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0 km | shen quanrui ˚₊‧⁺˖

pairing : nonidolricky x reader

genre : fluff, angst

sypnosis : meeting up after months being away.

part 1

you were never more excited, after months being away from your boyfriend, the two of you finally get to meet up after being away for so long.

waking up after your afternoon nap as a result of not doing anything this morning because of sem break made you sleepy.

you reach out to your nightstand where your phone was placed before you slept. you turn it on to see a message from him saying he’s about to board the plane a few minutes ago.

ricky : about to board

ricky : be there in a few hours

you : okayy, safe flightt, cant wait to see you soon !

ricky : ❤️❤️

smiling at the hearts he sent. he doesn’t really use emojis that much when he texts you. you get up and went to take a shower, get ready to pick him up and dine out cause you know that by the time he arrives, it’ll soon be dinner time.

———

you : already here, waiting for you

you took a cab from your house to the airport. once you arrived, you quickly texted him telling him you’re here—waiting for him to come out then you two can spend time.

20 mins later

ricky : where are you?

your heart jumped at the notification of his message, looking around trying to find him. you spot him also looking around trying to find you. getting up walking towards him

you : i see you

feeling his phone buzz on his hand, he turned it on to see the notification. he then looks up to see you walking towards him with a big smile on your face.

pulling him into a big hug, nearly making him loose balance you giggled like a little girl. “i missed you so much” you say looking up at him arms still around him.

“i missed you too.” he says putting his arms around your torso. in the midst of your embrace, you suddenly hear his stomach grumble, reminding you that he hasn’t eaten. “someone’s hungry” you playfully joke. “how about we have dinner?” you suggest.

on the way to dinner, you remembered you haven’t asked him when he’s leaving. not that you wanted him to leave so soon, rather just to know what can the two of you do in during his visit.

“when are you going back?” you ask him breaking the silence in the car. diverting his attention to you, teasingly, he asks “want me to leave already?” smirking. “no, not that. i just wanna plan so we can make the most of our time together.” you say planning the moments ahead.

on the other side, he feels happy to finally be with you again after months being away, only talking to you through text messages and calls late at night.

“oh we should try out this cafe that just opened, maybe the night market tomorrow?, what else..” you suggest, planning your time together. the excitement evident in your voice. the idea of spending time together after not seeing each other for so long made you smile like crazy from the excitement.

reaching your destination, you quickly paid the fee before getting of the cab. since he was already hungry, you brought him to a food court not too far from your place to grab dinner.

walking in the store arm around his, you walk around to see what maybe you want to have. “ooh, i heard the noodles here are nice? what are you getting?” you ask him. he, unfamiliar with the place, responds “what do you recommend?”

———

after some time storlling around the place, the two of you finally decided to get the noodles from a while ago. he’s eager to pay for the bill, but you insisted that you should be the one paying for it cause he’s the guest causing sort of a tug of war between the two of you. the cashier caught in the middle, uncertain where to accept the money from.

in the end, you won—paying for food. all because you agreed that he’d pay for drinks instead.

growing up in an asian family deeply ingrained in the tradition of fighting to settle the bill, and it has been a second nature of him as he grew up adopting the habit. and now, whenever he goes out with anyone, the instinct to insist on paying is just a reflection of of what he’s used to witness growing up.

DAY TWO—you don’t know what got you into documenting every single moment with your boyfriend but you did. you went into the drawers in your room and look for the old camera you have that you hadn’t touched for a while.

you know it’ll still be on, just need to have the battery charged and you’re ready to go.

walking down the streets on the way to your next destination—the cafe that just opened. you pull out your camera from your bag and turn it on to start recording your surroundings, the sun shining brightly, wind blowing but not too much just eenough to not make your hair get blown like crazy. you bring the camera to him showing him walking, eyes swuinting shielding it from the bright sun.

pointing the camera at him, “we are on the way tooooo?” you say, elongating the last word to make it sound like a question, “i don’t know the name of the cafe, all i know is that it just opened.” he answers you. chuckling at him. you now move the camera to show the both of you. you leaned on him smiling and he does the same too—patting your head smiling at the camera.

finally reaching your destination after walking for a good 15-20 minutes, you look around to look for a seat. he finds one and points at it suggesting that the two of you should sit there, by the window showing a nice view of the morning city you live in.

you then started taking pictures of the place, taking pictures of him too, while the waiter comes to your seat and hands the menu to the both of you.

“just call me when you’re ready to order.” the waiter says before leaving the two of you to decide on what to have.

“this looks nice.” he says looking at the strawberry milkshake they have. “what are you getting?” he asks you, diverting his attention to you. “pointing at the dish you wanted.” he decides to get the same.

few minutes after talking, the food comes ready for you to indulge in. taking a few pictures to post on your instagram, also his and your drinks together before eating.

———

leaving the place after having your meal and taking a few pictures, you called a cab to bring you to your next destination—the art studio that you promised to bring him to when he comes. you’ve went here with a couple of your friends before but you didn’t mind going with him for the second time.

in the cab, you pulled out your camera from your bag again to show the view outside the car. then moving it to show him beside you, on his phone playing some type of game to kill time as the journey from the cafe you’ve just been to—to the art studio’s quite far away.

“we’re on the way to the art cafe/studio” you say quietly not wanting to be noticed by the driver leaning on to his shoulder. “yayy” he adds on, whispering. “i haven’t painted in so long.” he says to the camera. you chuckle at him—smiling, thinking about what’s going to happen later.

———

“we’re hereee.” you say to the camera showing your surroundings—walls filled with artwork hanging all over the place, art supplies casually scattered around ready to be used.

after picking your seat and ordering drinks he decides to order something different this time; mango juice—you two started working on your paintings.

“let’s make it connect” he suggests, thinking it’ll be cute to have one painting on two canvases connected to each other—you keeping the half and him keeping the other half to the painting.

“what do you mean?” you ask him, asking him to elaborate more on his idea. “we’ll decide on something to paint, a view? something like that but you’ll paint one half and i’ll paint the other half so i get to keep one half and you get to keep the other half and it’ll be one complete painting when we put it next to each other” he explains hoping you get what he’s trying to say.

“ohmygod yes yes we should definitely do that.” you say excitedly thinking it would be a cute thing to have matching pieces of art that you both created.

———

finsihing the painting, while being placed side by side to his. you, again took out your camera to take pictures, he did too—taking pictures on his phone to later post it on his instagram.

“we did well.” he says, proud of the artwork you two just created. “what about i take yours and you take mine?” he asks you his eyes bright, twinkling under the studio lights, smiling looking at you. he looks so cute.

DAY THREE— grocery shopping date, walking down the isles of the store, the two of you look for ingredients for the meal the two of you are going to cook at your place later.

looking like a lost cat following you, he stands beside you while you try to pick out the best out of the bunch of fruits and vegetables.

———

after checking off everything in the list of things to buy, you two make your way to the cashier.

“the total’s $153.73” you hear the cahsier say after scanning all the items in your cart. you widened your eyes hearing the total amount, reaching for your wallet in your bag. but you were stopped after seeing the cashier hand him the card reader.

“ricky what are you doing” you ask him “im supposed to be the one paying for this.” you continued.

“done, let’s go.” he says taking the bags walking towards the exit. “i’ll send you the money later” you tell him while walking, taking one the bags on his hand to lessen the burden. “it’s okay darl” he responds.

———

“could you get me the salt please.” you ask him, “oh where is it?” he ask you confused as to where you put the salt at. “in the cabinet there.” you say focused on stirring the soup.

“here.” he says handing you the salt. adding it into the pot of soup, stirring it, scooping some of it to try “try some.” you hand the spoon to him to try.

“ah hot” he says, his tounge burning from the hot soup. “its good” he says giving you a thumbs up before getting your cup of water you put on the table near the counter.

———

“food’s ready” you announce before turning of the stove, putting on mittens to take the pot out of the stovetop bringing it to the dining table infront of the kitchen of your place. while he takes the plates and utensils for you.

enjoying your meal as it rains outside, raindrops tapping on the ground. the falling rain creating a darker ambience indoors, with the absence of the sun in the rainy afternoon.

DAY FOUR— last day before he goes back. even though you wanted so bad for him to stay longer. you couldn’t, his and yours regular schedules are resuming soon and he has to go back to prepare.

the two of you are currently at a self photo booth, you suggested that the two of you should go after he told you that he’ll have to leave the next day.

“one..two..three..” the machine shows on the screen doing a countdown before taking the picture. you hear the camera shutter and strike another pose. you lean your head on his shoulder and he puts his hand on the side of your head, smiling.

the machine lets out another shutter noise after taking the picture. another one—“one…two…”running out of poses, you kiss him on the cheek “three” the machine lets out the shutter noise, his eyes widens, ears red, cheeks flushed after what you just did.

waiting for the machine to finish printing your picture, you stand there nervously, it’s just a peck on the cheek, no big deal…? yeah no big deal. but why are you so nervous?

he takes the printed photo from the machine and hands the other one to you. his cheeks still red from what just happened.

“let’s go” he says taking your hand, leading you to the way out of the place. “we’re going to that cafe next right?” he asks trying to clear the tension in the air.

“hm?…oh yeah” you respond back, still surprised after what you just did, you didn’t know why you made it such a big deal, it’s just a peck. you told yoursef that multiple times. but..you’ve never kissed him before, and he’s never kissed you before too.. what were you doingggg?? why are you like this?? your thoughts spiral.

in the midst of your thoughts, he holds your chin, bringing you closer to him giving you a peck on the lips.

your eyes widen at what he just did. out of nowhere?? all this in the same day’s making you go crazy. “there, we’re even now.” he says before continuing to walk.

DAY FIVE LAST DAY— you were never good with goodbyes, waking up and getting ready to send him off to the airport felt heavy to you. a few more hours and you’ll be back to text messages and video chats.

back then, you’d tell yourself—it wouldn’t be that difficult, it’s not like you wouldn’t be able to talk anymore or anything.

but reality proved you wrong. seeing people around you do regular couple things made you…bitter? you could say? not in a way you wished they’d fight and break up. rather in a way where you wished you could do the same with him.

being in a relationship with him was one of your most significant achievement. especially after having feelings for each other for so long. it brought you immense happiness, but as the saying goes—everything has it’s pros and cons. the only downside being the physical distance; seperated by oceans and time zones.

but did you regret it? not even a little bit. you’d always remind yourself—all the efforts the two of you put in at the moment will eventually pay off.

———

“thank you” he says once the two of you arrived at the airport, a few more minutes till the plane boards.

“stop you’re going to make me cry.” you say tears threatening to fall.

“i’ll miss you” you say hugging him snuggling your head on his chest. he kissed your forhead before lifting your chin “don’t cry” he says wiping the tears on your cheeks.

“take care of yourself yeah?”he says trying very hard not to let his tears fall, rubbing your back, comforting you. “don’t stress yourself out too much.” he continues. “you can talk to me if you need to.” he reminds you making you cry even more making his shirt wet from your tears.

lifting your head. “text me when you reach there.” you managed to let out. “you too, be careful. take care of yourself” you reminded him. “i’ll call you tonight.” he says before letting go of your embrace, his hands holding your arms “we’ll see each other again soon.”

the speaker’s announces, reminding the passengers the plane’s about to board. “i gotta go.” he says, giving you a quick peck on the lips. “i love you.” he adds.

you hum in acknowledgement as he walks away, heading towards the gate waving you goodbye. you wave him goodbye back before he disappears from your sight. you savor the fleeting moments, watching him until he’s put of view, carrying the echoes of his parting words with you.

note : not super satisfied with how i wrote this but here you gooerrrr.

[jasminexox5]

5,200.04 km away | shen ricky

pairing : nonidolricky x reader

genre : fluff, angst

sypnosis : being in a long distance relationship can be difficult at times, communication’s the key to the problem, but what happens if you don’t?

staring at your phone, his contact name flashed on your screen. isn’t he supposed to be in class right now? why’s he calling you all of a sudden? you hesitated for a moment before swiping to answer, “hey, what’s up aren’t you supposed to be in class right now?” you ask him.

he sighed at the other end, the weariness evident in his breath as a result from a long day “my professor called in sick so he gave us shit tons of assignments to do instead, starting to question my life choices to be honest.” he says from the other end.

leaning back on your chair, you let out a chuckle at what he said “hold on a little longer, it’s almost sem break.” you tell him trying to lift up the mood a little.

“i miss you” he confesses out of the blue. the words hanging in the air, heavy with the weight of the distance that separates the two of you. you could tell from his voice how tired he is.

“i miss you too rui” you reply, words hanging a bit uncertain, unsure of how to offer comfort across the distance.

you and ricky were what people would call high school sweethearts, you would have lunch together with his and your friends, walk together to class, have study dates—he’d tutor you in subjects you didn’t do quite well in which you are still amazed at how good he is at it, and you’d do the same for him to return the favor. but all changed after graduation, when the two of you seperated going on different paths.

the both of you have talked about this a few times before, even when you two were still in what people usually call the “talking phase”. curious you’d bring up this topic to him as you two would be graduating not very long later.

you both knew the consequences of getting into a long distance relationship, the hardest one being not being able to see each other face to face for a long period of time, feeling lonely even though you have a partner. but hey it’s not like we’re living back in the days like before, even then people would send out letters to their loved ones, you can still talk to him through messaging and calls.

but its not so easy sometimes seeing not just your friends but also everyone on social media doing regular couple stuff, going on dinner dates, going to the movies together. sometimes you just wished you could smash through whatever’s keeping you and ricky from doing the same.

despite all the challenges, you two were the ones who agreed to continue this relationship in the first place, hoping that all efforts the both of you put in at the moment will one day pay off.

“anyways, any plans on sem break?” he asks you through the other end breaking the silence “haven’t really thoufht about it yet, what about you?” you respond asking him back

“same, just want everything to be done honestly. so much things to do, i’m gonna go crazy.” he rambles

“when’s ur break starting?” you ask him pulling your back up from the chair fixing your posture to sit up straight.

“in about three weeks i guess?” he responded back, crossing his arms placing it on the table, head leaning forward closer to his screen to get a better look at you. “what are you doing?” he asks you.

you then take your phone, bringing your camera to show him what you’re working on — “oof, 加油” (jiā yóu — good luck)

putting back your phone to where it was earlier, still showing your face, you suddenly yawned, reminding you of how late it is and how you should call it a day and go to sleep.

“go to sleep dear, it’s already so late there.” he reminds you — though he still wants to spend more time with you even through the phone, your different time zones don’t allow you to.

“10 more minutes” you responded eyes still glued to the screen not wanting to sleep yet with the amount of undone tasks you have.

you can’t deny, the time you two are spending on each other are getting lesser day by day, assignments adding up as soon as you finish one, different time zones — him wanting to stay up to talk to you on times you are free, but you not letting him cause he has class the next day even though you know deep down how much you want to spend time with him, but you don’t want to be the reason he’s tired the next day. and the same goes for you as well, you wanting to stay up late to talk to him, but him not letting you do so for the same reasons.

its usually times when you’re free, he’s either sleeping or he’s at class. so sundays it is when you two could catch up after a busy week.

despite all its negatives, there were also times when he would ask you out on “virtual dates” like watching movies together, playing games late at night screaming and laughing at how dumb the both of you are at the game, there were also times where he would match up with your time just so you two could have a meal together just like how it used to be back in the days—and by that i mean he would not eat for a couple hours to match up with your time just you two could dine together even through online. he’d set up his place, place candles on his desk, get a wine glass just to fill it with anything but alcohol.

“what’s with the candles?” you ask him laughing. “omg is that wine?” you say noticing the wine glass filled with what you thought was wine. “its grape juice.” hearing him say that it’s not made you laugh even more continued by him showing you the bottle of grape juice and suddenly making tapping noises on it “asmr” he smiling as he whisperes to his microphone only making you burst out laughing even more at his acts.

“did you change your lights?” you ask after noticing the change of ambience in his place which wasn’t usually this warm. “yeah isn’t it nice” he responds to your question while looking around at his surroundings. “what are you having for dinner mr shen?” you ask him teasingly. the effort he put in to make the it feel like a fancy restaurant while you’re in your room, dressed in loungewear and just a cup of cup noodles in front of you cause you didn’t feel like cooking or ordering from outside save money.

he then shows you the meal he cooked just now, he’s definitely improved his cooking skills after living alone for a few months now. “oooo looks nice, how long did it take you to make that?” you ask him, trying to keep the conversation going.

he takes a bite into the chicken he made “hmm about 40 ish minutes, it wasn’t as difficult as it thought it would be.” he said after chewing on his food. “i should add more pepper wait here i’ll go grab it.” he says before leaving to grab the seasoning and continue to have dinner with you after months of being away.

not only virtual dinner dates, he would send you gifts, buy you things out of nowhere and it suddenly arriving at your home. he would also send you packages from his place filled with snacks you’ve always wanted to try, snacks he recommends, random things he bought, and we can’t forget; his hoodies or sweaters that he made sure to spray with his perfume before sending it out to you.

not only him, but you too would send him packages filled with snacks you want him to try, random things and hand written letters you write on your freetime. sometimes, you two would wait for the package to arrive at your homes, and unbox them on facetime together to get each other’s reactions.

you could be doing the dishes or even your laundry while talking, rambling about your day while he sits there watches and listens to you rant about your teammate not doing their part on the group assignment.

he could be cooking, or even cleaning which he still hasn’t gotten used to since he used to rarely do housework back then before college, he’d call you, asking you what to put in his soup, how you cook certain meals or sometimes at days when he’s not in the mood to cook, he’d just order takeout and would still call you, have you decide on what he should eat.

as the end of semester came rolling round, you two found yourselves swallowed by the relentless tide of responsibilities. what used to be daily messages and calls that bridged the distance became less frequent, late night calls where either him or you used to talk, relax and do anything turned into brief and hurried messages of words of encouragement, pushing each other to do their best on their examinations.

ricky : still alive?

you : barely

ricky : goodluck tomorrow, don’t stay up too late.

you : you too ❤️

you : totally bombed the test

hours later

ricky : hey, sorry was studying just now.

ricky : bombed mine too

you : oh shut up, you say that then end up acing the test.

ricky : not this time

you : still up?

late night cramming, and early morning revisions and also time zones left little room for the usual routine that you used to have, past messages and call histories turned into bittersweet reminders of what once was.

as the last exam wraps up, a heavy silence settled between the two of you. weeks of stress and exhaustion left little to no energy for the emotional reconnection the both of you desperately needed.

you : good luck on your last exam!

ricky : thanks, you too dear 🤍

each passing day bringing more tension. both survived the exams but it feels like you’re slowly loosing something in the process.

after days of suffocating silence, you reached your breaking point. the weight of unspoken words and the distance became too much to bare. feeling even more upset after the way he responded to your message; like he was in such a big hurry. how he wouldn’t start conversations without you talking to him first.

ricky : what are you up to?

ricky : i miss youuu

ricky : wanna call?

reading his message felt like salt on an open wound, he’d just text you like as if the past few days of no contact hadn’t bothered you.

seeing his name pop up on the side of your screen, you think about it for a moment before picking up. in the dimly lit room, his face glowed softly, illuminated by the bright computer screen in front of him.

“hey” he says while adjusting his thin framed glasses he usually wears. “what are you up to?” he asks you. you didn’t feel like giving him a long answer on what you’ve been up to these days when he hadn’t made effort on contacting you. “nothing much” you say nonchalantly hoping he wouldn’t question you even more.

“oh” was all he let out to your response. you two then stayed there in silence, not saying a word to each other despite being on call. he’s doing whatever he’s doing on his computer and you’re scrolling through your social media not really wanting to start a conversation with him.

you know it is quite unreasonable that you picked up the call with zero intentions on talking to him just to get his reaction but you hadn’t gotten one so far. it was like he was fine with you two not talking.

this made you even more upset. “i need to go, talk to you later bye.” you said before hanging up on the call. he didn’t even have time to respond before you hung up that quickly.

but on his side he found it wierd that you changed all of a sudden, you suddenly not talking as much. daily updates from you became less often, almost none ad the day passes by. assuming that you were busy and he didn’t want to bother you. he decided to wait for you to initiate contact then go with the flow.

as hours passed by without your usual updates and messages, he began contemplating the silence. maybe you truly were busy and had no time to talk. hesitant to disturb your presumed busy schedule, he refrained from reaching out, leaving the the distance even more quiet. with each passing hour, it felt like the uncertainty was getting even cloudier without the usual chitchat.

they say communication’s the key to a healthy relationship. right? so then why are you so persistent on not talking to him, basically giving him the silent treatment. waiting for him to make the first move. you very badly wanted the silence to end, but why are you so hesitant on reaching out? the questions flood in your mind—does he not care? does he not find it wierd that you’re not reaching out as much? is he seeing someone else? does he still wanna be with you? frustration creeps in as your thoughts spiral.

as days go by, still no contact. admist the chaos of your thoughts and the akward silence, there’s this tiny hope—maybe he’s going through the same uncertainty. then it hits you that this isn’t a solo mission and that you should communicate through problems like this.

you : still up?

you shoot him a text, hoping he’s still up wich you were pretty sure he was. you knew his sleeping schedule, especially during breaks when he’d stay up till the crack of dawn, either glued to his computer or just chilling. late night talks, scrolling through social media, gaming. he wasn’t exactly an early bird.

so you sit there, waiting for his response hoping he’d reply quicker. then you see those three dots pop up—he’s typing. feeling even more nervous, wondering what’s on his mind in the middle of the night.

ricky : yeah, can we talk?

surprised at his response. it was like he could read your mind even through the distance. getting up from your bed, sitting on your chair you turn on your laptop to video call him.

waiting for him to pick up, you scroll through your phone to ease your mind. you then hear your laptop notify you that he’s picked up. “hey” he says breaking the silence.

“hey ricky” you greet him back. which was unsual—you’d always call him by nicknames, babe, dear, love etcetc. him hearing you call him by his name sounded wierd.

“so…” you say after taking a deep breath. “how’ve you been?” he asks you but it was akward this time. “nothing much, you?” you respond, asking him the same question. hearing him click his tounge you could tell he was frustrated “look, i- to be honest with you im pretty sure you’ve noticed already, we haven’t been talking as much.” he says straight to the point, quickly which he does when he’s nervous.

you stared at your screen for a second not knowing how to respond. but part of you felt relieved that he also felt the same way. “i know this might be wierd for me to say all of a sudden but did i do anything wrong? it’s killing me that we’re not talking.” he asks you genuinely confused.

your heart skips a beat hearing him say that. his unexpected honesty catches you by surprise. “i- it’s just that i noticed you haven’t been very active these past few days you don’t respond to my messages like how you used to, i know you’ve been busy with exams and all, i understand that but it just kind of continued till after exams which kind of confused me to be honest. i assumed you really were busy so i thought it was better for me not to bother you so much.” you explained, coming clean to what you’ve been feeling lately—“and…to be honest with you too, i have been wanting to talk to you about this past few days ago, i just hadn’t got the courage to.. i’m sorry.” you apologized.

giving him the silent treatment wasn’t going to solve the problem. so you thought it would be best to be honest with him and talk to him about what’s been on your mind.

taking a deep breath, processing what you just said earlier “i actually thought the same about you, you haven’t been very active. and i figured you were caught up in stuff” he says feeling bad, all this happened because of miscommunication.

“yeah, i get that” you acknowledge, feeling relieved that you’re both on the same page, getting what each other’s saying in your conversation. “we totally should’ve talked about it sooner, huh?”

you chuckle softly “yeah, maybe we’re not so mind reading savvy as we thought.”

“promise me you’ll talk to me if we have any problems?” he asks you putting up his pinky making a pinky promise. “yeah” you reply also putting up your pinky.

as the conversation continues, you both realise you’ve been on the same tricky journey. it’s like a lightbulb moment, and you feel the tension melt away replaced by a sense of connection after confusion.

the chat goes on, it’s like the fog lifts. back to goofy emojis, jokes, and laughs. leaving the tension an issue behind.

“any plans yet?” he asks you thinking about going to yoir place this sem break. “no not really, you?” you ask him back.

“should i go to your place?” he asks you, tilting his head slightly while looking at you through his screen. surprised, “what really?” you ask him getting excited over the thought of being able to see him again after months being away from each other.

“it’s up to you, you know” he says making it a choice for you to decide. “yeah of course” you say excited. “when tho?” you ask him while thinking of what you two should do when he visits, food he needs to try, places you two should go; places you wanted to go but couldn’t cause you didn’t want to be alone, no. cause you wanted to go with him.

“next week? tuesday or wednesday?” he replies while looking at available flights from his to your place. “tuesday, tuesday aahh im so excited.”

“right, then tuesday it is”

part 2

[jasminexox5]

☾ CATCHING YOU TALKING TO YOUR CAT

ot9 masterlist / zb1 masterlist

➛ genre / trope ; comedy , platonic / romantic ? ➛ warnings ; cursing 🎧 — back from the random break and yeah ik im ignorint lovestruck rn but i just need ideas saur.. anyways seeing ateez in september 😜 inspired by this happening to me yesterday..

☆ ➛ k.jiwoong

— “ i love you so much my baby- “

— he opened the door and saw you sitting on the couch squeezing your cat halfway to heaven , speaking to it in that baby voice.

— will probably ignore you and let you do your thing then join you on the couch.

— sort of judgemental but not rlly , depending on his mood.

— “ what ARE you doing ? “

— “ giving my child love wdym. “

— “ okay.. anyways. “

☆ ➛ s.hanbin

— the least judgemental , probably.

— he heard the cat meowing loudly in the kitchen and thought it needed food so he walked in just to see you meowing back at it.. ?

— will keep quiet then take a video plus a couple of pictures for his own amusement and maybe blackmail.

— he’d accidentally let out a laugh , busted.

— “ oh shit how long have you been standing there ? “

— “ long enough to take these. “

— the most humiliating moment of your life when he showed you those videos.

— a hypocrite because you caught him talking to the cat when he cooked it food , just in a language that humans understood.

☆ ➛ zhanghao

— depends on his mood , maybe he wouldn’t meow at it but like speak to it.

— he also has that motherly side to him so he’d probably cook for the cat at least twice a week whenever he has the time.

— then he’d neatly plate the food and then feed it to the cat.

— “ do you like it ? is it good ? okay good. “

— “ omg zhanghao are you talking to the cat ? “

— “ uh.. yeah. “

— both of you would bend down next to it while its eating and just talk either to each other or the cat.

☆ ➛ s.matthew

— 100% judgemental.

— as soon as he sees you babying or meowing at the cat he’s giving THAT stare.

— “ what are you doing ? “

— “ talking ? “

— “ to the cat ? “

— “ yeah why. “

— he’d get used to it after a while but will still judge on the occasion.

— caught himself talking to it one day subconsciously but thats a secret he’d take to his grave.

☆ ➛ k.taerae

— nahh he talks to it too.

— he likes to sing a lot at home and play his guitar so whenever you sit to listen to him the cat will always be around either on your lap or somewhere nearby.

— he probably coos / baby talks to it a lot.

— he also spoils the cat.

— the type to have a full blown conversation with it , like he’ll say something to himself but if the cat meows he’ll just end up speaking to it and waiting for it to meow back as a response.

— “ should i eat something ? “

— “ …meow. “

— “ i should right , okay what do i cook ? “

— “ meoowwww “

— “ good idea. “

☆ ➛ ricky

— he wouldn’t really care.

— i don’t think he’d talk to it or meow at it but maybe shoot it like a little “ hi “ or “ bye “.

— so yeah he doesn’t really care if you speak to it or meow at it.

— but will tease you for it.

— “ hey did you see the cat ? “

— “ didn’t you speak to it just now. “

— “ bitch ? “

— he doesn’t want you to stop though sometimes he eavesdrops on the conversation you have with the cat.

☆ ➛k.gyuvin

— the. hypocrite.

— would give you that judgemental face 100%.

— “ you’re talking to the cat when theres a human here. “

— “ and ? “

— but when you’re gone he’d talk to it too.

— “ i know right we should kick y/n out , but then i don’t have anyone to split the bills with. “

— “ excuse me ? “

— “ the cat said that not me. “

— would deny with his whole life that he spoke to it even if you caught him but will eventually give up.

— “ yeah i had a heartfelt conversation with it. you stole my idea i spoke to it first. “

— “ the fuck ? “

☆ ➛ p.gunwook

— another one that also speaks to the cat.

— it follows him a lot because he gives it so many treats even though you told him not to.

— i imagine the cat just plopping itself on his desk when he’s doing work and he’d use one hand to pet it and the other to write.

— definitely meows at it more than speaking.

— if the cat meows randomly when its sitting at his feet he’ll meow back and it’ll keep going until he gives in and gives it treats. [ he already knows what the cat wants in the first place but yk. ]

— you come back home wondering why theres two cats in your house.

— “ is there another- was that you ? why does your meows sound so real.. “

— “ practice. “

— “ how do you practice meowing…. yk what never mind. “

☆ ➛ h.yujin

— wouldn’t care but would be more curious.

— sees you talking to the cat and actually wonders if you can understand it because of your bond or whatever.

— “ do you know what its saying ? “

— “ uh no.. ? but sort of. “

— would join you in talking to it or just observe and try to figure out what the cat meows mean.

— catches himself subconsciously talking to the cat now and he can’t stop.

🎧— also… in my miguel o’hara phase rn 🙏🙏 ©️ yrthr 2023

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favourite wonboo — [4/?]

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asking svt if you can tie a bow on ‘it’ | 95 line

genre; nsfw, cockette, mdni <3 | a/n; it's damn time consuming to write for 13 men :| so 95z for now! this has been on my mind for so long now..

— seungcheol

genuinely confused when you ask him about it. “tie a ribbon on what?” but you don't explain and again ask him. so, he lets you do so ‘cause what harm would a ribbon do? he’s amused and curious when you get on you knees and palm his cock while looking up at him through your lashes. oh. he curses under his breath as you take out his girthy cock, pressing a kiss on the tip before tying a light pink ribbon near his tip. he can't help the pride and cockiness that fills him when he takes photos of you and his cock. and of course he has to get a picture of your face covered with him cum and with the ribbon still on it <3

— jeonghan

not really into it when you mention it but will play into just to tease the fuck out of you. first, he'll make you say your request clearly and loudly. “hmm? can't hear you baby.” and you have to look at him while saying it. has a shit-eating grin and agrees, albeit with no interest. only allows you to tie the ribbon after you suck him off. and after he cums, his dick goes flaccid and he's like “oops, gotta do it again, i guess.” and he feels lightheaded and drowsy after cumming 3 times in a row, and he finally gives in, letting you tie the ribbon around his cock. watches with a lazy smile as you take selfies with his dick. “my cock drunk slut.”

— joshua

flabbergasted. his eyes goes all wide and his mouth parts a bit when you suggest the idea. and this is also in public when he asked why you were so excited about buying ribbons, and you nonchalantly bringing it up. you didn't mention his cock though, only hinting on it. but that's enough to keep him thinking for the rest of the day. but he eventually forgets it as days go by, and you don't implement your action right away. it's on your birthday that you do it. he feels so bad when you said that the day could've been better but it's all thrown out the window when you so nicely ask for his cock as a gift, asking him to tie a ribbon around his girth and present it to you. “it’s always yours, sweetheart.” [and he remembers it for your next birthdays ;) ]

tags; @seungkwanschicken @aaa-sia (send an ask to be added on the taglist!)

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— subtle physical affection prompts 𓆩♡𓆪

i hope everyone is having a great new year so far! enjoy :D

pushing strands of their hair out of their face

brushing the dust of their clothes

wiping off a food stain near their lips (bonus: you lick it off your fingers)

briefly tracing the lines of their palms

patiently helping them put their shoes on

teasingly playing with the string of their hoodie

nose boops

comparing hand sizes

accidentally grazing their hands as both of you are reaching for the same object

gentle massages for their shoulders

delicately putting your hand on their back

playful stabs with your fingers onto the side of their waist

ever so light forehead pecks

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Somebody needs to ‘big stretch’ their way inside me

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Before The Storm | Xu Minghao

'Are you ready to leave, my love?'

Minghao asks you before you walk out of the bathroom, adjusting the strap of your dress one last time. Your eyes immediately met his across the room, and you saw the way his eyes lit up as he took in all of your beauty. He was hypnotised the minute he saw you ready to leave. His eyes trailed over every curve of your body from top to bottom, making sure not to miss an inch.

'Minghao? Are you okay, darling? '

You just laughed as he snapped out of his love-filled daze and started walking towards you to help with your shoes. Tonight was a treat, as it was your 2-year anniversary, taking you out to one of the best restaurants in town. Every anniversary was special, but this one was just that little bit more....

'Our little one is growing so well...'

His slender fingers travelled across your bump very slowly, with tender care. You gently smiled at your husband, taking in every precious moment between you both and your unborn child. This was one of the first times your bump was visible, letting everyone else know that you were his. Nothing would make Minghao forget this moment, even if the world was ending.

Reluctantly, he pulled away from your stomach and took you by the hand to sit on the couch, helping guide your shoes into your feet. Even doing the most mundane tasks made Minghao feel like he was helping a hundred times more, taking the weight off of your back whenever he was able to.

'Now. Are you hungry? '

'Could eat for two here'

You both laugh as you head for the door, hand in hand, ready to take every moment as it comes before your little one arrives into the world.

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thinking about my belly sticking out in front of me

thinking about having to waddle everywhere

thinking about my hips, thighs and ass getting thicker

thinking about my tits going up two cup sizes

thinking about stretched skin and spreading my legs to let my belly rest between them

thinking about feeling to full, filled to the brim

thinking about barely being able to reach my pussy but getting off anyway

thinkifn about clothes barely fitting even though they fit last week

thinking about looking in the mirror and wondering what happened how did so much change in just a few months

thinking about being overdue and balancing between thinking i'm too big and thinking i want to get bigger

thinking about giving birth and immediately doing it all over again

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JUN for Esquire Fine (2024)

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started my yoga teacher minghao fic 👀

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svt s/o who's feminism but mature, who knows her worth who sexy. like she wears pretty sexy nightgowns, gets her nails done, is just so maturely hot. thankkkk youuuu <3

them having a femenine s/o

content: feminine reader, mentions of reader having long hair (long enough to braid or put up), established relationship implied, a lil bit suggestive (?), etc.

wc: 943

a/n: in my mind they are all unconditionally obsessed with their s/o tbh and u can see that rlly well in what i wrotehdjosoos

masterlist

seungcheol -

he always says he wants to be seen as a strong and dependable man, so i think he'd love your feminine disposition (have u seen him with jeonghan ..) he would love paying for your self-care days and would have standing appointments for you to get your nails, lashes and hair done every month (already paid for in advance obviously!!) he'd adooore any time you wore a cute lil sundress for him and would insist on buying you cute lil dresses and accessories so you could show them off to him.

jeonghan -

he has experience with maintenance of long, luscious hair, so he'd always be braiding your hair an drying it for you. gives me the vibe that he would find a feminine s/o adorable. would adore the cute lil charms you put on your nails, letting you do his own nails should you ever ask. he'd join you in your self care days where you did a bunch of facials and take long scented baths. he's a lil feminine himself so you guys would fit perfectly together.

joshua -

he seems very put together himself so i think he'd really feed off of the way you'd routinely get your nails and lashes done, how you'd do your skin care in an almost holistic way. he would love getting to pick your nails and getting you cute lil night gowns to wear. he'd integrate into your beauty routine very well.

jun -

he'd lose track of time just staring at you with stars in his eyes. wouldnt even realize how often he'd just. stare. but he couldnt help it, okay? he'd just find you so amazing and sexy and confident and the prettiest thing he'd ever seen. he'd happily pay for your nails and carry the pretty new bag he'd just gotten for you last week if it meant he could admire you from afar whenever he wanted.

soonyoung -

just constantly dumbfounded by the absolute deity he believed you to be. you were just so confident and sexy and put together and those dresses you wore made your legs look so good that he just- but that's besides the point! soonie would be nothing short of obsessed with you, always in awe of your new set of nails or the pretty new lipstick adorning your lips. super attentive to all the efforts you put in your appearance.

wonwoo -

he'd be so bf carrying your bag and complimenting the cute charms on your nails. would constantly look at you with love and wonder in his eyes any time you modeled your new outfits for him. would humor you any time you asked him if you could paint his nails to match yours. would run his hands over your body any time you wore those soft nightgowns of yours.

jihoon -

he'd be so easily flustered by just how pretty and sexy he found you. you were just the embodiment of feminine and put together. would admire every detail about you, from your nails to your hair to your perfume. he'd be a little intimidated by you, knowing that one look and he'd be on his knees for you. in short, he'd be obsessed with you in every way imaginable.

seokmin -

lol constantly swooning over you and any and every one of your feminine habits. would be fascinated by your nails and the way you always managed to have them done. would love how you always had cute lil outfits ready for every occasion. he'd just be eternally fascinated by every detail about your appearance and how meticulously you had yourself put together.

mingyu -

certified bf who's obsessed with paying for you to get yourself done all over. monthly nail set? he's paying. lashes touch up? his wallet is yours. new wardrobe? his black card will take care of it! he'd feel a brand new sense of satisfaction seeing you all dolled up every day knowing he could provide for you and simultaneously have such a pretty s/o always so well-put together.

minghao -

he'd feel a little cocky at knowing that he was dating the literal embodiment of sexiness and confidence. you two would make such a perfect match bc of how well established your individual styles were, making minghao get a sense of pride at having such an enviable partner. he'd love your feminine aura and would feed off of it.

seungkwan -

he's always tagging along with you when you got a mani or a pedi, joining in to get his treatments done too. would word-vomit compliments at you any time he saw you, always telling you how pretty you looked with your new dress or how cute you did your hair that morning. bf but also a bestie to do all these cute lil feminine things with.

vernon -

i dont think he particularly cares if his partner is feminine or not, but he'd enjoy when you'd ask for opinions on what nails to get next or whether you should do a mud mask or a peel-off mask that day. would absolutely join you when you did self-care days and do masks with you. he'd also like how soft you always felt after those aforementioned self-care days.

chan -

he's so boyfriend coded to me, i think he'd swoon over every little feminine detail about you. would notice your new nails every time you did them. would compliment you even when all you did was get a small trim. would get you flowers that matched your nails at the moment. he'd also have a thing for seeing you in those pretty lacy nightgowns. they felt so soft under his touch when he held you at night.

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kiss me instead zb1 s. ricky

ricky notices your habit of biting the skin off your lips and helps you get rid of said habit.

written in second person pov, gn reader, fluff, established relationship wc: ~0.55k

!! mentions of bleeding

it was a normal movie night with ricky. both of you buried in your blankets, your legs laying on his with his arm wrapped around your shoulder comfortingly, your head resting against his chest as you snuggle up against him, eyes focusing intently on the tv screen.

and of course, how could ricky ever focus on the movie when there’s an angel right in front of him, lying in his embrace? staring and observing you throughout the first quarter of the movie, he noticed some things and it was that you really liked to bite the skin off of your lips whenever you were focusing and how chapped your lips were.

ricky couldn’t just leave your bleeding lips be like that. before you could place your lips between your teeth again, he stops you by pecking you on the lips out of nowhere, surprising you and making you slightly jump at the sudden contact.

“what?” you chuckled at your irresistible boyfriend, confused as to why he suddenly decided that he so desperately needed his lips on yours. “stop biting the skin off of your lips. they’re bleeding now,” ricky frowned at the sight of the lips of his favourite person bleeding.

all he could think of was that it must have been painful. and what does he hate the most? the person he loves being in pain.

ricky escapes the warmth of your blankets and stood up, walking into the bathroom and disappearing out of your sight, a pout unconsciously appearing on your lips.

when he enters your sight again, you stop pouting and you see him holding a wet towel. he took his place beside you again but sitting upright this time. his hands inched towards your face, gently grabbing your chin to take a closer look at your bleeding lip and softly dabbing the cold towel on your wound.

your cheeks lit up into a red tint. though you’ve been dating ricky for a while, he never fails to make butterflies swarm in your stomach and your heart rate increase effortlessly.

“better?” he asks while quirking up an eyebrow and caressing the top of your head lovingly. once again welcoming the cozy embrace of your blankets and you regaining the warmth you were missing.

“hm, but i can’t help it. it’s a natural habit of mine to bite the skin off of my lips,” you pouted up at ricky with your blanket wrapped around your shoulders and your head resting on his lap.

“then, i’ll kiss you whenever you try to do that again. will that help?” ricky didn’t even need any time to think before coming up with a fast solution that could benefit both sides.

he knew just how to push all your buttons and make your heart palpitate, the corners of his lips quirking up to smile at your bashful state.

“um… yeah, i’d like that,” you gulped and responded shyly, not even daring to make any eye contact with him.

throughout the movie, you might’ve purposely bitten your lips a few times just to be able to land your lips on ricky’s and little did you know, ricky could see right through you easily and notice your weak attempts at hiding your little ‘mischief’ but who was he to call you out?

after all, he loves your kisses the most.

kinda a late birthday post for ricky 😅

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boyfriend!ricky thoughts bc that’s my man!!

boyfriend!ricky who is so soft spoken and gentle with you, even during your disagreements. he doesn’t want to be mean to you, ever. it makes his heart ache if the anger he’s usually so good at covering up slips through his calm demeanour and causes him to say things he would never mean; spends so much time gently mending your heart after fights, whether he was mean or not, just because he hates fighting either way.

boyfriend!ricky who is so particular about his skincare and hygiene products but will always steal your shampoo if he can. pretends he doesn’t know what you’re talking about when you jokingly pester him, only for him to slip up with a giggle. says he likes the smell to be around him all day, because it feels like you’re with him (he’s a charmer)

boyfriend!ricky who gets soooo cocky when you compliment him, cheesy grin on his face as he eggs you on to say more about him. oh you like his hair? what else? you think he did well on stage? great, anything else?? it’s so endearing, the way he’s shyly smiling to himself while your praise him, it’s hard to not pepper his face in kisses and tell him every little detail you love about him. the way his ears turn red is just another bonus to the lovelicky phenomenon 🫶🏻

boyfriend!ricky who sends you details for upcoming dramas, asking which one you want to watch with him. it’s a commitment and not a suggestion, which means you’ll have to either be cuddled up right next to him every time a new episode comes out, or you need to make time so you can facetime and watch the episode together that way if you can’t be together in person. loves to share his unwinding time with you <3

boyfriend!ricky who is, contrary to his looks, the softest man to ever grace your life. sososo soft at heart and so genuinely in love it almost hurts. very in tune with your feelings and while he does sometimes struggle with communicating or expressing his feelings, you can count on him to always try and offer you the best version of himself. wants to be someone you can rely and fall back on. very much the enamoured type :(( 🫶🏻

boyfriend!ricky who has the money to buy you all the luxuries in the world — which he does — but he loves surprising you with little trinkets he finds on his shopping tours. he loves gifting you things, big or small, and there’s something so inherently lovely about receiving small, seemingly unimportant gifts that are actually so well thought out. ricky knows you incredibly well, so he doesn’t need to break the bank to make you happy, even if he likes to do just that just as much. one day he’ll come home with matching bracelets that cost him hundreds, and the next he will silently hand you a matching keychain he got from a little diy stand, all while he has that adorable, shy smile on his face. 🫶🏻

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can we get a mingi or seonghwa eating p*ssy audio pleaseeee 😫

𐙚 hwa devours your pussy after he gets back from tour .𖥔 ݁

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choi san smut audio || blind folded san let’s you ride him <3333 enjoy!!!!! please reblog

i do agree more choi san audios are a neeeed… something tells me he loves being a fuck toy :) thanks anon! hope u enjoy <3

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for the gose cb give svt a couple bottles of soju and a deck of uno i wanna watch seungkwan slowly go insane when coups & jeonghan team up to make him draw 32