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Hendery just called me his bitch

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100 Reasons NOT To Kill Yourself

1. We would miss you. 2. It’s not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There’s so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don’t let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you’ve battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won’t regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do? What about the things you’ve planned, but never got around to doing? You can’t do them when you’re dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that’s still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won’t be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You’ll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You’re preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You’re gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you’ll never hear their voice again… 19. You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know. 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you’ll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it’s for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don’t even know you and I love you. 57. I don’t even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won’t be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU’LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it’s up to you to find out what it is. 65. You’ve changed somebody’s life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that’s perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody’s life. 70. If you end your life, you’re stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn’t exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don’t take anyone’s shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you’re proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn’t commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. Sherlock season three. 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn’t seem so great right now, literally anything could happen

IF that isn’t enough:

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Me

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me, talking about Han Jisung:

• cause i see he clearly is a rude boi but then i see squishy pics and uwu but then RUDE BOI and i wanna throw hands

• A N D when he pouts and he looks up slightly and he looks gently like a wounded puppy i want to wrap him in bubble wrap and kiss his worries away

• BUT THEN BUT THEN BUT THEN he goes on stage and roundhouse kicks everyone like wtf Ji who HURT YOU kdkdkd there is no need to look like that, rap like that, dance like that or any of that. it’s uncalled for

• ALSO HAVE YOU SEEN HIS HANDS hdkdjdjd his fingers are fairly long and slender. his hands look really holdable (?) and i weirdly have a thing for hands and handholding and i could trace people’s hands all day and MY GOD do i wanna hold his hands and play with his rings and trace my name onto thw back of his hand and kiss them endlessly

• HIS FACE TOO the shape of his eyes is so unique and pretty like makeup just accentuates(?) them and makes them shine so prettily but without makeup you can really focus on his eyes and how like glossy they really are AND HIS LIPS the shape of those are really pretty and although they are kind of small they are so so so adorable and OOF he spits fire so clearly they are doing something right also his nose HHhhhh it’s so cute and fairly small and totally boopable(?) and i wanna kiss it a lot

• OH HIS LIPS they are really kissable too uwuwuwu and his cheeks are as well, squishy and soft and he’s got like, pince features like someone write me into this fairytale real quick because i wanna love and hug and hold and kiss this boy RIGHT NOW my god i’d make him sleep a lot and eat a lot and rest a lot and hhhh imagine lazy days where he just kinda drapes himself over you and he gets this stupidly sweet smile on his face and he is honestly just content watching you do anything you want

• OH BUT HE’S LITERALLY PERFECT IN EVERY SCENARIO LIKE HE’S THE PERFECT BEST FRIEND, BOYFRIEND, BROTHER, ETC. LIKE IMAGINE GROWING UP WITH BFF JISUNG AND ALL YOU DO IS MAKE JOKES ABOUT THE OTHER AND WATCH BAD MOVIES AND STAY UP TOO LATE RUSHING LAST MINUTE HOMEWORK.

• omg but Jisung’s LAUGH is so pretty you have no IDEA how much i love to listen to it and his SMILE is so precious and pure and innocent and i wanna protect but then he smirks or smth and i wanna SMACK HIM UPSIDE THE HEAD FOR BEING RUDE but also ngl that stupid smirk and his charismatic stage presence makes me just wanna makeout with him likE BoY cHiLL

• ya know what? i’m NOT OKAY. i L I V E for Hellevator, she’s a whole queen, and Han Jisung just does the whole family dirty like that like WHO does this boy think he IS

• (also, thinking about that, Jisung with slicked back hair and dressed in all black with a leather jacket and he drives a motorcycle and his siganture item is actually a fucking lollipop)

• LATEST NEWS: LINDZAY CONFIRMED TO BE WHIPPED FOR HAN JISUNG [Source]

• everytime you bring up Jisung my heart hurts

• the idea of a food fight with Jisung makes my heart happy

• wait seriously imagine how soft Jisung is :( like, in relationships he seems like the sentimental one where he’d write paragraphs about how much he loves you and he’s always buying something when he and the guys go out because it reminds him of you. he’s the one who ADORES skinship and just being /close/ (thighs barely touching, pinkies being held, his head resting on your shoulder, etc.) he’s also the one to be the most nervous about dates he’d spent months planning and he’d be more than happy to have the most deep and meaningful conversations. he’ll be the first one to laugh at your dorky pun and he’ll hold your hand even though he’s scared too. he probably really likes the way sleepy kisses feel and he always giggles when you exchange them. he probably giggles a lot just because of how giddy he is in his relationship. he’s all smiles now but imagine dating him and his normal smile growing and brightening at the mention of you or you yourself. he definitely initiates most of the cuddling and kissing, just because (although he writes lyrics) his feelings about you never seem to come out right. he’s so precious and soft

• i wanna hug him UGH and hold his HAND AND KISS HIS STUPID CHEEKS AND LISTEN TO HIS DUMB VOICE AND UGH

• stop flirting with the camera i will FIGHT

• one day i want to hug Han Jisung.

• i wanna fake date Jisung only for both of us to fall in love now

• I’M SO DUMB WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF………i was watching videos about Jisung

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his big, sparkly eyes 💖

[jenosblondehair]

y’all

a mutual of mine

suddenly has posts on their blog

with links to “find women to have sex with”

my mutual is NOT POSTING THESE

tumblr just got even worse

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Hahaha

Me:

*Sees chicken* KIM WOOJIN

*Sees Groot* BANG CHAN

*Sees squirrel* HAN JISUNG

*Sees fox* YANG JEONGIN

*Sees baby* SEO CHANGBIN

*Sees mirror* HWANG HYUNJIN

*Sees Changbin* LEE FELIX

*Sees savage* KIM SEUNGMIN

*Sees baby laughing* LEE KNOW

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Jeno is definitely my everything. i love him so much.😭😍❤

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Happy bday Eric!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC!!!!!

yall eric just turned 18 i expect you to celebrate this international holiday by eating ramen and sending juyeon some love,,, also i hope eric will have the BEST birthday he could ever imagine 😔❤️❤️✊🏻ily

hit that birthday bro, big time

do me a favor and get yourself the new assassins creed lmao or i hope someone will give you that game BYE

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You’re caught under the mistletoe with the last idol whose picture you saved. Who are you kissing?

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i personally feel like Stray Kids really hit the jackpot with their fandom. i rarely witness fans handling respect and privacy with such intensity, not that other fandoms don’t care about that, but skiz stans, to me, truly stand out

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*water spills from my mouth*

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😥😥😭😭

we know it’s you, jonghyun. and we miss you. thank you for visiting us when we were most reminded of your absence. 💎

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165-168/∞ gifs of minho

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NCT Dream as the tv show Brooklyn Nine Nine

NCT 127 + Ten as the tv show Friends

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Are you fucking kidding me omg he looks so good I'm ded

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