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Brian

The picture that goes with this story is in the next post.

As I slowly walked naked from the locker room showers, I was pulled from behind, spun around, and pinned with my back and wrists against the wall.

    “What the fuck, Brian?” I blurted out as I squirmed against Brian’s tightening hands around my wrists.

    “Exactly!”

    My labored breathing slowed, I calmed down, and finally I asked, “What?”

    “I’ve seen the way you’ve been checking me out ever since class started last month, and right now I horny as fuck!  No pun intended.”

    “Uh-uh,” I whispered and shook my head as I struggled to free my wrists from Brian’s grip.

    “Don’t deny it!  Are you denying it, boy?”

    “No,” I quickly whispered and added, “And my name’s Jeremy.”

    Brian moved in closer and pressed his naked chest against my naked chest.  Then he pressed his pelvis into mine and our two erect dicks pointed up side by side.  I thought he was going to try to kiss me on the lips, so I turned my head, but he instead touched my ear with his lips.  I could feel his warm breath blowing in my ear.  “Jeremy,” he whispered.

    “What – you’re going to, beat me up for checking you out?” I retorted as Brian’s warm wet lips remained pressed against my ear.

    “That depends on you, boy.  We can do this the easy way or the hard way,” Brian whispered, and with that he thrust his pelvis hard into mine, causing me to gasp with surprise.

    I slowly turned my head until our noses touched.  His grip around wrists never loosened, but in one swift move, with his half-closed eyes locked on my wide eyes, biting his lower lip, he pinned both of my wrists against the wall with his left hand, and with his right hand, he tenderly caressed his fingers down my arm, across my armpit, ad down my side, causing me to whimper with submissive delight.

    “Yeah, I thought so.”  Again, Brian thrust his pelvis into mine, leaned to one side, and whispered in my ear, “Who’s my boy?”

    Fearing what was coming, I squirmed with all my might to free my wrists from Brian’s tightening grip, but his long fingers and strong left hand left no question in my mind that I wasn’t going anywhere.  Brian’s right hand deftly moved from my left hip to my fully erect dick where he began gripping it tighter and tighter, causing me to whimper with more submissive delight.

    With his left hand gripped tightly around my two wrists and his right hand rhythmically squeezing my aching dick, Brian whispered, “Who’s my boy?”

    I couldn’t speak because of my labored erotic breathing, but finally I managed to utter between ragged breaths, “Me … I’m your … boy.”  I felt a wave of defeat wash throughout my body, and with that Brian let go of my dick and slapped the side of my left butt check hard – very hard – just because he could.  I winced, more out of shock than pain, but it did sting.  Out of the corner of my eye, I saw his smooth sinuous left arm rise again, and braced myself for another stinging slap.  “Aghhh …” I gasped as the palm of his right hand smacked me even harder on the same spot.

    Brian then leaned in, pressed his warm wet lips against my neck, and proceeded to give me a hickey, his hands never loosening one bit on my wrists and my dick.  Yeah, he was putting his marks on my body, and I was definitely his.

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Statement of Faith

Embrace Weakness.  It’s God’s strength.  In other words, let Jesus meet us where we are.  We don’t go to meet him. He comes to meet us.  Then we grow from that point.  Salvation is 100% grace.  If we do anything (works), then we’re undermining what Christ did 2,000 years ago.  This is the downfall of conservative fundamentalist Christianity.  Those liars have had a stranglehold for far too long and have given Christianity a bad name.  Now is the time for liberal progressives to take back Christianity.

 Of all the religious leaders of Earth, Jesus is the only one who has risen from the dead.  He is God and is the bridge between us and the Father.  He is the only way we can have eternal life in Heaven (John 14:6).  There is nothing we can do by ourselves to be forgiven of our sins and have eternal life with God.  All we can do is accept Jesus' free gift of forgiveness and salvation and depend on that grace until we transition into the next life.  There are two reasons Jesus left Heaven and came to Earth. One is because Adam and Eve ate the forbidden food in the Garden of Eden (Genesis 3:6), and the other is because God loves us a lot (John 3:16).

 To grow in a relationship with Jesus, ask Him.  He will hear your prayer (Wisdom 1:6).  When you pray, it is not necessary to assume any body position or bow your head or close your eyes or fold your hands or raise your arms.  Simply talk to Him from your heart.  Prayers do not need to be long. In fact, God prefers prayers to be clear and to the point rather than long-winded prayers that drone on and on (James 1:5-8).  The end of a verbal prayer is the beginning of faith.  Let go and let God.  The Holy Spirit helps us pray.  We can pray silently or out loud, with pictures or with words.  In fact, God knows the desires of our heart before we express them (Matthew 6:8).  God chose us (Matthew 22:14, John 15:16, Galatians 1:15, 1 Peter 1:2, 1 Peter 2:9).  The faith that God gives us to believe in Him is a gift.  We cannot muster it ourselves.  A good example for us to follow as a model of intimately interacting with God is shown by children as they and their parents excitedly come to Jesus in Matthew 18:1-5, Matthew 19:13, and Mark 10:13.  Here is another example: A parent and child are walking together. The child has no idea where he is.  Then the parent asks, “Are we lost?”  The child responds, “No.  I’m with you.”  This is how it is with us and God.

 Once a relationship with Jesus has begun, our job is to grow spiritually.  The best way to do this is to pray and read the Bible every day.  Twice a day is even better!  The Bible is not a rule book. It is a love letter.  When we pray, we can talk to God the same way we talk to someone who loves us very much.  Prayer is one percent talking, 99 percent listening, and it should be continuous during the time we are awake.  God knows our hearts all the time (Romans 8:27), so we are already always in a constant state of prayer with him (Ephesians 6:18) whether we like it or not.  There is nothing we can hide from God.  This is not frightening.  It is liberating.  When we begin each day, we can invite God to be the center of everything we think, say, and do throughout the day – even sinful mistakes. Jesus sent the Holy Spirit to be our comforter and helper in this life (Luke 24:49) while he prepares a place for us in the next life (John 14:2-4).

We do not know God's complete plan for our lives because we do not know the mind of God (1 Corinthians 2: 16).  We are bumblers in this life.  We mess things up a lot.  However, our weakness is God’s strength (2 Corinthians 12:9).  God is not vulnerable to our messes.  Even if God has a detailed ‘plan’ for our lives, only he knows all of the details (Proverbs 16:9).  I prefer to imagine God ‘orchestrating situations’ in which His work will come so naturally to us from the indwelling of the Holy Spirit that we do not realize we are doing God's work until it is done.  This has happened to me many times. Afterwards I realize that I could never have planned that myself.  Then I thank God and go about my day.  I have had a relationship with Jesus for most of my life and every day is a surprise!  God loves surprises.  It is often through life's surprises that some of the most effective spiritual growth takes place.

 Statistics tell us that when we speak aloud, it is usually at the rate of 150-200 words per minute.  We may not realize that we constantly talk privately to ourselves at the approximate rate of 1,300 words per minute. Our thoughts and actions are shaped by this inner voice.  Our mind is constantly in motion. Ongoing prayer is the discipline of practicing God’s presence throughout the day.  As we delight in God’s presence, we naturally develop a habit of praying without ceasing (1 Thessalonians 5:17).  This is what it means to continually abide in and walk with Jesus.  The best way to do this is to practice being more like Mary and less like Martha (Luke 10:38-42).

As we grow in our relationship with God, we can explore praise, worship, fellowship with other believers, lay ministry, and community outreach.  Praise and worship are different for different people.  For some people, praise is as simple as thanking God and worship is as simple as loving God.  Like prayer, the Holy Spirit helps us with praise and worship.  We can praise and worship God all throughout the day in all situations, anywhere, anytime (1 Thessalonians 5:18).  When we do lay ministry and community outreach, we should remember what Saint Francis of Assisi said.  “Always proclaim the Gospel, and when necessary, use words.”  People do not care how much we know until they know how much we care.

 Read the Be-Attitudes (Matthew 5:3-12).  As the years go by in this first life, we should be able to see ourselves more and more in these verses.  First, we might say to ourselves, “Oh! That verse describes me!”  Then later, we are able to identify with another verse and then another.  This tells us that, over the past few years, we have been growing spiritually.  After a while, we should be able to identify with most, if not all, of the Be-Attitudes.  This is a wonderful goal for this life.

During this first life, believers routinely fight temptation and guilt.  Temptation comes from the enemy and guilt comes from when we stumble.  However, God is constant. There is nothing we can do to cause God to love us less.  Likewise, there is nothing we can do to cause God to love us more.  When we feel tempted or have problems, praise God.  Praise is an enemy repellent.  Praise also helps us tap into the strength of the Holy Spirit better.  The devil flees when we praise God because he cannot stand to be around praise.  When we have problems in this life, we can allow ourselves to feel a sense of anticipation for the blessings from God that inevitably follow.  God always takes care of us more than we can imagine.  The battle with sin will be going on for the rest of this life, and we believers will be sinners until we crossover into the next life.  We are not perfect yet.  Each time we stumble, we should confess, repent, forgive, and forget.  God forgives and forgets (Psalm 103:12) and we should follow his example.  Sometimes the most difficult person to forgive is ourselves.  If we can learn to forgive ourselves better, then it will be easier for us to forgive others.

There are two kinds of paradise.  The first kind of paradise was the Garden of Eden.  The second kind will be our next life in Heaven.  Likewise, there are two kinds of sin. The first kind of sin happened when Adam and Eve ate the forbidden fruit in the Garden of Eden.  The second kind are the sins we commit every day. We see only the tip of the ice berg of these sins.  If we could see all of the sins we commit every day, we would probably be overwhelmed with feelings of guilt.  Once we begin a relationship with Jesus, our inherited sin from Adam and Eve’s mistake is forgiven and forgotten, and God does not see our daily sins anymore (Romans 8:1, Psalm 103:12).  He sees us as his children.  Learning more about God’s love for us inspires us to love him in return.  As we grow spiritually, our love for him grows.  Our growing love for God decreases our desire to sin.  Jesus did all the work to save us and our salvation is based on 100% grace.  His work is finished (John 19:30).  Anything we do for God is not to earn his love. We do it because we love him.  

 As long as we follow the first greatest commandment (Matthew 22:37), our will and God's will are going to become more and more similar as we grow spiritually.  If we do this, we will rarely need to wonder what God's will is.  If we ever wonder what God's will is for us, then our relationship with him needs a little help.  Our relationship with God is more important than any work we are doing for him.  The best thing we can give God is our love.  Also, if we have to ‘force’ ourselves to obey God, then we need to follow Matthew 22:37 more closely.  

 As long as we follow the second greatest commandment (Matthew 22:39), love, empathy, dialogue, and understanding will prevail over hate, bigotry, legalism, and judgmental attitudes.  It is pointless to argue with bigots (Proverbs 9:8, Proverbs 15:12, Proverbs 26:4).  People know we have a relationship with Jesus by our fruit (Matthew 7:16).  The more fruit you see in other people, the more you can trust them with your spiritual growth.  Trust God the Father, trust Jesus, trust the Holy Spirit, and trust the Bible.  However, question people, question religion, and question the church (1 John 4).

 Jesus is a liberal, not a conservative.  He encourages change rather than old traditionalism.  He embraces those different from him and shuns the conservative establishment now just as he did with the Pharisees some 2,000 years ago.  Here on Earth, Jesus was a homeless environmentalist (Psalm 24:1) who advised against hording wealth and profiting from the poor (Matthew 21:12).  Nowadays, most people who call themselves Christians are more loyal to the political right than to Jesus.  They know more about what people say in the conservative media than what Jesus said.  For them, the political right has become their new religion.  In 1981, Billy Graham said, “I don't want to see religious bigotry in any form.  It would disturb me if there was a wedding between the religious fundamentalists and the political right.  The hard right has no interest in religion except to manipulate it.”  This is why relationship is so much more important than religion.  Religion is manmade.  Relationship is Godmade.  Nadia Bolz-Weber is a Lutheran pastor in Colorado, and her website has some good information www.nadiabolzweber.com/  Another very helpful website is www.qchristian.org/      

 Throughout history, the Christian religion has done more to hurt the cause of Christ than help it.  The Spanish Inquisition, the Crusades, and the church’s treatment of Galileo and Martin Luther are just four examples.  Even now the Christian religion still continues to fall short in following the second greatest commandment.  When you share your faith with other people, it is better to say, “I have a relationship with Jesus” than “I am a Christian.”  If you tell non-believers that you are a Christian, then most likely you will be met with suspicion.  This is not because of persecution, but because of the reputation of the Christian religion.  However, if you tell people that you have a relationship with Jesus, it has been my experience that non-believers express curiosity rather than defensiveness.

We never need to feel fear again (1 John 4:18, 1 Peter 5:7).  Nothing can ever come between God and us (Romans 8:38-39, Hebrews 13:5).  Nothing will ever snatch us out of Jesus’ hand (John 10:29).  Everything takes time and God's timing is usually slower than our timing.  Patience is an important part of spiritual growth (Psalm 37:7, Psalm 46:10).  God knows what He is doing (Isaiah 55:8).

 One last thing … tithe.  How much we tithe and where we tithe is entirely up to our conscience – the conscience that God gave us.  We cannot out give God!  Everything we have already belongs to God anyway.  We are just managers during this first life.  People who tithe say they cannot afford not to tithe.  Where should we tithe?  We should tithe where we get fed spiritually.  If you do not go to a church that routinely teaches the Gospel of Jesus Christ, then give to the poor until you find such a church (Matthew 25: 40).  Remember, a church is not a building.  It is the people – your brothers and sisters in Christ.  

 Watch this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T9RTvRhXATo

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Rudy Giuliani

I just heard that Rudy Giuliani is Rump's current attorney.  Can you believe it?  Any respect I had for Rudy just plummeted to zero.  What is wrong with some people?  How can they be so blind?  How can they be so callous?  To associate oneself with Rump in any way is tantamount to participating in selective love (or selective hate -- bigotry) which runs counter to the second greatest commandment.  

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Rump’s Hollywood Star

     When I was at work today, I showed the picture of Rump's destroyed star to my boss and two other teachers.  Each of them gave a different reaction which lends fascinating insight into how crazy this presidential term is.  My boss asked why he had a star in the first place, and that's something I'm asking now.  Does anyone know how that man got a star?  She didn't seem at all surprised by the destruction of it.        The first teacher I showed the picture to expressed disappointment.  Although she doesn't support Rump, she said it was like anarchy.  After thinking about that, I disagree.  Anarchy is the random store window smashing shown in the Death of a Nation film trailer.  Random store window smashing is stupid because the person smashing the window doesn't know if the store owner is Rump supporter or not.  However, the person who destroyed Rump's star acted in a focused manner.  His was an act of civil disobedience.  Randomly smashing windows is not civil disobedience.  It's just hooliganism.        The second teacher I showed the picture to expressed glee.  She already know about it and expressed sympathy for the guy being held on $20,000 bail.  I'll be happy to contribute towards that $20,000 if he has a gofundme website.  This teacher compared the guy who destroyed Rump's star to Rosa Parks.  I agree.    

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I think there are some really important discussions to have about why disclosing aspects of personal identity can be challenging but important for all kinds of people, why the concept of “coming out” has appealed at times to a wide variety of groups (including people who are poly or kinky, sex workers, people with HIV, atheists, and people with mental illness), and why other groups using that language can be harmful to people in the LGBT and queer communities. But it’s going to take me some time to really be able to address all that.

In the meantime, I also think it’s worthwhile to focus specifically on the coming out experiences of people who are LGBTQIA. Of course, these experiences can vary a lot too. There are some differences between coming out about sexual orientation and coming out about gender identity, for example. And even two people who identify the same way may face pretty different challenges in their individual lives. I do believe, however, that there is a certain commonality shared specifically by these groups.

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I think there are some really important discussions to have about why disclosing aspects of personal identity can be challenging but important for all kinds of people, why the concept of “coming out” has appealed at times to a wide variety of groups (including people who are poly or kinky, sex workers, people with HIV, atheists, and people with mental illness), and why other groups using that language can be harmful to people in the LGBT and queer communities. But it’s going to take me some time to really be able to address all that.

In the meantime, I also think it’s worthwhile to focus specifically on the coming out experiences of people who are LGBTQIA. Of course, these experiences can vary a lot too. There are some differences between coming out about sexual orientation and coming out about gender identity, for example. And even two people who identify the same way may face pretty different challenges in their individual lives. I do believe, however, that there is a certain commonality shared specifically by these groups.

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Embrace weakness.  It's God's strength.    In other words, let Jesus meet us where we are.  We don't go to meet him.  He comes to meet us.  Then we grow from that point.  Salvation is 100% grace.  If we do anything (works), then we're undermining what Christ did 2,000 years ago. This is the downfall of conservative fundamentalist Christianity.  Those liars have had a stranglehold for far too long and have given Christianity a bad name.  Now is the time for liberal progressives to take back Christianity. Who's with me?  Reblog this if you are.

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Embrace weakness.  It's God's strength.   In other words, let Jesus meet us where we are.  We don't go to meet him.  He comes to meet us.  Then we grow from that point.  Salvation is 100% grace.  If we do anything (works), then we're undermining what Christ did 2,000 years ago. This is the downfall of conservative fundamentalist Christianity.  Those liars have had a stranglehold for far too long and have given Christianity a bad name.  Now is the time for liberal progressives to take back Christianity. Who's with me?  Reblog this if you are.