jessieyardley

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I wish i have someone to do sweet things for me.

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Just someone else. Heal me first. How long does it takes?

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Super sad. Do you know sadness like I do? I pray not.

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People who love you and are ready for romantic relationships don’t take breaks. They either work on their relationship and themselves or they give up and break up. There are no such things as breaks because breaks are the opposite of what couples need to stay together.

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People who love you and are ready for romantic relationships don’t take breaks. They either work on their relationship and themselves or they give up and break up. There are no such things as breaks because breaks are the opposite of what couples need to stay together.

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Learning to love myself more. Take good care of myself.

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Its not fair to keep judging me, analysing me based on my relationship with him.

Because of my 1 long relationship. What about other girls with a few relationships? They are not easily defined like me.

Its like you are looking for cracks in me, why I am like this or like that.

You wanted a sensitive girl but when a sensitive girl is easily affected by you, you think it should not be, because we are one and that I should be open to you because its you. I think you have no understanding of the difficulty of being a conservative girl like me and my inexperience in intimacy, being in limited relationships and not being flirtatious with most men.

Its just not easy and I just need someone to really love me and understand and give me time. Just take me as I am and see me grow.

I am just so sad, so sad that my heart breaks and breaks everytime. Doesn't heal because keeps breaking non stop.

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focus on myself. we need to speed up, girl.

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Live for yourself. Love the people you still have. Love yourself.

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its ok. time heals everything.

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its a lonely start to 2024. but necessary for self heal. hope covid brings all the bad together with it.

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How could you just leave me like that? What is a break? Isn't a break a break up? You bear to risk me? If u could take the risk, means I don't matters to you at all.

You break up with me before my first girl trip and Christmas. What have I done to deserve that?

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the wrong ones

Why do I get the wrong ones?

Why do I cry? Why do I feel so depressed? Why.

Why nothing goes right for me? Why.

Why did my life turned out this way? Why.

Is it my mindset? Am I sick?

I want to be free again. I want to be happy.

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Aki said this

“You have to get to the point where your mood doesn’t shift based on the insignificant actions of someone else.”

— Unknown

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Yup

“Give the gift of your absence to those who do not appreciate your presence.”

— Unknown

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I neee this

“Healing is the unlearning of stories you’ve told yourself. About yourself. That destroy your spirit.”

— Unknown

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Reminder to self: you are awesome

“Confidence is a superpower. Once you start believing in yourself amazing things start happening”

— Unknown