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Talloran and Draven designs! Do not seperate them they need to heal despite it all...

As much as i love the whole dark markings and other anomalous imagery for Talloran I couldn't decide how i wanted to portray it in my design so instead they get weird scars

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drops these and runs as far away as possible

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finally, some good fucking heel

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Elliott / Mr Darcy because it fits so good

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Aegosexual attraction for me is like: Ooh, he's pretty. Or oh, she's hot. I theoretically want to have sex with this person. ... Oh, wait. ... Actually doing it? Pushing our bodies into each other? Making out and licking each other's tongues? Yeah, no, never mind. I'm fine.

Like, I do experience attraction. It's different than just aesthetic appreciation or recognizing that someone is conventionally attractive. There's a draw toward some people. I have an interest in the concept of sexuality, in the abstract, but the thought of acting on that interest, the thought of myself in a sexual situation, the practical reality of sexuality is squicksome at best and frightening at worst.

And I'm always questioning and re-questioning myself: Am I sure I'm not just a quitter? Am I sure this isn't just because of my childhood traumas? Am I sure I'm not just a damaged brain in need of repair? Am I sure it's not just that I feel unworthy of being loved?

So it gets very confusing is what I'm saying.

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Elliot Stardew valley u are so special and important to me..... no one gets this man like me concernedape specifically specially crafted him for me i think about him everyday

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This took me far too long (and far too many file crashes).

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you wouldn’t download a #talloran.

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Oh so im not the only scranton with gender thoughts

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They were right that simon really is scranton

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u know someone’s about to get dragged through the mud when an academic uses the phrase ‘it’s tempting to assume’

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My darling michael wave

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In other news apparently the researcher can’t do shit abt me and we have a lot in common. Weird but I mean sure I guess

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Kinda late but damn no I feel that shit :/