jaysonswitchhudson

[jaysonswitchhudson]

Jude and Jayson || TEXTS

Jude: It's hard not to think about, or at least to have thought about. At the end of the day, /he/ left. He didn't even really tell me first. So if he does come back? Which is highly unlikely... Dude, I'm not going back there. Fran deserves better. So let him come, if he's going to come. You should feel the same. You know Ambrose loves you. He chose you. I'm really glad you did too. I missed you, I need you in my life. I hope you know that.

Jayson: I know, I know exactly how you feel. You're right, though. That's something to remember. You deserve better, too. I really think she's that, if I'm being honest. I know, I know he does. I love him too. I'm...I asked James if he would mentor me. I'm looking at picking up a couple more classes. I want...I want to start working towards claiming him, Jude. Wow, man. Getting deep tonight, eh? I don't mind. I love you, Jude. I missed you, I need you. I hope you know that too.

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Jude and Jayson || TEXTS

Jude: You did. It is crazy. I feel like Carter is going to show back up any minute and I'll be the asshole, but I do like her. Lows are fine. I'm coming. We can cuddle you until you feel better. I love you, Jay. You're never terrible company to me.

Jay: Dude, don't even say shit like that. Like, don't even give the universe the chance to bring that to existence. I wouldn't want to see any of you in that position. I get it though, kinda. I feel that way a little, sometimes. Wondering if that particular person on my end of things is going to show back up. I'm glad you do. You deserve to have somebody man, somebody who really cares. And Dr. Fabray is a good woman, from what I hear. Thank you. I'm really happy that I ended up here with you, Jude. I'm really really happy. I love you. Thank you.

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Jude and Jayson || TEXTS

Jude: You set that up. I kissed her last night. She's really sweet. You and Ambrose are just as cute. That's alright. Are you doing okay? Do you want some more company?

Jay: Did I? The world may never know. You did? Man, that's really good! I'm proud, and I'm happy for you. You really like her huh? It's crazy how things work out. That she just so happened to post the same night I just so happened to choose to check in on you. And people say there's no such thing as fate. I'm okay, I'm just...In a low. I'm having a low day. Ambrose is helping, though. If you want to come over I won't stop you, but I'll warn I'm terrible company right now.

[jaysonswitchhudson]

Jude and Jayson || TEXTS

Jude: Hey. How are you? I didn't see you out today.

Jay: Hey, Jude. How are /you/ is the better question? I saw those pictures. I'm happy for you, bro. You two couldn't be cuter. Yeah, we didn't...Make it out. Today.

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ambroseabrams​:

@jaysonswitchhudson​: I think all of these are excellent ideas, babe. I’m proud of you for putting all this out there! Let me know if you need any help with anything!

I’m glad you think so, Sir. Thank you. Of course, you know you’ll be the first person I ask for help. Do you really think these were good ideas? Should I take initiative on anything?

How could I not? I’m so proud of my amazing, smart boy. You’re such a go-getter Ambrose. You do so much, and all of your ideas are nothing short of fantastic. I’m so proud of you. Good, you know I’m here for whatever you need. I did, of course! Well, if you wanted to approach the Daltons about starting an ASL Club, you could. That seems like a great first step. I’ll bet Lorelai would be willing to be your staff sponsor, if you wanted to ask. Then, from there, I would reach out to Janelle St. James. See if she has some time to discuss your thoughts about everything, and see where she thinks adjustments can be made. You’re being so proactive already, though, it’s important to recognize how amazing it is that you’ve taken such a big first step by even putting yourself and your thoughts out there. 

[jaysonswitchhudson]

Director Sylvester, 

Good evening. My name is Jayson Hudson, and I am writing in regards to the current round of nominations for Mark Leader. I would like to nominate Ambrose Abrams for Submissive Mark Leader, and Jude Hudson for Switch Mark Leader. Both men show exemplary leadership within their marks, and I think this would be a great opportunity for them both. Thank you for your time and consideration. Please reach out with any questions or concerns. 

Regards, Jayson Hudson, Switch

@tdsstaff

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Jayson and James || TEXTS

James: Mentor, I can do. That makes a lot of sense. If I were you, I'd be looking for a mentor too. Especially if you're serious about this relationship. Claim serious, even. I'd be more than happy to help you out. We can schedule time to talk every week, and we can go over how you feel about yourself and what you can do to continue to grow. It's a real maturity move to realize that there's always room for more learning and growth.

Jay: Great, I'm happy you're down for it. I know it's a lot to ask but...Figured it was worth a shot so I'm glad I took it. I am very serious about this relationship. Which might seem weird because it is my first. But I feel...Like the universe has blessed me, as dumb as that might sound. I'm one of a lucky few who found my /one/ off the bat. Claiming is something I'd like to eventually talk more about, too. The process and whatnot. I'm planning on enrolling in the Claims class, eventually. But I think it's something it can't hurt to have a lot of different information on. Yeah, weekly meetings would be nice, really what I'm looking for. Thank you for that, I really appreciate it. I want to do right by myself, but I also really want to do right by him. He deserves that.

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Jayson and James || TEXTS

James: Alright, my office it is. Do you want to talk a little more about what you hope to get out of me as a resource? What you think you need?

Jay: Sounds great, thanks. Well, really I need...Some sort of a mentor, I guess would be the best way to put it. I was working a little with Ms. Norah, before she accepted a position elsewhere. But, we didn't get very far and since then I've just kind of felt like I'm floating. I'm a Switch, in a relationship with a Submissive and I just...While I'm much, much more confident in my Dominance than I have been historically, I still feel I have a lot to understand and improve on.

[jaysonswitchhudson]

Jayson and James || TEXTS

James: Well hey, yourself, buddy. I know we did, I got a little distracted too. It's alright. I'm free whenever, really. Do you want to meet before or after lunch tomorrow? And we can meet in my office or we can chill anywhere on grounds, wherever you're most comfortable.

Jay: That's alright, I know things have been hectic since arriving back from the beach. That's great. I'm in about the same boat myself! Either works, we can do before if that's fine. If you'd prefer after I'll be there. Your office is fine with me, too. Anywhere we can talk.

[jaysonswitchhudson]

Jayson and James || TEXTS

Jay: Hey! I know we'd talked about meeting the day we got back from the trip, I'm sorry I got a little distracted and that didn't happen. Please let me know when your next availability is, I'd love to schedule something with you.

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subblaineanderson​:

Hello!

My name is Blaine Anderson, and I’m a new submissive resident at the Sanctuary. 

I’m originally from Westerville, Ohio, but I lived in Lima for a short time during high school. 

I just graduated from KSU with a Bachelor’s in Musical Theater, and now I’m back in Lima to attend classes at the Sanctuary to expand my knowledge about my role in society.

Nice to meet you, Blaine. I’m Jayson Hudson, a Switch resident. It’s cool to see someone here, on a quest for knowledge. Knowledge is such a powerful thing, I applaud you for that. I hope you’re settling in alright. You came at a cool time, we’ve got the Fall Festival going right now. I’ll look forward to seeing you around.

[jaysonswitchhudson]

ambroseabrams​:

Ambrose and Jayson || F2F

My sweet Sir. I feel amazing too, you make me feel amazing. I think you’re right, about it bringing us closer. I just don’t like how hurt you ended up, how far it drove you and how close we were to breaking up for good– and how close you were to the edge. It was bad, I know it was. I love you too, so fucking much. You are everything. Good, I’m glad you think so. I want to take care of you. I want to give you everything you need. I never thought I’d find anyone either. You’re my miracle too. Thank you, Sir. 

I’ll try. I will definitely be there for her. Sir. My god, you’re going to give me a heart attack. You’re so fucking how. Yes, Sir. I will give you literally everything that you say you want from me. Everything. I’ll cum as many times as you want, and I’ll make you cum as many times as you want.

**

I’m so happy I do, that I can do that for you. Give that to you. And I’m glad you think so, too. It’s okay, baby. I know it was a tough time. A scary time. But both know we won’t ever get there again. It’s me and you, forever. I’m going to claim you one day, you know that. As soon as I get all my ducks in a row, baby, it’s happening. You’re my everything. You do, and you do perfectly. I’ll tell you as many times as I can. You give me everything I need and more my love. Remember that, and feel secure in it. How could you ever think so? You, my boy, are a hot commodity. I’m lucky to have even been considered in your world, let alone to have you be mine. Ambrose...

I know you will be. You’re great like that. Don’t do that just yet, baby, the fun hasn’t even begun. You’re fucking hot. Everything I want, huh? Fuck, I want a lot. Oh, baby, I can’t wait. I need you.

[jaysonswitchhudson]

ambroseabrams​:

Ambrose and Jayson || F2F

I think maybe I do understand, because I think you’re just as precious to me. I can’t read your mind so obviously I don’t know for sure, but I’m positive that I’m right about that. I.. I mean… you’re not wrong that it’s a huge reminder that I need to make sure that I’m taking care of you. Lorelai is a Switch too, so knowing that her being able to meet all of her needs is up in the air… knowing that she feels unimportant, and even jealous of someone else… It’s similar to what I made you feel. I know it is. Of course, I’ll ask again tomorrow. I just wanted to make sure I asked for general purposes. So I knew for sure. I’ll keep being your good boy, you will be my Sir. Tomorrow maybe we’ll switch- either way, I’m yours. And you’re mine. 

Thank you for saying so. I hope it does too, I really do. I want her to be happy. Oh my goodness, Jayce. Sir. You’re so fucking sexy. Please do, I can lay across your lap so that you can prep me and get it in. Just say the word. Even if you don’t tease me, I’ll be thinking about you. I’ll be thinking about what’s going to happen when we get back home.

**

My sweet boy. It makes me feel so amazing, it’s hard for me to even verbalize. It’s all okay, baby. Water under the bridge. And truth be told, I think it all brought us closer together. I’ve always loved you, but going through that...It made us a stronger couple. Better communicators. More appreciative of each other and what we have. I love you so fucking much. You take such good care of me baby. I couldn’t make it without you. You know...I never thought I’d find anyone, especially not someone as amazing as you. You’re my miracle. Good boy, you’re exactly right about that. 

I know babe. But, you’ve just got to have faith, and be there for her no matter what. We both can be. Neither of you are alone. Yeah? I thought you might like that. Have you looked in the mirror lately? Mmm, I definitely can’t say no to that. Go pick which one you want, I’ll allow that. Then, do just that. Off with those pants and underwear- I’ll get you ready. Good. I want you thinking about it. I want you desperate. I want you needy. I want you so fucking horny for me, you’ll cum more than once just because I say so. 

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ambroseabrams​:

Ambrose and Jayson || F2F

I know you will, just like I know I’ll always be sweet to you. My Sir, my baby, my angel. You’re right, you are the best and you’re all for me. Speaking of the first hand bit, I know you submitted to me while we were in Florida for a while, but I want to check in and see if you need more. This time was shorter than most of the other times. And even if you don’t need it… if you just want it. I’m here. Please, always tell me. 

She is sweet. I told you, I had a lot of thoughts. I don’t want to see her this upset. I really don’t. I know she’s working on her relationship. You’re proud of me. I love you, thank you, Sir. I’ll always let you know what’s going on. Of course. Just a little sneak peek, first.

**

I love that, almost as much as I love you. You’ll never be able to understand just how precious you are to me. I know...I know sometimes having people around you who are having relationship troubles, it can bring things and feelings up. I want you to know how great you are, and how great we are. You’re perfect, baby, and we are perfect. You’re so good to me, babe. Thank you for checking in, that means so much. I promise to always tell you if I do need that. Maybe I do want more, but not tonight and not right now. Tomorrow is a different story, maybe for a couple of days. But right now, I’ve got you. 

And that’s okay my love. She’s your sister. You have a right to be concerned, especially with that past it sounds like she has with that one individual. It’s good that she is, I hope it works out for her. I am. I’m always proud of you, but in moments like this, when I’m reminded of just how perfect you are, I’m more proud than I ever thought I could be. You amaze me every single day, in every single way. I love you, so so so much. Baby...Keep that up, and we won’t be going much of anywhere. If we weren’t going to see your sister, I’d make sure to tease you the whole time we were out. Maybe I’ll put a plug in you before we go. Make sure you’re nice and ready for me. 

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ambroseabrams​:

Ambrose and Jayson || F2F

You’re so sweet to me. Thank you. Kneeling for you is always the best idea, I will gladly do all of that for you, Sir. Thank you.

The first is someone that has had a long time to prove that Lorelai is important. But is always doing drugs, drinking, and being irresponsible. Like a child. Partying. Having fun. You never know if rent is going to be paid or not. And it’s not for lack of resources, this person has rich parents. This person could have had everything. But can’t be adult. Can’t commit. One second she’s swooning and I think she might have loved this person more than anyone else she’s ever been with, but then the next second she’s alone and has no idea where this person is. Hot and cold. Temperamental because of the drugs and alcohol. The cops could be called at any minute, I don’t trust this person here at all. I wouldn’t be surprised if they were doing something dirty behind the scenes. Something bad. She’s been talking to this person a lot. I think they’ve been spending time together. This person is the type of person that can talk her into things. Not that I think she’d do bad drugs or anything she didn’t want to, but like… a relationship. Giving this person another chance, even as a friend. Which she shouldn’t do.

The second is someone that hasn’t been around for as long, but has had plenty of time to prove that Lorelai is important. But things keep being said that sound like there’s no commitment, like this person is trying to keep their options open, doesn’t want to be serious. Talks a lot about there being a such thing as “too much time” with her. Doesn’t want to spend time with her– the first thought is always, “how can I enjoy this on my own and can I enjoy this on my own” and not “how can I share this with Lorelai.” Goes out drinking, knowing her parents died from alcohol. Doesn’t let her know he’s okay. Can you imagine if I told you that spending the night with you was enough time? I didn’t want to spend every night with you or move in, mind you, but a week of spending the night and there’s no need to hangout during the day. She feels like she has to force submission, and when she brings up how submission can happen it’s more about how that won’t work and less about how to use her thoughts in a constructive way. She’s also really worried that she’ll be single because she’s a Switch. Because nobody is checking up on her submission needs, and like people like to think bisexuals will look outside a relationship… it was said that she might too, just because she’s a Switch. Which I personally find hypocritical and strange because this person is a Sub, so this person gets to vent their own needs by titling everyone they talk to and obeying orders from other people in their job. Lorelai doesn’t have that because she’s not in an order taking position. It’s like the opposite of being a child, this person is over-analytical and overly negative, like the older sister in Taming of The Shrew. She feels defeated as a Domme because her ideas as a Domme aren’t good enough or they’re too much for what he wants with her– he doesn’t want to spend that much time with her or put that much service to her in his life. It just seems like she’s a “side chick.” Or someone because there’s nobody else interested… right now, and if that changes maybe she’ll be single. That’s how she feels and I don’t like that. Especially because when she’s upset, she gets left alone. She feels like if she tells this person how she feels, she’ll be blamed for it all. 

**

I’ll always want to be sweet to you, baby. Only the best for my boy. You can kneel for me any time, I know how much it helps. Firsthand, even. 

Oh, wow. That’s...A lot. Like I said, I don’t know her well enough to make judgments myself, but from what I gather she seems so sweet. It’s tough to imagine her dealing with all of that. Hopefully we can make her feel a little better, and get her in a bit better of a headspace. You’re such a great brother, babe. I’m so proud of you for wanting to look out for your sister. Thank you for letting me in on what’s going on. We’ll head her way, and see what we can get worked out. After dinner, though...That’s for you and I. 

[jaysonswitchhudson]

ambroseabrams​:

Ambrose and Jayson || F2F

I just have a lot of thoughts. I think there are a few things I need to focus on doing and setting up. Like that family dinner, which you know you’re invited to. Of course, Sir. I want you to know everything, always. I like knowing about you too. I have nothing to hide either, so of course you can see them. I don’t think she is either. I’ve been trying to cheer her up but I’m not sure it’s working. That’s me. It’s the truth. They should. Both of them. There’s no good there. No good. I like that you think I’m hot, we can definitely bring that back up later. Okay, thank you. I know it’s a lot, dragging you out of bed. I haven’t, but it’s okay. I’ll sleep later. Like I said, I have a lot of thoughts right now. 

**

Alright, numerous things here. You’re the best, you already know that. I’ll leave that part there, with the knowledge that you’re secure in how proud you make me, with everything you do and say. It’s clear you have some strong feelings on this matter, you certainly don’t have to tell me that. Why do you think they’re no good? I know you’ve told me a little about the situations, but I still don’t know as much about them to have an opinion whatsoever. I trust you, though, and I trust your thoughts on these matters. You’re agreeable to just about anything, and you like just about everyone. So, if you think there may be a problem, then I’d agree and say there may be a problem. I definitely want to come back to that, baby. Even just a couple of nights without your body, your bare skin against mine, is far too long.. It’s nothing at all, not for you. Ambrose...Alright. I’m going to get dressed. After I do, but before we go, I want to take five minutes for you to kneel for me. To breathe, and focus yourself. I know there’s a lot going on in that beautiful mind of yours right now, I know that’s really loud. We’re going to take just a small amount of time to find your center, so that you’re as level and clear-headed as possible. Sound good, angel?

[jaysonswitchhudson]

ambroseabrams​:

Ambrose and Jayson || F2F

Good morning, Sir. Now that you’re up, I want to let you know that I’ve been talking to Lorelai. I’m making plans for us with her, you can read our messages, I don’t mind. It’s faster than re-explaining. Oh, that’s just a message for my sister. I know you know what I said in the picture. It’s about some people in her life. Two people. 

**

Aren’t you just bright eyed and bushy tailed? You’re adorable when you’re on a mission, were you aware? Good boy, letting me know what’s going on. And for trusting me with your messages. You’re so perfect my love. Wow. Is she alright? Doesn’t seem like it, I just don’t know her well enough yet to make a judgement call. Ambrose. Cheeky, cheeky. You and I both know what you’re saying, I’m sure she does too. You’re hot when you get protective, too. We’ll save that for later, though. I’ll get dressed, I can be ready in 10, but it’s nearly 2:30 AM. Have you slept?