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online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't think anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

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Mitskis pink in the night

Well however it will go this can't be a good sign

the title of the last song you listened to is how ur 2022’s gonna go

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what if AU where death note is just an in-universe work of fiction and all of them are just actors. i call this my coping AU LOL

I LOVE this AU!!

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Fuck.

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y'all joked about tiktok peeps having to censor words, look what happened

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Wammy Week 2021 - Orphan / Family

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Klause

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i am the fire and i am the forest and i am the witness watching it

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At night I dream of public transportation networks so efficient they make cars obsolete

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ah i care them

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Faces behind the comics

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Im gonna draw a fat fromg

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hey if u can’t drive/are a slow learner due to a disability or mental illness, just picture historical figures like pirates or the founding fathers trying to operate a car.

it’s only “easy” bc we’ve normalized it.

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*coughs up blood* how do i look? do i look good? was that hot?

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here’s back up!

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i think about this craigslist missed connection Every Day and it reminds me of them

(alternate title: when u hit rock bottom so hard u rebound and run into the person about to hit next)