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May Sarton, The House by the Sea

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Starting a new series on my channel that I will hopefully stick to. Join me for the rest of my college journey. 🤍

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Kim never even got to say “I love you.”

Porschay would always remind him. With little notes telling Kim he was so happy to have him. Hiding them while thinking about how happy Kim would be when he found them.

By making him breakfast. In the shared moments they had in the mornings before he had to say goodbye.

By simply saying, “I love you” with those big doe eyes looking up at Kim. Wanting to make sure Kim knew how happy he made him.

Kim never had the courage to say it, and now it’s too late. All Kim had was a song he sung hiding behind WIK. It was the only way he could tell Porschay how much he had meant to him. How much he needed Porschay by his side.

And even then, Porschay was so hidden behind all the hurt, the message was lost.

Kim never got to tell Porschay he loved him.

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There’s something so fucking good about how Porschay is the reason why we’ve gotten to see all different sides to Kim.

Kim is in a spiral with how much Porschay makes him feel. He starts off being smitten. Then we see him being fond towards Porschay. Next is probably the happiest he’s been in a while. We see him content with Porschay in his arms. And then we see him scared. Scared of losing everything he promised to protect.

Now, he’s upset. He is upset he’s the reason for Porschay losing everything that once made him happy. He’s angry seeing Porschay throw away all the good in his life. He’s ashamed because he knows why. Kim’s upset, because he’s lost the one thing that made it all worth it.

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A few predictions for upcoming episodes. May include spoilers.

I do think Porsche leaves with Vegas, but I don’t think he returns to working for the families. Based on these scenes we haven’t gotten yet, Porsche may return to his old life.

I’d love if Porsche went home to Porschay and met Kim. He’d connect the dots very quickly.

It also really bothered me that if Porsche does continue to work for Vegas, how would he not realize Pete is there. Pete is gone for so long, the Major family thinks he’s dead. Porsche would surely realize something was wrong.

The scene in the MV where Kim is beating someone up.. In the novel this would’ve been Big, but we’ve never seen Big outside of his work attire. I believe it’s Tawan. And I believe it’s after Kim and Porschay part ways.

I think the pool scene will be our ending scene. The show will end while it pans out on them having sex lmao. This will be after the dramatic fight scene and everyone gets their happy ever after. 😅

All of this could be wrong, but it’s fun to predict. 48 more hours until the next episode!

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Do you think Vegas is happy someone finally chose him? Porsche could’ve stayed with Kinn, by Kinn. Could’ve showed Vegas he didn’t trust him and he was loyal to the Major Family. But he leaves with Vegas. Vegas has finally won over Kinn. Someone they both value, had put Vegas first.

Do you think, even though Porsche doesn’t trust Vegas, he’s happy someone seems to be putting their faith in him? Someone wants him by their side? Someone believes him, and would risk a fight just to have him?

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I just uploaded my reaction to episode 5 for Kinnporsche The Series! Here’s a playlist of them all, if you’re interested. We’re almost caught up with them. :) 

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Let's talk about Kinnporsche's first NC scene. I understand this show's storyline is toxic, it's a mafia storyline. I understand this show is for adults and is going to be dark with heavy topics. I also understand Vegas doing what he did was in Character, I do. But because they've made Kinn in the show, a much nicer version than in the book, they could've allowed him to refuse what happened going farther than kissing. I absolutely hate their first time was while Porsche was under the influence. Even Kinn seemed uncomfortable with what was happening. Kinn was also touched without his consent. This scene felt so wrong to watch.

When producing content for a genre like BLs, rape is already so romanticized. Which is why I hate they made this scene seem "sweet," "beautiful," "hot," as described by people watching. And if you've read the book, or know of it, you know what happens to Porsche afterwards. I just hope as fans of this show, we don’t overlook the serious topics because it features a group of attractive men. 

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Hello everyone! I just uploaded a haul featuring unboxings for Tempest, Drippin Wonho, Black Level and NU’EST’s lightstick. I’m also doing a giveaway for a kim Yohan album! 

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Hello loves, a new kpop haul just went up!

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I’m so happy this video is finally up. I present to you my favorite title tracks of 2021! 

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Hello Everyone! Greatguys are currently holding a concert in Mexico City for the 25th of this month. We have currently only sold about 23 tickets and need at least 80% of tickets sold before the 12th or the concert could be cancelled. If you are a kpop stan in Mexico, please consider buying a ticket. They are also doing a 2x1 deal right now, where you can buy one ticket and bring a friend!

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Up10tion Novella Unboxing

Posted my unboxing for Up10tion’s newest album today!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9nHXiMM9JOk&t=65s

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First reaction of 2022 is up! Absolutely in love with Up10tion’s comeback. 💛 Please do stream the MV so we can get them their first win!!  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A9_rELZwwlY

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Hi loves, today i unboxed my N.CUS Makestar while discussing my opinions on it. :)