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Do any of you think that maybe the reason they haven't named Janine as Callies mom is because they are trying to push the Egons legacy point so hard? Just a thought.

Also, what if whoever raised Callie lied to her and told her her mom died or something and that's why it's not mentioned.

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Im so nervous about the trailer! I really just need a scrap to chew on!

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Does anyone out there hold any hope for Egon and Janine relationship revelations in Ghostbusters Frozen Empire?

I don't know how to tag people, lol

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the new Indiana Jones movie is so good! Bless you for a plot that makes sense (cough,cough Ghostbusters Afterlife cough, cough)

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If you’re over 30 and write and/or read fan fiction, reblog!

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10/3

So. My mom is planning on coming Saturday. Not to see me really but to bring her new friend here to show her around? Idk. My sister had a baby on 9/3

that's still in the nicu. I guess she will try to go see the baby? She won't commit to any plans so who knows.

But Friday and Saturday nights in October I am the lead actress in a haunt show. Its a scripted solve the puzzle type event, not a haunted house. Anyway its my 5th year, 4th year being a lead, and she's only seen me once. I arranged to get her and her friend tickets. Fingers crossed.

I get so tired of not being supported in things. Like this is a paying acting job, a good one, I'm on billboards, but noons even cares.

I Bros down at rehearsal last week because I hadn't had anyone to run lines with and was of confident at all. That stunk.

I take care of my sister's son, he's 8. And he lives with me, I decide everything for him... I can't even find anyone to watch him Friday night. I'm supossed to be in makeup at 330, but I'll have to drive 20 miles south of the job to take hi to my 80 year old grandmother's house because she doesn't drive. He gets out of school at 250, I gotta take him there, then drive to the job, there's no way I can get there on time. I hate it too. Cause they probably won't have me back when I can't be on time and my lines arent ready. I use this obey to buy him his Christmas presents and to carry the difference in the winter heat bills.

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I'm just gonna vent here.

I decided to use this as a dumping ground for my thoughts. Deep and shallow.

My birthday is Saturday. My mom moved 4 hours away earlier this year and I've only seen her twice. Both times she was here was for very specific reasons, not to do with me. Its hard because we used to do things together, spend time together, watch TV. Anyway. She keeps asking me what I want her to do about my birthday, like if I expect her to come here. But the way she says it makes me feel like she really doesn't want to and wants me to say she doesn't have to so she won't feel guilty. What I really want to say to her is that what I want is to be important enough for her to want to come. Like so excited to see me that she's already packed a bag and checked her tire pressure in anticipation of spending time with me.

If I can't get that then what does the rest matter?

9/14

She didn't come. I can't even begin to explain how much I'm hurt about it. My mom has been in a lot of tough spots emotionally in the last 3-4 years, and I've put aside all of my grief over the same things to keep her lifted up. I've drove to her in the middle of the night. Everything I thought she'd have done for me.