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Oh tim, I'm glad you survived really. Oh so glad. Am I upset I couldn't take you? Oh definitely. But that's okay! Cause your time is borrowed, a ticking clock ticking to its end. You'll join me soon. Soon.

Cho- I'm 90 percent sure as of writing this I didn't choose you. I was going too...would've been so fair but I have to keep taking what's mine.

Aspen- thanks. For never giving up on me. Thanks for being like an older sibling to me.

Zeril- you sweet little Rebel, keeping doing what you do best! Rebel! Could've brought you with me but sadly my gun only had one bullet. Sighs. Oh well!

Anyways, I better be fuckin dead by the time this comes out. If I'm not I'm rioting.

And istg if I died a virgin I'm becoming a WHORE in the next cycle 🥰

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My last dance! My last salute! My last shot in this FUCKED up dark place I've called home! Today is my LAST day! Tomorrow. Death awaits. What have I amounted to?

Nothing

I have done nothing to stop the cycle, I've done nothing to save those I cared about. I've don't nothing to be remembered for. But tomorrow.

Tomorrow I will make sure my name sends SPARKS flying through the future souls doomed to repeat this shit. I hope future stuck in this shit me finds this. And I want him to know how fuckin pathetic I think he is. FACE THE MUSIC JASPER! LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND SEE HOW MUCH OF A GOD DAMN PARASITE YOU ARE!

HAHSAHAAHHA LOOK AT ME GO! look at me go.

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Nice, gonna look like Gerard way when I die. Like a true emo hell yeah

Should I wear the black tie or red one for when the time comes?

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Ah just the mind of a lost man. Don't worry about it. You're safe. So safe.

So...I'm probably dead...uno huh....sorry....whoever I took with me..I'm sorry...everyone...I don't know whose all alive...or if I'm alive. Or dead...this'll be real fun to see if I'm alive....stupidm...whoever...is alive...I'm sorry....I wish there was more..I could say...I guess...I just wish I could've done more. I wish I could've told my feelings right. I never got over drew...I still love him. Guess I'm seeing him too...wonder hows...he holdin...pretty good I guess...wonder whose his new boyfriend. Hope he's treating you right. Better than me. Maybe...one day.

Hopefully I don't have so see yalls faces again. Sorry for always goin in the forest. Cho if you're alive....sorry . For everything. Karter? Keep it up. Your words. Aspen, kinda hopeni didn't choose you. Thanks for being like the older siblin I never had. Ross....I hope whatever ROSS L meant wasn't anything negative.

Never even made it to my 20s...what a waste. Army dreamers.

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I've changed so much.

Would she be proud?

Mom sorry you have to watch me go to hell.

No spot in heaven for me.

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Sigh. You'll see

This is going to be the best murder suicide in the history of these trials

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Yeah...you were like one lowkey...

This is going to be the best murder suicide in the history of these trials

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Death inspires me like a dog inspires a rabbit

Death inspires me like a dog inspires a rabbit

Can you save? Can you save my? Can you save my heavy dirty soul?

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Don't be

This is going to be the best murder suicide in the history of these trials

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Should I wear the black tie or red one for when the time comes?

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This is going to be the best murder suicide in the history of these trials

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They're coming to take me away haha They're coming to take me away hehe hoho haha to the funny farm!

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I'll do my best

So...I'm probably dead...uno huh....sorry....whoever I took with me..I'm sorry...everyone...I don't know whose all alive...or if I'm alive. Or dead...this'll be real fun to see if I'm alive....stupidm...whoever...is alive...I'm sorry....I wish there was more..I could say...I guess...I just wish I could've done more. I wish I could've told my feelings right. I never got over drew...I still love him. Guess I'm seeing him too...wonder hows...he holdin...pretty good I guess...wonder whose his new boyfriend. Hope he's treating you right. Better than me. Maybe...one day.

Hopefully I don't have so see yalls faces again. Sorry for always goin in the forest. Cho if you're alive....sorry . For everything. Karter? Keep it up. Your words. Aspen, kinda hopeni didn't choose you. Thanks for being like the older siblin I never had. Ross....I hope whatever ROSS L meant wasn't anything negative.

Never even made it to my 20s...what a waste. Army dreamers.

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Can you help the hopeless?

Well, I'm begging on my knees

Can you save my bastard soul?

Will you wait for me?

I'm sorry, brothers, so sorry, lover

Forgive me, father, I love you, mother

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Like I said. Real fun to see if I'm alive. For now.

So...I'm probably dead...uno huh....sorry....whoever I took with me..I'm sorry...everyone...I don't know whose all alive...or if I'm alive. Or dead...this'll be real fun to see if I'm alive....stupidm...whoever...is alive...I'm sorry....I wish there was more..I could say...I guess...I just wish I could've done more. I wish I could've told my feelings right. I never got over drew...I still love him. Guess I'm seeing him too...wonder hows...he holdin...pretty good I guess...wonder whose his new boyfriend. Hope he's treating you right. Better than me. Maybe...one day.

Hopefully I don't have so see yalls faces again. Sorry for always goin in the forest. Cho if you're alive....sorry . For everything. Karter? Keep it up. Your words. Aspen, kinda hopeni didn't choose you. Thanks for being like the older siblin I never had. Ross....I hope whatever ROSS L meant wasn't anything negative.

Never even made it to my 20s...what a waste. Army dreamers.

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So...I'm probably dead...uno huh....sorry....whoever I took with me..I'm sorry...everyone...I don't know whose all alive...or if I'm alive. Or dead...this'll be real fun to see if I'm alive....stupidm...whoever...is alive...I'm sorry....I wish there was more..I could say...I guess...I just wish I could've done more. I wish I could've told my feelings right. I never got over drew...I still love him. Guess I'm seeing him too...wonder hows...he holdin...pretty good I guess...wonder whose his new boyfriend. Hope he's treating you right. Better than me. Maybe...one day.

Hopefully I don't have so see yalls faces again. Sorry for always goin in the forest. Cho if you're alive....sorry . For everything. Karter? Keep it up. Your words. Aspen, kinda hopeni didn't choose you. Thanks for being like the older siblin I never had. Ross....I hope whatever ROSS L meant wasn't anything negative.

Never even made it to my 20s...what a waste. Army dreamers.

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And I can't let you go

I'd let the world burn

Let the world burn for you

This is how it always had to end

If I can't have you

Then Noone can.