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the first time i tried posting this it didnt work but fanart of alice hart from @hybridheroes @cham0mil3 i love alice sm im so happy shes here in the webcomic

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happy birthday to andy 🐱🎉

My sweet boy…

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It’s both hilarious and sad how after sqq “died” it was basically just like

Everyone: That monster Luo Binghe! He must have disgraced the corpse! Why else would he refuse to give it up?!

Luo Binghe, in tears at Shen Qingqiu’s bedside: Shizun, I *sniff* made you congee for lunch 🥺 even though you won’t be able to eat it *has break down*

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Can’t help but wonder what the dynamics of the Jiang family would’ve been if Wei Ying was a little girl instead of a little boy.

First change I think would have to happen is that madam Yu would have to find different reasons to hate her, if she even continues hating her this much. This Wei Ying is not a threat to her son’s inheritance, or to her daughter’s prospects, so that is one part of the hatred not really being there anymore.

As a result of this, Jiang Cheng and Wei Ying’s relationship would be a bit less fraught, I think. Jiang Cheng is no longer constantly being compared to Wei Ying as “he’s the son your father actually wanted, he doesn’t love you”. He can instead take more joy in a second older sister, one who likes to wrestle with him and race him in the lakes, which his sister can’t really do, but who he also might be a bit more comfortable leaning on emotionally than he might’ve been a brother.

In this AU, Yanli might bear the brunt of the comparisons, but I also think she’s more well-equipped to handle it? Female Wei Ying would still be a strong cultivator, which Yanli very much isn’t, but Yanli’s identity doesn’t revolve around her cultivation the way Jiang Cheng’s does. She’s slightly older, and as sad as it is, more used to being looked down on. She doesn’t resent Wei Ying her success the same way she doesn’t resent Jiang Cheng his.

There would also have to be a change in the rumours. I feel like one of the rumours, instead of being “Wei Wuxian is Jiang Fengmian’s bastard with Cangse Sanren” (although that rumour isn’t completely gone either), would turn into a slightly more sinister “Jiang Fengmian couldn’t have the mother, so he’s raising the daughter to become his concubine/second wife/replace his bitch of a wife”.

Which brings us to the final point: Jiang Fengmian. A lot about that man and his motives is left to speculation for the readers, and I saw many beautiful and incredibly valid interpretations of his motives. Maybe he genuinely just wanted to find his friends’ child to honour them. Maybe he wanted to earn a loyal guard to his son. Maybe he was trying to use Wei Ying as a replacement for the friends he lost.

Maybe he couldn’t have the mother, so he took the daughter.

I just think having a female Wei Ying can cause some interesting ripple effects that I’d love to explore, and isn’t just “slap different pronouns on character”.

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so i watched in love with the villainess,, 👀

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There's so many moments in MDZS that make my heart utterly clench and make me want to just burst into tears, either from deep sadness and despair, or from a profound sense of love...

- Wei Wuxian getting to see his beloved shijie in her wedding dress

- The beautiful gift he made for his sister's baby boy, only for it to then be so tragically destroyed

- How all he wanted was to go meet that little nephew of his; how he never even got to...

- Jiang-shushu's last goodbye to his sons

- Wen Qing's solemn "I'm sorry, and thank you."

- Everything that happened to Wen Ning. Just, everything.

- Lan Xichen's unconditional love and acceptance of every facet of his younger brother; the liquor, the rabbits, the lotus seed pods

- "What do you think about this one?" "Mine."

- Jiang Yanli's sacrifice for her dear A-Xian, loving and protecting him always, even till the end

- The silent desperation behind Lan Wangji's "Come back to Gusu with me" plea

- Xiao Xingchen's, Song Lan, and A-Qing's horrible deaths

- Granny Wen's corpse recognizing and reaching out for her grandson

- Wei Wuxian being demonized and scorned for taking the only cultivation path he could, while never saying a word to exonerate himself

- How he did literally everything in his life for others.

This story is heart-rendingly tragic and beautiful.

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bunny fields

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White Day

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I lie awake at night thinking about how wei wuxian probably never once thought he was deserving of love and despite all the juniors and martial brothers and Jiang Cheng and Shijie that he probably felt very alone AND HE PROBABLY DIDNT EVEN WANT TO GET IN TROUBLE AT SCHOOL OR MADE FUN OF OR LOOKED DOWN UPON BECAUSE HE WAS JUST BEING HIMSELF

he deserved to be a pioneer in his field and make the world a better place for the living and dead with his little inventions, doodles, and flute songs BUT EVERYONE DIED HIMSELF INCLUDED

HE DESERVED TO KNOW HE WAS LOVED

And like I know this is the whole point of the book and it's about as profound as saying that the sky is blue BUT JUST IN CASE ANYONE FORGOT wei wuxian deserved so much better before he died

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they haven't been introduced as a concept in the webtoon yet but id like to ask a little bit about the eye colour system! obviously red eyes are most likely imprisoned or executed but how are orange eyes and yellow eyes usually dealt with by the government and in society in general?

funny you ask that, cuz lately i've been considering removing that concept from hh because it's a bit too open ended? i mean, the eyes change color depending on what their owner would believe happened, and it wouldn't have to be necessarily true

for example, someone who killed in self defence but believes that their cause for that was different due to survivors guilt or something could have orange eyes instead of yellow ones??? so it's a bit of a flawed thing. or for example what if someone hallucinated killing someone???? would their eyes change color too? that's be crazy lol

on the other hand.... yellow/orange/red eyes look cool as fuck... im torn....

but to answer your question, red eyes would be JAIL right away. they only appear on twisted individuals who kill for sport and are pretty aware of it, there's no confusion there

orange eyes mean you were heavily provoked to kill, for example, someone killed your kid in front of you or something, that's a bit more tricky, but yeah you still gotta go to jail for that buuuuut your sentence might be lighter

yellow eyes mean it was pure self defence so you get away scot free. but the person really has to believe it, there might have been cases where someone gaslit themselves so hard that the murder they've commited was self defense that they managed to actually believe it and make their eyes yellow

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AHHHHHHHH im rlly glad to find out you're making hh content again!!! just wanted to say thank you bc through ur series i met my best friend 6 years ago :) we both think of hh very fondly and love ur art sm

aa i'm really touched to hear that! i hope you guys stay friends forever! thanks for following me this long :'))))

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me ow! chapter 11 is here!

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beef & leaf 🫶🫶🫶

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honestly why qijiu has such a special place in my heart. the inherent tragedy of loving someone so deeply yet your fates are destined for failure in both universes. their red lines stretch on infinitely in every life in every universe but every time its cut off short. im not sure if its canon or fanon, but the idea that shen jiu didnt show sadness or anger towards bingge until he was told news about his qi-ge's death. and how binghe knew qingyuan would most definitely walk into his own death for the chance of saving shen jiu. bc he loved shen jiu that much.

Just typing out some short thoughts, but on the topic of closure for Yue Qingyuan - while I wouldn't say that Shen Yuan ever actively/deliberately provided him closure in his relationship with Shen Jiu, feeling it wasn't his place, his apparent overnight change and subsequent path to happiness must have lifted some weight off his shoulders. And then to have confessed to "Shen Qingqiu" the secret he'd so long been unable to utter... although it had to be left hanging due to the situation, just having said the words and not having Shen Qingqiu hate him for it - I imagine it was indeed a bittersweet relief and closure of sorts.

Feels sad that in SVSSS he gets this incidental closure but no forgiveness from the one who no longer exists there, but in PIDW he is quietly forgiven but never learns of it and can only die for his loved one. In one universe he gets some measure of peace and in the other he is unknowingly forgiven, but never both :(

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depression gang

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yaoi angel.... and yaoi devil

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