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Jay really didn’t know what to make of the male, err floating thing, whatever he was. He definitely wasn’t someone to judge too harshly, but some of the things he said made his skin crawl. It was probably on purpose or he was so used to just being dead, that he was very blunt. “Err, sorry I just happen to be human and wow, uh I didn’t think that you were killed in cold blood. Sounds horrible, but did you get your revenge yet?” Why he was asking, he had no idea, but he found it easier to make small talk this way.

“Oh…” The were-animal found his smile dropping, if it was even capable of being considered a smile. “I never would have guessed by the name, but it sort of fits.” He didn’t want to comment on the fact that it was depressing to hear about Shardians, because he didn’t think the male would relate. When the other leaned into him, he really hadn’t know what to expect, but the iciness that shot up his arm had him pulling back and rubbing at it. Apparently the whole ghosts make the room temperature wasn’t a lie. “Well maybe if you can teach them, I’ll stop by for a show. Maybe you can make a circus or something.”

🔶 Handsome 🔶 Jay & Suwoong

“Pffft. Being alive is overrated, heartbeats are boring and needing to poop and pee is gross.” he eyed the other judging, being dead was ten times more exciting than being alive. “I don’t know, if you are stabbed in the eye by an assassin hied by a family member you do have a bigger chance of staying around to haunt, take revenge, ruin their lives. You know, the usual.” 

Suwoong hummed “Shardians are like, weird things that are thought up by sad people. BOOOHOOOH I miss my sister who got ripped apart by a lawnmower and then poof a shardian appears.” He smirked “Oh, weed. I like haunting people that are high, they scream louder.” he nudged Jay, the other would feel a cold shiver instead of actually a bump. “I don’t sleep but I usually hang out in the catacombs and try to teach the rats to play fetch.”

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“Well I like to think that males also have that fantasy of being carried by someone they fancy. Can’t be too sexist in a world like ours nowadays.” Jay could only smile, seeing the slight flushing dusting Jeongmin’s cheeks.

Yet once the guessing began on his animal form that he shifted in once every full moon, he couldn’t help, but feel slightly uncomfortable. He didn’t like to share his secrets and that was probably one of the one’s he outright refused. It was a task to not be seen, especially when moving to a new area and not having places where he could hide out. “God no, not a rabbit or hamster, I don’t think I could live with that reality.” Being a peacock was not his favorite thing, but there were always worse animals, for example a toad or even a possum. His fingers drummed against the table as he nodded. “Yeah as a were-animal, we can’t control shifting. On the full moon we have to and well, you get these gut feelings before it’s going to happen. Maybe an hour before. You start to have qualities like the said animal, body temperature rises, and your skin feels itchy and almost burns. Well in my case it does, I haven’t really asked others.”

The male found himself laughing, too in shock to not be so loud and he felt bad for anyone around. Bestiality. He had never thought about it in that way and he had definitely not meant for it to sound like it. “No, I just meant that it can be a mood killer if you go all feathers on someone.” He found himself biting his tongue, because he had given away a trait of his own animal form by saying feathers, but hopefully the other male wouldn’t notice.

♒ medley || Jay & Jeongmin

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“Maybe I’ll even take pictures for you, but I will have to admit, I’m horrible with a camera so don’t expect any fantastic background scenery from me.” Jay found himself smiling, shaking his head softly at the ridiculousness of the situation. He had never thought he would willingly walk off with a vampire. Well at least not months ago, but now he found himself trusting races he didn’t peg as safe and innocent and he didn’t know if that would later come up to bite him in the ass like previous other misfortunes. A hand wrapped around his own and the male found himself pulled in against the curve of Hyolyn’s lovely hip, his teeth showing as his smile turned more into a smirk. “Sounds like a perfection situation to me, of course either stoned out of my ass or tipsy. Both even better.” He loved a party and dancing in the streets of Vighulir, sounded like one hell of a way to be remembered. Of course, if he had more dignity in himself, he might fear the relapse of having to see other villagers afterwards, but he had always made a fool out of himself.

A snicker left his lips and he found himself nodding in victory. “I thought I might have been right.” The werepeacock gave an appreciative glance over the form of the female. Yes, not domestic at all, unless you know you wanted to refer to her as the babysitter all married women loathed. That he could see. “Oh, really?” The male watched with amusement as the Hyolyn sauntered her way over to a small ledge, gracefully seating herself on it with lean muscles and power that screamed supernatural. It didn’t matter how fit you were, no human could have slid that effortlessly into place like that. “Well, I have no issues with either, in fact, I think you have your mind already made up?” Jay found himself making his way in between her legs, a palm coming down to rest on her thigh, fingers digging just enough into the skin to emphasize his words. “Am I right?”

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Jay found himself smirking, leaning in towards the male so that they were a little bit closer as his laughter echoed in the room. “Well since you don’t know, I guess I’ll wait until you are comfortable enough with me touching you before I, you know, pick you up like all the high school girls dream of.” That was pretty cliché, but most of the females he knew back home during his younger years were very obsessed with the idea.

He found himself nodding, fingers laced comfortably in his lap. “Yeah like a werewolf, though I am not one. I am not of the canine family or anything with sharp teeth.” Turning into a peacock once a month wasn’t something he enjoyed, nor did it really upset him at this point. Yes, the male was still skiddish about sharing his true form, but it was more because people found it extremely hilarious that someone as muscled as he was, turned into a flouncy showoff of a bird. “Of course when I was first turned, I hated it. Loathed it even, but now I just make do. I mean it’s not too bad going all animal once a month unless you have someone over at your house for a little fun. That’s when shit goes a little...sketchy.”

♒ medley || Jay & Jeongmin

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“Ahhh well I am quite fond of being alive at the moment, but I’ll keep that option open in the future.” Jay was in no way ready to die, besides wasn’t there always the risk of just ending up a corpse in the ground. “But do you really have a choice of becoming a ghost or is it more like chance only?” He couldn’t imagine that people actually chose to be ghosts, sent to haunt the world for the rest of their dead lives. Then again, people were fucking crazy.

“Ah, so not undead check, but what’s a Shardian, are they like glass figurines or...?” The siren knew he was probably making a fool out of himself, but really what did he have to lose? He couldn’t understand why people got some worked up over being wrong. There wasn’t any fault in not knowing and simply asking for the answer. Yet the male’s next words had his mouth dropping open, a little shocked. “Uhhh, I mean normal things like brush my teeth….uh sometimes I smoke some weed?” He had no idea what he expected him to say. “Do you sleep? I was going to ask what you did, but then I hardly think you need to sleep to function.”

🔶 Handsome 🔶 Jay & Suwoong

Mr. Mega Muscles better be flattered, Suwoong did not appear for just anyone out of nowhere to chat. “You could always kill yourself and become a ghost, you know, if you really want to be invisible and sneak up on people.” Suwoong thought it was a great idea, he wondered if the other would still have those nice arms in death. 

“I am dead-dead. As dead as they come, you know, not undead but actually dead. None of that fake dead thing vampires do, or those darn Shardians and their weird ass existence. They annoy me. Anyhow, dead.” Then the other continued to flatter him and Suwoong let out an approving sound, almost like a purr. “Well aren’t you sweet, I might like you, it is good when I like someone, just saying. It usually ends in the better outcomes. So tell me, what do you like to do before you go to bed each night?”

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“Well isn’t that interesting.” Jay really thought it was because being pretty new to the supernatural scene, he wasn’t very knowledgeable in anything when it came to distinguishing races. He ended up tilting his head to the side, a gentle roll of his shoulder having his hair fall in a mass of slightly curled tendrils from the perspiration in the air. “I just thought it you be hard to base it all off of energy. No all vampires can be cold and dark. There has to be at least some happy ones.” Though maybe that would be more of a personality trait and couldn’t be compared to energy.

The females next words had him grinning, an eyebrow of amusement shooting up. Smell? They all had a certain type of smell? The were-peacock didn’t know if he should be concerned that certain creatures were sniffing him out, but then again maybe he should be quite comfortable with it since you know, he turned feathery once a month. “Well do I dare ask what I smell like then?” Laughter rolled off his tongue and it was then he noticed the colored shining along her skin, holding a translucent quality. He ended up rubbing his thumb along her forearm, just to make sure it was real.  “Your skin, I’ve never seen anything like it.”

Hey DJ~Jay & Ronan

She smirked softly at the surprised expression on his face, her body swaying absentmindedly to the music.  Her eyebrows quirked up with interest as he mentioned his were-half, but she supposed that it made sense.  That was probably the component of his scent that she hadn’t been able to place.  With a gentle smile, she shrugged delicately and sidled up to him again.  “Part of it was your energy,” she admitted.  “All charm and intrigue. The other part of it was your scent.”

With a small laugh, she explained the details of her heightened senses.  “All species smell a certain way,” she said, tossing her strawberry-blonde hair over one shoulder.  “That creates a base nose for their scent.  Then other components contribute to create a unique scent for each person.” She sighed, beginning to dance again.  “Weres are harder to identify, though, since their scent varies depending on their shifted form.” The club was becoming hotter and more crowded, making a thin sheen of perspiration sparkle on the selkie’s forehead. Her skin changed color with the lights, flashing blue, green, pink, and yellow. The different shades flashed off the green of her irises as she smiled at the boy in front of her.

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“Mmm well if you want to show me the library who am I to pass up such an invitation?” Did Jay like libraries? Not really. He was way too loud and fidgety for them, but since Jeongmin had offered to show him, it meant he would be seeing more of him and that was something he was not going to pass up on. “Oh so my muscles make me scary?” He found himself smiling, eyebrows raised in mock surprise. “Well I mean, I could show off by picking you up, but only if you want me to.” He was flirting a little bit, but it was in his nature after all.

The werepeacock found himself nodding, bringing a hand through his hair. “Yeah I was born Siren, then had an incident while in high school that mixed my blood up. It seems that not even were-animals can resist a siren.” He decided to be light-hearted about the incident, because while it was embarrassing, he couldn’t keep being affected by it.

♒ medley || Jay & Jeongmin

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Jay physically had to restrain himself from pressing his palm against his face. The elf, thing, he was assuming elf by the big pointed ears, but he could be wrong was legit crazy. He kept telling himself he was, but the more and more he spoke, it became more obvious. Okay, maybe crazy was the wrong term, because while he might seem like he belongs in a psych ward to the werepeacock, wherever Min Jun was from, he probably was normal. That was scary in itself, but the best he could do is try and help the male out. It would be wrong of him otherwise. “Ahh, No. Not all are homosexuals. I meant ass as in everyone has one, and a lot of people refer to having sex as getting nice ass. People like butts, I do.” He had slightly rambled, but then again he was becoming flustered. “Just a little lost?” To the male he seemed more like fucked, but then everyone has their own opinions.

Again he found himself looking at him in shock, and he carded his fingers through his hair, musing the long tresses. “A cocktail bar is just a fancy name for a bar. They serve cocktails, which are heavily mixed drinks that taste more like extravagant flavors than alcohol. You basically spend more money on less liquor and more for the finesse of the bartender.” Jay almost wished he was drunk right now, because this situation would be a lot more hilarious. “Ahh, you really should get that number. You don’t want this to happen again.” His hand that had been making its way into his pants pocket, slung down by his side. Well that idea was pointless. Jay found himself letting a sigh of relief out when the elf hovered back to the ground. Except the minute he did, he felt guilty. The once pointed ears seemed to sag down in sadness and his eyes. He couldn’t look straight at them for too long, because he really did feel like he had kicked a puppy. “It’s not against the rules, but I don’t want you to make a scene ya know, but in the back you can go back to floating if you want. I don’t mind, it’s kind of cool.” He shot him a smile, hoping it would cheer him up, because Jay really couldn’t handle hurting someone’s feelings. “I could teach you a few dance moves if you want?” It was an offer. One he might regret very soon.

💫 Lost in dark places 💫 Jay & Min Jun

This was okay for Min Jun, poor Jay to be stuck with this version of the elf. They would have gotten along if he had met the soul before he died and came back, now it was questionable. As long as Jay would think Min Jun was just high as fuck, things might be okay. The elf was blissfully unaware of what the other must think about his behavior. Too busy being worried about his surroundings and trying to tell the other what he wanted to know. 

“Ass. All they are homosexuals?” he asked, ears perking up a little and then frowned again “Consent is important.” he nodded, determined and hoped that there was nothing going on that was without consent, except him being here, that was slightly not voluntary but he guessed he shouldn’t blame anyone for that. He looked around again and then nodded. “I am a tad lost, but I think I would be able to find my way home, like a ship at sea, the stars tell me where I need to go.” he looked up, right, only lights. No stars. That might be a problem.

“What is a cocktail bar?” he asked curiously, not remembering what a cocktail was at all. “Is it a place with chickens?” he did not know why the other wanted him to converse with poultry. “I do not know the magical numbers to his phone number, he tried to write it on my hand but no marker was dark enough and nothing stuck.” Min Jun said and then looked at Jay a little confused when he stepped back.

People didn’t like the floating, right. So many if’s and but’s to keep in mind while Min Jun was with others, it confused him more and more and his ears dropped lower as he pouted and put his feet back on the ground. “I apologize I did not know it was against the rules to float. I am still trying to figure out this strange life, you see. It is odd.” he looked at the other with large eyes.

“But I wanted to learn how to dance in the way of the people.”

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Jay was not very big on sharing his feathered-were animal side as easily, so at least this way he could always buy time, or simply not tell someone in a teasing manner. Except if they got half of his race right, he was screwed. It had not occurred yet, but with so many races out there, eventually he was going to be found out. Ronan ended up slipping in closer, whether it be from the busyness of the club, or just because she wanted to, the male slipped his arms around her tighter, bringing the female flush against him. He head rested against the broadness of his shoulder and the veela opted for gently swaying them for the time being.  

A few minutes passed and the female was pulling back a grin curled across her lips.  The words that left her mouth had him gaping in surprise. No one usually guessed right, so she must have been up to something when he thought she just wanted to be closer. Gentle laughter spilled from his lips. “You are right. I am part veela and since I am a man of my words,” his fingers reached up to card through his hair. “I am part were-animal as well. How did you guess the veela part?” He found himself tilting his head in curiosity, one eyebrow arched up.

Hey DJ~Jay & Ronan

Another small laugh fell off her lips, and she met his eyes with hers.  “Well, I’d like to think that I am,” she replied, thrilled by his flattery.  The dance floor was slowly becoming more crowded as the night went on, pressing them a bit closer together.  Surprisingly, she didn’t mind.

She raised an eyebrow, a sly grin pulling at the corners of her mouth.  Alright, so he wanted to make it a game.  Her competitive streak came out, and she silently wished that they had been anywhere but in the club.  The overwhelming odors of sweat and alcohol were everywhere, making her heightened senses next to useless.  Still, she closed her eyes and leaned in close, laying her head briefly against his shoulder.  One deep breath through her nose brought in the sickly sweet smell of a veela, mixed with something else that was familiar but she couldn’t quite place.  With a small smile, she looked back up at him, now understanding why he seemed to pull her in so strongly.  “You’re part veela, aren’t you?” she guessed. 

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“Ahh well I guess I’m flattered you decided to come out and talk to me?” Jay didn’t know if that was a good thing or not, because really having a ghost thing, whatever he was pop out of nowhere was not his cup of tea. However, it could have been worse. “I bet they are. I used to imagine sometimes what it would be like to be invisible and just watch people. I don’t have that gift sadly.” He found himself smiling and his carded his fingers through his own hair, moving his weight from one foot to the other. Yet, he found his smile dropping at the male’s words. Death was not something he particularly enjoyed thinking about, but then again dead people have skewed viewpoints on the living.

 “I can’t agree with you on the dead part, but to each his own.” Jay surely didn’t want to piss off the other. Who knows what he could do to him. He found his mouth opening, his hand rising up to wave off the idea, because no he had not meant it as an offense. “No, I just didn’t know if you were dead-dead. I am pretty new to this whole special races stuff. I just was curious really.” Maybe he shouldn’t have been so. His face felt warm, more likely he was flustered by the accusation. “Well I’m glad you liked my compliment, because I meant it. Your eyes really are captivating.”

🔶 Handsome 🔶 Jay & Suwoong

Jay might have been drugged, Suwoong saw a lot of pills and powders going around and even a needle or two. But he was not a figment of a drugged induced fantasy. “I am sorry, you might be special with all those muscles but I usually sneak up to people like that. However I keep silent most of the time. people are funny when they think no one is looking.” A smirk told more than the words he spoke. Pervert and proud. The fear in the voice of the male made the geist snicker “You don’t? But we dead people are just such amazing partypeople. Don’t you know how we can not overdose and die on your party. I hear that death is such a mood killer. I myself think it is hilarious. I was at this birthday party one time and the best friend of the six year old died. Hilarious. But everyone seemed really upset and no one wanted cake.” 

And such a good cake it had been. 

“Are you a dead-person racist? You know we have rights too, just because we got stabbed to death doesn’t mean we have lost everything. I still have a body- sometimes. I mean my bones are lost to all but me but they are there still.” He smiled “Killer eyes huh? Now that is a compliment worth not killing for.” 

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“Hahaha fuck you”

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“Ah I think I have passed it once or twice in walking.” Jay wasn’t too keen on whether he had ever been to Dultrim Plaza. He usually stayed around his area that being the places around his apartment and then the club. It wasn’t that he wasn’t interested in exploring more, he just has not found the time to do so. Besides when he wasn’t working or being social with those that had invited him along to other establishments, the werepeacock found himself usually lighting up to get high beyond belief. So his memory wasn’t quite the best. “Well I’ve never been one to really care what others thought, besides I would like to think being a little weird is a good quality.” He gave the female a quick glance over, smiling appreciatively at how attractive she was. The vampire really was proportionally someone Jay would consider eye candy and while others might prefer their women to have less hip and fang, the male didn’t find those to be qualities that kept him from showing interest.

The tug on his hand had him smiling wider, the sound of her heels clacking against the sidewalk the only noise as they traveled down a less crowded side street. “A picnic?” The questioning tone in his voice wouldn’t go unnoticed, because really it was not what he expected. Least of all from a vampire, unless she was planning on make him her snack for the night. “Well I don’t mind, I have not had dinner yet, but I didn’t peg you as the type to settle for a picnic. Seems too domestic.” Maybe he was being a little racist in thinking that all bloodsuckers had to be nothing, but cold and deathly. It was just a picnic seemed to be what a family of four would do on a spring day with the dog in tow. “I don’t want to offend ya, but you really don’t seem like the type to be going on picnics of making crowns out of flowers if ya catch my drift” Jay hardly wanted to be a douche, in fact he was just trying to get to know Hyolyn.

Demonic Desire. {Hyolyn&JayPark}

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“Mmm I might, but you see I’m not really in to the whole school thing. Reminds me of all the years I suffered in public school and well let’s just say I don’t know if I’m reading to relive my own memories.” No, Jay was definitely not the type to like school. It just didn’t hold his attention very well, seeing as though he practically had to stay moving to not feel antsy. “America has its good points, but I think most places are like that. It does unfortunately lack a lot of history.” The country was practically a child in the eyes of others and seemed to not hold the same historical feel.

The werepeacock found himself chuckling, most because really did he just guess preliator of all things? “Do I seem the like type to be all dark and scary?” Well they had just met, so maybe that had been his reasoning. “Unfortunately no, I don’t have any demon-y blood running through my veins, just a little extra ingredient to make people like me a little bit more.” Jay shrugged, tongue swiping across his lip. That was in fact his siren blood he was talking about, not the werepeacock gene that had infected him some years back.

♒ medley || Jay & Jeongmin

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“So you like to wander, sounds like you seem to be adventurous.” That was always a good thing in Jay’s book. He rather was the type to jump at new ideas and he did not like to be sitting still for long periods of time. At some point, the female’s hand slid up his arm and came up to curl around his neck, a delicate finger pressing into his jaw. A grin split his lips and he found himself shaking his head as his own arm seemed to wrap around her waist. “I tend to have that effect on people and I do like to hear what they think first. So how about it boo. I’ll give you a hint that I have mixed blood and if you guess half of it right I may answer.” Jay surely disliked his were animal mix, because really who enjoyed turning into a squawking peacock on full moons? Not him.

Hey DJ~Jay & Ronan

She laughed, winding an arm around his neck and moving in closer.  “Sometimes I wander in here when I get bored,” she answered, moving in time to the music.  The alcohol had made her feel light and happy, it made it easier for her to laugh and flirt and not worry about all the things that could go wrong. Here she was, young and carefree, in a club dancing with a cute boy.  What did she have to be concerned about right now? Her glazed eyes slid over his face and body, a smile dancing on her lips.  Her other hand slid up the side of his arm and up his neck, her pointer finger tracing down the side of his jaw.  Everything felt so surreal and numbed.  Whatever thought came in to her head just seemed to roll off her tongue, so she couldn’t stop herself when she asked, “So I can’t quite seem to figure you out. What’s your race?”

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Jay had not been expecting the male to ramble on about what he had for breakfast, but that seemed to be the answer he was going to get. Yeah, somehow the crazies always found him, but at least he was quite amusing for the most part and there had been no violent streak yet. Time would tell on that one, though the werepeacock hardly thought he had anything to worry about. “Are you sure you are okay?” Maybe he had hit his head on a wall or something. That was always plausible with how he was talking. There weren’t blood stains, but surely this person wasn’t this….out of it.

If he thought him taking about his food had been confusing, then him explaining a club was priceless. That was quite evident in the way that Jay’s eyebrows shot up into his hairline and laughter was falling from his lips in almost a wheeze. “Mating ritual? Bro, you sure know how to put things, but yes people come here to get some ass. Nothing wrong with it as long as everyone consents.” He wasn’t one to deny the urge to have casual sex, it could be nice with no strings or clinginess attached. “I really do think you should um, chill out. You seem kind of lost.” That was putting it in a kind way, because if the werepeacock didn’t know better, he would assume the male had gotten so high he was flying on the moon by this point. “Well clubs are usually rowdy, if you wanted a drink without all the people a pub or even a cocktail bar would have been better and brothels while fun leave a bad taste in your mouth.” He almost regretted running into him, but if was possibly better Jay had found him before a vampire or something else sinister had used him. “Well I could lend you my cell to call this Jae person?” It was shoved in his back pocket at the moment and he didn’t mind helping someone out. He was not prepared though as he started to levitate in the air and he found himself taking a step back and the people around them started to comment. “Hey bro, the whole flying thing, isn’t so suitable for out here, so how about I take us somewhere less loud and you can make that phone call.” He found himself motioning towards the back room and even if he wasn’t supposed to take people back there, it would probably be better since he did not know what the floating thing was capable of.

💫 Lost in dark places 💫 Jay & Min Jun

Min Jun definitely seemed out of place, even the clothing he was wearing. White and covering most of his dark skin apart from his neck, face and hands. Denim, dark blue jeans and what seemed to be handmade leather shoes with slightly pointed toes. “I have not consumed anything since this morning. I had a glass of milk, whole-grain bread with something that is called peanut butter. But I do not think there was much butter in it at all. And a small piece of red fruit that I can not remember the name of.” He told the other with large eyes. “I have not been offered a drink, I only was offered to pay to get into this establishments. You see, the stars made me think this was a place of the universe. But I think I was mistaken, for the sins of not stars but flesh seem to be the emperors here. Oh how the roses bleed but never truly bloom…” he blinked a few times. 

“A.. club?” he asked and tried to recall the meaning of a club. It was not like he was stupid, the elf just was unable to make certain connections. Unable to link 1 + 1 together. “You mean- it is a place where those lonely hearts get a little less lonely? In a feverish dream to find the one here while they perform the mating rituals?” he asked and pressed a little more against his ‘savior’ as he looked around. “It does not seem like dancing.” he mumbled as he stared at some of the ‘scantily clad people’ that were moving close to them. “I believe there is a misunderstanding, there must be much easier ways to drink something. One can buy a drink with a card and then drink it without being pushed around. And I believe there are people you can pay for an… easy fuck.” His ears dropped significantly at the language. 

The elf was confused and swallowed. “I think I have lost my phone again…” he mumbled touching his pants with a little sigh. “My Jae will be like a thundercloud again as I return… he keeps telling me to stay, when all I want to do is fly.” The elf let out a sigh and then he went from standing to wrapping his legs up to sit down. In mid air. 

“Can you explain me the dance? There is no logic in it as far as I can see, I would like to learn.”