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And we're off! I'm finally able to do my life long dream since I was a kid. And i have God to take for getting me this far. If he got me through this he will definitely get me through the training. I can't thank everyone enough for the prayers and best of lucks! I'm so grateful for everyone's help. So it's not good bye. It's just "see you soon then" -"Savannah Curtis" #mygodisstrong #thankyoujesus #seeyousoonthen #dearjohn #armystrong #fortbenninghereicome (at LAX - Los Angeles International Airport)

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"I was swimming. I was fighting. And then I thought, just for a second, 'What's the point?' But every single time my heart beats and my lungs expand, it's God telling me "keep living, I'm not finished with you yet". And that my friends, That's is the point of living." -unknown.

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There are friends. There is family. And then there is friends that become family. I have been so blessed to have you all in my life. I wouldn't have asked for a better group of friends, especially godly ones. You guys are my brothers and sisters in Christ and I can't to see us grow stronger in him. Also there are another people I'm glad for like Emma and Brenden. But they aren't here. Which was sad. But camp was a blast. Thank you all so much for just being awesome. #instagramlesssophie (at Campus by the Sea)

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"He reached down from on high and took hold of me; he drew me out of deep waters. He rescued me from my powerful enemy, from my foes, who were too strong for me." -Psalm 18:16-17. #bibletime #jesusismyrock #psalm18 #mygodisstrong #iamweakheisstrong

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"Then I prayed to the God of heaven" -Nehemiah 1:4 Recently I've been struggling with feeling worthless and pathetic. I've been doubting myself and my worth. I keep telling myself that I'm not good enough for anyone, and that my life sucks because I have nothing to show for myself. But then I stop and think "Dude, Jessica you have God, you can do anything through him, He thinks you are everything, he sent his son to die for you because he loves you so much, so just get over it and tell Satan to back off!" And yes I've said this to myself before. My life is better (still hard, because life is) knowing that my God is in control of my life and that he knows my future. So therefore I don't have to worry or be afraid.

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I wish I could buy an infinite amount of books

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Gym life going strong. Finally got it to 30, even though I died right afterwards. I Could probably only do like 5 at the beginning. Can definitely see and feel the muscles starting to form. #armstrength #legstrength #abstrength #corestrength #gymlife #wakeupcall #nothingbutthieves #iactuallyhatethegym