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Fugacious Benedict

Galvanize your queen Before the veneration dies Prevaricate, then aberrate, Your most adept defense Laconically, I’ll speak To starve a seed of acrimony

I’m guilty of venality If love was ever to be won 

You can’t prevent the upbraid That’s been brewing in the dark

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Ironically, the Internet was actually created to save us time.

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Short one- Embracing Solitude

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Embracing Solitude

It was just another day for her but unlike other day, that day went hectic. She was in pain, her arms were aching and back-bone almost dead. She was not in the mood to take her dinner but couldnt deny her mom. She finally step towards her bed, but found it really hard to fall asleep. It was too late, everyone might have fallen asleep, so might have her ex. Did you just thought about your ex, little she inside her asked. Forgot it, to which she replied. But she knews inside that letting go have never been easy for anyone. And if it just takes a moment to let go, then you never really held on tightly enough anything either it be your goals, dreams or relationship. Despite her tiresome, her mind was occupied. She left the bed to walk on the terrace. She felt need to talk to someone to clear her head. But, checking her 432 contact list in her latest samsung phone, she barely can list people to whom she is opened to her heart. She cried silently in the midst of dark night. While she was crying, she felt a cold breeze blew gently across her face as if the god was telling her to stop crying, the better days have not come yet. She looked for miracles around, while still having pain in her backbones. She looked at the distant sky, the darkest night has produces the most beautiful and brightest star, she whisphered. She forgot her pain, tiredness and sadness in that perfect miraculous night. The nature has evolved to its most beautiful form. Sometimes, you need to polish yourself to shine your very best and in reality that polish come by going through hurdles, hardship and difficulties.She now felt what was going inside her head. In her life, she had listened to everyone. She had managed to live that chaos by keeping herself not engaged much.Spending time by herself that night helped her attain peace. She felt serendipity in that darkest night not being surrounded by humans but stars and the moon.She found herself more conscious and aware. She realized that self-love is important and so is believing in self. She took an oath to love herself unconditionally first, in that night. She looked at her mobile, it was already 2 am, she then bid good night to all the stars, cold wind breezes, the moon and the trees. She finally left the terrace to her bed happily, knowing inside that the next morning wouldnot be the same.

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Warm wc by her every day enlightens my heart 😍😍

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I wonder how people find true love, when i can't even find my hair clips when i am supposed to go out.

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#happy_sunday

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And she cried her heart out with a decision not to be with him again.

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And she cried her heart out with a decision not to be with him again.

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I thought I was doing okay. I thought time away from everyone and everything was going to do me some good. I distanced myself from those that dragged me down, and took the time to validate myself. And yet here I am, struggling to stay in control of the rage that runs through my veins. I never wanted to handle conflict like my mother does. I wanted to do better for my sister. I didn’t want her to know the type of anger I know. I wanted to shield her from a childhood that looked like mine. But today I handled conflict like my mother. Today I became a part of the problem and not the solution.

It is only now, an hour later that I can see my actions were destructive. I used to be a filled with so much unpredictable anger, I thought I had become in control of it. But rage will always be the puppeteer that pulls my strings.  (via crashingwaves-burningsouls)