jasonlightninggrace

[jasonlightninggrace]

no, no, I'm not fading. That, I can be sure about. It's more like I'm... smokier? I don't know how to explain it but I feel less solid than the other souls here. Like I'm made out of 50% gas. .... that sounds wrong haha.

See, your selfish choice was ultimately selfless in the end. Sometimes selfishness leads to selflessness and vice versa. I'd know.

I know you didn't replace me, Thalia. It's hard to replace a person without feeling awful. .... I'll admit, when Juno wiped my memory, I didn't know my own age or... or my last name. It took me a while to figure it out.

Yeah, but Zeus actually loved Beryl... or was at least attracted to her when she had you. I don't know if you know this, but Jupiter only had me with her because Juno demanded it. He didn't even like her when I was made. I was just a requirement. An appeasement. Maybe that's why he prefers you over me despite being the problem child. Because I tried everything, but nothing ever really happened.

Reyna said that? Sheesh. I mean, she isn't wrong, but that is kind of funny.

Are you SURE about that, Thalia? Hey, don't say that! You're amazing. Don't do that. Don't like me more than you like you, that's bad. I'm going to bully you now until you have better self esteem.

Yeah. That definitely sounds like something Zeus would do. Hell, I'm pretty sure the only reason why people respected me in Camp Jupiter was because everyone knew that if they disrespected me, Jupiter would strike them down with lightning.

I got very very close to snapping when I saw... Beryl again.

Thank you, Thalia. For everything. Also...

STOP WORRYING IM FINE. Of course I'm trying. I'm waiting for all of you.

No, I am simply being smart and logical.

I hope you're okay with seeing Luke again. He pops in here from time to time. Though, I don't know if he'll be able to face you. I'm so excited to see you again.

hey, little bro,

sorry it took me so long to write you a letter

i just wanted to say hi

how are you doing?

@artemiss-favorite-hunter

(sent after death)

THALIA!

It's okay! I know you're busy with the hunters of di- I mean Artemis.

Hi :) I'm doing good. It's you guys I'm worried about.

[jasonlightninggrace]

Isn't that also the ship name of me x brick? I... i just don't know anymore.

Everyone always ships you with the brick or the stapler, and even the spear. What I wanna know is your thougts on Knace. (Jason Grace x Knife) From that one scene in The Mark of Athena or smth. Enemies to lovers by chance?

... WHY ARE PEOPLE SHIPPING ME WITH INANIMATE OBJECTS?!

[jasonlightninggrace]

Uh... I never really listened to music. Maybe if I could get my hands on those chants that they do. Or... i dunno, I was a sheltered kid that couldn't use any form of technology. What even are these songs? I.... I don't know.

@thevaldezsupreme @artemiss-favorite-hunter @the-s0n-of-poseidon

Rules: you just got a kind of shitty old car and it doesn’t have bluetooth. you can only buy 7 CDs and you can’t repeat an artist. what are you getting

No Code - Pearl Jam

Miseducation of Lauryn Hill - Lauryn Hill

Hello Nasty - Beastie Boys

Badmotorfinger - Soundgarden

Stories From the City, Stories from the Sea - PJ Harvey

Rumours - Fleetwood Mac

MTV Unplugged - Alice in Chains

Honorable mention to:

Bayleaf - Stone Gossard

Thanks @moths-and-radio-talk for the fun tag 💖

I'll tag @langdonsluxiouslocks @ride-the-hammett @stoneysponytail @jeffament @starchild0985 @therockywhorerpictureshow @noideamyguy or anyone else who'd like to play. No pressure 🥰

[jasonlightninggrace]

Of course I'm going to bully you into having self esteem!

I don't know, Thalia, but i feel pretty weird. Like... have YOU met someone who got impaled by an imperial gold sphere, survived, had ambrosia taste like sawdust because they didn't know where home was and felt like their were betraying a home that never felt like home, then got broken up with by their girlfriend, the one constant they had after they got their memories wiped, only to realise that you had to die in order to save her from dying, that the prophecy was unavoidable, and gets stabbed AGAIN with an imperial gold sphere? Yeah, me neither.

Hey, I trust your judgement. I don't know what happened, but I feel like it wouldn't have gone well if you were the child of the prophecy.

Oh... Annabeth never told me she was close with you! ... come to think of it.. does she even know we share the same mortal parent? Anyway... that makes sense. I remember seeing a picture of a blond boy with you and Annabeth. All she said to me was "That's Luke. He's dead now." I never thought that you and Annabeth were THAT close.

So you were turned into a tree? A tree? Really? Okay, I won't question it. But it doesn't matter. Do I tell her about how Zeus probably likes her more than me? No.

Yeah, I know that. When Piper and I met Hercules he said that "It's not easy being a son of Zeus. Too much pressure. Eventually it could make a guy snap."

:)

Yeah, maybe it was because I knew the prophecy, or maybe my soul was so tired it gave up on trying to fight, or maybe it was something else, like me turning my back on the Romans. I don't know.

I'm trying my best. Don't worry, Thalia. I'll try.

I am not a hater, I am simply being logical! And, yes, I was burned 12 times every year since I was four. Of course I participated in the war games.

I can't wait. Hahaha, alright then. I won't question it. I can't wait to see you again, Thalia.

hey, little bro,

sorry it took me so long to write you a letter

i just wanted to say hi

how are you doing?

@artemiss-favorite-hunter

(sent after death)

THALIA!

It's okay! I know you're busy with the hunters of di- I mean Artemis.

Hi :) I'm doing good. It's you guys I'm worried about.

[jasonlightninggrace]

IF I'M COMING DOWN, I'M BRINGING ALL OF YOU DOWN WITH ME!

Everyone always ships you with the brick or the stapler, and even the spear. What I wanna know is your thougts on Knace. (Jason Grace x Knife) From that one scene in The Mark of Athena or smth. Enemies to lovers by chance?

... WHY ARE PEOPLE SHIPPING ME WITH INANIMATE OBJECTS?!

[jasonlightninggrace]

ITS BEAUTIFUL!!!!

Jase!!!

I sang the song that has the lyrics:

"Be who you are~"

"For your pride~!"

In the middle of the Camp to Nico and he started blushing!

And I had my rainbow shoes and bisexual t-shirt on and pride face paint!

-- Will Solace

HAHAHAHAHA!! SOUNDS SO COOL! I wish i could have been there!

[jasonlightninggrace]

stapler

starving 2 year old

[jasonlightninggrace]

YEAH! BECAUSE THERE WAS NO FOOD IN THE HOUSE AND I WAS A HUNGRY TODDLER!

Everyone always ships you with the brick or the stapler, and even the spear. What I wanna know is your thougts on Knace. (Jason Grace x Knife) From that one scene in The Mark of Athena or smth. Enemies to lovers by chance?

... WHY ARE PEOPLE SHIPPING ME WITH INANIMATE OBJECTS?!

[jasonlightninggrace]

WHAY DO YOU MEAN??????? IF YOU GUYS WERE TO SHIP ME WITH INANIMATE OBJECTS, WHY DID YOU CHOOSE BRICKS AND STAPLERS? YOU COULD HAVE CHOSEN BROWNIES!!

Everyone always ships you with the brick or the stapler, and even the spear. What I wanna know is your thougts on Knace. (Jason Grace x Knife) From that one scene in The Mark of Athena or smth. Enemies to lovers by chance?

... WHY ARE PEOPLE SHIPPING ME WITH INANIMATE OBJECTS?!

[jasonlightninggrace]

WHAT MAKES ME SPECIAL? WHY NOT SHIP PERCY WITH BLUE FOOD OR LEO WITH SPHERES?! CMOOOOON!

Everyone always ships you with the brick or the stapler, and even the spear. What I wanna know is your thougts on Knace. (Jason Grace x Knife) From that one scene in The Mark of Athena or smth. Enemies to lovers by chance?

... WHY ARE PEOPLE SHIPPING ME WITH INANIMATE OBJECTS?!

[jasonlightninggrace]

Yes, you ARE Thalia!

Hah... are you SURE? I literally feel like smoke, even moreso compared to the other souls down here. I'm sorry, Thalia, but Aphrodite herself said that the stab wound I got back in Athens was literally withering away my soul.... then with what the Sybil said... I'm sorry but I just don't believe it. I FEEL weaker, less substancial.

Both of you were just kids. Yeah, you made the prophecy be about Percy, but you're not a bad person for doing so.

Hah, I know that all too well. The only 'selfish' choice I ever made was choosing to stay at Camp Half-Blood. I don't regret it in the slightest. ... Thalia.... I'm telling you, it's literally MY soul.

Hey, he was literally impaled with an arrow through the chest! It wasn't his fault that I was the only one in any shape to fight! And it wasn't his fault the Fates or Caligula chose to kill me im favor of Piper! ....Dad saved you? From what? Nobody ever told me anything about that!

It wasn't your fault either! I never told anyone about the prophecy up until the day I died! I had planned to never tell anyone about the prophecy at all and die! I- it was a stupid choice, but it was what happened!

I feel like I finally got something back from my life that I didn't know that was missing. I wanted to talk to you about so many things! You couldn't have, trust me. Come to think of it... when I was fighting Caligula, I stopped fighting for my life. I gave up trying. I only faught for everyone else to get away.

Oh, you TOTALLY cheat! Yeah, yeah. As if feminism means the exclusion of the company of all men. That's WEIRD Thalia. I know you're the lieutenant, but still! I get it, men can suck, but Gods! Hah, thanks for validating me. And also, I could definitely have beatten you. You try fighting against the Romans in war games every year from the age of four for twelve years. I don't have these burn marks for nothing, you know.

I can't wait. I love you, Thalia. Would the hunters approve of you going to the underworld to see a guy? They kept on glaring at me and Leo the first time we met just because we were guys. The fact you'd go to the underworld just for me? They might get a little irritated.

hey, little bro,

sorry it took me so long to write you a letter

i just wanted to say hi

how are you doing?

@artemiss-favorite-hunter

(sent after death)

THALIA!

It's okay! I know you're busy with the hunters of di- I mean Artemis.

Hi :) I'm doing good. It's you guys I'm worried about.

[jasonlightninggrace]

Jase!!!

I sang the song that has the lyrics:

"Be who you are~"

"For your pride~!"

In the middle of the Camp to Nico and he started blushing!

And I had my rainbow shoes and bisexual t-shirt on and pride face paint!

-- Will Solace

HAHAHAHAHA!! SOUNDS SO COOL! I wish i could have been there!

[jasonlightninggrace]

Jase, would you love us if we were worms? 🥺🥺

--- Piper and Leo

Of course, guys! I'd put you guys in a jar with some dirt and talk to you guys about stuff! >:)

[jasonlightninggrace]

KAAAAWW!!! 🦅🦅

Would you believe me if I told you I was a flightless bird?

-Piper

.... uhhhm... if you charmspoke me enough, I guess?

[jasonlightninggrace]

You're doing amazing, Thalia.

I'm aware. It feels like my soul is weaker than everyone else's.

.... wait what? Percy never told me anything of a great prophecy before the prophecy of the 7.... wait... that's why you became a hunter? Well... good to know now, i guess.

I- I couldn't let Piper die. She had peace to find, a life to live, a father who needed her. I couldn't have lived knowing I let her die. My soul is weakened anyway.

How- he KNEW it was what the Sybil said! I told him that I CHOSE it to be me! Nononono, it was nobody's fault except for Caligula. And thank the gods you didn't beat him up. I would have been just a little angry if he got beat up after i died for him.

Good. Hah, you hunters always win because you cheat. Aw, if only I was there i could habe flown and stolen the flag like that! People think Percy is stronger than me, and he is, but I didn't turn the "worst" cohort into the best one without years of training and strategy.

I don't know if that's possible. But I wouldn't mind seeing you, Thalia. I miss you too. I can't wait to see you again.

hey, little bro,

sorry it took me so long to write you a letter

i just wanted to say hi

how are you doing?

@artemiss-favorite-hunter

(sent after death)

THALIA!

It's okay! I know you're busy with the hunters of di- I mean Artemis.

Hi :) I'm doing good. It's you guys I'm worried about.

[jasonlightninggrace]

Thalia, you didn't abandon me! You didn't even know the first time! It isn't your fault! And you could never become our mother. I was scared of that too, but now I knoe that neither of us could be like her.

I- okay, I'm not the best I could be, but I'm okay. I don't have to worry about dying anymore. So... maybe what the sybil told me... maybe it sort of kind of broke me. I feel different... fractured.. shattered. I don't know but comparing my soul to other people, I'm different. But I'm okay. I'm getting used to everything.

That's amazing! So Apollo kept his promise! Thank the gods. I tried. I owed it to Kymopolea. We can't over look the minor gods.

Nice! I wish I could be there to see it. .... i hope you're doing okay, Thalia. I miss you.

hey, little bro,

sorry it took me so long to write you a letter

i just wanted to say hi

how are you doing?

@artemiss-favorite-hunter

(sent after death)

THALIA!

It's okay! I know you're busy with the hunters of di- I mean Artemis.

Hi :) I'm doing good. It's you guys I'm worried about.

[jasonlightninggrace]

Everyone always ships you with the brick or the stapler, and even the spear. What I wanna know is your thougts on Knace. (Jason Grace x Knife) From that one scene in The Mark of Athena or smth. Enemies to lovers by chance?

... WHY ARE PEOPLE SHIPPING ME WITH INANIMATE OBJECTS?!