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Love and trust are two very different things. I will always love you. I do not trust you.

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Sometimes you just have to sit down in the shower and pray to any god that will listening and ask for help.

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Idk

Why?

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I never earned that love. I never deserved that love

I think we need to have this conversation in a more private setting.

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Never deserved your help

No and I still was willing to give it to you. That's what love is.

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It’s a very slow process. I feel it’s 1 step forward and 9 back.

I was trying to help you

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“Your relationship with yourself sets the tone for every other relationship you have.”

— Robert Holden

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That’s not something I can use as an excuse. My childhood shouldn’t be a crutch used to explain my horrible actions and choices in life.

No but I shaped you. Now you have to figure out how to be better so it doesn't define you.

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Immaturity. Stupidness. Ignorance. All of the above and more. I was, and am, not good. I know that now. You, nor anyone, deserve that.

You might have been all of those things but that does not mean that you are not good just young. You did not have the best examples of how to be good growing up.

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You deserved none of that.

Then answer me this why? Why did you do it?

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Never could get anything by you

You got everything past be

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And he has never forgiven himself. Never forgotten. Can’t go a single. Damn. Day. Without thinking about the past and the pain caused by him.

Oh anonymous you have given yourself away

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I have to agree. That’s fucked.

Yes it is

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Some pain fades, most stays. The worst pain is knowing you can never go back.

My pain was not by my choice and I think that hurts most.

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I wish that my big first love had come when I was younger. I would have had more time to feel the way I need to.

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“You’ll end up really disappointed if you think people will do for you as you will do for them. Not everyone has the same heart as you”

— Fuckology