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jakeysbuttsheeks · 3 months
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I JUST HAD A HORRIBLE JAKE SMUT IDEA AND I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF EXAMS AND OTHER SHIT SO I DON'T KNOW WHEN I'LL WRITE IT BUT OH MY GOD
And i stil need to finish Godfather help
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jakeysbuttsheeks · 3 months
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So uhhhh….. you got anymore of that Godfather. I could really use some of that….
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Sorry, I have a warped sense of humor! But seriously, hope you are doing well! Can’t wait for the update, Godfather has me in its clutches!
I apologise for no recent updates. I've been so busy with stuff that I haven't even had the time to think of what I'd write in the next part. Smut is all that comes to mind so I guess that's what we're having lol
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jakeysbuttsheeks · 3 months
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reading godfather (chapter 9) listening to older by Isabel LaRosa goes CRAZY 😭
Omg heveuevdueebdijdjdhdudbdhdudhhdhe jjeehe
think I need someone OLDER
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jakeysbuttsheeks · 3 months
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A lil teaser for the next part of Godfather coming soon
18+ mdni
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jakeysbuttsheeks · 3 months
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PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE IM DESPERATE FOR JAKE SMUT FOR GODFATHER ‼️‼️💯💯❤️❤️❤️
I'm kinda having writer's block but I'm definitely working on it ❤️ xxx
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jakeysbuttsheeks · 3 months
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Godfather 1x
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Warnings: profanity, age gap , daddy kink , mature themes , sexual content , sex , fingering , piercing play , thigh riding , oral sex , typos , grammatical mistakes , other shit
Parings: Jake x fem reader
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Previous part
You woke up tucked tightly under Jake's arm as he lay next to you. You could tell he was going to have one hell of a hangover. But his eyes looks so innocent while he slept , his lips pursed open with small snores breathing out , his hair a fanned out mess on his cheek and the pillows. He smelt extensively of alcohol and cigarettes and his shampoo and a slight dash of his perfume.
You thought of last night and the way he said all those things with that look in his eyes. And the way he kissed you and cuddled you to bed. You wished he did more but obviously he was too drunk to stay awake any longer. You hoped he meant what he said last night and that it wasn't the alcohol talking shit.
But you remembered what he said "the alcohol just gives me confidence. It doesn't make up the words for me" it replays in your head. You hoped he meant it and didn't want up and ask you to forget it ever happened again.
You wanted to lean in and kiss him and cuddle into him before he work up , just in case . but you didn't want to wake him up , he needed to rest , plus you were late for work. You lay there staring for a good few minutes before you tried to get out from his hold, making you making him shuffle slightly but he still didn't wake up .
You decide to make breakfast instead of Jake for a change. Plus Jake would probably be too hungover to do it anyway.
You were in the kitchen, halfway through making breakfast when you heard Jake's phone ringing from his room.
"fuck- what?" Jake hisses from his wopping headache as he answers the phone.
"where the fuck are you ? We have a pomo today" Sam barks over the phone.
"shit" Jake groans as he sits himself up and holds the phone away from his ear to look at the time.
"I'll be there" Jake says before hanging up and getting out of bed , walking over to his bathroom where he noticed the half smoked cigarette and empty glass of water from last night on his sink counter and it immediately hit him.
He recollected every word from what happened last night, up unto when the two of you got into bed. For a second he wondered if it was a dream. But the cigarette and the glass on the counter was proof.
He brushed his teeth and dressed up for work as fast as he could, coming out of his room to find you , wondering why he woke up to an empty bed if you fell asleep with him.
"Jake finally" your eyes light up when you see him as he approached you by the stove.
"i was getting worried. We're late for work. How are you feeling?" you say, looking at him slightly concerned, he didn't seem to be worried about what you were saying though , his eyes looked around the kitchen with a small amused smile on his face .
"what are you doing in my kitchen?" He asks in a sneaky tone, a smirk curled over the corner of his mouth as he closed in on you , his eyes fixed to your lips.
"making breakfast?" You answer as your cheeks turned red as you fought the urge to stare back at his perfect heart shaped lips.
"i made you coffee too. For your hangover" you say , pouting out your lip slightly to make sure he couldn't miss a chance to kiss you , he inched closer to you and held your hips. You caught onto how he smelt fresh now , his perfume and toothpaste.
"aren't you a doll-" Jake cuts himself off as he tilts his head and presses his lips into yours .You feel your stomach flip as you fall against him and giggle into the kiss , wrapping your arms around his neck to purely enjoy the feeling of his lips against yours.
It felt different from last night's kiss. Last night's kiss felt like a dream , like a fiction you'd made up or some delusional daydream. But this one felt so real. It felt familiar, like you've kissed his lips a thousand times. You did , but only in your dreams. You couldn't believe this kiss was not some painfully realistic dream , and that it was infact actually happening.
"I'm sorry about last night" Jake breaks the kiss and parts from you . His words making your heart drop to the floor and shatter , tears almost fought their way. Sorry? What was he sorry about ?
"sorry?- wh-?" you barely speak in confusion.
"about the puking" Jake elaborates as he serves out some of the pasta you'd made into a bowl and you feel the biggest relief as you sigh and break into a smile.
"I meant everything I said last night. I was talking about me being drunk off my ass" Jake adds , noticing your relief . Your cheeks flushed red.
"I'm just glad you got home safe. I've seen you worse back when you and Josh used to hang out with dad" you say as you watch him grab a fork and sit down at the table.
"oh fuck that. I'm too old for that shit now" Jake says, making you laugh.
"coffee" you say as you set down the hot mug next to his bowl.
"you're not eating?" He asks with a full mouth as he grabs your wrist before you walk away.
"i already did" you say as he pulls your arm around his neck , making you wrap your other arm around his neck too and bend down to his level behind him, your ear against his.
"you're not lying to me right?" Jake asks and you turn your face to press your lips against his cheek , the smile never leaving your face.
"no. I ate while I was cooking" you speak with your lips against his cheek , pressing a peck there before standing up straight. You could see the pink tint on Jake's cheeks , but he played it cool.
"I dont want you skipping meals y|n" Jake says as he feeds himself another mouth while you walk to the counter to clear it up.
"im not" you answer.
"good girl" Jake says nonchalantly. It made your kness weak to hear him praise you like that. For a second you stopped what you were doing to imagine what he'd sound like saying that to you in bed while you did your best for him to feel good .
"you ready? Let's go" Jake sits up from the table and puts his bowl in the dishwasher before heading to the fridge to grab water.
You forgot to answer him as you watched his lips pursed out to the mouth of the cold water bottle, thristly drinking it down as his Adams apple bobbed in his stretched out throat. Even his damn fingers looks so pretty just holding the bottle up.
You snap your head away and blink before he noticed you drooling over him .
"yeah let's go were late" you say as you gather your sanity and head to the front door , knowing Jake would follow behind you.
He slipped on his beatup leather boots and grabbed his keys as he left with you , the two of you rushing to the car. But you were suprised when you saw Jake heading to the passager's side of the car as he opened the car with the keys making the car a beep.
"are you letting me drive!?" You gasp in excitement as you watched him open the passangers side door .
"hell no. I'm just opening the door for you" he say and your excitement drops to a annoyed expression as you make your way over to him as he held the door open for you.
You roll your eyes at him as he smiled at you while you got in . He made sure you were fully in before closing the door for you . You were annoyed but you couldn't help the way the butterflies tickled your stomach.
He then got into the car from the driver's side , starting the engine and pulling out of the driveway , his hand finding placement on your knee . You hoped he'd keep it there . And he did. Funny how a few months ago you wished for the exact thing . And now it was happening . It was almost too good to be true .
You reached quicker than expected. Maybe because you were focused on Jake's hand in your upper thigh , genuinely keeping it there to be close to you with his thumb gently caressing the skin. You watched his eyes on the road and his other hand on the steering.
"waitt" Jake rushed as you got out of the car.
"whatt? we're late" You copied his tone as you got out and closed the door , Jake coming up beside you before you could walk in.
His hands came up to cup your face before he closed in and kissed your lips softly . His adoration for you was shown clearly when he kissed you. And it never failed to make your face red and your stomach tickle every single time.
"see you after work" he says as he breaks away , giving you a quick peck on the cheek . You could help but smile widel to yourself as you watched him part away and go inside , catching a glimpse of his ass too. I mean how could you not?
"well well well , look who it is" Josh says as Jake walks in.
"sorry guys. I have a hangover" Jake says as he picks up his guitar case.
"you seem to be awfully pleased about that though- did something happen?" Josh asks sceptically , noticing the excitement that his twin tried to mask the minute he walked in .
"well" Jake sighed , trying to bury his excitement as he looked away , trying hard not to smile but failing miserable. The excitement on his face and the pink tint on his cheeks said everything.
"Jake!? Are you fucking blushing right now?!" Josh gasps in pure shock as he tried to get a better look at his twin.
"yes he is look at his face!" Sam pointed with a laugh.
"fuck off. All of you!" Jake snapped , trying to pretend he wasn't feeling like a giggly teenager who's head over heels with his first love.
"oh my god- what is going on" danny says between the chaos.
"Jake fucked y|n! Jake fu-" Sam yelled , point jake out to to call him out .
"what the fuck-! NO!" Jake reached out to grab Sam but Sam wrestled him .
"don't lie Jake. We can see it all over your face" Josh added.
"no-! NO! No one fucked anyone!" Jake yelled , breaking everyone into silence.
"I just figured everything out with her that's all" Jake explains, letting go of Sam.
"so y'all are a thing now?" Danny asks.
"yeah" Jake felt his excitement creep up again.
"well it was about time. I've had just about enough from the weird tensions between you two" Josh says , going back to what he was doing.
"tell me about it" Jake sighs as he continued to take his guitar out.
You were busy the rest of the day because of Greta's promo. You could wait for the day to just get over so you could go home to Jake.
As soon as you were done to went off to find Jake , finding him with the rest of the band and a few other people about something. But they all seemed to be packing up to leave.
You felt butterflies when you met eyes with Jake , his eyes literally lit up when he saw you.
"heyy" he came up giving you a kiss on the cheek , shocking you slightly because you weren't sure if he'd told anyone yet. But he didn't seem to care. You could feel Axel staring into your soul though.
"Jake let's go I wanna go home" you say , not being able to waste another minute here without being able to throw yourself him.
"why? What's wrong?" He asks , worry immediately taking over him.
"nothing I'm just tried" you grumble.
"cranky are we?" Jake smiles, his hand coming up to ruffle your hair.
"quit it!" You snap and grab his wrist . You'd spent so long getting your hair to look nice just for him and he messes it up.
"alright alright" Jake cooed , patting your hair back down before someone called out for him.
"gimme few minutes 'kay?" He says before quickly walking to them.
"y|nn!" Sam exclaims as he approached you give you a hug.
"hi Sammy" you smile as he breaks the hug.
"so Jake told us the news" he says , giving your shoulder a slight nudge with his own shoulder, making you feel like all your clothes had been taken off and you were standing there naked and exposed.
"oh- yeah" you shy away , looking over at Jake intently taking to someone.
"I'm happy for you two. We all are. Y'all are good together" Sam reassures with a pat on your back.
"really?" You smile widely and looking at him. He gives you a nod and another pat on the back.
"thank you Sammy" you look up at him with a thankful gaze .
"wanna stop by and get something for dinner?" Jake asks as he walks with you to the car , finally on the way to go home.
"why?" You ask.
"you know, just to celebrate. I don't wanna eat leftovers" Jake says as he pulls out his keys and unlocks the car.
"celebrate what?" You ask.
"us-?" Jake sighs in frustration , turning to look at you.
"are you not happy y|n? Cuz you've been acting weird. you can tell me" Jake says , seriousness in his face.
"what- Jake no. I'm happy" you shake your head.
"then why are you-" he stops himself and sighs. He looked at the floor and you could tell he was overthinking. Little did he know , you wanted to be with him more than anything. And being apart from him was what made you cranky. You were being a child, but you couldn't help it.
You raised yourself on your toes and met his lips with yours to make him stop overthinking , and also to nonverbally apologise for how you were acting.
He caught your hips and melted into the kiss as you backed up against his car , pulling him with you with your grip on the collar of his tshirt.
"you're stupid" you break the kiss to pepper kissed from his chin and up his jaw to his ear.
"been getting that alot recently" he says. You can sense the stress from his tone.
"I just don't want to mess this up" he says , the weight of his words were heavy . It makes your heart burn , but you were determined to make him feel better.
"i missed you. Today was a long day" you say , kissing his neck .
"is that why you're cranky?" He realises, his voice showing his mood was better instantly now that he understood.
"yeah" you breathe against his neck , his eyes rolled back and he let out a slight gasp as you sucked on his neck. You hoped he understood what you were getting to, and why you wanted to go home so desperately.
"fuckkk" Jake dragged , his knees almost buckling when he felt your tongue drag up on a spot on his neck , the metal piercing on your tongue ceasing to the feeling.
"baby-" he squeezed your hips tighter involuntary as you continued to purse your lips against his tanned skin and suck on it , trying hard to ignore the tent building in his pants.
"let's go home jakey" you break away from him , leaving him panting slightly and blushing at the way you said his name as you got into the car.
"fuck" Jake winced at the painful boner he had and got into the driver's seat , sweat coating his delicious skin already as his heart rate spiked up.
He pulled out of the drive way before he placed his hand on your thigh , you put your hand over his and melted into the feeling of his touch , involuntarily spreading your legs apart on the seat.
Your head was foggy with all the sinful thoughts of Jake you'd been having throughout the day. And now it was like some demonic entity that'd washed over you.
You moved his hand further up your thigh , making him look at you for a second before turning back on the road.
"I'm driving baby" he says as he swallows, his Adams apple bobbing in his throat as you admired his side profile.
"please-" you barely whisper as you slid down the seat slightly , restless taking over you , your panties soaked through.
"shit" he muttered under his breath as he tried to gather his sanity, at least still the two of you got home.
But you couldn't wait for that. You pulled his hand under your skirt , between your legs and he looked at you with blown out lust filled eyes.
"Jesus you couldn't wait at all huh?" Jake asks as he decided to tend to you need , brushing his fingers against your clothes heat. The pleading look you gave him was enough to get him to do anything for you.
"i have been waiting. Since yesterday but you were too drunk. And in the morning you were asleep and we were late. And the whole of today too" you complain and he smirks, his eyes on the road.
"aw man. Been so patient haven't you?" Jake chuckles, his voice seductive and deep, his palm and fingers hot and spread out on your inner thigh as his pinky barely grazes at your aching core , making your eyebrows knit together and your breath get faster.
"fuc- yeah" you answer as you rut your hips up involuntary, the seatbelt restricting you , you could almost feel a puddle of wetness under you.
"poor thing" he mumbles , his eyes shifting between you and the road as he multi tasks between driving and teasing you.
You moan at his words. At this point you'd completely lost yourself. You felt high . High on Jake and everything about him.
He sympathised over you and allowed himself to use his middle finger to rub a gentle circle on your folds through your panties.
"The fuc- you're soaked!" Jake's eyes widened at the feeling of your panties being a complete mush of wetness. You had to be ovulating or something , you were absolutely feral just at the sight of him .
You thrusted your hips up again , gripping his wrist to keep his hand between your legs , your other hand grabbing at whatever else you could.
"shit!" Jake curses as he almost hits someone on the road , distracted by you. You didn't really seemed to care. If you had to die just to have Jake , you would.
"patience till we get home baby. We're almost there. Hang on for me yeah?" Jake coaxes , his focus now on getting you home safely more than anything.
"alright" you sigh when you realise he was being serious. You release your grip on his wrist , allowing him to use both hands on the wheel as he drove fast and careful.
You couldn't keep your eyes off him. Watching him skilfully handle the engine, his eyes focused on the road , his cheeks still slightly pink and semi hard bulge in his pants. Not to mention his beautiful side profile that has been outlined every now and then from the passing vehicles and streetlights. You had your eyes locked onto him.
He finally pulled into the drive way , you had already thrown off your seat belt and lunged the door open , Jake followed behind you into the house .
"you smell pretty" Jake's voice vibrates as he stood behind you while you unlocked the door , his hands on your hips.
Once he heard the door click open he spun you around to face him before picking you up by your waist like you weighed nothing, making you let out a small squeal before his lips caught yours in a desperate frenzy , carrying you into the house with your legs around him.
"bedroom?" He mumbles as you open your mouth wider for his tongue. You moaned at the feeling of his strong muscle fighting yours in your mouth and playing with the metal on your tongue. The kiss was all teeth and tongue.
You forgot to answer him , lost in the feeling of his mouth against yours as he pressed you against the nearest wall to hold you up. You went feral and sucked on his tongue , making him let out a low moan of amusement as he pulled away to look at you.
"bedroom?" He asks again , breathing heavily. The kiss had taken the breath away from the both of you.
"yes please" you answer , your eyes screaming desperation.
He wasted no time carrying you to his bedroom, dropping you on the bed with his body crawling over yours, but you immediately sat up and flipped him over . Switching positions to have him seated on the edge of the bed while you straddling his lap.
He latched his mouth to your neck this time , kissing you in the same spot you kissed him before , being sure to return the favour as his hands held your waist securely.
You whine as he sucked with his teeth , causing a sharp sting before running his tongue over and kissing the area.
As much as you wanted him to go on forever, you wanted more. You part from him slightly to pull your top over your head , his eyes widened, not expecting you to strip so suddenly.
You wore a padded pink bra under , letting your boobs spill out just enough for Jake to go mad. He tried his best to stare with respect but that was far from possible.
You moved further up on his lap , straddling over his crotch so his face was almost stuffed into your chest but he moved back and looked up at you , silently asking for permission.
You reach back and unclasped your bra , letting the straps slide down your arms before throwing it away . You saw Jake close his eyes for a second and gulp , trying to keep his sanity.
But you didn't want anything sane from him. You wanted him to ruin you like how you imagined he would. You always knew he was good at it. You heard from alot of people that he had a talent for pleasing women. How he would leave them ruined and fucked out and desperate for more. And all you could do was imagine what it was like. Until now.
"off" you mutter as You pulled his t-shirt over his head desperately. You just needed him as close as possible. You could crawl into his skin if you could. You threw the t-shirt away and stared down at his bare chest . Your hand ran all over his bare upper half as you arched , allow your tits to be pressed flush against his chest and your heat against his crotch .
His hands held your waist , his cheeks getting pink and his erection undeniably evident, completely simp for the way you so desperately wanted him .
You adjusted yourself on his lap , shifting to sit on his thigh and whimperd by his ear as your heat met contact with the stiff muscle of his thigh .
"needy little thing aren't you?" Jake whispered by your ear in a serious but teasing tone.
"please-" you whine , trying your hardest to keep to your senses . Your body burning with desperation and desire . You felt you might die if Jake didn't touch you this instant.
His fingers dug into you as you began to grind down onto his thigh , small pants leaving the both of you and his hot breath right by your ear .
"jake- please-please-" You practically sob out , your legs getting tired but your desperation was on fire.
"shhh alright alright" Jake pitied your desperation as he grabs your waist and holds you firm on his thigh. You throw your head back as Jake takes the lead and guides you , gripping your waist and moving you swiftly back and forth on his deliciously thick thigh .
You let out a wail as he started bouncing his ankle off the floor , making you bounce on his thigh while pressing you down on it with his firm grip on your hips. He parts from you slightly to watch your tits bouncing, his lips latching around one as you arched , throwing your head back , digging your fingers into his shoulders.
He was scared you'd lose your balance and fall back so he snaked a hand up your back and cradled you while bouncing you and grinding you against his thigh .
"that's it princess" Jake encouraged as you start to moan louder. Your grip on his shoulders were firm and you were lost in the feeling of your release that was approaching.
Jake just kept his movement and whispered small praises at you , Cradling you on his knee while bouncing you on it , coxing you to a release. His face almost copying the same expression you had on your face .
"fuc- ja- please-!" You scream out coherent gibberish as Jake pulled you to your release with his mouth working your nipples, leaving marks all over your neck and chest with his thigh bouncing under you .
Goosebumps cover your skin as you shuddered at the feeling of Jake still bouncing you on his thigh and his tongue flicking over your nipples.
"fi- ers- inside I need- so bad-" you panted as you bounced in his leg with your mouth pressed against Jake's ear and you held onto him for dear life.
"you're not making sense Princess" Jake looked at you sympathetically as he caressed your hair . Your head is spinning at this point but you needed jake or you wouldn't rest .
"Ple- please daddy-" you pant , dropping your forehead against his shoulder. Jake's eyes widened as he slowed his movements , too stunned to focus on what he was doing anymore.
"fingers- please- anything!" you wriggle on his lap because his movements ceased. you caressed him from his waist down to his crotch , outlining his bulge with your fingertips.
"Fucking Christ you're killing me" Jake breathed out as his eyes fluttered shut at the relieving feeling of being touched by you. He held you away from him to look at you , his fingers grazed over your jaw before slipping his middle finger into your mouth . Your half-lidded eyes widen as you suck on his thick finger and swirl your tongue around it hungrily , still lazily riding his thigh.
He flips you over on the bed , causing you to lie on your back with him stradling you , his finger still in your mouth. He slips his finger out and a string of saliva connecting the two of you before it breaks . He drags his finger down your chest and stomach , your legs spread out to welcome his touch.
But he closed your legs again to pull your panties along with your jeans down your thighs and then slowly shimmy it down your legs and feet before tossing it away , your legs swung right open for him again .
"fucking beautiful. I've been wanting this so badly" he mumbles to himself, desperation taking over him as his erection pained him in his pants.
He cups your heat and shoves a finger into you making you choke out a moan and grab the sheets in your fists . He pulls his finger out and circles between your soaked folds , licking his own lips as you wriggle and whimper desperately .
"easy babygirl . Relax" Jake kisses your cheek when he notices how tensed up your body was and the way you'd broken out into a cold sweat .
"easy" Jake soothes , as his finger slows down .it takes everything in you to relax your body and embrace the pleasure of his touch instead of bursting right there like a desperate time bomb. You take deep breaths and squeeze the sheets , focusing on the feeling of his thick finger massaging you with the perfect amount of pressure, like you were something delicate like a porcelain doll.
Your body tenses up again and you shoot up with excitement when Jake crawled down between your legs . Your head falls back as you feel his breath against your throbbing heat . He spreads your folds apart with his index and middle finger, the tip of his tongue barely taking a lick of your arousal.
"s-stop teasing daddy please. I need you" you cry. You sounded pathetic and you didn't even care.
"don't move" he orders before he buried his face into your aching wet folds , causing your back to rise off the bed as you hand bruried into his hair.
He starts eating you out , leaving open mouth kissed against your clit and sucking and lapping at your arousal like a man starved, moaning into your folds with his tongue coming out to lick and tease your sensitive bundle , making your whine and moan out utter gibberish.
You looked down to see his head bobbing into your folds between your legs, with his hair all messed up, sweating coating over his skin. It was the most beautiful thing to see.
It didn't take much for you to get to your release , especially with Jake's skill. But you wanted more. You wanted him inside you , fillling you up till you were stupid.
"cum for me sweetie. There you go" Jake spoke as he parted from your folds , switching to use his fingers on you , running hard tight circles , making you feel giddy.
"fuck fuck fuck!" You gasp and pant in suprise as the band snaps , giving you one of the most powerful orgasms you've ever had. Your legs closed together on his head as you tried to get him to stop. But he held you down on the bed and continued till you were completely spent , your legs trembling with the overstimulation.
Everything was spinning for a second when Jake finally stopped . You felt him come up from between your legs and hover over you, his mouth and chin wet with your arousal , his lips dark pink hi.
"you okay?" Jake spoke. But you didn't know if you could even speak a word of sense anymore. You felt like you'd taken too much esctacy and you couldn't breathe.
Your hand caressed over his bare upperbody before you found the zipper of his jeans , freeing his cock before you began jerking it , making his knees buckle into you and his jaw drop open . He was very sensitive.
You turned him over to lie on the bed again , kissing his lips before leaving a trail of kissed down his chest to his torsore , he propped himself up on his elbows as he watched you go down on him.
"ah- shit y|n wait-" his hand slipped into your hair to grab a fistful but you didn't stop. You didn't stop at all. Your mouth watered at his girth , pink and leaking.
You wasted no time flattening your tongue and licking it from the base to the top on the underside, making sure to let the metal ball from your piercing rub over him . his stomach tensed as his watched you with his eyebrows pinched tightly together.
His hand slipped out of your hand an cupped your face as you began to suck on his tip , swirling your tongue around it making him let out a gutteral moan and throw his head back ,his hair flipping back with it.
You took him in further , loosening your jaw more as you felt his tip hit the back of your throat , you stopped to adjust yourself, your eyes looking up at him intently to capture every small expression.
You held the base of his cock before finally moving up and down , swirling your tongue around his shaft before sinking down on him fully.
"fuck baby that feels-" Jake's voice trembled , his eyes half lidded and lust blown.
"oh! Shit! Fu- god!" Jake jerked up as he began blabbering when you started sucking on him. Sucking your cheeks in tight around his cock , behind sure not to use your teeth and bobbing your head on him.
"stop stop fuck-! I can't!" Jake pulled you off him gently by your hair , his cock slipped out of your mouth with a string of saliva and a lewd pop.
"i won't last if you do that. You feel too good" he panted, his chest heaving as you crawled up to his face.
He turned you on your back as he flipped over you again , his cock rubbing against your stomach making you whine in desperation . Your hands slipped into his hair and pulled a fistful close to his scalp.
"fuck me daddy" you say , crystal clear , looking dead in his eyes.
"yeah?" His breathed fanned over your face as he caressed your waist , going up to your breasts to cup on one , his other hand holding himself up.
"gonna make you feel so good" he whispers out of breathlessness , his thumb toying with your pebbled nipple , making your arousal drip down your thighs.
"you want that?" He asks , leaning into you and pecking at your skin on your cheek, you turn your face to meet his lips but avoids it to tease you , continuing to kiss you behind your ear .
"yeah I want it" you whine , thrusting your hips up against him to catch some feeling.
"how bad?" He asks. He's enjoying watching you so desperate.
"so fucking bad daddy please" you beg , almost like you're throwing a tantrum like a child wanting candy.
"so needy. Such a lil whore" Jake says, loud enough for you to hear. But he wasn't lying.
"only for you Jake" you say , completely honest. You'd never act this way for another man. Ever.
"what happened to 'daddy'?" He asks , giving you a tired toothy smile ,making you roll your eyes and chuckle sheepishly. He laughed with you , leaning down to finally kiss your lips. A gentle honest and loving one , contradicting the way he was he wa going to fuck the shit out off you in a few minutes.
He distracted you with the kiss while his hand slipped between the two of you , lining himself to your hole. You immediately wrapped your legs around his waist to encourage him to keep going.
He obliged , pushing his tip into your hole gently, looking up at your face for a second before looking back down at what he was doing.
"okay?" He asks, halfway in. you nod vigorously and he lunged into you in a second, stretching you out and filling you up. The both of you letting out a gaspy moan at the feeling. He could feel your soaking walls pulsating around him and you could feel him pulsating into you. The feeling almost unreal. Your heart thumping so loud you could almost hear it.
He watched your face for any discomfort as he begins to rut his hips into you. You couldn't help the sounds that came out of you from the feeling of his girth pulling out and filling you up again , only to hit that perfect spot inside you.
You couldn't even keep your eyes open , you were complete putty under him. His damp sweaty hair brushing against your face with each thrust as his breath fell sharply on you.
"god your so perfect- so tight-" Jake rambled, his voice an octave higher. His jaw hanging slack as he let out soft moans only for you to hear.
You on the other hand , were screaming out of your lungs , loud enough for the neighbours to hear. But you couldn't help it. The pleasure was all too much and too little at the same time. You felt you would die with each electric thrust but at the same time you wanted him to keep going till you came.
"harder-" you whine and he listened, his hips violently bouncing into yours , his cock hitting your gsopt rapidly, the bed creaking loudly you thought it might break , but that still wouldn't stop you.
"oh fuck baby-" he whined out at the feeling of your walls tightening around him. His hands were almost giving out from holding himself up at the was he was snapping his hips into you. Your eyes were in the back of your head as you pulled on his hair and bounced under him , descending into complete agony and bliss at the same time.
"oh- OH FUCK!" Jake practically screams as he abruptly stops and jerks forward, his mouth open in a silent scream, making your blink your eyes open. You could feel him spilling his seed into you and his legs trembling as he tried to pull out of you.
"no don't stop please don't stop!" You cry and he had no choice but to keep going, fucking his seed into you as he moaned at the sensitivity.
You couldn't handle the way he sounded and the way he kept his pace , his cock not even softening one bit.
You got louder as you felt your legs begin to violently shake , loosing as feeling from the waist down and losing connection with the world for a minute entirely. You tried to tell him you were coming but there's no way he couldn't already tell.
Your walls fluttered tight around him making him let out whines of agony as you finally gushed out.
"fuck oh my god-" Jake mumbles as his eyes rolled to the back of his head at the feeling of your warm release gushing around his cock , wetting everything.
"Fuck baby I'm sorry I wanted to pull out- but I- i came out of nowhere-" Jake immediately started apologizing, he could barely even breathe.
"I'm sorry" he repeated as he breathed heavily to catch his breath. You couldn't even frame a sentence, you mind a complete fog , your vision spinning with only the thought of Jake and nothing else. All you wanted was to be with him.
"y|n?" He calls out to you when you still don't respond. A hint of worry in his voice and you wish you could say something but you were too dazed, like you'd just been hit on the head.
"are you mad? Are you mad at me?" He asks in worry, his hand cupping your face to look at him and you finally burst out into a tired laughter. How could he possibly think you would be mad at him for giving you the best experience you've ever had in your entire life.
"whatt? What's funny? Why are you laughing?" He asks as he couldn't help the grow smile on his face from looking at you laugh, still worried but also happy you were laughing.
You shake your head as you continue to giggle, cupping the sides of his face as you met his hazel eyes still searching for an answer from you.
"that was the best thing ever" you say your laughter dying out and your voice slightly hoarse from the sounds you were making.
"it was" Jake sighed as he replyed the feeling of it in his head , his eyes closing for a second. You felt him shudder just barely.
"I've got plan b, don't worry" you say as you realise you can almost breathe normally again.
"yeah?" He asks to make sure.
"yeah. You just deal with the sheets" you speak quickly as you try to make a run for it.
"stop right there you little cheat" he grabs you just before you could get off the bed and pins you back down under him , making you let out a hearty laugh of defeat, tiredly trying to fight out of his grip.
"this is your mess might i remind you " he complains in a British accent as he laughs with your , trying to hold you down.
"you made me do it" you argue playfully.
"But you liked it didn't you" he teases , back in his own accent.
"I loved it" you feel your cheeks heat up as he looks at you in adoration.
"I love you" he says , with completely honestly and nothing else.
"I love you" you echo back, hoping he felt how much you meant it.
"but only if you deal with the sheets" you giggle and he groans dramatically, looking up at ceiling .
"this is bullying-" he fusses "are you bullying your peers ms.y|n?" He says as he holds your jaw and squishes your cheeks together making your lips purse out before pecking them and moving off you , making you laugh again as you watched him get off the bed and head to his bathroom. You sat up as you heard him turn the shower on.
He came back out with a towel around his waist , his skin still sweaty and pink and he came back to the bed to get you.
"go hop in the shower while I change the sheets" he says as he helps you off the bed as you got up lazily , giving you a kiss on the top of your head before smacking your ass toward the bathroom, making you yelp and glare at him before you stumbled into the shower .
You tried to bite down your smile as you entered the shower , replaying back everything that just happened , hoping you'd never forget it. It was the happiest you'd been in a while.
Your body was tired and worn , sore under the hot shower as the water soothed it. You stood under the water for a while as you heard Jake doing the bed outside , you didn't want to actually do it all on his own but he did it anyway. You stood there still not being able to hold back your smile from just thinking about him.
Not long later you hear the bathroom door open with Jake coming in , taking his towel off as he stepped into the shower with you . You turn to wrap your arms around his neck as he holds your waist , leaning in to kiss you right under the shower.
"Jesus Christ are you trying to fucking cook yourself or what?" Jake breaks the kiss as he hisses in pain , reaching behind you to the shower settings.
"no I like this temperatureee" you whine as you stop him.
"you're crazy" he says as he lowers the heat anyway and you pout at him.
"shut up" he says with loving aggression as he held your waist " turn around" he says as he turns you to back face him , grabbing the shower gel and the loofa and lathering the soap on your back , placing a kiss on the top of your head, making you bite back another smile that fought it's way through.
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jakeysbuttsheeks · 3 months
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I'm so excited for the next chapter of Godfather, you cant even comprehend how ready i am for it, its one of my favorite Jake stories i've ever read
This means so much to me thank youuu you made my day <3 🥹
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jakeysbuttsheeks · 3 months
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Y'all i got a permanent tatoo without asking my parents (they'll definitely say no) out of spite and I'm only now realising it's going to be on here forever jelp
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jakeysbuttsheeks · 4 months
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Thank you for the masterpiece, which is Godfather. It is a gift ❤️
Stfu YOU'RE the gift. Ilysm<3
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jakeysbuttsheeks · 4 months
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Godfather v111
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18+ mdni
Warnings : profanity, mature themes, sexual content, fingering, unprotected sex , asshole Jake , drunk Jake , puking , other shit
Pairings: Jake x fem reader ft. Ethan
You didn't know how you slept last night with your mind running with thoughts , Wondering what Jake's problem was. You had to ask him. He couldn't avoid it and pretend it didn't happen forever .
You went downstairs, finding Jake grabbing his stuff to leave for work.
"Jake" you say as you quickly grabbed your stuff too .
"yeah?" He asks as he opens the door to leave and you run after him. He was your only ride to work . And he didn't even bother to make sure you ate breakfast. You'd didn't care about that right now. You wanted answers.
"can we talk about last n-" you start to talk as he walks out the front door to the car with you following behind him.
"y|n-!" He stops and turns to face you, making you stop and stare at him.
"I told you already. We were drunk. Forget it" he says and you feel anger run through you , your chest rising and falling heavily.
"forget it!? Do you know what that meant to me!? You know we weren't drunk Jake! You're just a fucking asshole!" You scream loud enough for the neighborhood to hear.
"lower your voice" Jake says sternly but you know Jake could do nothing to do even if he tried .
"fuck you" you squint in irritation as you walks past him.
"where are you going?" He asks as you start walking down the street instead of getting in the car.
"I'm leaving" you say as you march down the street , heading to the nearest bus stand.
"leaving where?" Jake yells as he walks after you .
"I'm finding a place to move out. I'm 18 Jake , did you forget?" You snap at him as you walk away. Jake realised you were old enough to do what you wanted to do now , and that he legally had no way to stop you anymore.
He got into his car and drove to work , hoping to forget about it. But he couldn't get his mind off you. As he sat there in the studio with his brothers, mindlessly playing the guitar, all he could think of was you and everything that happened.
"alright Jake what the fuck!?" Josh screams , almost throwing his mic at Jake as Jake braced for impact.
"you've been playing like shit , what the fuck is wrong with you?' Sam asks as the music stops .
"y|n didn't come to work today. What did you do?" Josh asks , making Sam and danny frown in confusion.
"i- nothing-! It's not that simple Josh it's complicated!" Jake defended.
"wait what-? What's going on with y|n ?" Sam asks , equally as lost as danny.
"they like eachother but Jake's a fucking pussy" Josh answers.
"what!?" Sam and danny almost say in sync.
"I'm not a pussy! I just can't betray Mike! We grew up with y|n like she was our baby sister Josh , it's weird!" Jake yells.
"well , not really if you think about it" danny says.
"I've seen people fuck their own siblings" Sam says out of nowhere making everyone yell at him to shut up.
"that's not the point- I can't do this to Mike" Jake says.
"Mike's not here anymore Jake" danny adds .
"exactly" Josh agrees.
"Who's going to think about how Mike left us and what he did to us when he od'd ? He didn't care" Sam shrugs.
"he's got a point" danny nods.
"and the both of you actually like eachother to the point it can't be denied. That's rare Jake" Josh says.
"she's always had a crush on you" danny recollects and Sam y nods at him.
"fuck but I just-" Jake sighs as he wiped his palm over his face .
"stop stressing Jake. She wants you and you want her , stop trying to deny it" Josh points out.
"yeah well she sure as hell doesn't want me anymore" Jake speak with a sigh.
"what do you mean? Why didn't she come to work today?" Josh asks.
"she went to look for a place to move out" Jake answers and Josh burst into laughter.
"what the fuck did you do?" Josh asks , still laughing.
"well , after I spoke to you on the phone I went up to talk to her. And I might've kissed her and then told her to forget it like it never happened" Jake answers.
"oh my god" Josh dramatically holds his head in disappointment.
"kissed her!?" Sam asks in shock .
"yeah. After y'all left last night, we were playing around and then she kissed me out of nowhere. And I didn't kiss her back so she panicked and started apologizing and saying she was drunk. And then I called up Josh to ask him what to do and-" Jake explains .
"oh don't blame this on me you bastard!" Josh points at him.
"I'm not!" Jake snaps back before turning back to Sam and danny to explain everything.
"holy shit. You're stupid Jake" Sam laughs at the whole story but danny seems to sympathise .
"yeah no you really are" danny says sympsthically. And jake groans in frustration. .
"what am I supposed to do? I've made such a mess of the whole thing" Jake asks as he stares at the floor .
"stop making such a big deal out of it . What happened to the Jake that could pick up chick by just looking at them?" Danny smirks.
"she's not just some chick danny" Jake says .
"stop being a drama queen . just grow some and tell her everything. She'll understand" Josh says.
"yeah. I'm sure she will" danny adds.
"now shut the fuck up and play goddamn it" Sam snaps as he starts picking at his bass , danny coming in with his drums to pick up where y'all left off .
You'd called up Ethan to help you and drive you around. And Ethan happily came to help you, thinking you wanted to get back together with him .
He had been sweet and helpful tho . He helped you find a nice apartment that suited your budget, all you had to do was sign some papers and you could move in. Ethan had bough you lunch after and insisted on driving you home.
Ethan was great. But he wasn't Jake. As much as you tired to get comfortable with him, it would never feel as special as what you and Jake have.
"where's your uh...uncle?" Ethan asks as you let him into the house after offering him entry.
"ew not my uncle. Godfather" you say as you take your shoes off.
"he's still at work. He comes back late so don't worry" you say as you turn to him and he smiles at you.
"why would I be worried?" He smirks.
"I know you. You'll bone every chance you get" you say as you lightly punch his shoulder and he giggles slightly, holding your waist as pulling you into a kiss .
"you know me so well" he says against you lips as you feel him push his hard on against your thigh. He'd probably been hard for a very long time . One of the things you realised about Ethan was that he only wanted to fuck , And you were of no use to him otherwise.
You didn't really want to fuck Ethan right now. But you needed to get your mind off Jake. So technically, the both of you were using eachother. You hoped it was what you needed.
You were wrong.
You were barely wet enough for Ethan to be able to do anything , he played with your clit to try and get you in the mood but Jake was the one lingering in your head. You closed your eyes and imagined Jake touching you instead.
"there you go baby" Ethan praises as he feels you start to get soaked.
Once you were wet enough he started fucking you again, his cock hitting you strong and deep as he kissed your neck , the two of you panting as the bed creaked with your movement and you were finally feeling something.
Jake came home , immediately noticing the foreign pair of men's shoes before hearing the creaking and panting that came from your room upstairs , making his blood boil .
"fuck! J-ethan!" You wailed as you reached your high . You almost called out Jake's name but Ethan was too busy in his own world to notice.
Until the door burst open and Ethan grabbed whatever he could to cover himself, leaving you panting and exposed on the bed.
"what the fuck Jake!?" You scream and you grab your sheets to cover yourself as Ethan quickly threw on his clothes.
"I'm sorry uh- mr.-" Ethan stuttered as he tried to get past Jake to go out of your room .
"Get the fuck out of here" Jake yells at Ethan as Ethan makes a run for it down the stairs.
"what the fuck is wrong with you!? You're not my father Jake!" What the fuck is your problem!?" You scream as you pull your tshirt over your head and grab your pants
"my problem is that I don't want some fucking cocksucker fucking the girl I'm responsible for, in my own fucking house! Were y'all even using a condom!?" Jake yells back .
"Fine then I'll move out next week if you want me gone so bad! And since when did you care ? As if you're not some cocksucker that just wants to bang me anyway" you scoff and then immediately regret what you said.
jake visibly looked like he got shot right through the heart. His face turned red as his eyes got glossy with tears before he stormed out your door , you heard the front door slam shut not long after that.
It broke your heart to see Jake like that . He was being a bitch though. You didn't understand what his problem was. One moment he wanted to act like your father and the next moment he wanted to be your boyfriend.
You dressed up and went downstairs to wait for Jake to come back so you could apologize to him . You knew Jake didn't just want to fuck you. He would never. You should've never said that.
Hours had passed and jake was still not back. You were starting to pass out on the couch , but you were worried about him and that kept you up. You called and texted but he didn't respond or pick up.
Jake came home drunk , tripping and staggering into the house .
You'd dropped off with your phone in your hand and Jake's contact open. Jake's heart melted at the sight. He knew you only said what you said because you were mad at him for kissing you and asking you to pretend it didn't happen, but the fact that you said it meant that you felt it too. And he hated that you felt like he was just interested in boning you.
You woke up to the sound of someone gagging. You immediately sat up , remembering you were supposed to stay awake for Jake.
"Jake?" You call as you went into his room , the door was wide open and so was his bathroom door.
"fuck Jake are you okay?!" You gasp when you see him on his knees , puking his guts out while gripping onto the ceramic of the flush. You could smell the alcohol from a mile away.
You immediately run in to help him , holding his hair up in a makeshift pony as you caressed his back but he kept pushing you away . He didn't want you to see him like this . But what did he expect you to do ? Walk away and leave you like this?
You stay with him till there was nothing left for him to puke out and tears brimmed his eyes with the pain of his stomach contracting so much.
"here c'mon" you murmur as you help him off the bathroom floor , and leaned him over the sink to gargle out his mouth.
"I'll get you water okay?" You say and he nods before you scurry out of his bathroom while he continued to rinse out his mouth.
You came back with water and he drank it all, taking in a deep shaky breath after . He wasn't very drunk , but he wasn't quite sober either .
"I feel horrible" Jake breathes as he sets the glass down on the sink counter and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand
"You should lie down till you feel better-" you say as you hold his hand to help him out of the bathroom.
"No I mean I feel horrible about us. About this" Jake pulls his hand out of yours. You feel your face get hot as you look down.
"Maybe we should talk about this when you're more sober" you say.
"The alcohol just gives me courage y|n. It doesn't make up the words for me" Jake speaks sternly.
"Alright" you nod , having confidence that Jake meant what he said .
"what was that up there with Ethan?" He asks , resting his hip on the sink as he turned to you who was mirroring his position next to him while he pulled out a cigarette and lit in his mouth .
"i- I don't know- nothing I guess?" You answer as you watch him breathe in a puff to get rid of the sick puking feeling.
"no because I just want to make sure before I say what I want to say" Jake says, smoke gushing out of his mouth and nose . You found it hard to maintain eye contact with him in moments like this.
"it was nothing. Just casual" you shake your head.
"okay" he says softly , taking another hit before killing the cigarette on the cold tile , shifting the side of his hip against the counter before reaching out to hold your hand. You instinctively let him take it
"i don't know why you kissed me , and I don't know if you regret. But I'm just going to go out and say that I don't regret it." Jake starts and you feel your chest get tight and your stomach erupt with butterflies .
"I didn't wanna say anything because I don't know what you'd feel about it. I was scared you'd think I'm some perverted fuck , but that's exactly what you think of me anyway-" he says , you could hear the hurt in his voice.
"no Jake I didn't mean that. I was rude and horrible. I know that's not what you are. I just said it out of anger. I really don't think that of you, I swear" you interrupt him desperately.
"it doesn't matter. I acted like a dick and I'm sorry. And I'm sorry if I made you feel stupid" Jake spoke , shaking his head slightly as he stared at the bathroom tiles on the floor .
"and I did mean to kiss you , i wasn't fucking around. I just felt too guilty about it so I asked you to forget it. You'd understand why, your dad was my friend" Jake explains and you nod , looking at him with concern.
"i don't regret it either Jake. I think about you all the time it's making me go mad" you confess as his eyes met yours.
"I know it's wrong and I know it feels like betrayal but I just- I can't help what I feel can I?" You ask.
"no sweetie. You can't" Jake says , the nickname unexpectedly giving you chills as his free hand came up to tuck your hair behind your ear as he looked at you in adoration.
"do you know how happy it makes me that you feel the same way?" He asks and you shake your head.
"of course you wouldn't" Jake muttered to himself as he smiled and looked away , his cheeks were clearly tinted pink.
"I'm tired of all the tension and hiding Jake. I don't wanna keep pushing this away anymore" you say as you unintentionally lean in closer.
"are you saying you wanna-" Jake talks but you cut him off .
"Yes" you interrupt , adreline rushing through you, Your heart thumping excitedly in your chest.
"are you sure?" He asks , looking at you in concern and lacing his fingers with your hand that he held.
"what about Ethan?" Jake asks.
"I dont care about Ethan" you tsk in annoyance and look away before a slight shy smile plastered across his face.
"c'mere" he wraps his free hand behind your back and pulls you into him , wrapping both his arms around you as you did the same for him.
You took a deep smell of his cologne from his shirt , although it had a strong liquor smell as well , you still loved it .
You felt him press a kiss on the top of your head and you broke the hug slightly to look up at him , silently begging him to kiss your lips instead.
He knew what you wanted , his eyes falling to your lips before leaning in and pressing a kiss against your lips. You closed your eyes as you melted into the feeling, your hand went up to hold the back of his neck as you tilted your head , moving further into the kiss .
But he fought back into it , kissing you harder as your mouths opened to catch more of eachother lips. You hummed against his mouth as you wrapped your arms around his neck.
His hands went down to your ass making you panic before he picked you up and sat you on the sink counter in a second , standing between your legs and kissing you even harder , hot with hunger and passion, his eyebrows pinched together in bliss.
You could feel his palms burning into your skin through your clothes from the placement he had on your hips as you fell into his lips , feeling his tongue licking at your lip between the kiss.
You slipped your tongue into his mouth when he opened it wide enough. His tongue played with your piercing that was now almost fully healed , he seemed to like it more than you thought.
You'd wrapped your legs around his waist , arching your chest into his as you bunched his hair up in your fists .
You got desperate when you felt him breaking the kiss , only to pepper kissed along your jaw before going behind your ear , sucking on the sensitive skin , making you roll your eyes back and stretch out your neck for him .
You could feel the curve of his lips against your skin and it felt breath taking. You couldn't help the soft gasp that left you as he sucked harder on your skin.
He lifted up and you crashed your lips against his again , his hands came up to cup your face while you tightened your legs around his waist to pull him closer but he kept moving his hips back.
He picked you off the counter and stumbled out of the bathroom, almost tripping and dropping you in his drunk state , making you squeal against his lips but he rested himself on the door frame before he could fall.
The two of you burst into a hearty giggle against eachothers lips , still not willing to break the kiss as he continued out of the bathroom, laying you gently on the bed as he fell on top on you.
You refused to unwrap your legs from around him , never wanting him to seperate from him as he peppered kissed all over your face. But you could feel he wasn't comfortable, he was hesitant.
"Jake" you call softly as he lifts up his head at you.
"i really didn't mean what I said" you cup his face and jake sighs, knowing you'd read his mind and sensed his guilt.
"i don't want you to feel like that's what I want from you y|n" Jake says , his voice heavy.
"i don't Jake. I'm sorry I said that" you lift up and kiss his cheek and he felt goosebumps erupt around the area.
"baby-" he looks at you shaking his head.
"i know you Jake. you're not like that. And I'm sorry I said you were , I just wanted to hurt you because I was hurt. And that was immature of me. Please don't let it get to your head" you say , still cupping his face over yours.
"i would never have intentions to use you like that y|n. I love you" Jake confesses . Your eyes widened and your heart sank.
"so much" Jake continues in a whisper , his eyes fluttering all over your face , studying the way you were turning red .
"I love you too Jake" you admit , almost like it's been too long that you'd kept that to yourself for.
A smile pulls across his face before he pecked your lips and turned to lie on his back next to you , pulling you to lie on his chest .
You kiss him again , your chest pressed over his. You could feel his heart thumping. His soft warm pink lips felt like cloud 9. You would do anything for him .
You wrapped your leg around his waist and lay on his chest , his breathing making you rise and fall along with it as you payed attention to his heartbeat, your face nuzzled into the side of his neck . He smelt so good.
"don't move out" he says , his voice almost begging. Caressing your back with the arm he had wrapped around you .
"I don't want to" you mumble into his neck and he smiles to himself again, holding you tighter.
A\n : I would like to thank you guys for all the love and support on this garbage where the chapters are somehow progressively getting crappier but still, y'all are amazing ily ❤️🥹
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jakeysbuttsheeks · 4 months
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My morning routine literally consists of me Waking up, opening Tumblr to see if a new Godfather chapter came out, then continuously checking throughout the day cuz I may or may not be obsessed with this series 😀
Stopp 😭 ilysm 🫶🫶🫶
I'm so happy you like it ❤️
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jakeysbuttsheeks · 4 months
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I’m a Danny girl but Godfather’s got me CRYING SCREAMING THROWING UP STRAIGHT UP DYING 😭❤️
JJWJEUDIDHDHF IFLYSM❤️❤️😭😭🫶
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jakeysbuttsheeks · 4 months
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Godfather v11
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Warnings: : profanity, age gap , mature themes, slight piercing play , asshole Jake , crying, other shit
Pairings: Jake x fem reader
It was finally your birthday. 18 was a huge deal for you. It meant alot of things. It mainly meant it was time for you to move out .
You'd already been saving up money so you could get your own apartment. You hated the fact that it was time for you to move out. You knew Jake would still let you stay with him whenever you wanted but you couldn't burden him like that even if it broke you to be apart from him. He was an adult with his own life afterall. You could see him at work anyway.
Jake had no idea you were already planning to move out. He knew what you turning 18 meant but he didn't think over the fact that you wouldn't have to stay with him anymore.
After yelling at you that night , you and Jake had made up again and everything was back to normal. No more ignoring and no more weird tensions.
Except there was one thing that had changed. Whenever Jake got the chance to give you a kiss or a peck on the forehead or on your cheek he would take it immediately. It had become a daily thing that he would ensure he kissed you at least once a day.
And you didn't hold back on it either. You kissed his cheek everytime you wanted to thank him for something or greet him . You didn't even know how this started but it had become like a daily ritual and you craved to get a chance to kiss him more than anything.
This was never repeated outside of home though. The both of you mentally implemented that it was only something you'd do when y'all were alone. It would look odd to other people, you defended.
"y|n come open my present" Sam clapped his hands excitedly. You had cake smeared all over your face because of Josh. He's attacked you with the frosting after you blew out the candles.
You take the box , neatly covered in sliver wrapping paper and smile at Sam before pulling at the tape.
"Sam-! Thank you!" You gasp as you unravel the box of Converse high tops. You wanted a new pair for ages. He laughs lightly as he hugs you , you wrapped your arms around his neck and give him a squeeze, being sure not to get any cake on him.
"here" Jake taps yous shoulder making you break away from Sam to get your face wiped.
You close your eyes tight as Jake wipes off the frosting on your face with a focused expression.
He'd been soo extra for your birthday. He wanted to do all these crazy things and you to argued with him to just make it a simple birthday party. In fact you didn't even want a party but Jake insisted.
He got cake and decorations and you couldn't have been more flattered at the effort he put into all of this and the way he was so serious about it.
"thanks Jake" you say quickly turning around to put the box of shoes down.
"wait I'm not done" Jake stops you , pulling out more wet wipes and wiping next to your ears and hairline. You watched him as he focused on your face , his hand holding your jaw while his other hand wipes your face gently, making sure to get off all the cake but not mess up your makeup. You couldn't help but smile at him.
He noticed you smiling and met with your eyes before a soft smile broke over his focused expression.
"y'all want the champagne? Jake lets go of your face and looked behind you at the others , his brothers and family friends and your friends. The party was chaos and too many people. You would rather spend it watching tv with Jake on the couch with your feet up on his lap .
"wait I haven't opened your present" you say to him .
"that's fine. You can open it later. I'm not going anywhere." Jake's hand goes up to pet your head.
"don't be shy Jake" you walk past him to grab one of the last presents there on the table. Jake rolls his eyes and watches you pick up the present he gifted you.
It was a thin flat emerald green wrapped rectangle . he watched you open it , he was smiling but his eyes were nervous . He was nervous because he didn't know if you would like what he got you.
"jake-" you say sternly when you unwrapped part of the present, revealing a white glossy box with 'chanel' written on it. You remember telling Jake you loved one their necklace's you saw once in a tik tok.
"what the fuck- Jake?" You gasp when you fully uncovered it . You looked up at him almost angrily and he shrugs at you.
"how much was this?" You ask.
"why would I tell you? it's a gift" Jake laughs. You breathe in sharply, almost scared to see what was inside because you knew you would be able to take it.
"open it" Jake pushed , noticing you were hesitant.
You finally opened the package , finding the most beautiful necklace you've ever seen, it was the one you wanted. How the fuck-
"jake-" your voice barely audible.
"do you like it?" Jake asks.
"it's- I can't-" you shake your head and look up at him . He had the corner of his bottom lip tucked under his teeth nervously as his eye studied your reaction.
You wanted so badly to lean in and smash your lips against him . Maybe of you gave him the slightest peck no one would notice? , you wished. You were so greatful to have him and you knew you would do almost anything for him.
You threw yourself at him , placing a quick peck on his cheek, dangerously close to the corner of his mouth before wrapping your arms around his neck and resting your chin over your arm that went around his neck . He chucked slightly as you felt his arms wrap around your waist.
"see that right there...is favouritism" Sam points. Josh smacks the back of his hand on Sam's chest and gave him a glare befor smiling back at the two of you having a moment.
The party had finally started to die down . Jake managed kicking as many people out as he could, knowing you were starting to feel overwhelmed with the crowd.
You were sitting with Josh , he was telling you all about how you must make more posts about him because he's the face of the band and other crap.
"I think everyone deserves as much light as you get Joshua" you second, with a laugh.
"you're only saying that because you like Jake so much. But trust me he doesn't even like the attention" Josh held his hand out to over his cheek as he whispered to your ear.
"I like all of you the same what do you mean?!" You laugh.
"yes but you like him more ,don't you?" Josh asks, his point shifting into something completely different.
"What's not to like- I mean he's always been there for me, I've always liked him." you shrug , trying not to sound suspicious.
"he really likes you too you know" Josh says , completely seeing through you.
"He told you that?" You ask .
"He didn't have to" Josh smiles because you ratted yourself out with your curiosity.
"he's always 'y|n this y|n that'. always putting you first. excited to go home because you're there , talks about you all the time, it's so annoying" Josh rolls his eyes and you feel the most embarrassed you've ever felt. Your face getting red hot and your stomach felt like it was flipping inside out repeatedly. You didn't even know what to say to that
As you open your mouth to say something Josh's eyes fix something across the room , catching his attention and distracting him from your response.
"Sam that's mine! Put that fucking down!" Josh stood off the couch to go to Sam and you couldn't want to thank Sam more for saving you from the situation. You smiled as you watched Josh and Sam fight like children.
Once everyone had left you and Jake silently started to clean up . Initially he started pick up the beer bottles and plastic cups from around the place and you started helping him after you saw him.
"i got it it's fine" Jake smiles as he watched you help him clear the trash.
"you really shouldn't have" you say , ignoring what he told you.
"what? The necklace you mean?" Jake asks.
"yeah" you answer, throwing the trash you picked up into the garbage bag that Jake was holding.
"I wanted to get you something nice" Jake presses, his smile never leaving his face as he continues to clean up.
"yeah well you should've have. I think you should-" you speak but he cuts you off.
"oh don't say you want me to return it-" Jake whines and slaps the trash bag against his leg.
"it's too expensive!" You protest.
"Don't pretend like you don't love it" Jake squints at you , giving you an almost bitchy look and you bite in your laughter.
"it's actually the most hideous thing I've ever seen truly" you set in a fake character as you speak , raising your eyebrows and closing your eyes.
"oh yeah sure!" Jake laughs , his hands lunge out to grab you before you could scream and try to run away but he had tackled you onto the couch as you tried to fight your way out before he began his torcher.
His fingers mercilessly tickling your sides as your tried to run away , he was faster and stronger and your started to get tired from screaming out for him to stop while hysterically laughing your guts out.
"stop please I can't-! My stomach hurts!" You scream , tears brimming your eyes and your cheeks aching.
"say it then" Jake laughs back at you , enjoying the torcher he was giving you.
"I love it! I love it it's amazing!" You admit , screaming breathlessly and he finally stops and almost falls onto you on the couch .
He was tired too. His hair curtaining around his face , going down to tickle your skin as he hovered over you , his hot breath hitting your face , his heart thumping rapidly from the excitement as his eyes met yours .
And there it was again, the undying agony of wanting to just close your eyes , lean in and kiss him . The desire so bad it almost completely mutes out the consequences of kissing him.
But you can't help it though. Looking into his brown eyes that screamed 'kiss me please I'll do anything'. And his lips that practically looked like the most kissable thing , a literal heart shape.
You did it. You didn't know if it was the few sips of alcohol or the need to kiss him that made you do it . Maybe both .
But you leaned up and held his shoulders, finally pressing a kiss to his soft lips. You felt his lips part as he gasped against your mouth . You knew he was going to pull away rapidly and probably smack you or something, but you didn't care , you wanted to embrace your only chance of getting to kiss him and blame it on the liquor afterwards and hopefully it'll all be okay.
But to your suprise you just felt his body tense up. You forced yourself to break, opening your eyes to looking at him all flushed and eyes wide. You couldn't read his expression. He either wanted to puke , or he liked that you kissed him.
"shit- Jake I'm sorry" you come back to your senses as you sat up , Jake getting off you and sitting beside you on the couch , his eyes wide , staring at the floor .
"why did you do that?" He asks , turning to look at you.
Fuck , he didn't like it. Of course he didn't like it . What were you thinking? You wanted to cry.
"Jake I'm sorry- I don't know I've just- I really wanted to so i- I didn't mean- I'm so sorry!" You start to panic.
"you wanted to?" Jake asks , turning to look at you like he couldn't believe what you were saying.
"I drank too much I'm sorry-" you lied. You felt sick. He just stared at you , like he was trying hard to read you.
"right" Jake mumbles to himself with a nod as he looks away , taking in a sharp breath as he stood off the couch.
"right you're just drunk" he spoke . More like he was trying to convince himself. Cuz why else would you ever kiss him , he thought?
"I'm so sorry Jake-" you whine, tears brimming your eyes but he cuts you off.
"no- no it's alright. People do stupid things when they're drunk , it's alright" he speaks .
"let's just forget about it yeah?" Jake gives you a stiff nod. His words broke you into a million pieces. Why would you ever want to forget it? You nod anyway .
"Imma- I'm gonna go to bed" jake spoke quickly, walking away to his room without saying anything more , leaving you on the couch alone and heartbroken.
You went up to your room , finding yourself in your sheets crying again. You wished you were drunk enough to forget you kissed him but at the same time you wished you could record the feeling and play it back in your head whenever you needed .
Jake immediately grabbed his phone , calling up his twin . He was almost shaking with overwhelm.
"what the fuck jake-" Josh whined through the phone .
"Josh! Back then at the release party you said you've seen the way y|n looks at me , what did you mean?" Jake talks fast.
"that's what you called me for !? I just started to fall asleep! You're ruining my beauty sleep! If I'm shit at practice tomorrow it'll all be you're fault and I'm not-" Josh starts to scream at him but Jake cuts him off .
"y|n kissed me" Jake states , making Josh go dead silent. Josh sat up in his bed , processing what Jake just said .
"what?" Josh spat , staring at nothing in shock as he held the phone to his ear.
"she kissed me-! I don't know! We were having a moment and the out of nowhere she leans in and kisses me , and I freak out and she started apologizing and saying she was drunk i-" Jake rambled and this time Josh cut him off.
"are you out of your mind?" Josh states in deadpan.
"wha- I swear I didn't do anything Josh! She kissed me! I didn't even kiss her back!" Jake panics.
"you didn't kiss her back!?" Josh practically yells.
"Jake are fucking stupid or what, you stupid fuck. Imagine what she must be feeling. She obviously wasn't drunk all she had was fucking champagne!" Josh yells .
"imagine she does like you , you just fucking made her feel stupid!" Josh scolds and Jake wished his brother was there to tell him this in the moment.
Jake cut the call without even saying anything back to Josh , leaving him offended, but too tired to care so he just went back to sleep.
Jake took himself upstairs. He could feel the nerves set in as he approached your room door.
"y|n?" Jake called with a small knock on your door. You didn't answer. You were too humiliated with yourself to face him anytime soon. He probably wanted to have another 'talk' and ask if you want to move and stay with his parents again , you assumed.
You heard him rattle the door knob slightly to open the door but you'd locked it . Good thing.
"y|n I know you're awake" he says. You still stay quiet, wondering if you should open the door and hear what he had to say .
"open the door . I wanna talk to you please" Jake speaks , his voice desperate, making it hard for you to ignore him .
"I'm sorry" he continues.
"i know you didn't kiss me because you were drunk y|n. You only had one glass of champagne" Jake says and you feel your heart pang. Josh must've said something to him for sure, you thought.
"let me in-" just as he spoke you opened the door.
"I'm sorry" Jake spoke.
"can I come in?" He asks and you nod , opening your door for him wider and letting him in before closing the door behind him.
He stands facing you ,but you refused to look at him , looking anywhere else but at him.
"did you try on the necklace?" He asks. And you look at him confused. All that had happened and this is what he came here to ask about?
You shake your head , looking over at the box on your bed .
"try in on" he says as you listen, going over to our bed and carefully taking the necklace out of it.
Jake had followed behind you , taking the necklace from you and motioning you to back-face him . You felt goosebumps run over you as he placed the necklace on your chest while his warm fingers brushed over the back of your neck as he put the clasp on .
You turn around to face him , his eyes looking down at the necklace around your neck , perfectly sitting between your collarbones .
"you used to be such a little thing. Now look how grown you've gone" Jake says , hoping to start a nice conversation . But you say nothing, looking up at him slightly confused. What did he want to say? Was he trying to let you down slowly? Did he know how you felt about him? Or did he want to say he felt the same?
"you look beautiful" Jake says before his eyes flicked up at you , you could feel your face get hot . There was tension in the hair . Jake had something to say , but he was stalling .
"you think?" You ask , your hand going to to play with the pendant self-consciously.
"you're really that afraid of what I think?" He asks and you lose feeling in your feet completely, blood rushing to your head , you throat getting dry and your heart rapidly thumping.
"I shouldn't have kissed you Jake i-" you start, shaking your head and avoiding eye contact but he stops you .
"look at me" he says and you feel like your legs melt into the floor as you look up at him. It was hard to lie to him when you looked straight in his eyes .
Jake was fighting the urge to stare down at your lips . There was something about your dull lit room that made you look irrestable . Jake came here to clear this up , but now here he was lost in the thought of kissing you .
You feel his fingers touch your hand before lacing them between your fingers, your eyes move down to look but his other hand holds your chin up to keep your eye contact with him. Was he going to kiss you? You would just die if he did.
"would it be horrible i said I've been wanting to kiss you too?" Jake asks softly, his eyes on your lips. You feel your stomach flip inside out as you open your mouth to answer but you couldn't say anything when Jake's thumb caressed your bottom lip, stretching it slightly as his eyes stare down at it . He was fighting demons , you could tell by the look in his eyes .
You raise yourself up on your toes to meet his lips again, your eyes fluttering shut , unable to resist the urge to kiss him when he looked at you like that . but you were taken back when you felt his lips crash into yours first.
You kissed him back immediately, taking his lips in yours as he leaned into the kiss more , moving you back slightly before you kissed him even harder , pushing into him so there was not a molecule of space between y'all , the kiss was oozing in desperation. You finally got the one thing you wanted , and it was even better than you'd imagined.
His hands held your waist , sliding up your back gently as your gripped the collar of his tshirt in your fists , never wanting him to pull away now that he'd given in.
You took his bottom lip in your mouth and bit on it slightly, to give you access to his tongue, licking your tongue into his mouth and you moaned into the kiss when you felt his tongue rub against yours welcomingly . You hissed when you felt his tongue rub over your piercing , but you liked it .
"stop-" Jake breaks the kiss , panting slightly, his lips pink and coated with saliva. You look at him worried as you let go of his shirt. You were slightly dazed from the trance you went into .
"y|n we can't do this-" he says , clearly hating the idea of pushing it away himself.
"but jake-" you try to speak but he stops you.
"no y|n. We just can't" Jake shakes his head . Post-realisation had hit him . He would be doing your dad so wrong by this . Jake was basically like your older cousin, your dad's best friend. He couldn't live with it no matter how much he wanted it .
"jake-?!" You raise your voice as he turns to leave.
"we're just drunk" he says as he closes the door after him .
As you watch him leave you wonder , was he playing some sick game ? Was he having fun playing with your feelings ?
Or did he want the same thing you wanted ? Did he feel to guilty to admit it? Did he know what you meant to him ? Did you mean the same to him?
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jakeysbuttsheeks · 4 months
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I need therapy and a guide on how to turn into a fucking harmonica because wtf
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jakeysbuttsheeks · 4 months
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This makes me so 😡😡🥺🥹😱😀🫠🤬☹️😡😞🥹fthkrikjjejrnrjjenrnrndjfjrnrb
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jakeysbuttsheeks · 4 months
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Crying
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Pinterest, you can lower your volume, I get it
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jakeysbuttsheeks · 4 months
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Godfather v1
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Warnings: profanity, age gap , mature themes, crying , mentions of: overdose , drug use , substance use , death of parent , orphaning , other shit
Pairings: Jake x fem reader
"Y|n! where's Jake?" Josh yells as you walk into the party for Greta's new single release. The music was blasting and you could feel it thumping in your chest .
"he's coming. He's parking the car" you make up an excuse.
"do you want a drink?" Josh smirks, he seemed pretty wasted already.
"you know I'm not even 18 yet right?" You smile at him widely.
"I was doing coke when I was 13, nobody cares" Josh tosses his hand up and you laugh .
"yeah sure" you say , laughing at his exaggeration.
"and anyway you'll be 18 in a month. So you're basically 18 now" he says , dragging you away to the bar.
Jake had stil been giving you the cold shoulder. Not a cold shoulder as such, but he only spoke to you unless he needed to and barely looked your way. You hoped he would ease up and forgive you but it didn't seem like it was happening any time soon .
Speak of the devil. Jakes walks in . Even though he literally drove you here , he insisted on you going in first . Like he had some important business to do before coming in.
Josh notices you look Jake's way when he walks in . Josh has this thing for recognising weird tensions immediately.
"did you and Jake fight or something?" Josh asks as the bartender slides you your drink .
"no" you say taking a sip
"I got my tongue pierced and smoked when he told me not to" you explain and Josh snaps his head at you in shock .
"a tongue piercing!?" He gasps and you nod in guilt before sticking out your tongue to show him .
"Jesus- fuck! It's through your tongue!?" Josh squints .
"yeah. It hurts actually. It's not healed" you say , wishing you hadn't gone out that night with Ethan .
"y|n! Hey!" Axel yells as he comes up to you . You turn his way and smiled at him as he approached you .
"you look amazing I'm glad you came" Axel says , leaning close to your ear so you could hear him speak . Josh gives you a look before leaving you two alone.
You wished he stayed . Axel was all over you , trying his hardest to strike you with his charm. He was charming, it's just- you had your eyes on Jake that was across the room . He seemed to have forgotten your existence.
"and then he told me not to go but I went anyway-" Axel rambled on but you couldn't care less about what he was saying. Your eyes darted around the room when you lost sight of Jake .
You thought Jake probably went out to have a smoke or something. But actually he was dragged away by Josh to have a private conversation.
"what is actually going on between you and y|n" Josh asks as he leans on the wall , playing with his drink .
"what'd you mean?" Jake asked , trying his best not to rat himself out .
"what do I me-? I mean the way you look at her everytime you get a chance ? And she has her on you too . And I know that look in your eyes Jake" Josh blatantly points out as Jake stares at him in guilt, his cheeks growing pink.
"fuck" Jake turns to pace down the area , running his fingers through his hair in frustration. Josh waits for Jake to say something.
"it is that obvious I'm falling madly in love with her?" Jake stops and asks Josh. But Josh doesn't seem to be shocked.
"what the fuck is wrong with me? I've basically brought her up her whole life! I feel like a fucking pedophile Josh!" Jake lets it out as he paces around.
"but I'm not-! I don't like children-! I just- I like her?" Jake rambles , frustrated with himself.
"she's not a child anymore Jake" Josh calmly states , taking a sip of his drink , still leaning on the wall.
"that's not the point- why are you not disgusted with me?!" Jake yells at his twin.
"well" Josh leans off the wall.
"how does she feel about you?" Josh continues.
"i- I don't know- I'm pretty sure she thinks I hate her right now. She probably things of me as her father figure or something" Jake sighs.
"but I don't know- sometimes there's these moments like-" Jake thinks over.
"I don't know- I'm fucking losing my mind!" Jake runs his fingers through his hair again .
"and I can't even tell her anything because she'll think I'm a creep. I can't do that. I can't do this shit-" Jake starts pacing around again.
"calm down" Josh presses in annoyance.
"I've seen how she looks at you. You'll figure it out" Josh pats his shoulder before walking back inside.
You perked up when you saw Josh come back .You waited for Jake but he didn't come.
"gimme a sec. I gotta run to the restroom" you interrupt Axel before you walked to the restroom area to find Jake nowhere there . You wondered lf he'd gone off with some girl or something.
Probably taking a smoke , you told yourself. You headed out to find him nowhere there.
You sigh and walk around, it was quiet and it was nice to be away from Axel.
You take out a cigarette and light it. There was something about night time and the moon that gave you the urge to smoke . It was probably a trait you picked up from your father .
Jake had come back and when he saw you weren't around he went looking for you .
He walked out of the place , the smell of tobacco hitting him as he turned to see you with a cigarette between your fingers and smoke fuming out of your nostrils. It hit something in him. He'd never felt more angry.
"y|n!" You jump when you hear Jake yell . Your stomach felt like the turned inside-out.
He paced up to you and grabbed the cigarette out of your hand and threw it on trb floor before stepping on it .
"don't I give you enough freedom already!? Why do you have to smoke when I specifically tell you not to!? " Jake practically screams at you . You were taken back with his volume and tone.
You'd never seen him so angry before.
"it's just a cig-" you try to talk but he's screaming.
"it starts with all this shit!" Jake points to the cigarette on the floor .
"and then you're out doing every drug on the planet and it'll be too late for me to stop you!" Jake yells as tears swell in your eyes . You chest hurts and your legs felt wabbly.
"give me the pack and the lighter" Jake holds his hand out for you hand it to him . You quiet slip your hand in your pocket and hand him what he asked for.
He walks away immediately , going back inside with angry steps , leaving you there on the verge of breakdown.
Josh burst out of the door as soon as Jake went in, walking up to you and hugging you as you fall into him and you sob.
"he's going through alot right now" Josh tried to soothe.
"he hates me!" You whine as you squeeze Josh .
"aw no honey. I think it's quite the opposite" Josh comforts , petting your back .
You left with Jake not soon after . You managed to pull yourself together before getting into the car as Jake drove home . Not a word was said , you couldn't even have the courage to look at him and neither did he look at you .
You went straight up to your room as soon as Jake parked. You couldn't hold back your tears anymore , you needed to cry.
You changed and got into bed and sobbed into your pillow , trying your heardest not to make a sound but you'd never cried so hard before. Seeing that side of Jake , seeing him so angry and having him yell at you made you sick to the stomach. You definitely weren't touching a cigarette after this.
"y|n?" You heard Jake call behind your door . You held your breath to keep quiet , hoping he'll think you're asleep and go away.
But your door clicked open , your body froze still , trying your hardest not go move , tears still spilling out of your eyes. Your back was facing the door as you lay on your side .
But not moving was hard when you felt the mattress sink with Jake's weight as he lay next to you , wrapping his arm around you and looking over your shoulder. He's seen you now , face puffy and covered in tears.
You spun on your other side , facing him and burying your face into his chest , letting out a sob as he hugged you tightly.
"please don't be mad at me Jake I can't stand it-!" You sob into his chest.
"it was just a cigarette- I'm sorry" you cry and Jake shushes you , you notice his body is slightly tense.
"no I shouldn't have yelled at you like that. I just- I couldn't stop your dad when I had the chance and I lost him. And I can't afford to lose you too" he speaks meekly.
"Jake I'm not going to become like dad" you break away from his chest to face him , he cups your cheeks and wipes your tears away with him thumb.
"I know- but I don't want to risk it" Jake says. You couldn't blame him. Sometimes you forget that it wasn't just you that lost someone. Jake lost his best friend and he has to pretend to be fine for you. It must be hard on him too.
"you remind of him sometimes" he says , caressing your face.
"I'm not going to do that to myself. I promise" you say , trying your hardest to reassure him.
"good" he pets your head , his eyes going from your hair to all over your face. Fixing at your lips.
He wanted to kiss you . He wanted to kiss you so badly and tell you he never meant to make you cry so hard.
Instead he leans in and pecks your forehead, pulling you back into his chest , wrapping his arms around you and holding you close.
You could smell his shampoo on his hair , you could smell his cologne and his bodywash on his skin. He was warm and his heart was thumping in his chest , he held you securely. It felt like he was showing more than he could tell. Jake was never one to speak what he felt . He was better showing.
You felt him place another kiss on the top of your head. He was apologizing.
You hold him tighter and rub his back to show him you understand him and that you weren't going to hold it against him for yelling at you .
You didn't realise when you'd fallen asleep untill you woke up , lying on Jake's chest as he lay on his back with his arm around you . Your legs were tangled with his.
You moved your arm that was wrapped around Jake , realising your hand was under his tshirt, resting on his bare chest .
He shuffled lightly and you look up to see his eyes half open , the corners of his mouth turning up in a small smile.
"sorry. It's a habit" You sheepish smile back at him as you slip your hand out from under his tshirt and sit up. You had this thing of hugging your pillow and slipping your hand under the cover.
"s'okay" Jake smiles as he sits up with you . There it was again the urge to kiss you. And you wished he kissed you too .
"okay what do you want for breakfast? How's that piercing doing?" Jake asks as he hops out of bed and stretches.
"it hurts but it's okay" you smile as you watch him head for the door .
"soup?" He asks and you nod before he left to head downstairs.
(shit post lol)
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