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Christian A. Avila

Christian A. Avila (562) 528 4560 Transitional Home 1820 7th. Street Long Beach, CA 90813 He Works as a server at Harbor House Sunset, .CAl PRACTICED HYPNOSIS ON ME WHILE I WAS A SLEEP WITHOUT MY KNOWLEDGE AND WITHOUT MY CONSENT. HE WOULD PLAY WITH HIMSELF ALMOST EVERY NIGHT. THE FIRST NIGHT HE GOT ME GOING AND WHEN I GAVE UP ON PERSUING THE SITUATION AND STARTED TO GO TO SLEEP. I HEARD HIM SAY AAAAWAA. I HAD PROMISED HIM EARLIER THAT NIGHT I WOULD NEVER GET IN HIS BED WITH HIM UNLESS HE PUT ME THERE. I WANTED HIM TO KNOW HE WAS SAFE WITH ME. I THOUGHT STILL MAYBE HE WAS JUST DREAMING SO I TRIED TO IGNORE IT. ONE NIGHT I WOKE UP AND I HEARD SOMETHING. HE WAS SAYING LOOK JASON. TO DARK I COULD NOT SEE. I THOUGHT MAYBE THAT WAS A TEST. ONE NIGHT WE WERE TALKING AND AFTER I BROUGHT IT UP TO HIM. HE SPOKE TO ME AS IF I WAS LYING OR I WAS TRIPPING. I WAS REALLY ANGRY, I STAYED CALM. I TOLD HIM MAYBE IT WAS THE GUYS NEXT DOOR PLAYING. HE CONTINUED TO DENIE IT AND TO KEEP ON DOING IT. I DID NOT KNOW WHAT HE WANTED. HE SAID HE WAS NOT GAY, MAYBE HE WAS AFRAID TO COME, OR JUST LIKED TO BE WATCHED. FIRST I TOOK PICTURES TO SEE IF HIS EYES WERE OPEN. THE PICTURE ABOVE. MY THOUGHT ONLY, THAT HAS GOT TO BE A POSE. THATS A GREAT PICTURE I SHOULD JAVE CHARGED. THAT DIDNT WORK. I FELT GOOFY SO I SENT HIM COPIES OF THE 2 PICTURES I TOOK AND THE ONES HE KNEW I TOOK RIGHT AWAY . HE DID NOT SEEM TO MIND THEN ASK ME TO TAKE PICTURES OF HIS TATTOOS ON HIS LEGS. I AM THE FUNNY FLIRTY TYPE BUT I DO IT JUST AS FUN NOT TO BE TAKEN ANYMORE THAN FACE VALUE. I BARTENDED IN A GAY CLUB FOR 13 YEAR I ONLY WENT OUT WITH 2 PEOPLE AND 1 GUY I DATED FOR 5 YEARS. CHRISTIAN WAS VERY ACCEPTING. I SHARED MY GOINGS ON WITH 5 OF MY COWORKERS LOUIE, KATIE, ARVETTA, GWEN, AND CHARLOTTE. I KNEW HE WAS TRYING SOMETHING BUT I DIDNT KNOW WHAT. I WOKE HIM UP A COUPLE OF TIMES AND HE LOOKED OR SOUNDED LIKE HE HAD NO CLUE. MY LIKE FOR CHRISTIAN MOVED UP FAST. I REMEMBER STATING TO KATIE. HOW I COULD NOT GET HIM OUT OF MY MIND. I EVEN PULLED OVER TWICE THINKING I SAW HIM SKATE BOARDING HOME. NEITHER TIME IT WAS HIM. SO I DECIDED TO RECORD. FIRST JUST VOICE. FIRST THE RECORDINGS SAID THINGS LIKE I WANT YOU I NEED YOU I LOVE YOU OVER AND OVER SUBLIMINAL. I DIDNT THINK IT WAS HIM. PLUGGED MY PHONE INTO THE CAR RADIO THE ONLY SYSTEM I HAD. NOW I COULD HEAR. THEN I DECIDED TO LEAVE THE RECORDING ON A OLD PHONE THEN LEFT FOR WORK. I HEAR WHAT I THINK IS THE SUBLIMINAL HYPNOSIS. I COULD ALSO HEAR ARGUMENT, SAM WAS SLAMIN HIS DOMINO GAME WITH ANOTHER GUEST. CHRISTIAN WAS ARGUING THAT I WAS CONSTANTLY STARING AT HIM AND HITTING ON HIM AND WOULD NOT STOP THAT I EVEN TRYED TO GET IN BED WITH HIM. NOW HE WAS AFRAID THAT I WAS GOING TO RAPE HIM OR SOMETHING. BEACH TIME I LISTEN HE WAS LIKE A TOTALLY DIFFERENT PERSON. HE WAS VERY RUDE AND AS IF I HAD DONE SOMETHING BAD TO HIM. VERY NARCISTIC. IT WAS THE MIDDLE OF THE SUMMER WE BOTH USUALLY JUST WORE SHORTS. HE WAS ACTING LIKE I WAS CHECKING HIM OUT, WHEN I MADE THE POINT NOT TOO. RECORDINGS WERE CHANGING TO "I HATE YOU I DONT WANT YOU I DONT LOVE YOU." THEN ABOUT THE 10th OF OCT. I FEEL ASLEEP AROUND 12 AND WOKE UP 3.15AM. I HAD PROMISED TO GIVE GWENS CO WORKERS HUSBAND A RIDE TO WORK. I AWOKE QUICKLY AND LOST. I HAD LEFT MY RECORDER ON TO SEE IF I COULD PICK UP SOMETHING. I STARTED TO LISTEN TO IT AFTER I DROPPED HIM OFF. THE RECORDINGS WERE IN A WHISPERS. "JASON LET ME IN ITS ME LET ME IN." I GOT UP AND LET THE PERSON IN. HE STARTED SAYING THINGS IN RYTHEME WITH MY BREATHING THEN I STARTED TO REPEAT BACK TO HIM. THEN ANOTHER GUY CAME IN AND SAID HOWS HE DOING. THE OTHER GUY SAID I AM JUST STARTING BOTH WERE WHISPERING SO I DONT KNOW WHO THEY ARE. "I HATE YOU CHRISTIAN I DONT NEED YOU I DONT WANT YOU I HATE YOU I RAPE YOU." COUPLE OF THINGS I FOUGHT HIM ON BUT HE KEPT ON REPEATING IT WORD BY WORD WITH MY BREATHING UNTIL I REPEATED IT BACK. WHEN I HEARD THIS I WAS SCARED. IT WAS ME AND I LISTENED TO IT DIRECTLY AFTER I DROPPED THIS HIT OFF. THIS HAD JUST HAPPENED AND I HAD NO CLUE. OTHER GUYS HAD MOVED OUT AND THERE WERE 4 MORE NEW ONES THAT HAD MOVED IN. ALMOST EVERY NIGHT CHRISTIAN STARTED AND I DECIDE TO FIGURE OUT ONCE AGAIN WHAT HE WANTED. I WOULD TALK TO HIM NORMAL AT FIRST. ONE TIME I HAD THE LIGHT ON AND DO HIS SEX IN HIS DREAM THING. JUST MORE DESCREATLY. ONE TIME I SAID "YOU REMIND OF THAT BOY WHO GOT MICHEAL JACKSON IN TROUBLE." HE SMILED AND ROLLED OVER. HE'S PLAYING. I KNEW HE QMQAS AWAKE , MAYBE HE LIKED PEOPLE TO WATCH HIM THATS ALL. I WAS LIKE THAT HARMLESS AND HE WAS KINDA CUTE. HE GOT MORE AGRESSIVE AS WELL AS ME TALKING TO HIM. I PLAYED SUMMISIVE I PLAY DOMINATE I PLAY DIRTY THEN I TALKED TO HIM DIRTY. ONE NIGHT I DID GET AGGERVATED AND AT ONE I SAID " I SAID I COME OVER AND SLIDE INTO BED WITH YOU AND INSTEAD OF SEX I AM JUST GOING TO POUND THE HELL OUT OF,YOU, IF YOU KEEP TEASING ME. I THINK THAT WAS THE NIGHT AFTER I MASTERBATED. THEN I FELT BAD SO I TOLD HIM. THE TRUTH IS I DON'T FIGHT, IF I WERE TO COME OVER AND START HITTING ME I WOULD STAND THERE AND LET YOU HIT ME. IF I FALL DOWN I WILL STAND BACK UP. I WOUNT LEAVE. I DON'T HIT PEOPLE. UNLESS YOU KILL ME. I WON'T RUN AND I WON'T STAND DOWN I WILL KEEP COMING BACK UNTIL WE PART WAYS PROPERLY. HE STILL KEPT DOING IT. SOME GUYS HIS AGE LIKE OLDER GUYS MY LAST BOYFRIEND LOOKED ALOT LIKE HIM HE WAS 25. SO THE WHOLE TIME HE INSTAGETED ME, PRETENDING TO BE A SLEEP AND I THOUGHT HE LIKE THE DIRTY TALK BECAUSE HE WOULD ALWAYS JACK OFF I THOUGHT I WAS HOOKING HIM UP. SO NOW I'M TALKING DIRTY TO HIM, I KNOW HE IS A WAKE AND I'M TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HE IS SAYING THAT WHY I AM RECORDING. ONE NIGHT, I TOLD HIM HOW TO PLAY WITH HIS BUTTHOLE HE SEEM IT. HE WOULD NEVER COME TO MY BED THEN FINALLY ONE NIGHT HE TOLD TO COME OVER I TOLD HIM NO THAT WAS THE NIGHT HE GOT UP IN DOGGY STYLE, PULLED HIS SHORTS DOWN TO THE BED. BAREASSED LOOKED AT ME AND SAID PLEASE TAKE ME, JASON WOULD YOU PLEASE TAKE MY ASS. I SAID NO, I NEVER WANTED ANYONE MORE THAN THAT MOMENT. IT WAS FAKE. HE WANTED ME TO COME OVER LIKE HE WANTED TO FIND MY POT. JUST TO GET RID OF ME HIS WAY. HE WANT ME TO PAY. HE SOUNDED UPSET LIKE* WHAT DID YOU SAY." " SAID I NO." I DIDNT UNLESS I WAS SURE HE WANTED TOO. IF I FOUND OUT LATTER IT WAS DUE TO INFLUENCE, I WOULD NOY HAVE FORGAVE MYSELF. WHEN I KNOW WERE BOTH AWAKE AND WE CAN LOOK AT EACH OTHER FACE TO FACE OK THEN. THAT WAS THAT. NEXT NIGHT SAME THING. BUT THIS TIME HE GOT UP ON ALL FOURS PULLED DOWN HIS UNDERWARE AND SAID TAKE ME JASON PLEASE TAKE ME. I SAID TO HIM AFTER THAT LISTEN LET'S DO THIS RIGHT YOUR OFF TONIGHT I BE HOME AT 10. WE CAN LOOK AND KNOW WE BOTH CONSENT TO THIS AND GET THIS OUT OF OUR SYSTEM. I WAS ACTUALLY EXCITED AND NERVOUS I GOT A PINT OF SO CO WENT IN THE HOUSE THINKING HE S NOT GOING TO BE THERE I OPENED THE DOOR MY NERVOUS CAME CALM HES HERE. I WENT TO TAKE A SHOWER I WAS BUZZED I NEED MY RAZOR FROM OUR ROOM I OPEN THE BATHROOM DOOR. IT HAD BEEN LESS THAN 5 MINS HE WAS GONE. I HUNG OUT A WHILE I WAS REALLY HURT, NOTHING SAID JUST GONE. I WENT OUT AND GOT SO DRUNK THAT NIGHT AND WAS JUST GOING TO LAUNDRY. I GOT SO WASTED MY FRIEND DROVE ME HOME AND TOOK A CAB HOME. IT WAS SO COLD AND ALL MY LAUNDRY WAS IN THE CAR I HAD NO BEDING. AS I OPENED THE DOOR I THOUGT I WOULD JUST HOP IN CHRISTIAN BED JUST TO WARM UP, THEN GET MY STUFF. I DIDNT EXPECT HIM TO BE THERE. I FELT WEIRD ABOUT GETTING IN HIS BED. IF IT WAS THE OTHER WAY AROUND I WOULD CARE. I WENT OVER TO SIT OVER GOT HALF WAY DOWN, OH MY GOD HOPPED OUT AND SAID I M SORRY CHRISTIAN I AM FREEZING. DO YOU HAVE AN EXTRA BLANKET I CAN BORROW. I KNEW HE HAD HIS OLD ONE UNDER THE BED AND HE SAID NO.THE CRAZY PART I WANTED TO. I HEARD EVERYTHING HE WAS TRAING ME TO DO WAS NOW ONLY TO HURT ME, EMBRASS ME AND TO MAKE ME TRY TO RAPE HIM AND MAKE ME A PERVERTED OLD MAN SO HE COULD SEND ME TO JAIL AND TREAT ME LIKE AN OUT CAST. BECAUSE HE WANTED NO ONE TO BELIVE HE WOULD FO ANYTHING I AM SAYING.. I AM JUST SAYING ALL THESE THINGS BECAUSE HE WOULD HAVE SEX WITH ME. HE ALMOST WON. LET'S LOOK A HONESTLY I HEARD THINGS ABOUT RAPE, HATE JASON. THE ARGUMENT DOWN STAIRS. I THOUGHT IF I WENT TO HIM I WOULD BE ARRESTED. I LEFT THE RECORDER ON AGAIN BEFORE I WENT TO WORK WHEN I GOT HOME I HAD RECORDED AN ARGUEMENT DOWN STAIRS CHRISTIAN WAS COMPLAINING ABOUT ME TO CHARLES. SAM WAS PLAYING DOMINOS WITH SOMEONE. CHRISTISN WAS SAYING THINGS ABOUT ME. ASKING WHY HE HAD TO STAY STAY IN THE ROOM. CHARLES SAID I THOUGHT YOU COULD HANDLE IT. HE SAID I THOUGHT I COULD BUT HES DRIVING ME CRAZY KEEPING ME UP ALL NIGHT. HE IS STARING AT ME ALL NIGHT.CHARLES SAID I AM GOING TO KEEP YOU TO TOGETHER AND LET YOU WORK IT IF NOT ILL MOVE YOU INTO ANOTHER ROOM. HE SAID I DONT WANT TO MOVE TO ANOTHER ROOM. JASON WAS THERE FIRST. I MENTION THIS BECAUSE THE OTHER ROOMS WOULD HAVE 3 TO 4 PEOPLE IN THEM. AND HE WOULD NOT HAVE ANY WAY TO PRACTISE ON ANYONE.HE SAID WAIT HE HAS POT RAN UP TO OUR ROOM WENT THROUGH MY STUFF. I HAD RETURN TO THE JACKET THAT I FOUND IT IN. I THINK HE FOUND THE PHONE RECORDING. HE WAS IN THE ROOM SAYING TO HIMSELF YOU SET ME UP YOU NEW THEY WOULD BELIEVE ME. I GOING TO KILL YOU. I FREAKED OUT I THINK EVERYTIME HE TRIED TO GET ME IN TROUBLE OR GET ME KICK OUT HE THOUGHT I WAS SETTING HIM UP WHICH MADE HIM MORE ANGRY. HE JUST WANTED ME OUT BEFORE I COULD TELL ANY ONE WHAT WAS GOING ON. . NEXT DAY I ASKED SAM WHAT HAPPENED HE SAID NOTHING CHRISTIAN SEVERAL MESSAGE WHAT WAS GOING ON IF THERES APROBLEM WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME. WHY DID YOU TRY TO GET ME KICKED OUT. HE GOT HOME REALLY CALM AND SAID NOTHING HAPPENED LAST NIGHT YOUR CRAZY. I SAID I RECORDED YOU. HE WAS PIST. HOW DARE YOU RECORD ME. HE WAS UPSET. VERY COLD WOULD EVEN LISTEN TO THE RECORDING. HE STARTED TO GETTING READY SAID HE WAS MOVING TO ANOTHER ROOM. I WENT UO TO HIM AND SAID. CHRISTIAN I TOLD YOU SOMEONE IS PLAYING BRAINWASH OR HYPNOSIS RECORDINGS. ARE YOU SURE YOU HAVEN'T BEEN SAYING THINGS TO ME AT NIGHT. HE LOOK AT ME AND SAID I WOULD NEVER DO THAT, LOOKING AT ME LIKE I WAS GROSS. THEN HE LAUGHED IN MY FACE AND SAID I WAS DELUSIONAL. HE DIDN'T EVEN GIVE ME S MOMENTS TIME BEFORE HE SHOT ME DOWN AND COULDNT BELIEVE HE TOLD ME I WAS DELUSIONAL . I SAID SOMEBODY IS PLAYING HYPNOTIC RECORDINGS. TELLING YOU TO HATE ME AND I AM HEARING YOU CALLING ME OVER. HE LAUGHED. YOU KNOW WHAT CHRISTIAN YOU HOPPED UP ON ALL FOURS AND PULLED DO YOUR UNDERWARED AND TOLD ME TO TAKE YOU LAST NIGHT THAT'S WHY I AM TELLING YOU. JUST DON'T LISTEN. VERY COLD HE LOOKED AT ME AND SAID I DONT HAVE TIME FOR THIS AND LEFT. LATER THAT NIGHT I MET HIS GIRLFIRIEND IN FRONT OF THE HOUSE SHE CRYING. ASK IF I KNEW WE'RE HE WAS. HE'S MAD AT ME, HE IS PROBALY HANGING OUT IN ONE OF THE OTHER ROOMS. SHE SAID HE HAS MY CAR. HE WASNT OUR ROOM. I TRIED TO CALL HIM THEN SHE GOT A HOLD OF HIM. SHE SAID HE FELL A SLEEP AT HIS MOTHERS AND MISSED WORK. I TOLD HER HE WAS DOING SOME WEIRD THINGS TO ME AND HE WAS MOVING OUT OF THE MY ROOM. HE WAS SAYING HE WAS UPSET BECAUSE I HIT ON HIM. I OFFERED HIM A BJ. I WANTED TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HE WANTED FROM ME EVERY NIGHT. HEHE WAS UPSET BECAUSE HE THOUGHT I HAD BUSTED HIM. 2.30 AM CHARLES HAD TEXT ME ASKING WERE CHRISTIAN AND HIS FRIENDS WERE. I WAS ASLEEP. ABOUT 7 AM I SAW THE TEXT, BY THEN CHISTIAN WAS ASLEEP. I WOKE HIM AND TOLD HIM I SAID YOU WERE HERE. HE GOT SUPER MAD I SAID WHAT. YOUR WELCOME FOR HELPING YOUR GIRLFRIEND LAST NIGHT. I HAD NO CLUE THAT THIS WAS ABOUT ME. HE WAS REALLY UPSET. IT HAD TO BE FROM WHST I RECORDED. HE HAD ME BELIEVE THAT I WAS JUST HEARING THINGS IN THE RECORDING. HE WAS STILL SO MAD. SO TO MAKE HIM FEEL BETTER I TOLD HIM I WAS SORRY FOR RECORDING IN THE ROOM AND THAT I ERASED IT. HE GAVE SMILE THAT SMILE I NOW KNOW THAT HE THOUGHT HIS HYPNOSIS HAD WORKED. HE SAID YOUR MORE THAN PERFECTLY FINE. I OFFERED HIM A NO AGAIN. HE SAID JASON I TOLD YOU I AM NOT GAY. I PLAYED THE I FEEL SO BAD. I SAID I CAN ASK CHARLES TO MOVE ME INTO TO ANOTHER. HE LAUGHED AND SAID YOUR MORE THAN FINE, DONT EVEN WORRY ABOUT IT I SAID THANK YOU THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE ONLY 2 TIMES I EVER DIRECTLY HIT IN HIM. WHEN I HAD SEEN CHARLES I ASKED IF THERE WAS A PROBLEM. HE SAID NO EXCEPT I TALK TO MUCH. TODD WALKED AWAY. NOBODY WOULD TELL ME. SO I HAD NO IDEA WHAT WAS GOING ON. CHRISTIAN WAS NOW STARTING TO MANIPUL ATE ME THAT SAM AND CHARLES WERE THE BRAIN WASHERS. I HEARD MANY DIFFERENT THINGS HE WAS TRYING TO CONFUSE. IT WAS WORKING. HE WENT MY LAST WEEKEND. THINGS WERE STILL HAPPENING AND GETTING MORE AND MORE EASIER TO HEAR. MY LAST WEEKEND CHRISTIAN HAD LEFT FOR S.F. I NOTICED HE HAD SIGNED OUT A DAY AFTER HE LEFT. THATS WHEN I WAS HIT HARD. ANYTIME I WAS HOME IT WAS LOUD WORK GOING ON AND ALL DAY AND NIGHT THE WHISPERING THREATS OF KILLING ME, GET OUT FAGGOT IT HAD STARTED THE TUESDAY DAY HE LEFT. THIS WAS SUBLIMINAL. DAVID WAS NEXT TO MY DOOR, WHISPERING OPEN THE DOOR SO I CAN COME IN AND KILL YOU. I OPENED THE DOOR NO ONE WAS THERE. HIS ROOM WAS RIGHT NEXT TO MINE. SPEAKING THROUGH THE WINDOW. WERE THE GUYS DOWN STAIRS. HEARD DON NEXT DOOR WALK IN HIS ROOM AND SAY " HI DAVID". ONE NIGHT I WAS RECORDING. NOW THAT PUTS THE TWO GUYS HYPNOTIZING BEING CHRISTIAN AND DAVID THE THE OTHER TWO GUYS DOWNSTAIRS AT THE KICHEN WERE THE TWO LONG SHORE MEN IAM. I KNOW IT WAS THEM BECUSE BY FRIDAY NIGHT I WAS A NERVOUS RECK I TOLD MY SUPPERVIZOR I WAS SHAKINHG AND SHE DIDNT KNOW IF I WAS SERIOUS THROUGH ALL THAT I NEARLY LOST MY JOB AND LOST MY CAR WITH UBER. ANYWAY THEY WERE ANSWERING MY ME. I BEGGED THEM CRYING PLEASE JUST KILLTHE FAGGOT AND GET IT OVER. JUST KILL ME. I PUT MY CAMERA IN THE WINDOW TO TRY AND TAKE PICTURES THEY WENT STILL THREATS OF KILLING ME. I WENT FOR A CIGARETTE. I HEARD THEM ENTER THEIR ROOM. WHICH WAS RIGHT I WAS OVER THERE WIDOW. THE TALLER ONE SAID I THINK HE WAS CRYING AND THE OTHER ONE SAID "FUCK THAT ASSHOLE HE DESERVES IT, FOR PICKING ON CHRISTIAN." I HAD TEXTED CHARLES AND TOLD HIM TO CALL 911 THAT PEOPLE WERE THREATING TO KILL ME WHEN CHRISTIAN GOT HOME, I SAW A SMILE ON HIS FACE HE SAY DID THEY COME THE ROOM THEY CAN'T KILL YOU IF THEY DON'T COME IN. I WAS TIRED. I HAD TO WORK, CHARLES NEVER CALLED ME. I DIND SEE CHARLES UNTIL WED. CHARLES WAS HELPING WHEN I GOT MY CAR MONEY WASN'T COMING IN AS QUICKLY AS I HAD HOPED. I OWED AS OF 10/27 $1070 I GAVE HIM $145 THEN 9 DAYS LATER 11/5 I GAVE HIM $235. I TOLD HIM I WOULD HAVE MONEY AGAIN UNTIL 19, THAT I MIGHT 7. ON NOV 9 HE CALLS ME TO TELL ME I HAVE TO MOVE OUT OF THE BED ROOM HE NEEDS TENANTS THAT PAY. I CAN STAY IN THE GARAGE WERE WE HAVE THE POOL TABLE FOR EVERYBODY. I CAN MAKE A BEDDING NOT A BED AND MUST BE PUT AWAY AT 6 AM EVERY MOURNING NEVER TOLD ME WHEN I COULD GOT BED I HEARD THEM PLAY UNTIL 2 OR 3 USUALLY NO EARLIER THAN MIDNIGHT. I CAN KEEP MY CLOTHES AND OTHER THING IN CHARLES STORAGE. WHEN I NEED TO GET MY THING I GET THE KEY FROM CHARLES. CHARLES CAN BE REACHED FORM 930 AM TO 930 PM. I BARTEND I GO TO WORK AT 9AM SOMETIME I COME HOME AT 12 AM I COULD GO DAYS WITH OUT BEING ABLE TO GET MY STUFF THERE'S NO BATH ROOM OR KITCHEN. I WOULD HAVE FROZE IN THERE AT NIGHT. I WOULD NOW BE CHARGE $300 A MONTH. I WAS SO LUCKY MY FRIEND LET ME MOVE IN MY OLD ROM TIL I FIND ANOTHER PLACE. I NOW OWE $1100 MONTH I HAVE TO CATCH UP ON. CHARLES NEVER ASKED ME ABOUT WHY I TEXTED HIM TO CALL 911. THE NEXT FEW DAYS CHRISTIAN WAS NON STOP TRYING TO GET ME TO GET IN HIS BED HE WAS LAYING SAY COME OVER AND FUCK ME JASON OVER AND OVER. FOUND OUT LATER I WAS FILMING HIM HE WAS FILMING ME AS HE WAS ACTING AS HE WAS SLEEPING THE HOUSE WERE ALL WATCHING ME LOOKING LIKE I AM STARING AT HIM AND ABOUT TO JUMP IN HIS BED. TWO DAYS WENT BY WHEN CHRISTIAN WAS THERE IT WAS NICE. WHEN I GOT AND CHRISTIAN WOULD LEAVE IT STARTED ALL OVER AGAIN. I AFRAID AS SOON AS I CALL THE POLICE THEY WOULD ALL DENIE IT WAS HAPPENING AND MAKE ME LOOK CRAZY. I LEFT MY PHONE ON MY BED. I FORGOT I HAD GIVEN HIM THE PASSWORD. ON THE WAY I SAW HE HAD ERASED 70% OF MY RECORDINGS. I WANT IT TO BE KNOWN CHRISTIAN IS STILL HARASSING ME TO THIS DAY I JUST TODAY LISTEN TO RECORDING WHERE I WAS SAYING THINGS TO HIS SUBLIMINAL RECORDING.

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