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Requested by anon : Can you write a spn fic of dad sam/dean where she texts her dad from her room about needing help because depression gets really bad and she wants to self harm? And dad just helps her ride the wave and comforts her. Thank you

Warnings : Depression, self harm

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And without a single warning, the door to your room flew open. And there he was, standing with that empathetic smile on his face.

You'd believe it if you couldn't clearly see the worry glistening in his eyes.

"Is this where my beauty needs help for her sleep ?"

Your lips quivered and a whimper left your lips, causing your dad's shoulders to slump.

Nice try. But the wound is too deep to close up with a simple joke. And the joke is not funny. But your dad got the memo, since he flew to your bed and sat himself beside you.

"Scooch" He commanded before bringing your upper half over his chest. So you layed diagonally on the bed, with your back up to his chest, giving him scape to wrap his arms completely around your neck.

You needed that. Badly. And when your whimpers got louder, your dad hugged you tighter.

"It's bad, dad..." You choked on a sob.

"I know...kid...i know" Your father planted a kiss on your head. And his hands let you go....discreetly traveling down your arms.

He was checking to see if you'd flinch...that would mean you did it again. And you know this move because you've been through this as well.

Him randomly touching your arms, squeezing from time to time to see if it hurts you. At first you pretended like it didn't. But at some point, you realized there's no need to pretend. He knows.

"I didn't do it." You informed him and a slight sigh of relief hit your ear.

"That's my girl." Another kiss fell on the back of your back of your head. "Give me those hands."

You complied and your dad criss-crossed your arms and set your hands on your opposite shoulders, before bringing his own arms over yours.

"I'm here now, kid."

And as weird and narrow as it may have seemed. You were wrapped in a loving embrace.

And although your drowning thoughts were not ceasing, warmth flooded your body and your muscles tensed down...you hadn't slept in a while. It's been hard..Really hard.

With his arms still wrapped around your chest, your dad sung to you, considerably low, guiding you to sleep.

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Sorry for the never-changing ending. It seems that comfy fics cannot end any other way. Anyways, hope this helps someone on a lonely night !! ❤️❤️❤️⚘️⚘️⚘️

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Not enough AUs utilize Arthur Ketch as Sam and Dean's insufferable step-father. Mary and John divorced while the boys were kids. The boys are now adults, and Mary's hooking up with a man only 5 years older than Dean. Sam tells Dean to "give him a chance. He graduated from Oxford." But Dean absolutely despises him.

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As pride month begins, let us not forget our Palestinian brothers and sisters.

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Rabbit of Caerbannog by Avoice

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Back to the Roots - Shower by Alex Kuhn

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mine \\ Jarod K. Anderson (@cryptonature) \\ Frida Kahlo - Portrait of Luther Burbank \\ Prof. T.H. DeLuca - Soils Simplified \\ mine \\ Roman bronze hand amulet against the Evil Eye \\ NBC's Hannibal - S01E02 Amuse-Bouche \\ right: 9000 year old cave painting of a wasp faced mushroom shaman in Tassili n'Ajjer, Algeria; left: my interpretation \\ Andrew Adamatzky - Language of fungi derived from their electrical spiking activity, 2022 \\ Erich G. Vallery, USDA Forest Service - Cordyceps wasp

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Chocolate tube slime!! 》 genus Stemonitis

!!! This was my first introduction to this genus in person and oh my god, what a find!!

I have seen at least two different species of white polypore growing from this dead wood in the past. I checked it on my walk this morning and from a distance I thought these clusters were some kind of jelly fungus. What a lovely surprise!

Slime molds are incredibly fascinating beings and I am always excited to meet them.

Southeast Texas, 28 May 2024

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Decay exists as an extant form of life/The Last of Us Episode 3

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I think this one is from 2018, but I still love it so much.

THE CULLING, vaguely inspired by Chelsea Wolfe’s song of the same name.

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The carcass of a Boreal Raccoon, with fungus growing from the paw.

| Artist: Noah Siegel

🐌 Goblincore month on @mynocturnality

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made a sticker ✌️

(they're sometimes available on my Etsy)

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Hey! I finished this thing. Do you want to make one of your own? The crossstitch pattern is up for sale on Etsy now! :>

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Hey folks, lost my job, so I'm open for commissions! Here's some examples of my work and the prices, which are in usd

175$

220$

50$

35$

Shoot me a dm if you're interested, thanks!

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Decay like so much that is holy is just as horrific as it is Divine

- Kitt Moore (August 2023)

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“Entropy”

Day 8 - Toad

From my rotting body, flowers shall grow.

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Updated my Etsy shop with a tattoo ticket for this design!! I’ve had a lot of people ask for permission/ask if they could tip me for using the design so here it is! If you like it and want to help support my work, you can get these two files on Etsy to use for $20. To be clear, it is for personal purposes only, not commercial.

I also have prints available of the color version on my INPRNT. Thanks so much!!

www.etsy.com/shop/canisovis

www.inprnt.com/gallery/canisovis

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