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My boys whom I've watched over for 3 decades now are at war with everyone an anyone. Their fangs have been sharpened their weight has been measured and their wrath has been unquenchable. There is no consoling, no reproach I have not tried. Their eyes glisten with vengeance and all I can do is watch. What distraction is it come next. Who will rise among the ash. Their coworkers are slowly figuring out that what lies behind these eyes is not what they precieve. Words like split, multiples, and freak have been udered in the whispers of our work job. And all I pray is that no one finds out.

Jeff

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I feel a darkness coming about me, a change is coming, and it's close. Perhaps someone new or perhaps someone old. I'm not sure. All I know is, I can't prevent it. My best mate I can feel him slipping to his older self. It's not his fault. He bares the weight of us all on his shoulders. Ever the leader from old immovable, regal, and fierce. Watch out. He also bears fangs.

Jeff

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To let you go is the hardest decision I've ever made in both my lives. I never got the chance to love in the first but im glad i had love in the second. Even if it caused me pain.

Jeff

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Love this one

You Can Never Truly Disappear | @wnq-writers

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A drawing of Willam Latham My 4 month old. Love this boy

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Had a patient come in and was on her cell phone having an argument with what I can assume is an insurance. I sat and just listened to her dialect and how this strange language fascinated me.

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Behind these eyes. When you gaze upon my face, what is that you see? Do you see the man I am today, or do you truly see me? When you hear my voice spoken from this vessel can you hear my voice? I ponder on this when we kiss, When we converse, when we lay in bed. When we are in a close embrace and your lip is pressed against mine, I wonder do you sense me behind these eyes.

Jeffery C

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I was the earth, wanting to give you the world, but I didn’t realize, you were the moon, dying to meet a sun.

goldencancerbag  (via wordsnquotes)

This is so tragic it's beautiful.

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"The things I'm most afraid to put to paper are itched in my lungs." -Louie lee

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Otp imagine

Imagine Person A is a historian. Person B is someone from the past that Person A admires/studies. After years and years of studying them A knows their face perfectly. Then one day Person A sees their familiar face in a crowd.

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I'd say a little more than 3 lol

PSYCHOLOGY FACT #412

You are not one person, you are three. The one you think you are; the one others think you are; the one you really are.

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PSYCHOLOGY FACT #331

People with schizophrenia can tickle themselves. While it’s nearly impossible to surprise yourself with a tickle, a person with schizophrenic-like symptoms doesn’t have the cognitive processes that prevent you from distinguishing between your own actions, and those of other people - therefore allowing them to be surprised by the touch of their own hand.

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I lay on the bed and lost myself in stories. I liked that. Books were safer than other people anyways.

Neil Gaiman, Ocean at the End of the Lane (via wordsnquotes)

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What will become of me when the ghosts in my head decides to take over the space of my heart? What will be left of me by then?

Lukas W. // Coffee thoughts #54 (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

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Believe that this is what people feel when they say they are multiple personalities. They remain multiple personalities because they refuse to knowledge one. Refuse to get to know one another to connect to come together. Of course this is just my theory.

11 Signs Your Soul Has Reincarnated Many Times

When we understand reincarnation as the maturation process, or evolution, of soulful energy, it follows that some of us have intuitively experienced different things in our lives that reflect on the age of the energy known as our souls. It is commonly believed that many of our personal characteristics, experiences and capabilities in this life reflect on whether we have lived before on earth. It is thought that the more we mature, the more gifted we are in certain areas of life and the more frequently we have ‘spiritual’ experiences.

The truth is that all of us have most likely reincarnated, however some of us have gone through this cycle more than others and therefore experience many of the following characteristics:

1. Recurring Dreams

Dreams are reflections of the unconscious mind, and while repetitive dreams may sometimes signify trauma, fear or issues that your brain is trying to process (“unfinished business”), repetitive dreams can also potentially be reflections of past life experiences. Many people claim to have experienced certain events, seen particular people or gone to specific places frequently in their dreams that feel very familiar, and somehow recognizable. For example, I often have recurring dreams of a 15th century castle that I have a distinct feeling of knowing very well, yet I have never seen or been to this castle before in waking life.

2. Out-of-place Memories

There are many recorded instances of young children who have out-of-place memories that later prove to be oddly accurate in detail. While out-of-place memories could be due to simple fantasies, misunderstandings or an incongruency in the ability to remember, there is mounting evidence that suggests out-of-place memories could reveal connections to past lives.

3. You Have a Strong Intuition

Intuition is the ability to balance the conscious and unconscious mind and to tap into our deeper wellsprings of primal wisdom and innate knowledge. It is said that the more we soulfully mature, the more we are closer to returning to the ‘source’ (known also as nirvana, eternity, oneness) from which our Souls come from, and from which the collective unconscious – a body of universal knowledge – exists.

4. Déjà vu

We’ve all experienced déjà vu before at some point in our lives. It’s that bizarre feeling that somehow we have already experienced or lived a moment in time before. Often déjà vu comes spontaneously, and is triggered by smells, sounds, sights, tastes and various other sensations. While some claim that déjà vu is a neurological dissonance, others claim that déjà vu reflects the possibility of other dimensions (i.e. parallel universes), and still others believe it is revealing of past life experience.

5. You’re an Empath

Empaths absorb the emotions, and in some instances the physical pains, of those around them literally empathizing, or directly feeling and experiencing what others experience. In this article about Empaths I go into greater depth about this unique breed of people. While identifying as an Empath and absorbing the emotions of others could be seen in some instances as a psychological form of avoidance to bypass one’s own problems and pin the blame on others, in other genuine cases it can be seen as a sign of a soul that has undergone many previous reincarnations and has refined to the point of transcending the individual self and it’s problems, extending to others as well.

6. Precognition

Also known as ‘future sight’ or ‘second sight’, precognition is the ability to obtain information about future events that isn’t usually available. Precognition can be experienced through visions, physical sensations and feelings as well as in dreams. While considered quasi-scientific by some, to others precognition is a very real experience and could indicate the maturation of soulful energy.

7. Retrocognition

You probably guessed it! Retrocognition is the opposite of the above precognition, and refers to the ability to obtain information not usually available about past events. These past events could be in your own lifetime, or sometime in the distant past. Of course, retrocognition unlike precognition is not easy to prove or verify, however, for those who have genuinely experienced it (and have been able to honestly verify it), this ability could also be a sign of soulful reincarnation.

8. You Feel Older Than Your Age Reflects

Some people are perpetually “young at heart” even into their later lives, and in the same manner, some people just seem to have been born with “Old Souls”. The experience of feeling older than your age reflects is commonly associated with having reincarnated many times over and this is echoed in the “Soul Age” theory where there is a certain progression of soulful development: from Infant Souls, to Awakened Souls. For example: if you have reincarnated few times on earth, this would be reflected in the age of your energy, and in this life you will display many primitive and child-like characteristics. If, however, your soulful energy has reincarnated many times over, you will display many matured and wizened characteristics (such as the ones mentioned in this article). If you feel older than your age reflects you might be a Mature or Old Soul. You can read more about Old Souls in depth here.

9. You Have a Great Affinity for Certain Cultures/Time Periods/Environments

It is said that having a great, unexplainable attraction for certain cultures or time periods is a kind of past life “residue” reminiscent of a certain place, culture or environment that your soul may have experienced in past lives. For instance, you may have an inexplicable affinity to Asian culture, Celtic artifacts, or the 19th century.

10. Unexplainable Fears or Phobias

As touched on in the last point, many believe that certain memories or experiences can pass on or leave “residues” in our childhoods and adulthood’s from past lives. Whether this is true, or is simply a form of problem bypassing, many believe that we can experience the echoes of past traumas in our own lifetimes in the form of unexplainable fears and phobias. Examples can include: the fear of drowning, the fear of certain types of animals, the fear of certain places, the fear of particular numbers, colors, objects, and so forth.

11. You Feel as Though this Earth Is Not Your Home

The yearning to find your ‘home’ can be seen as a reflection of the desire to return back to the source (oneness, consciousness, divinity). Many people feel this yearning to be reminiscent of an athlete running a long race and longing to reach the ‘finish line’. In the same manner, Souls that have reincarnated many times over express this basic need for finally completing the cycle and returning home. Feeling that this earth is not your home is often accompanied by chronic feelings of tiredness and wariness for life on earth. *** Could you relate to any of these signs? Do you have any of your own to share? I hope, if anything, this article could offer you another doorway of explanation for what you experience in life.

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