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back in my Nest and i really don’t want to leave for a long while…

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i live the life of all the girls in the computer games i played growing up

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via Moya on Instagram

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summer evening, windows open, a light breeze inside my room, freshly washed bedsheets, salted tomatoes on toasted bread, music playing in the background, sunshine dappled floor, wearing my summer perfume. moment of bliss

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Whenever an ugly feeling arises in me, maybe resent, greed, insecurity, etc. I just have to laugh and think to myself, this is what being alive is and I don’t deny my capacity for ugliness, in fact I store my faith in it because that same awareness of my own ugliness is the place I go to when I am aware of my own beauty. I have all the time in the world to sort it out, that’s the thing with self trust. I don’t hide from others and I don’t hide from myself, where there is ugliness I observe it and I don’t turn away.

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we locked in 🔒

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past week

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is this something ?

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thanks addison rae

in so much debt and i have absolutely no idea what to do about it other than to dip my feet in the water and watch the world go by as it always does. new addison rae album playing in my headphones too. she's the new pop sensation not only cause her music is good as fuck, but she brings such an "its gonna be okay" sensation through her words and melodies. yeah my account is in the negatives asf but she told me its gonna be okay so there we go

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A Bronx Tale (1993)

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Lowlands, scotland, august 2013

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Feels so blessed to be somewhere this beautiful