempting to move away from him. “You’re freezing” he says. Keeping you firmly against his body. The warmth from his torso soothes you almost instantly.
You couldn’t deny that the feeling of him pressed against you made your insides tingle. This was the closest you’ve ever been with him, let alone wrapped around in arms to keep warm. Your breaths began to pick up feeling his fleeting muscles relaxed lazily around your waist. The weight of it is like a blanket in itself. Jake noticed the intensity of your breathing. “You alright?” He lifts his head to look at you, leaning up on his arm to see your face. “Y-yes.. I’m fine” you reply. The words you spoke coming out in a stutter.
“Try to get some sleep baby girl” he lays his head back down, leaning forward a bit to rest his head against the back of your neck. There were more things Jake grew curious about when it came to you. It wasn’t just the way you looked or acted, it was your scent as well. Sweet like the morning sun that bloomed fresh spring flowers, earthy like the soil that squished under his feet. The smell of you was intoxicating. When he got a good whiff, he couldn’t help the low groan that came out of his mouth, he was mortified - but by the sound of your slow breathing, you were already fast asleep. His cover remained secure.
Before he knew it he was falling asleep to the smell of you. Pulling you into him as close as he could get you. Soaking in the warmth of your body against his own.
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Jake woke in the night from loaks snoring. Throwing a pillow at him to shut up but to no avail. He slumped on his back, irritated since he had a long day ahead of him. But the sun was still asleep, darkness completely engulfing the room around him. He was almost lost in thought until he remembered the much smaller body pressed up against him. Your head nuzzled into his neck, your arms and legs thrown over his torso. He smiled looking down at you, listening to you coo in your sleep. So adorable.
In an attempt to go back to sleep he tried moving you off of him, but this proved to be the wrong move. You pulled him in tighter, moving up just slightly until your lips were inches from his. Your soft breath escaping past your parted lips, bushing over his. His stomach trembled as he watched you, your soft beautiful skin so nice under his touch. He rubbed your shoulder slowly, watching as your lips quivered in your sleep. He thought to himself one kiss wouldn’t hurt. You would never know, it was his only opportunity to act on his strongest desires.
Without thinking he leaned down, planting a soft kiss against your lips. Pulling away quickly. You didn’t wake, still fast asleep against him. He took it as a sign to try once more, one not being enough for him. He kissed you again, pressing more firmly into you. Deepening the kiss as best as he could without waking you. Unconsciously, you leaned into him, moaning into his mouth. The dream you were having about him becoming real as he kissed you softly.
Jake pulls away admiring your face, scanning every inch of it. Your hold tightened around his waist. Gripping his skin with your fingers. His hands roamed too, feeling the small of your back - running small circles with his fingers against you. He couldn’t hold back any longer. Hooking his finger under your loincloth and pulling it down to your ankles. His movements were so gentle that you didn’t rise from your sleep. You shifted a little, turning around until your ass was facing him. Pushing it backwards towards him.
He watched as your cheeks wiggled as you attempted to get closer, every move you made threatening to press against his growing erection. “Fuck” he whispers. Scooting closer to you. Finally breaking that distance in between you. Pressing his cock against your bare ass. He palmed himself, pulling his loincloth to the side as his hard cock strang free. Itching to get the friction that it needed. He needed to fuck you, no matter how wrong it was.
Soft whimpers left your throat. Whatever dream you were having proved to be a wet one. His head spun as the soft sounds left you, only growing his arousal even more.
Gripping his cock at the base, he taps it against your ass lightly. Instantly making him harder. “I want to fuck you.. so bad baby girl” he whispers. Wanting you to just wake up and give it to him. However, he didn’t know if you’d react the way he wanted. You just might freak, waking the entire house. So he moved slowly, sliding his cock in between your legs. The warmth in between them sending a shiver down your spine. “Uhhh..” he moans lowly. His head falling back as your thighs swallowed him.
Jake began to thrust into your thighs slowly, his length so large that his tip and some of the shaft came out on the other side. Pulling all the way back just to slide back in. Suddenly you began to move your hips pushing your ass back towards him. He watched you fuck him with your thighs, his hand gripping your hip as they moved. He leaned up to your ear. “I want you to wake up so daddy can fuck this pussy” he whispered, licking your ear.
You shifted against him. Rising out of your sleep slowly. “Y/n..” he whispered. “Y/n wake up” his hips began to pick up their pace, his orgasm so close but he wanted the real thing. Wanted to feel you tightly wrapped around him as your pussy squeezed his seed out of him until his lungs collapsed. “Come on baby.. wake up for me” your eyes flickered open, feeling groggy as your sleep still consumed you. You weren’t fully awake until you felt hips snapping into you. Looking down only to find a large cock sliding in and out between your legs. Just then you remember who you laid in bed with. Turning your head back to look at him.
“Jake…” you moan. Still wondering if the wet dream you had of him was playing in your head. Like some sort of suck trick. “I need to feel you.. please” he pleads. Gripping the supple skin on your thighs. Halting his thrust as he was close to cumming.
It didn’t take much thinking, this was all you’ve wanted for years. You turn your attention back to his cock, watching as the tip leaked precum. Your hand falling to his length and pumping what you could. “Then take me” you whisper, looking back up at him. Jake crashes his lips into yours, inhaling sharply with the kiss. He threw the blanket off your body, lifting your leg up, his elbow resting under your knee. Your aching pussy now exposed to the cool air. You moan, throwing your head back into his shoulder as you broke the kiss.
Jake's cock stood at attention, probing your entrance. You could feel the tip almost slide when suddenly. Lo’aks snores ceased, causing you both to freeze. You both stared, waiting for him to wake but he never did. Jake took it as his opportunity to continue. Pushing the tip of his cock past your swollen lips, breaking the seal of your hymen. He moans at your tightness, his head falling in the nook of your neck. “I didn’t know you were a virgin baby” you winced at the pain, biting your lip. His girth almost too much for you to handle - but Jake was gentle. Pulling back just a little before sliding more of himself into you. Your pain quickly turned to pleasure, a soft moan leaving your mouth the more he sunk into you.
“Shhh, baby girl.. don’t wanna wake your brothers now do we” he whispered. Sliding completely into you until your ass was flush with his lower belly. You covered your mouth with your hand, attempting to cover up your moans. Your pussy was soaked for him, fluttering around his length. He was so big. Jake felt you squeeze him, pulling out only to deliver the strongest, most firm thrust in creation. The tip of his cock slapping against your cervix. “Uhh!” You moan aloud, quickly covering your mouth to not wake neteyam and Lo’ak. But you couldn’t help it. You couldn’t help but think about how wrong this was, how guilty you felt for allowing a married man to find his home between your legs. How could you face Neytiri again?
The thoughts didn’t last long when Jake snaked his large hand around your neck, pulling your head back until your ear was against his lips. “Fuck.. you’re so tight. So fucking tight for me” jakes speed picked up, causing your skin to slap against his. He almost didn’t care to be caught anymore. He was so close and had to feel every inch of you until it was ripped from him. “J-Jake” his name came out stuttered. His pace proving to be too much for you to spreak properly. You could feel your belly tighten below you, your pussy refusing to relax as it squeezed his cock more. You touched yourself enough to know you were close. “I-I’m gonna” you moaned. Pushing your ass back into him.
“Yeah? Gonna cum? I wanna feel it, let me feel it” he moaned. Angling his hips just right, causing your orgasm to run your body like a marathon. You began to shake violently against him as it coursed through you. “C-cu cumming!” You declare. Your eyes rolling in the back of your head.
“Ohh yes.. cum. Cum on my cock baby” jakes thrusts became erratic. Only moments away from exploding himself. What sent him over the edge was your tiny hand coming behind you to grip his waist, using your strength to push his hips into you. Wanting him desperately to fill you up. “Gonna make me cum… oh my god baby” he yanks your head back. Kissing you with a feverish pace. “Where do you want it.. tell me” he says. You let out the breath you were holding. Able to answer. “I-inside…” you moan.
Without warning he shoots his load into you. The nerves in his face forcing his eyes shut as he came. He couldn't believe he got to cum inside your pretty little pussy. “F-fuckk uh! Oh yeah.. cuming in this tight little pussy. You feel that? Feel me filling you up? You choke on air, your mouth hanging open as you felt his seed fill your womb. Feeling full finally. “Y-yessss”
His cock twitched inside you, releasing the last of his seed. He continued to shiver against you, leaning down to whisper in your ear softly.
“Good girl”
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jakegasm · 1 year
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threesome w/ jake and neytiri during readers first heat? 👀 anyone?
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jakegasm · 1 year
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for angel bby.
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“angel bby” 🥺 that’s it i’m offically “micasbitch” got me on my knees bbg 😮‍💨
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jakegasm · 1 year
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different things | lo'ak sully
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: ̗̀➛ genre: angst
: ̗̀➛ pairing: lo’ak sully x omatikaya!reader & neteyam sully x omatikaya!reader
part one here
part two here
: ̗̀➛ warnings: none? 
: ̗̀➛ word count: 2.5k 
: ̗̀➛ notes: alright ! alright ! i came out the dark bc you all were begging for it so here it is. hopefully it’s a more satisfying ending but this isn’t the last part so don’t be too upset. 
I repeat this is NOT the last part. 
anyway here’s some toilet paper bc i don’t have tissue, you might need it. please enjoy! 🧻💞
and again not proofread
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You had it hard, you couldn’t lie. 
But you also put yourself in this predicament, so there was no time to feel sorry for yourself. Though you had to admit you couldn’t complain either, despite your trial and errors lately you couldn’t have been happier. Lo’ak had stayed true to his promise, he had become more frequent in your life than he has ever been. Gathering food for breakfast or dinner? He was there. Cleaning up after the ilu’s? He was there. Even when you were just lounging about and weaving baskets (that he always found boring), he was there. It had even gotten to the point where the male wouldn’t leave your side even when it was time to sleep. You knew his clinginess would probably bother others, but it never bothered you. 
Though your happiness came at a cost as there was still some sadness to it. 
You had barely spoken to Neteyam since you and lo’ak rekindled. Barely is used very loosely though as the two of you never spoke with one another anymore. You wanted to though, you wanted to spend time with him as much as you used to. Unfortunately the male seemed to be avoiding you in various ways. Every chance you got to speak with him, he’d hurry up and scurry away or pretend like he was talking to someone else before dragging them along somewhere. It hurt, you couldn’t lie. Neteyam was your best friend, probably even more best friends than you and lo’ak were before you two decided to take a step further in your relationship. You just wanted your best friend back. 
Today was like none other, Lo’ak had parted ways saying he’d be leaving to go on the small hunting trip with his father and the other males, seeing that this go round was his turn. Meaning Neteyam was staying behind. A perfect time to try and spend time with him again. 
“Alright i’m off.” 
“You have your knife?” 
“Check.” Lo’ak carefully patted the side pouch that rested on his hip. 
“Is it sharpened enough?” You raised an eyebrow at him. Nodding, he smiled. 
“As sharp as my intelligence.” 
“Well that’s not very sharp.” 
“Hey!” You laughed admitting you were only joking before you wrapped your arms around his torso giving it a long squeeze. 
“Be safe okay? I want you to come back with all your limbs.” His arms engulfed themselves around you holding you so close to him, his body could swallow you if it could. 
“Of course.” There was a long pause before the two of you separated, some awkwardness filling the air as your eyes started to wander. 
“Hey…” His voice whispered to you as his fingers danced their way alongside your jaw before tilting your face up to his. His eyes sparkled more brightly than usual, there was a certain twinkle in them that made your stomach fully engulfed in butterflies. In a hurried but soft motion he planted a lingering tender kiss to your lips, nothing too rough and definitely not too long. Your eyes had widened at this, you two had never done this in the open, especially in front of others. It seemed as if lo’ak could sense your shock as he only chuckled in front of you, his thumb caressing the outline of your bottom lip. 
“I’m going to tell dad about us on this trip. That way we don’t have to hide anymore. Because I know I don't want to anymore…do you?” 
You couldn’t even begin to think of words to say the shock from the kiss was still absorbing you, so all you could was shake your head at him. 
“Good.” And with that he dove in stealing yet another kiss from you, only this time you responded. 
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“But you promisssed!” Tuk whines in front of you, the not so young anymore na’vi stomped her feet at you, obviously upset with you. 
“I am sorry tuk but i need to complete my training.” The young one only pouted even more at you, her big amber eyes now resembling a sad puppy. You took your hand and placed it on top of her head gently shaking her braids that had significantly grown in length. 
“After my training, i am all yours.” 
“Promise?” Her voice is small and innocent, a smile completing your features. 
“I promise with all my heart.” 
Her disappointed eyes quickly flashed to pleased ones, the smile so radiant on her face she skipped off before hugging you farewell. You watched as she skipped off to some of the metkayina kids she had befriended over the time. Watching her get along with other kids made your heart swell, she had such a hard time finding friends her age since most of their parents didn’t approve of her features. Safe to say you were just happy she finally found her comfort zone within the clan. 
Turning on your heel from the young one you set foot to your training session with Ronal, the tsahik. You weren’t even one step into your journey before you were knocked on your bottom a low “oof” soon following. 
“sorry.” The voice spoke rather lowly to you, you could barely hear it. You had opened your eyes not even realizing when you shut them to see a hand reaching out for you to stand, without question you grabbed it silently thanking the stranger for their help while you dusting off the sand that had accumulated on your bottom. 
“It’s okay I was not look-“ Your sentence was cut short when you realized who your savior was. You were speechless. So many things that you wanted to say had went out the door, leaving your mind completely blank. 
“Teyam…” Was all you could breathe out, you saw him slightly grimace at the small nickname. 
“I have to go. Mother is waiting for me.” He avoided all contact with you now, his body slipping past yours careful not to touch it. You hadn’t realized your hand around his wrist before he got too far away from you, his eyes sad but his face confused. 
“Can we talk? Just for a little while.” Just then you saw his eyes soften, he was conflicted, he wanted to leave you but he also wanted to speak with you just as badly as you did.
“I miss you teyam…” Your voice whispered out to him lightly cracking at the end of your sentence. But it was true. You missed him. A lot. So much that sometimes it’s become unbearable to be around lo’ak because at times you could see neteyam in him. The boy was struggling internally, a part of him wanted to scream and yell at you for what’s been done but the other part of him just wanted to hold you and keep you in his arms forever. 
“Not now.” That was all he said before he slipped his wrist out of your hold, biting back tears that he didn’t even know that we’re accumulating in his eyes. 
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“Keep still.” You uttered, your fingers lightly dabbing some paste along his wound. The boy just grunted in front of you as a response, his back tensing up at every touch of yours. Adding the finishing touches, you placed the paste that had been mixed purposefully for medical reasons to the side to tend to his other wounds. 
“You should know better than to be so reckless. That’s lo’ak’s job.” You saw him slightly cringe at the other male's name, though he quickly covered it up with a roll from his eyes. 
“I was only helping.” You were displeased with his answer but decided to leave it alone, you ushered him to turn around and when he did his legs that were already open resided along the sides of your body completely boxing you in. It didn’t seem to bother him since he made no effort to fix the current position, though his eyes never met yours; they searched everywhere in the pod but your own. Examining his face you found it hard to get a good look as he purposely kept it turned away from you, with one gentle hand you reached forward and turned his face towards yours. His once gentle eyes now had a tint of sadness in them, they no longer shined brightly like they once did. His eyes were pleading with you but you had no idea what for. 
“I cannot tend to your wounds if you do not look at me.” 
“But there are no wounds on my face.” Sighing you took your thumb lightly grazing the small cut right above his eye, making the male flinch hard. 
“This needs to be closed.” Your fingers and eyes left his attention and very slightly you heard the male release a breath that he had probably unknowingly been holding. Carefully you retrieved a needle and some thread that had been hand crafted by the tsahik herself, shifting your weight you raised yourself up on your knees to access the wound better on his face not realizing how close you actually were to him. 
“This is going to hurt a little.” Cautiously you pierced his skin with the needle before quickly threading the string inside. The male yelped quietly at the sudden sharp feeling not realizing that his hands had taken a hold of your waist gripping them hard as your fingers carefully closed the wound. The stronghold of his hands around you made your stomach flutter, it made you dizzy, hot, but you had to shake it off if you wanted to properly fix him up. After a few more pulls you finally finished closing the wound and snapping the thread with your teeth. 
“All done.” You announced, though his hands never lost their grip on your waist. His eyes remained closed while he seemed as if he was trying to control his breathing. Slowly you sat down resting your bottom on your calves, you searched his face. His eyes had been squeezed shut almost as if he was scared to open them. 
“Neteyam? You are done. You can leave now if you want to.” You waited a few more seconds for a response but received nothing, though he did remove you from his grip. You silently started to clean things up around you, placing your materials back in the small bowl where they belonged. 
“Are you happy?” His question threw you off a little, his eyes now open and fully closed in on you. The confusion in your face told him that you didn’t understand his question fully, with a frustrated sigh he continued.
“With him. Does he make you happy?” Now you understood what he was talking about. 
“Yes. Yes he does.” You simply answered. 
“More than me?” Now you were confused again. Where was this coming from? The two boys had always made you equally as happy.
 Or so you thought. 
“Neteyam-“ 
“Just answer the question—please.” He sounded desperate. So desperate. 
You opened your mouth to speak but was quickly interrupted by someone entering the healing pod. There stood a puzzled lo’ak sharing looks of confusion between the two of you. He wasn’t confused about what you two were doing because it was as clear as day, he was confused about the closeness of you two. You had finished your patchwork on him a while ago yet you never moved away from him, your chest nearly touching his. 
But, he trusted his brother so he paid it no mind. 
“Dad wanted me to come check on you. Mom said you got into a nasty fight earlier.” All Neteyam gave was a nod of confirmation before standing careful not to knock you over in the process. He gave you a silent “thank you” before retrieving to the door, lo’ak however being the persistent person he is, he stopped his brother on his tracks by grabbing his arm. 
“Bro, you alright? We can go back and kick their asses of you wan-“ 
“I’m fine.” His voice was sharp. So sharp it caused the tension in the room to be so thick, it made the air feel hard to breathe. 
“I’m already in enough trouble.” With a strong pull he removed his arm from his brother's hold, stomping his way out of the pod, his braid swinging aggressively with each step. 
Lo’ak watched his brother storm off, immediately making a mental note to get whatever that was bothering him out. Lo’ak knew his brother rarely ever shared his emotions and problems, always ruling that he was “okay” but that never was the case. Though this time, whatever it was he did not want his brother knowing. Which made lo’ak even more curious and determined to find out.  
Getting out of his head, lo’ak made quick steps towards you quickly bending down to help you carefully taking the materials you were cleaning out of your hands. 
“Lo’ak I can do it.” He ignored you as he continued to clean up the mess, surprisingly putting things back where they belonged in the pod. 
“I told my father.” Your breath hitched, luckily he didn’t hear it as his back remained turned to you as he continued to sort out the materials back in place. 
“a-and?” You asked quietly, your heart was pounding, pounding so hard you were afraid it might actually pop out of your chest. His movements stopped and so did your breathing. 
What did he say? Did he not approve? Were you going to be shamed for doing such a thing? 
“He wants to have a ceremony. For us. To let the clan know that we are to be mated.” He was looking at you now. The smile on his face shines brightly as he spoke the news to you. You however, felt sick. So sick. Were you happy about it? You wanted to be. But for some reason you felt what was happening was wrong. 
“He is going to ask tonowari tomorrow for the arrangement. And then after that—“ He paused to softly pull you in his arms, his arms securely wrapping around your waist. 
“We have the ceremony and we will be mated for life…Just you and me.” He whispered. 
“yeah…for life.” Your voice quivered while you quickly blinked away the tears that made your vision blurry.  You felt like crying—no you wanted to cry. You thought you wanted this but now that it’s all coming together, you were afraid. Deathly afraid. And that’s when you realized the truth. 
You didn’t want this. 
You didn’t want him. 
But, you couldn’t tell him that. 
“I can’t wait. Everything is going to be so much better…I promise.” His words sounded so soothing. It was becoming too painful to keep hearing them. This was going to hurt not only you but him.
“Me either.” You wrapped your arms around him hugging him as to what he took as a sign of happiness but in reality you were doing it as an apology. 
This was going to hurt like hell and you knew it.
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THISSSSS!!!!
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Spider had every right to save quartich??? Naur I swear if I was loak I'd bitchslap that mf back to earth if I found out smh I mean his name is literally spider which means his ass gon be stepped on come avatar 3 🤭
No but hear me out on this:
Spider basically lived with the Sullys for fifteen whole years. Fifteen years!! He spent almost every day with them, he was there on almost every major event in their lives. His whole childhood was with them! When they got captured, he tried to protect Kiri the same way Lo‘ak did- like she’s his own blood. He was even the last to lower his bow because he was so ready to fight some 10ft tall recoms in order to protect Kiri, Lo‘ak and Tuk.
And yet nobody cared when he was captured himself. I know it would be a risk for the Sullys to get him back but did they even consider it for one second?? The enemie took him and all Jake said was oh well he’s tough, he’ll make it. That kid just protected Kiri from getting shot! Would he have said that about any of his other kids too if they got captured by Quaritch ? He certainly didn’t, later in the movie.
Spider spent so long in 'captivity', living with Quaritch and the RDA, he got tortured for information yet he never told them anything. He even risked the live of some random villagers instead of just telling Quaritch what he knows about Jake and his location.
Spider was gone for months at this point and again, nobody seemed to care. Nobody was even talking about him for more than one minute, wondering if he was even still alive. And I bet you he was thinking about the Sullys every second of the day…
And even after everything that happened, Spider didn’t hesitate for one moment to get back on the ship to help Jake find his daughters. He was ready to die for Kiri when Neytiri had her knife on his chest, all he said was don’t hurt her and never don’t hurt me. He didn’t even care about himself.
Spider loves the Sullys with his whole heart, yet they treated him like some insect. He grew up with them and Jake called him a stray cat, he really didn’t deserve this. That boy is just looking for some love, for a family, because that’s what’s missing in his life. Children instinctively search for parental figures if they don’t have them in their live and that’s what he did with the Sullys. They were his family even if they didn’t consider him a part of them.
All in all, Spider simply has huge daddy issues. He’s looking for something that represents a family, a father, because he never had one of his own. He sees the Sully family right in front of his eyes and probably knows he can never be one of them like he really wants to be. And then someone shows up that actually shares his dna, someone that could be considered a father. Quaritch isn’t the best man and Spider knows that, he knows that he’s the enemy, but he sees something good in him because he sees someone that’s trying to be good for him. Quaritch always made sure Spider was okay, he made sure nobody hurt him again and that he was taken care of- something we never saw Jake do. Even when Quaritch got so close to fulfilling his only goal and held one of Jakes kids hostage, he willingly let her go because he didn’t want Neytiri to hurt Spider.
Yes, Quaritch isn’t the best dad either and he’s still the bad guy here. But at least he’s trying, at least he shows some effort.
Spider had every right to save Quaritch because he showed him a lot more parental love and protection than Jake ever did.
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ah thank you babes for the tag ! @maweysworld 😙
me out vs at home!
when i’m home i live in a hoodie and my hair ALWAYS stays in a bun teehee
tagging anyone ! 🤍
tagged by @blossomingi and @starliightchan
me outside vs me at home
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tagging: @luveuly @seraphicsolitude @stil-yr-sand anyone else who wants to do this [link]
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Hi can I request a Tonowari imagine with his female mate who has just started seeing him and she is a very strong person who keeps everything to herself like her feelings, stresses and worries in general and relies on herself for everything and only trusts herself and over time Tonowari realises this and brings it up with her one day and she gets defensive and angry at him before pushing him away aggressively and leaving him alone in their home. He talks about this with his best friend Jake and he gives him some advice as Neytiri is similar to Tonowari’s mate and the next day his mate comes home going straight to cook for them both he gets up sitting in front of her taking her hands in his trying a softer approach this time instead of getting irritated like last time, letting her know that he knows she has depended on herself for long but that she can trust him too and talk to him about anything. She eventually opens up to him with much difficulty but he doesn’t rush her just says soothing words whilst she lays in his lap softly running his fingers through her hair and on her face before they both move to cuddle each other face to face where they both fall asleep happy that they are closer than ever? Thanks 😊
sorry for the long wait! life has been chewing me up! thank you for waiting though 🥺
here’s your request 🤍
some love from me to you 💞
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confide in me ~ tonowari
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╰┈➤ “ Hi can I request a Tonowari imagine with his female mate who has just started seeing him and she is a very strong person who keeps everything to herself like her feelings, stresses and worries in general and relies on herself for everything and only trusts herself and over time Tonowari realises this and brings it up with her one day and she gets defensive and angry at him before pushing him away aggressively and leaving him alone in their home. He talks about this with his best friend Jake and he gives him some advice as Neytiri is similar to Tonowari’s mate and the next day his mate comes home going straight to cook for them both he gets up sitting in front of her taking her hands in his trying a softer approach this time instead of getting irritated like last time, letting her know that he knows she has depended on herself for long but that she can trust him too and talk to him about anything. She eventually opens up to him with much difficulty but he doesn’t rush her just says soothing words whilst she lays in his lap softly running his fingers through her hair and on her face before they both move to cuddle each other face to face where they both fall asleep happy that they are closer than ever? Thanks 😊 “
: ̗̀➛ genre: fluff ! slight angst (not too much, it's mainly fluff)
: ̗̀➛ pairing: tonowari x metikaynia!reader
: ̗̀➛ word count: 1.5k 
: ̗̀➛ warnings: none! 
: ̗̀➛ notes: tsireya and ao'nung don't exist in this ! I mean bc he's w/ you and not ronal duh? lol i felt like this one sucked so i do apologize in advance, i haven’t been in a writing mood lately 😭 but i did my best and i still hope you all enjoy 🥺
also i threw a little surprise in there just because I felt like it *wink, wink*
annnnnnnd no proof read, imma probably hire someone to do that for me as much as i don’t do it 😂
tìywan - love 
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“My brother, I do not know what to do. She will not talk to me.” 
Tonowari was desperate. Something was bothering you and tonowari could sense it. But, the way you were built, it wasn’t in you to confide in someone so easily. Not even your own mate. It wasn’t that you didn’t trust him, you trusted him with your whole life. You were just never one to speak your feelings and instead keep them to yourself as you deemed it better that way. 
He hated that. 
He wanted to help you. Help you the way you help him when he feels less of a leader of his clan, you help bring back that spark and stride in him but it seems unfair to him when he can’t do the same for you.
He had turned to his last and only hope. Jake Sully. He had only arrived a few months ago with his family seeking security, and his family had fit right in as quickly as they arrived. At first, tonowari assumed this was your issue. Maybe you weren’t comfortable with the sully’s as much as he was just yet. But, when he saw the wide smile on your face as you helped his children learn how to weave picking baskets, that was quickly scratched out as the potential problem. 
“Ease your way into talking to her. Catch her when she’s in her calmest state. She’ll most likely be more vulnerable to speak her mind to you.” Tonowari raised an eyebrow at his friend's suggestion. You were always calm. How would he know when you’re at your calmest when being calm is your whole personality. He cringed at the thought of asking you last time. The anger that you held was new to him. He had felt as if he did something wrong. Your voice was so different. So—mean. 
“I do not want to speak about it tonowari!” 
“I am your mate, you are supposed to trust me! I only want to help you!” 
Your head whipped around towards him, your nose flaring in anger. The sparkle in your eyes he had loved so much is now gone and replaced with fire. 
“I do not need your help. I am fine on my own.” 
Tonowari wasn’t accepting that as an answer though. He stood on his word, never a man to back down. 
“You do not have wants when we are promised to each other. Ewya brought us together because she knew we bring out the best of each other. If you do refuse my help you will be going against the gift of Ewy-“ 
“Enough!” Your voice boomed. Tonowari froze. He had never heard your voice in such an aggressive tone. You were upset. 
He had made you upset. Biting his lip he contemplated if he had pushed you too far. Whatever he has done so quickly, he regretted just as fast. His hands reached out for you only for you to jerk away from him, a pain ripping its way in his chest at your actions. 
“I do not wish to speak with you about it anymore. Leave it alone.” Your tone so cold. So low. You walked past him leaving him stunned and confused as to what he did wrong. 
Maybe it was him? 
Maybe he did push you too far. 
With a puff of air from his nose he nodded his head to show he understood what he must do. 
“I will try. But it may not go well Jake sully.” Jake laughed in response, placing a hand on tonowari’s shoulder giving it a reassuring squeeze. 
“Well if it doesn’t, I have room in my pod for you to sleep in.” 
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Night time had fallen and there was nothing but silence filled between you and tonowari. Your back turned towards him as you roasted tonight’s dinner on the fire pit mounted in the middle of your pod, twisting and turning your dinner you inspected it ignoring the way you felt your mate’s eyes on you. You weren’t looking but you could definitely tell he wanted to ask you something, so with a sigh you placed your dinner down and spoke gently to him. 
“What is on your mind my love?” 
Your sudden soft voice broke him out of some trance he was in. Turning your body you peered at him over your shoulder, he sat against the wall, legs crossed and arms folded. His hair out of his usual bun draping over his shoulders, he looked majestic. Strong. He looked like the great leader he was of the clan. The only thing different was the scowl he wore on his face. Whatever was on his mind was killing him to tell or ask you. Without hesitation you stood up and strided towards him, his eyes never leaving your as you did so. Softly you took his face in your hands smiling gently towards him. Slowly you leaned down and placed a tender kiss on his forehead, smiling when you heard the breath he probably had been holding for a while now. 
“Tell me what is wrong wari.” 
Like the many times you had done before, you rendered him speechless. You never ceased to amaze him with your beauty or your kindness. That’s why when you were anger with him it left him in a daze, and quite frankly he was still recovering from it. He desperately wanted to ask you again but afraid it may spark up another fight, so he bit the inside of his cheek to refrain. 
“Nothing. Nothing at all my tìyawn.” He tried his best to crack a smile to you but he knew you weren’t going to but it. 
And he was right. Your face quickly turned into a look of disapproval. His stomach churned at this, he had said something wrong yet again. His ears lowered and pulled back cowering away from you, your hands in an instant brushed and rubbed them tenderly showing a sign of comfort to him. Something you had always done when he felt like this. 
“Do not lie Wari. Something is bothering you, you have been staring at me all night. Tell me what are you thinking of?” 
Closing his eyes and thought about what he was going to say, the words of his brother flooding back to his memory. 
“Ease your way into talking to her. Catch her when she’s in her calmest state. She’ll most likely be more vulnerable to speak her mind to you.” 
Slowly opening his eyes again he found your eyes still on his, gazing softly at him patiently waiting for his response. He swallowed what felt like a ball from how hard he swallowed, cleaning his throat trying to ease his nerves. 
“I—I want to know what is bothering you. Or has been. You have not been yourself lately and last time you were so angry I did not want to upset you again.” 
You were silent. Your silence scared him. He wanted to know what you were going to say or what you were going to do. He really didn’t want a replay of the occurrence that happened a few nights ago. What you did next surprised him at the least. You did not hit him. You didn’t yell at him as he expected you, instead you sat down next to him gesturing to him to lay his head down on your lap. Hesitatingly he laid his head down, your fingers immediately finding their ways through his soft curls tenderly scratching his scalp in the process. 
“I actually wanted to apologize to you for that. I should not have acted that way, I knew you were very concerned about me.” He remained silent letting you continue your ramble, closing his eyes as he absorbed the way your fingers tickled his scalp soothingly. 
“I had been feeling ill for a while and i went to speak with our tsahik—“ Your  fingers paused their motions causing tonowari eyes to pry open, turning his head to face up to you, you smiled down at him. 
“Tsahik said that Ewya has blessed us with a great gift.” 
Tonowari blinked slowly as he tried to process your words. 
Feeling ill? One blink. 
Getting angry so easily? Two blinks. 
Ewya has given you two a gift? Three blinks. 
In a instant tonowari kneeled rather quickly in front of you, his hands cupping your face. He looked frantically at you, hopelessly looking for a sign that you were joking with him. Only the smile on your face that has widened told him otherwise. Quickly he reeled you in for a bear crushing embrace peppering kisses to the side of your skull in the process. 
“Oh thank you Ewya. Thank you. Thank you.”  He repeated over and over again as he covered you in kisses with each word. He rested his forehead against your own soaking in the information you had just relied onto him. 
“My love you had me so worried. I was upset that I had done something wrong.” 
“You did nothing wrong wari. I apologize for my behavior, you do not deserve that.” 
He only hummed in response before pressing another loving kiss to your face. 
“I promise. And please hold me to this. I will be there for you whenever you need me.” He paused, reaching his hand down, gently laying it across your stomach. 
“For our family.”
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hey g, no biggie but just letting u know on ur masterlist, Jakes Again fic is linked to Lo'aks Mistake when u click
But i just went to chapter one thru the second chapter
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ah shit thank you idk how that happened, but it’s fixed now 🤍
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jakegasm · 1 year
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mwah bb ily.
i hope yk i look forward to these rlly makes my day 🥺🤍
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jakegasm · 1 year
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angsty au where lo’ak is insecure and jealous after he sees his best friend, who he calls his person aka reader/oc laughing and giggling with the new clan boys (a’noung+ rotxo+ more boysss) mwah!!
locked and posted babes 🤍
mwah!!
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jakegasm · 1 year
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sour | lo’ak sully
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request ˚୨୧ @loaksbitch ˚୨୧ : angsty au where lo’ak is insecure and jealous after he sees his best friend, who he calls his person aka reader/oc laughing and giggling with the new clan boys (a’noung+ rotxo+ more boysss)
Genre: angst
Word count: 1.9k
Pairings: lo’ak sully x omaticya!reader
Warnings: swear words
notes: after 3746499 years i have finally fulfilled your request, ya girl been busy with school and work so forgive me 😭 i hope this does your angsty heart justice mwah!
p.s. again its not proofread but when is my stuff ever? lol
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It had been a few months since the sully’s departure from their homeland. A few family members found their adaptation to the waters easy while others found it difficult. And by others, it was lo’ak. It wasn’t the fact that he couldn’t learn how to become one with the water, he never really felt like he fit in. As much as it pained him to leave his home he had also hoped that maybe he could find his place here in Awa’atlu, but with his luck, he was sadly mistaken. 
He couldn’t complain too much though. I mean, he had you. You made everything better when you were around. Minus his older brother being the one to scold him and lecture him before their father did, you were always there to save him. He was ecstatic when he learned about you joining them on their departure, your parents granting your wish to be with them. He always made sure you stuck to his side making sure you didn’t stray away too far from him. With a new place and a new home came new people and new problems. You were like his other half, like if something were to happen to you he felt he would actually die, which explains where the protectiveness over you came into play. 
Today was like no other. You had promised tuk you’d take her to see the reef and collect some shells for the plethora of jewelry you two always made, and of course he was tagging along. The three of you walked alongside the shore tuk skipping in front of you while you and lo’ak followed shortly behind giggling at the little one's excitement. It always amused lo’ak at how his younger sibling could be so giddy all the time and as silly as it sounds he sometimes envied her for it. 
“There it is!” tuk squeaked pointing at the large rock that sat just before the sea line, gentle waves crashing against it. Before either of you could say anything she was already off, her little feet ran as fast they could amongst the sand urging the two of you to hurry up as she quickly took her place on the rock. The two of you could only laugh at her excitement, something neither of you would ever get tired of. Carefully lo’ak helped guide you up onto the rock before climbing up the rock himself, thankful for the flat surface the top of the rock had. 
He smiled to himself in endearment while he watched the two of you, you held tuk securely in your arms while she leaned over your lap letting her small hands play with the creatures below her in the water, giggling as some of them suckled lightly on her passing fingers. Your smile reflected hers as one of your own hands joined her own in the water. It was at times like this where lo’ak actually studied you, you were beautiful to him nonetheless of course right after his mother but you…you were so ethereal to him. The way your freshly braided hair cascaded down your back and over your shoulders where jewels and beads were painted within them, how your skin shines so brightly even in the darkest moments you were glowing, and your smile. Your smile was something he was selfish over. Your smile was something he’d keep in his pocket forever, not daring to let someone else see it. Your smile had a hold on him that not even he could understand but what he did understand is that he never wanted to stop watching you smile. Your voice snapped him back into reality, his admiration never letting down. His eyes stared curiously into yours before wandering to tuk who also held the same expression you did. 
“Did you say something?” He finally asked. 
“I asked if you were ready to go. Tuk still wants to find things for our bracelets.” He blinked rapidly trying to bring himself back down into reality nodding his head as a response while he stood up alongside you and tuk. The three of you made it back down safely tuk linked her hand with yours lacing your fingers together as she swung them. 
 “Did you see the way he was looking at you? He has goo-goo eyes!” Tuk giggled earning a giggle from you as well. Her brother ony rolled his eyes at her ignoring her usual teasing. 
“He was staring at you so hard he started to drool!” 
“Alright that’s enough tuk.” Lo’ak warned her by shooting her a threatening gaze to not say any more than what she was saying, fearful that she might tell his secret, but unfortunately for him his gaze was not enough to stop her. 
“Lo’ak likes you!” The three of you stopped you and lo’ak held the same expression of shock but tuk’s beaming smile never left her face. 
“You little shit!” Lo’ak yelled before taking off after tuk who had already started running her laughter ringing through the air. Your hand clasped on your mouth while you tried to seal the laugh that leaked from your lips, watching as he finally caught her spinning her around before hoisting her up on his shoulder. Shaking your head you jogged to catch up with them, your smile never leaving your face. Your hands softly linked themselves around his arm sending his body into a full blaze. 
“Come. Let’s go before it gets dark.” 
And with that he lets you guide them to your next destination, never not once taking his eyes off of you. 
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The next day was different though, somehow he let you out of his sight for too long. 
He cursed at himself for letting tuk distract him so long with her breathing lessons, there was tsireya for that, he thought. He wandered the beach rather in a rush, his only goal was to find you and bring you back to safety. With him. Only him. Yes, it was selfish but he could honestly care less. He stopped dead in his tracks when he heard giggling but it wasn’t any giggling, it was your giggling. He felt what felt like flames immediately spread from his stomach to his chest, he stomped forward to the scene, his nose flaring in irritation. You were walking along the beach when a’noung and roxto approached you, sparking up a small conversation. You were laughing at something stupid roxto had mentioned before you were being pulled into a hard chest. 
“Back off fish lips.” Lo’ak was fuming. And you could hear it in his voice. Mentally you rolled your eyes since you knew you were going to have to find a way to calm him down after this. A’noung only half smiled and threw his hands up in a surrender stance, roxto following his actions except the male snickered both of them slowly backing away. 
“Relax. We were just keeping her company.” Both males gave you one last glance, roxto turning to leave before a’noung. 
“I’ll see you around.” He winked at you smiling before turning to join his friend, you were shocked at the gesture making your body heat up a little. Lo’ak huffed at this before dragging you along the beach ignoring your pleas and questions behind him. You couldn’t understand what had got him so worked up, you truly didn’t understand him either at times though you and his mother were the only ones who knew him from deep within, yet at times like this he rendered you confused, and speechless. 
“Lo’ak, enough!” You abruptly stopped attempting to snatch your arm away from his death grip with little to no avail. 
“What is wrong with you!” He held a dumbfounded look towards you before it quickly turned back into anger. 
“Me? What’s wrong with me?! You’re the one flirting it up with fish lips!” 
“He said something funny, am I not allowed to laugh at his jokes? And we were not flirting lo’ak.”
“No, you’re not!” 
His response threw you off. Yes, of course, he was very over-protective at times but this? This was a whole new level for him. You had always known lo’ak to be the jealous type, extra protective over things and people that he deeply and truly cherished. Yet this anger he was radiating toward you made you feel somewhat small. 
“No? Lo’ak I am not your property. I can laugh and talk to whoever I want.” You were standing your ground despite the scowling look he presented to you. It felt like he was burning holes through your body, looking straight through you. If looks could kill, you would’ve been dead by now. 
“I don’t care about you talking to other people. I care when those people are fish lips one and two.” He seethed putting extra emphasis on the word “people”. 
“Lo’ak…listen.” Your voice was soft now, you knew better than anyone that you were for sure not winning this argument with him. Gently you guided him to the sandy ground signaling for him to sit close to you, yet he refused. You scrunched your forehead in confusion but decided to let it go knowing his stubbornness had taken over. 
“I understand you do not like a’noung and roxto but I am allowed to speak with them on my own terms.” 
“Are you serious? Like…are you being dead ass right now?” The new language he spoke sent you into confusion, must’ve been a human phrase he had learned from his father. 
“Lo’ak I—I don’t understand. A’noung and Roxto are my fri-“
“Friends?” Lo’ak head shot up towards you, his anger even more evident on his face. In a quick motion lo’ak was on his feet his hands balled up at his sides. 
“You’re friends with those assholes? Especially after—god they treated us like shit when we first got here and now you’re friends with them?” Lo’ak’s mind was racing. He couldn’t even begin to fit the pieces of the puzzle. 
“How—how could you betray me like that?” His voice was low, his anger now completely covered in hurt. How could you forgive them so easily? They made your lives a living hell for the past couple of months, hell they even left lo’ak for dead at one point. And here you are becoming friends with them? 
“What? Lo’ak—“
“They left me alone beyond the reef! I could’ve died out there! And while I was out there you were—“
“But you did not lo’ak! You are here! I am talking to you! A’noung and roxto have sincerely apologized to you, even to your family! We all have forgiven them and you need to do the same and move on!”  You were frustrated. No. Irritated. It was at times like this where you felt like you were scolding tuk for misbehaving. 
“Fine.” He finally responded after having a heated stare down with you. You caught a glimpse of his eyes glistening and the slight bit of his lightly trembling lip, trembling so lightly that if you blinked you would’ve missed it. Turning on his heel he briskly started to walk away. 
Great. Now you’re the bad guy. 
“Lo’ak wait! Where are you going?”  You called out for him but was ignored as he got further and further away from you. Rolling your eyes you quickly caught up to him grabbing a hold of his arm only for him to snatch it away aggressively from your hold. You couldn’t lie. The gesture hurt you a bit. Lo’ak never yanked away from you like that, even when he was in the pissiest of moods. 
“I’m doing what you told me to do. Moving on.”  He didn’t even spare you a glance before walking away from you completely. You stood there in complete silence watching as his figure grew farther and farther away until you could no longer see him.
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again forgive me for taking so long with this, my life has been crazy. and to those who sent request I see you babes and I didn't forget about you I'm just taking It slow rn. <3
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jakegasm · 1 year
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just wanted to post something to say that i am alive and— well i’m barely alive. school and work has been kicking my ass lately so there’s that reason for the lack of content 😭 BUT never fear i do have some post in the making ! just pls be more patient with me while i get my life together 🫠
much love !! 🤍🤍
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jakegasm · 1 year
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Pls pls tell me you’re gonna write more Jake fanfics because GODDAMN!
of course! my name isn’t jakegasm for no reason 😙
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