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[jasminebelcher]

Xavier Thorpe Smut

        Warnings: smut, TW OD, oral face riding male and fem receiving cliffhanger.

 At a very young age, you witnessed your parents die they were both addicts and they overdosed on meth in front of you, you were seven years old and to this day it still haunts you. Now though people don’t care about what they did and you try not to you just turned eighteen and it is officially nine years since they’ve died.

What sucks though is the fact that they overdosed on your birthday. This birthday was like any other except since you were 18 you finally get to get away from the orphanage. You decided to go to college and because of how good your grades were you got into Yale. You met kids your age and had fun together. Mostly meaning going to parties.

You started to study more often than not think because you needed to get your degree. So you started shutting yourself off and stopped partying as much. And no that doesn’t mean you barely ever go partying. What it means is you still go partying almost every weekend. It just means you stopped going during the week for the most part.

This upset your friends but ultimately they decided that their friendship was more important than going out and partying so they would sometimes study with you.

At first, this was kind of annoying because they couldn’t stay focused but you then realized that they just missed you. So you learned how to keep them on track it took a while but you learned that if she promised they could pick where they studied or that you would party any night of their choice once as long as you could study they agreed.

They let you study and sometimes wouldn’t show up until you were about to leave just so they didn’t distract you too much, but it was hard for them you’ve been their friend with some of them since high school. Then one day you didn’t tell them where you were going to study so they looked everywhere for you. They checked your favorite café, the library, and even your dorm.

They couldn’t find you anywhere so eventually they got ready for Xavier’s party. Mina wore an all-black with a tank top and a skeleton mesh shirt over it a skirt with fishnets and her favorite Doc Martins. Issac and Reggie were matching wearing black buttons downs ripped jeans and converse. You saw them first so you went and asked “what took you guys so long?”. You tilted your head to look at Isaac.

“What do you mean what took us so long where have you been?” He says as he and Reggie both scan what you’re wearing. You wore an outfit similar to Mina’s. You had a shorter skirt and fishnets, but instead of a mesh Skelton shirt over your tank top, you wore one with coffins and skulls you also had on Ouija board earrings and recently died your hair purple again.

That’s when it hit them you were all supposed to come here together. They chose this Wednesday to go partying because Xavier always had the best party and he thought you were cute so you and your friends were always invited. Not that you cared you always felt the same about him.

You knew almost everything about him. his favorite color is purple, he wants a [purple] hellcat not that you’d blame them there are nice cars, and he wants to be a doctor. Yea you know it’s kind of weird that he is always throwing amazing parties he wants to be a doctor but he is smart.

At first, you thought he was a little dumb [although he got into Yale it could have been daddy’s money] you soon figured out that he had to earn his way into a college. That also made your attraction to him even more severe. You didn’t mind though he would help you take your friends home if they ever got too drunk to go by themselves.

Your friends looked you up and down. “Damn girl you look hot” and no surprise there Mina was the first to say something the boys just nodded in agreement.

You decided to have a few beers just enough to take the edge off. Your friends, on the other hand, got shit-faced so you asked Xavier to help you and of course, he agreed to help. But first like always you had to kick everyone out with him you never did the upstairs though because one night a guy tried to rape you thankfully Xavier was there.

He help you bring them all to their dorms then insisted upon taking you to yours. And of course, you accepted.

Because during moments like these you’ve learned what a really good guy he is. You figured out how stressed school made him and even though you were afraid to ask tonight something was different.  You started by saying “how’s school been since the last time we talked?” He then responded with “you know how it goes its been a little tuff but I think I can manage.” He said with a shrug of his shoulders.

You didn’t believe him though so you finally ask him to study with you. It went like this: “well I was wondering even though you seem to have this all under control if you would like to study with me sometimes?”  You offered he then countered with “Nah I wouldn’t wanna bother you I’ve seen you study and you always seem so lost in your world.”

That had stumped you “Wait you’ve seen me studying?”

“You almost always at my favorite café or I see you at the library when my friend has me return something for them.” It then made so much sense that you thought someone was staring at you it must have been him.                  

Then while you closed your eyes with a sigh he took in your outfit. “I thought I said purple only,” he said. It took you a second to realize what he meant. “Ohhh well I mean can you blame me I look bad in purple. But-” you said revealing your bra strap and pulling part of your g-string out of the top of your skirt. “ I wore some just for you.” You said with a giggle.

        “I love the shade of purple you chose even if I’m the only one who got to see it” “For you Xavier anything” it’s made him blush a Lil bit. As much as it pained you you brought the conversation back to the original topic of study.

You asked if he wanted to meet in your dorm to study or at the café. He told you he didn’t mind but that he is gonna stop at the coffee shop and get you both something to drink. You told him that as long as he was okay with getting the coffee and then coming to your dorm you both could study there.                      

He said that that would be fine and you exchanged numbers. The next day you wake up unbelievably happy. You had just basically asked out the hottest, nicest, and most popular guy in college and he said yes. It’s not that you were ugly you are very pretty but he usually dated skinny model-type girls.

That didn’t bother you though you were just studying together that’s it. You and Xavier both texted some more and he said that today around 4 would be good. [several hours later] You decided that you wanted to take a shower before he got here and with a quick look at the time you realized you had thirty minutes to take a shower.

        It didn’t bother you you know you could take one in fifteen minutes if you needed so you hopped into the shower. Unlucky for you he arrived early as soon as you were about to step out of the shower you heard a knock on your door.

He was about fifteen minutes early so you wrapped yourself in the only robe you had. You’ve had it for almost five years so it was a little bit above your mid-thigh you didn’t care though. You opened the door for him and he was shocked, to say the least, he had never seen you wearing such a little amount of clothing before.

He shook his head to try to stop whatever thoughts were in his head. You didn’t pay much mind to it as you went into your room to change. You put on leggings and your favorite oversized baby Yoda t-shirt. He would never admit to it but Xavier loved seeing you in relaxed clothes he’s only ever seen you like this maybe twice but it’s such a nice change from your skirts and fish nets.

Don’t think that means he doesn’t like you all dressed up but there is just some thing about seeing you so relaxed in his presence  that he loves. Then one night he realized that he liked it so much because you looked so comfy and adorable. But right now neither of you could dwell on your feels because you needed to study.

You grabbed the books of stuff you had in common first because you wanted to study together then kinda break off towards the end to do things for the other classes and if either of you needed help you were right next to each other.

You got really confused on a math problem so you started bouncing your leg trying to think but Xavier grabbed your knee. “What?” You asked a bit to roughly. “Sorry it’s just hard to focus with you bouncing your leg like that” he said. “Oh god right I’m sorry  I completely forgot you were here” he looks kinda shocked and you started to feel bad for how you said it.

“Not like i- “Don’t worry I understand what you meant. Now how about we work out what’s confusing you so much so we can get back to work?” He said in it such a calm voice you just agreed with him. You felt kinda embarrassed because it was a really simple question but you didn’t understand it. But he said it was okay because a lot of people in class didn’t either but now you’re a little bit smarter then all of them.

You don’t know why but he always made you blush just by doing little things. You thought about when you saw him sketching in his note book and it was a picture of you playing your cello at the old folks home. The way he held whatever he used to write with made your mind wonder what else they would look good holding or rather squeezing if you know what I mean.

You tried no to think of any of that even thought he “innocently” adjusted his hand on your leg so it was now about mid thigh and rising. He noticed his affect on you though by the way you were clenching you thighs. Just by the look in his eyes you could tell he loved how he made you feel.

He’s always had this kinda effect on you but you never thought he could tell. He squeezed your thigh and started to rub up and down your thigh. Before you knew it he had his hand right where you needed him most and he just stopped. That alone was enough to make you squirm in your seat. You looked over at him and he was smirking. “What’s with that look?” “Oh nothing I just like how needy you get for me” “What do you mean for you?” You said with a quizzical gaze.

That seemed to make him happy though you had no idea why and that was kind of exciting for you as well. ‘’Please as if anyone else could make you squirm like I do with just a touch. You seen me drawing and got so needy I almost fucked you right then and there but you were sick so I held back’’ ‘’w-what? I thought all of my feelings were one sided..’’ ‘’how could you ever think that I wouldn’t like you back’’ he said with a quizzical but hurt look in his eyes.

‘’Because Xavier we’ve only ever hung out at party’s and when you would help me take all of my friends home when they were to drunk to..’’ You said in a low voice. ‘’Oh baby if that’s how you felt maybe I should show you ho much you really mean to me?’’ he said almost begging you. ‘’ you know what sure but first you clean up in here and come into my room when you done’’ you say then you get up and walk into your room. You undress really fast and put on your favorite dark purple see through bra set.

Not long after he walks in as you just put your shorts and oversized shirt on. As soon as he walks in he’s looking everywhere he starts off with your bed. You brought your bed from home so you have a queen sized bed. You have lavender and black sheets and a lot of extra pillows some more special then others. If you know what I mean.

That’s about as far as he makes it until he realizes that you’re half

naked and he’s on you in an instant. It starts off slow ‘’can I kiss you?’’ He asks it kind of took you by surprise because guys usually just kiss you. When they did ask its so awkward but when Xavier does it feels so natural.

‘’Of course you can’’ you say once you realize it looks like he thinks he’s read this whole situation wrong. He pulls you in looks deep into your eyes and says “I’ve been wanting to do this since I first saw you your so beautiful.”

You didn’t know what to say, but thankfully you didn’t have to say anything because right after that her was on you like white on rice. It was the best thing you me ever experienced. It’s not like you haven’t kissed anyone before but there was something about Xavier. Maybe it’s because of all this nights you dreamed of this to happen all the sexual tension built up over months.    

You didn’t really care none of that mattered right now all that matters right now is Xavier. After a while you pull away for air and to get his shirt off and damn when it’s off you almost swoon. He must work out every chance he gets cuz damn is he ripped. He pull you into him and kisses this time though it was soft and gentle you wonder why until you bra is unhooked and he starts to trail his hand towards you shorts but you pull away.

At first he’s seemed shocked until you pull him by his belt over to you bed you make him lay on his back while you straddle him. Your knees on either side of his hips. You start to take off his belt when. He grabs you hands and says “you don’t have to do this y/n.” But you pushed his hands away and reassured him that you wanted to do this.

You pulled his pants down to where his cock sprung free and started sucking him off. His breath began to pick up and he started moaning uncontrollably. “Oh shit … where… did you.. learn to do it like this.” He said as soon as you took him as far down your throat as possible. It made you giggled and he moaned at the sensation he felt. He was about to cum so he tried to pull you off but you kept sucking him and jerking off what you couldn’t with your hands.

He came in your mouth mere seconds after making pornographic noises. He was limp afterwords so you told him if he was as good with his mouth as he said he was here was his chance to prove it.

He gladly accepted your challenge but you wanted to try something. You crawled your way up to his face while slowly kissing up his torso. When you got to his neck you started giving him hickies. Finally you got to his lips and you both kissed like your lives depended on it then when you both broke apart gasping for air you asked “Xavier can I umm-”

“Whatever it is I’m sure ill love it.” He said. “So I can ride your face” “oh fuck yea you can get up here baby”  

You started blushing like crazy but you obliged. Ever so slowly you claimed up to his face and as soon as you got close enough he grabbed your hips and pulled you to his face.

[jasminebelcher]

So

Connection, part 2 | Johnny Depp x fem! reader

Summary: You meet Johnny Depp and there is immediate connection between you two. After a month spending time together almost every day he meets your parents.

Warnings: smut, nsfw, 18+, language, lot of fluff, age gap!! (reader is 19)

Part 1 is here :) - Connection 1

f/n - father’s name

Stepmom’s name is Patricia but if you want you can change it :)

I would love to dedicate this part to @kittenlittle24​ to who I said that this part will be out last week but I just couldn’t get myself to write. So I am sorry it took a little longer ♥️

Thank you for everyone who’s reading my stories, it means a lot to me ♥️

The first few weeks I and Johnny were able to hide our relationship from everyone including my family which changed when we were supposed to go back home, to LA. We were in London because of my father’s job for a whole month and I spent almost every day with Johnny so I didn’t like the thought of leaving him at all. Sure, he lived mainly in LA but he was just filming some new movie so he needed to stay in London for two more months. He offered me to stay with him in London many times but that meant that I would have to tell my parents about us and also there would be a bigger chance that people would find out. And to be honest I was kinda scared of stupid things that people would say about me. I was sure that people would make me look like a gold digger or something like that because I was a lot younger and that would also be the main thing which would people hate on.

“Are you okay?” I felt Johnny’s hand on my shoulder so I looked up to smile at him. I was sitting on the couch, under a warm blanket with a book in my hands while waiting on Johnny to come home from filming. I prepared dinner for us and to shorten the waiting I borrowed a book from Johnny’s home library.

“Oh yes, I didn’t hear you coming, I was thinking.” I moved my legs closer to my body, caught Johnny’s hand, and led him to sit next to me. As soon as he sat down he pulled me to sit on his lap and while I kissed him on the lips I sat on him astride.

“The dinner smells amazing.” I prepared steak, with grilled vegetables and Parmesan sauce so the kitchen and living room smelled really nice.

“Well, I hope it will also taste amazing.” I chuckled and Johnny shook his head amusingly. He told me a few days ago that I was cooking better than half of the acclaimed chefs that he met around the world and it really warmed my heart.

“Love, I can assure you that it will be delicious. I’m starving, we didn’t have too much time to eat today at set so I didn’t even have lunch,” he was hugging me tightly around my waist and was speaking to my neck as he rested his head there. I was gently scratching his neck while listening to what he was saying.

“Well, then let’s go eat.” I smiled and tried to stand up but he still held me and refused to let me go with a quiet chuckle to my neck.

“Can we stay like this for a few more minutes? I missed you the whole day,” the smile on my lips got bigger as he said that. Even when we knew each other for that short period, we started to fall in love really hard. We had a real connection which happens only once in a lifetime.

As we were sitting there, Johnny started to hum quietly some song that I didn’t know. I loved it when he was singing or humming and especially when we were falling asleep. To be honest, I was kinda cuddly and clingy and thought sometimes that Johnny didn’t like it but he always told me that it is one of many things that are so amazing at me. He wanted to be with me all the time as well and always held me close when we were together.

“I want to stay like this for hours,” I whispered calmly after few minutes when I slowly started to fall asleep. Johnny stopped his humming and pulled a little bit away to look into my eyes.

“You know you can stay here with me for two more months, right?” he was looking so serious but I could also see the love in his eyes.

“I know, it’s just, I’m stressed about telling my family.” I also pulled away a little to look into his eyes.

“Your parents have a really big age gap in their relationship as well if that’s what you are scared of.” I didn’t like talking about my family because I didn’t spend time with them at all, they had their family now and I was only the other kid from my father’s relationship that he had a long time ago. My stepmom and my father had twenty-five years difference but I and Johnny had thirty-seven years between us so I was a bit scared of judgment from my family.

“I know.” I sighed and leaned my forehead against his while closing my eyes. I took a deep breath, trying to calm down because of a little anxiety feeling before I nodded. “Fine, I’m gonna tell them. But you have to go with me.” I told and felt Johnny’s hand leaving my waist before he put them on my cheeks and pulled me for a kiss.

“I don’t have any problem with it,” he smiled to my lips before he connected them again and moved one of his hands from my cheek to my neck. It didn’t hurt at all, I could feel his cold rings on my skin and as his grip around my neck tightened a quiet moan escaped my lips.

“We have to go to eat.” I knew how this would end because Johnny’s hand which wasn’t on my neck started to move under his shirt that I was wearing without a bra underneath it.

“I’m sure it can wait,” he whispered and I felt how his fingers gently caressed my nipple which made me shook a little because of how good it felt and also how cold his hands were. To be honest, I didn’t want to end it as well. He was like my drug and I was his, we couldn’t keep our hands to ourselves. Unfortunately, right at the moment when I wanted to say that I really want it, my phone started to ring and I had to look at who it was because I promised my father that I would always pick up the phone if I was with my friends. And let’s say that I was with ‘friends’ all the time for the last few weeks. “Who’s that?” Johnny asked as separated our lips and leaned back to take the phone from the second half of the couch.

“My dad, I have to take it. Why don’t you go and prepare the table? I’m gonna come there soon, okay?” I smiled, standing up and walking away to take the FaceTime call from my dad in Johnny’s study.

“Maybe you should tell it to him now.” I could hear Johnny’s voice from the kitchen before I closed the door of the study to be in a quiet room. I was a bit stressed because let’s be honest, saying to your father that you’re dating a lot older man is not something too easy. I sat in the big chair and accepted the call before seeing my father’s face on the display of my phone. He was somewhere outside, judging by the voices around in a restaurant or some pub, and had a small smile on his face.

“Hey, where are you? Will you come tomorrow with us for the last lunch in London before going home?” he started to speak almost immediately as he saw me and I had to put the volume a bit down because of all the background noises around him.

“Hi, yeah sure I’m gonna come with you,” I said, purposely not answering the first question. I could have felt how my palms began to sweat from nervousness. My father wasn’t stupid and of course, knew that I didn’t answer so he asked again but didn’t smile too much now.

“Y/n, where are you? Is everything okay?” he asked carefully as if he thought that I was in danger. I could see my stepmom’s head peeking to see if I am okay and she smiled at me encouragingly as if she knew that I needed to say something hard.

“Yes, I’m okay,” I said before I took a deep breath, closed my eyes for a second, and then opened them right at the moment when I started to speak. “I am at Johnny’s place,” I said quickly and my dad just raised his eyebrow incomprehensibly, not understanding why I was so nervous about that.

“Okay, will you sleep there or you’ll come to the hotel?” he asked as if I didn’t tell him about me being with a guy. But how I already said, my father didn’t care too much about me so probably he didn’t even care about who I was with. I just sighed and looked at Patricia who looked like if she was scanning me with her eyes.

“Who’s Johnny?” she asked with a little smile on her lips. “New boyfriend?” she raised her eyebrows suspiciously but her smile was still visible.

“You can say it like that.” I shrugged, chuckling nervously, and rushed my hand through my hair as usual when I was nervous. I could see the face my father made at the moment when he heard it and he started to listen carefully to what I was saying. “I can maybe bring him for the lunch tomorrow? So you can meet him.” I said hesitantly and my voice was shaking a little.

“That would be great, right love?” Patricia said happily and look at my father who just shrugged as if he wasn’t surprised at all that I finally found someone. He always told me that I won’t find anyone and here I was, dating the most handsome man on earth.

“Okay, we’re gonna meet you there, bye for now.” I said, relieved that the call already ended right after my parents said, ’bye’ as well. I heard a light knocking on the door behind me and stood up before opening them to let Johnny come in.

“So? How did it go?” he asked, wrapping his arms around me while looking into my eyes, I smiled and kissed him lightly on his lips before speaking.

“I didn’t tell them exactly who you are, but tomorrow we are having lunch with them, well if you don’t have to go filming? We can cancel it of course.” I wasn’t sure which days he was filming and didn’t think about it at that moment when I spoke with my parents.

“I’m free tomorrow so don’t worry about it. I’m sure they will be okay,” he was so enthusiastic about meeting my family that I started to think about his family and about meeting them in the future in person. Johnny loved his children and he already told them about us. It was a bit strange, seeing his daughter, who is older for almost two years than me and his son who is only a year younger than me, but they were really understandable and also when I spoke with them, they were really nice to me as well. To be honest I was a bit surprised because I expected them to be a bit skeptical about that but they probably saw how I deeply cared about Johnny.

After we ate dinner together, we went to the shower, of course together, because how Johnny explained, he didn’t want to waste water but I don’t think that was the reason, judging by how his hands were all over me. As we then went to the bedroom to watch a movie on the tv there, I started to be a bit nervous again. I knew that Johnny was amazing and my family would for sure love him but come on, who wouldn’t be nervous about your so much hotter boyfriend meeting your stepmother who is a beautiful model? Even when Johnny told me that I am beautiful and he likes me a lot more, the little part of me was a bit scared. Johnny probably felt that I was a bit nervous or stressed because he pulled me closer to him and cuddled me really tightly and was whispering to my ear how much he liked me and that he would be there for me forever.

“Can we go love?” Johnny shouted so I could hear him from his bedroom where I was changing into a black kinda short skirt, white shirt and on top of it I had black crewneck hoodie, then I wore high white socks, black converse, and some jewelry. Yes, it was the type of clothes that young people wore but Johnny always said that he loved my style and he also wanted me to wear skirts because I had, quoting Johnny’s words ‘amazing legs’.

“Yes, I’m prepared.” I run down the stairs and smiled at Johnny who was looking at me with a smile and when I came closer to him he gave me a passionate kiss before he opened the door for me and walked me to his car which was parked right in front of the house. It was the newest black Mustang Shelby 500 GT, my dream car that I wanted to buy in the future.

“Wow, that’s beautiful,” I whispered and walked around the car to take a good look at it. Johnny opened the car hood so I could also look at the engine. “Amazing, it is completely new, isn’t it?” I asked and looked at Johnny who was watching me with a grin on his face.

“Yes, I bought it yesterday but not for myself,” he said and looked into my eyes when he handed me the black key. I frowned a little uncomprehendingly and hesitantly took the key from him, thinking that maybe we are driving the car to give it to the owner. It had a steering wheel on the left side so it for sure wasn’t from England.

“So who is the lucky person that you are giving it to?” I smiled and Johnny laughed while amusingly shaking his head before he touched my cheek and kissed me gently on my lips.

“It’s yours, love,” he said. I stopped my movement and looked him de in the eyes, not believing him a word.

“That’s funny Johnny but really, who does it belong to?” I chuckled but after that asked him seriously. He was finding my seriousness probably really entertaining cause he was laughing as if something really funny happened.

“I am not joking, it is yours and when you’ll go back to LA we are going to send it there as well.” I had to lean on the car a little because my heart started to bet a lot and to be honest I almost got a heart attack.

“You swear that you’re not joking?” I asked to reassure myself one more time and this time Johnny reached into the back pocket of his jeans and handed me some folded papers which I carefully took it. As I was opening the main paper my hands were shaking and my breathing got faster. And there it was, my name on the place where should be the name of the owner.

“I swear to my life that I am not joking,” he said, and right after he finished talking I jumped to hug him tightly. My arms were around his neck and he wrapped his arms around my waist, keeping me even closer. I could have felt tears in my eyes as I leaned back a little to kiss him passionately.

”I know you always wanted this type of car so I thought that I would surprise you,” he whispered when we separated our lips from the kiss.

“Johnny but this is a big surprise. You could’ve surprised me with flowers and I would love them, this is huge and I don’t think I can take it.” of course, I was happy and probably at that moment I was the most grateful person alive but I also felt terrible because he spent so much money on me.

“My love, you deserve everything in the world and this is only a glimpse of what I am going to give you when you will be with me,” the seriousness in his voice was visible and it made me cry even more. “I know that you would be happy even if I would have given you only flowers or something small but I wanted to make a big gesture to show you how much I care,” he was caressing my cheek, looking right into my eyes and a little smile was dancing on his lips.

“Thank you so much,” I said with a shaky voice as he hugged me tightly and after a few minutes when I calmed down a little we sat in the car and I drove us to the restaurant where my parents reserved a table for us. The car was even better than I dreamed of and Johnny had his hand on my thigh all the way to the lunch.

“Everything will be okay. Just breathe.” Johnny was trying to calm me down after we parked in the garages and started to walk to the restaurant. I don’t think I was ever that scared and nervous at that moment when Johnny opened the door for me and we walked inside. Johnny had sunglasses on and also his hat so it would be a bit harder to recognize him. I saw my parents almost immediately, talking about something and drinking wine from their glasses. My stepmom was looking amazing as always, wearing a tight black and white dress and high heels and my father looked charming, also as always.

“Hey everyone,” I said because they didn’t see us coming when my stepmom looked up to us I could see an amazed look in her eyes. My dad was surprised and even when he wanted to say something, he couldn’t manage to. “This is Johnny, my boyfriend,” I said with a nervous smile and saw how my father stood up and held out his hand to shake it with Johnnys.

“Hi, I’m f/n, this is my wife Patricia” my father shook Johnny’s hand and after they introduced themselves we all sat down and started to talk. My brother was probably with the nanny because I couldn’t see him anywhere and also his stroller couldn’t be seen anywhere.

“So where did you two met?�� Patricia started the conversation and only after ten minutes even my father started to speak and it looked like they really liked each other.

“Can I ask you a question?” my father asked after we finished the lunch and we’re paying for the waitress to come so we could pay.

“Yes, of course.” Johnny smiled, holding my thigh gently under the table and I had my hand on his. I was honestly a bit nervous about what my father wanted to ask.

“Are you okay with the age gap? I’m the last one who should say it’s strange because I have a younger wife but aren’t you scared what’s it gonna do with your career or what is going to be in the news?” I didn’t care about our age gap at all until my father started to speak about it. I didn’t think too much about what the news would say but what if Johnny’s career could’ve been in danger? Obviously, some people would find our relationship disturbing. Johnny probably felt how my anxiety started to raise and took my hand to his and squeezed it a little.

“I don’t care about anyone’s opinion except y/n’s. I can assure you that even if it would jeopardize my career I would care. I am happy with y/n and until she is happy with me everything else is not important.” as Johnny was speaking the smile again appeared on my lips and it was also on my parent’s faces.

“That’s what I wanted to hear.” my father said and started to search for his card to pay for the lunch but Johnny was faster and paid for all of us.

“Thank you, that’s really nice of you.” Patricia smiled before she finished her glass of wine.

“Also I wanted to ask you something. Would you mind leaving y/n here for few more weeks or maybe more than a month? I have to stay here because of filming and I would love y/n to stay here with me.” my dad‘s face was surprised the whole time when Johnny was speaking but after he ended, he just shrugged and nodded.

“I mean, she is an adult so it’s her thing. But she has her university so she has to arrange a distance studying if she’ll do that I really don’t see any problem why not.” the smile on my face was even bigger than before and I leaned to kiss Johnny who smiled at me happily.

After lunch, we went with Johnny to get my stuff from my hotel room and I said bye to my family, promising that I’ll take care of myself and I’ll call them if anything happens. On our way back home we weren’t speaking but the music was calmly playing and Johnny was again holding my thigh, now higher than before and I could feel how his thumb was making little circles on my skin.

“You wanna go to the hot tub when we come home?” he asked, slightly moving his hand higher, under my skirt, and closer to my heat, making me tighten up the grip on the steering wheel.

“Sure, we can grab a bottle of wine with us,” I suggested and Johnny just nodded, trying to find the key from the gate because we arrived home. When I parked, Johnny opened the door of the car for me and as I got out I kissed him on his lips. He smiled, closing the door behind me and as we walked inside, he held me by his side as if someone was there, trying to steal me from him, and in the other hand, he was holding my big sports bag, where I had my stuff from the hotel.

After we came inside, Johnny went to the kitchen to prepare wine for us and I went to the bedroom to put my stuff there and to change into some bikini which I would wear to the hot tub. I had a few pairs and chose the white one which showed a lot but I didn’t care because I was sure that except Johnny no one would see me. After I put it on I looked at myself in the mirror and put on Johnny’s white buttoned shirt before I went to meet him outside on the huge terrace where was the hot tub. Johnny was already inside, setting everything up on the settings display and I could hear quiet music playing in the background. The only lights which were shining were the dim hot tub’s red lights and it really made a nice atmosphere.

“You look so beautiful like this,” Johnny said when he turned around to face me and made me blush a little thanks to that. I slowly took off Johnny’s shirt that I was wearing before I took Johnny’s hand that he reached out to help me to get it the hot tub.

“This is really nice,” I said as I leaned back and Johnny wrapped his arm around me. With the other hand, he handed me a glass of red wine and took one also for him and after we clinked with our glasses we both drank and put the glasses on the edge so they wouldn’t fall.

“I can’t believe that I have you only for myself for another few weeks or months.” I was leaning my head against his shoulder while watching the stars and listening to his talking.

“I’m the one who still can’t believe anything,” I whispered, feeling Johnny’s hand which was around my shoulders moved a little so he had his fingers on my ribs, not that far from my chest which I didn’t mind at all.

“You have filming tomorrow?” I asked Johnny and looked up to look into his eyes. He was smiling down at me the whole time he was talking about his filming and about the new movie. I loved when he talked about his work, I admired everything he was doing in his life. I also admired how he handled everything around his bitchy ex-wife, Amber. We weren’t talking about her too much because honestly he wanted to forget about that part of his life and I didn’t want him to think about it at all. It took us around thirty minutes before Johnny’s lips attacked mine and I could have felt his hand on my chest and after few seconds on my neck which he squeezed a little and made me moan to the kiss.

“I can’t resist you when you look like this,” he said when he separated our lips after a while and I moved one of my hands to untie the top of my bikini which Johnny with great pleasure threw away. Before he could do anything else I moved myself above him so I was sitting astride on his lap and as I sucked on the wet skin on his neck, he moaned and cupped my breast with both of his hands. I moved my hands between us and quickly pulled his shorts down which made Johnny laugh a little. “You’re so needy my little love,” honestly, I was always needy since the first time and who wouldn’t be if they could fuck Johnny Depp anytime they wanted? “And I like it,” he added, moving one of his hands between us, touching my clit through the fabric of the bottom of my swimsuit. I had goosebumps all over my body just cause of his fingers and arched my back a little, moving myself closer to the touch of his fingers. Needing more than just touch through the thin clothing I untied both sides of the bottom part of the bikini and as soon as they were away from the hot tub, Johnny quickly slid one finger inside of me, and before I could properly get used to it he added the second one, making me moan even more.

“I wanna ride you.” I blushed a little while saying that and whined as his fingers moved again. His eyes widen as he pulled his fingers away and took me by my waist to help me reposition myself. I caught his shoulders and as I felt him filling me I tilted my head back, moaning as I felt the pleasure all over my body. His moaning was the hottest sound ever and made me want him even more. His hands moved to the skin of my butt and I could have felt his cock hitting all the right spots before I started to move and if Johnny didn’t kiss my lips I would probably be really loud because of how good he made me feel. One of his hands moved to my hair, making me tilt my head back as his lips sucked the sensitive skin of my neck and I was sure that he was leaving there small marks to show everyone that I am only his.

“y/n, you have no idea how good you are at this.” that was probably the thing that made me go even faster. My hands were changing places most of the time from his shoulders to his biceps and chest because I just couldn’t resist touching him, also the tattoos on his body were making him even hotter than he already was.

“Just like this..” I moaned, feeling the knot in my stomach and knowing that the edge was really close, judging by Johnny’s quick breathing I knew that he was close to. Few more thrusts and my head started to spin a little from all the pleasure. I could hear how Johnny hissed quietly, probably because my nails were digging into his skin on his biceps and a few moments later we both were leaning against each other our foreheads, heavy breathing, and with closed eyes.

“I am falling for you so hard y/n.” I heard Johnny’s voice after a few quiet moments when we heard just quiet music and our breathing. I opened my eyes to see Johnny looking at me and sat next to him, leaving his really comfortable lap. He looked a bit scared because I didn’t say anything for more than a half-minute but I just couldn’t believe that something like that was really happening so I had to pinch my hand underwater to reassure myself that I wasn’t dreaming.

“I already fell for you.” I touched his cheek, seeing the little sparkles in his eyes before I kissed him, reassuring him that I really meant it.