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jfsxnico-blog
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I wanted you to see what real courage is, instead of getting the idea that courage is a man with a gun in his hand. It's when you know you're licked before you begin, but you begin anyway and see it through no matter what.
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jfsxnico-blog · 7 years ago
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&&.freakingace:
“I swear to God Nico one day we will have to stop that shit cause people will really belive we are serious”, of course she enjoyed the jokes and it did wonders to her selfsteem, and often she was the one saying those things about him, but this was social, people were hearing them and her insecurity was kicking in again - if someone heard they wouldn’t belive this was about her.
“More like sundays. We bury people on Monday” she smiles at him, looking at the ammount of people. She wasn’t feeling this burning thing already, it felt too private to be in public. She took his hand and looked around.
“I hate that you know some shit about me”, she rolled her eyes he was damn right. She would never slap him, not in a serious way at least. “Oh no, no no.  I’m going to fight patriarchy today and pay for your drink. How about you just find us a spot and wait for me there being pretty?”, she laughed.
       “Yeah we have to stop this! We can not ruin our perfect reputation as the town sluts by being together, acting like loving couple” He told told her teasingly. Truly he couldn’t care less what anyone thought of him or them being together, or at least that’s how he acted whenever he was around Ace or anyone else. But there were times when he was by himself and he could see people stealing a glance at him, obviously talking about him. It would bother him more then he would ever dare to admit. 
      “I’ll never say no to a free drink and sitting around being pretty happens to be my speciality, but hurry up coming back” He winked at her before heading off to find a perfect spot for them. Finally once he found it he took a look around the beach, to see if there was any familiar faces in hopes of seeing what the people he knew were throwing in the fire. 
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jfsxnico-blog · 7 years ago
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Rubén raised an eyebrow as Nico backed up, his eyes following the shirt until it fell on the floor. Shit. He thought to himself as he watched Nico. This wasn’t going to end well. He was going to make some bad decisions but he couldn’t find any part of him that felt regret. So he smiled as he walked towards him, pulling off his shirt along the way. “Someone’s feeling bold tonight, huh?” He laughed as undid his pants, pushing them off so he was in his boxers. He shivered a bit but moved closer to Nico, his hands falling to his waist as he pulled him in to kiss him slowly. He smiled against his lips as they moved into the water. He shivered again as he felt the cold and he pressed himself against Nico as they stood in the water, his arms wrapping around him completely as he let himself get lost in the kiss, deciding to just let the night be what it was.
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       Nico would never grow tired of the sight of Rubén when he’s like this. Surely if he was an artist he would have already done something, anything to capture both him and moments like this one, since eventually at any moment they’ll simply go into different direction, without turning back. Sure it was way beyond stupid and Nico knew how naive he was for in a way dreading the moment when this would be over. He would excuse it to himself, assuring himself that it has to be because it’s been a while since he had so much fun with the person he’s screwing. His fingers trailed down his chest with a featherly light touch before undoing his own pants, leaving them in the sand. His hands found their way around him, gently biting down on the other man’s lower lip as he pulled Rubén with him. Moving closer and closer to the ocean until a wave hit his ankles. “Shit! That’s way colder then I thought it would be” He told him laughing, after breaking the kiss, but not long after his lips found their way back to Rubén. Trailing a line of kisses down his neck, leaving light marks on his skin. In a way it was his only way of saying ‘I was here’ 
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&&.freakingace:
She was still trying to recover from the the heartless line, laughing and looking at him. Of course that’s what everyone  thought about her - heartless, carefree, too intense, sex driven, agressive the list was long and she had heard it all. But that wasn’t what people first thought of Nico. Lucky, she was the one that knew him the most. Then Nico talked to driver and she laughed again.
“You’re sooo the jealous boyfriend”, she had a smirk on her face. The driver probably thought it was her complaining, but it was, again a inside joke. Ace was always on his ass making comments about how he would behave when really dating someone and that was a trait she had picked before.
The car stopped and they both got outside. Stopping a few matters of the fire and all the people, she looked at him. “So what’s gonna be today? How are we making this interesting? Flirt with the wrong people, drinking too much–?”, again, a joke. They never actually did anything. Not intentionally. “Okay, I’ll just slap drunk Nico anyway. Have your way”
      “Of course I’m the jealous boyfriend. I mean look at you, you’re fun and you’re beautiful. I’m going to be tripping over the love sick people, kissing the ground you walk on. Which is wrong, because your focus should be on me and only me” Nico explained to his friend. His mind was already buzzing with the drinks he had already had before leaving Ace’s apartment.
     “Isn’t that like a normal Monday for us?” His usual boyishly playful grin appeared on his lips as he stepped out of the car and took a proper look at the scene before him. 
      The fire was already burning and people were gathered around it. In their hands they had their items they intended on burning that night. Meanwhile Nico had half finished bottle in one hand and his other hand as before was draped over Alma. “You would never slap me, drunk or not! You love me too much. Now how about I buy you something to drink and then we’ll be able to get drunk and secretly judge everyone else?”
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jfsxnico-blog · 7 years ago
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“I just don’t really know this area, I’m very new and trying to learn everything.” In more ways than one. She softened a little at his next question, a smile spreading across her face. “Really? That’s so sweet of you.” But the smile faded just as quickly. “Oh, no, I can’t do that. I have to take care of things on my own now, it’s a promise I made to myself.”
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      “Oh I understand you completely. It’s important to be able to take care of things on your own, but there’s nothing wrong with getting a little help along the way.” It was important to him as well. He wanted to be able to take care of everything on his own, but of course he had to understand that sometimes he had to reach out for help. “I mean, I can go with you and show you were the store is?”
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jfsxnico-blog · 7 years ago
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      George gave his friend a tight hug, before pulling away. “I burned a shirt to save me a trip to GoodWill,” he said with a laugh. “Did you throw anything cool in?”
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       “Okay that’s actually really smart, I should have done that” He told him with a grin as he finished his beer. “Nah, not really. I don’t know I just couldn’t find anything to let go of, so I’m just here for the drinks and the company” 
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jfsxnico-blog · 7 years ago
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Alma nodded her head to the sides, thinking if it was a good thing or not that they didn’t had anything to burn. “Shouldn’t we bring something anyways?”, she looked at him, unsure of what she was saying. “I mean, won’t we look like the heartless people who has nothing to burn?”, she made a face and then laughed. “Who am I kidding, no one cares about what anyone does at the end”.
Ace got int the car and when she saw her friend there too the first thing she did was resting her head on his shoulder. The driver gave them a quick look, probably already assuming they were a couple. “Nope, that’s not weird, I’m sorry to ask it’s just– I don’t know, we don’t go social most times. We do us. This is like a city event”, the girl spoke, showing that she was extremely conscious about their relationship. 
The car moved a bit faster and she looked through the windows. “And don’t lie to me, if there’s someone good looking enough you will ditch me.Quick like this”, she snapped her fingers, joking about it.
     “Well maybe we are just heartless, self centered and shallow people, but who the fuck cares? We’ll just bring ourselves to the party and do everyone else a favour, because imagine how boring this whole bonfire will be if we won’t be there to make things interesting?” He told her once they were in the car and on their way to the beach. 
      The drive wasn’t that long but it seemed longer with the guy in the driver seat, pretty much staring them down. Maybe he was curious about what they were talking about, or as Nico assumed he was probably sneaking a look at her. “Dude, eyes on the road” 
      Then he simply held the girl closer to him before pressing a kiss on her cheek. “I would never leave you for someone good looking. Well, I can’t really promise what drunk me will do, but sober me would never leave you”
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jfsxnico-blog · 7 years ago
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&&.darlingdrizella:
“Oh no, I wasn’t-” Mortified, she was stumbling over her words now as her cheeks colored. She hadn’t meant for it to seem as though she wanted him to do it for her. Wasn’t that the sort of thing her sister’s would have made fun of her for? She nodded quickly as he came to the realization of what she had been trying to ask. “What store do I call? My friends are all…busy.”
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       Sometimes communicating with new people could be tricky and more often then not it would turn into a complete disaster, as it seemed to be about to happen right now. He tried to follow her words without any success until she asked him what store she could call. “I’m not sure? It shouldn’t really matter though?” He told her. “Mind if I ask if everything’s alright? I mean if you need something right now I can go to the store for you, no problem” 
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jfsxnico-blog · 7 years ago
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&&.ruben-fuentes:
“I saw you were talking to him but I figured you’d be more entertained talking to me.” He glanced at the other guy. “Your services are no longer need. You should probably go find someone else. Sorry about it,” Rubén shrugged in a manor he was sure wasn’t very becoming of a thirty-nine year old. But did he care? Not at all. “Oh come on, don’t act like you were actually having fun with him.” Not that Rubén was there, he felt like maybe he should have just let it go but he was already in it so he had to stick with it. “Let’s get a drink,” he said and dragged his fingers up Nico’s torso. “Or we can just get in the water. Make things a little wet,” he said and wiggled his eyebrows.
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       Finally they were alone, or as alone as they could be on a beach crowded with people drunk out of their minds. Nico watched Rubén’s lips move and curve as he spoke to him and by the end he was not only surprised by his words, but also by how right he was. Of course he wasn’t having fun, but that hadn’t been the point of being with him. “The drinks can wait” Nico stepped away from him and before he knew it, he had pulled his sweater over his head and let it drop down in the sand. The slightest shiver ran down his body when the night air hit his bare skin. “Are you coming?” He signed as he slowly backed away from the other man, towards the shore where the waves hit the sand lazily. “Unless you’re too afraid of the cold, of course”  
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jfsxnico-blog · 7 years ago
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&&.drgloewerp:
         Things like these made her curious about people too. What they were throwing away, and what made them feel such relief when they did. “I let go of concert tickets.” She smiled softly. “Did you let go of anything?” She paused. “Usually people let go of something that’s holding them back. Do you have something that holds you back?” 
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       “Concert tickets?” Nico hummed to himself, before taking a sip of his beer. “Of course I do. I mean, don’t we all? But I didn’t really find anything to burn though” He told her truthfully. After spending way too long trying to find something to represent the things he wanted to leave in the past he gave up and decided that whatever would follow him into the new year he would be able to handle it. “But why concert tickets? Was the band that bad?”
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jfsxnico-blog · 7 years ago
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&&.ruben-fuentes:
Rubén was drunk to put it plainly, but he wasn’t at all mad about it. He felt good, really good. Everyone was having a good time, he was getting to see some of his favorite people and he was just happy. Add to the fact that the trainer from the gym he went to had finally gotten that he had been flirting with him. He had spent a good thirty minutes with him near the fire, half making out and half entertaining each other with dumb gym stories. Eventually he was starting to get bored and he glanced around, pausing when he spotted Nico a little further down the beach. He noticed that he was with someone as well and he leaned forward a bit trying to make out who it was. He wasn’t sure how he felt about it if he was being honest. On one hand he didn’t really care, Nico could do what he wanted, but on the other he figured if they were both there, why not just make something happen between the two of them? At least they’d have a good time. Or well that was what he was telling himself. He excused himself before walking further down the beach. He was too drunk to realize that this probably was an obnoxious thin to be doing but even then he wasn’t sure he would have stayed back if he was sober. He walked right up to the two of them were and basically pushed the other person aside as he got in Nico’s line of vision, “Hi,�� he signed as he met his eyes, not bothering to say anything else.
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      The night was going great. After watching people throw one thing after another into the fire and spending couple of hours being surrounded by his closest friends, drinking perhaps way too much he seemed to be swept up in the arms of a stranger, he only met couple of hours earlier. It wasn’t anything new for Nico, in a way it was as if he was stuck in a comfortable routine. He would find a stranger, whisper sweet nothing’s in their ear, with an easy smile on his lips and as always it didn’t take long before he had their hands all over him. Then whenever he would be ready, he would lead the stranger back home. Everything was going as planned, that was until he noticed a familiar face at the corner of his eye. It was Rubén with another man, laughing and kissing. For some reason it made his skin crawl and all he wanted to do was to go over there and take Rubén somewhere far away from that man. Instead he looked away from him as if he had just seen something he wasn’t supposed to see and then he simply held on tighter to the nameless stranger. Nico was about to lean in closer to ask him if he was ready to leave the beach when Rubén appeared right in front him him. Pushing the man back, that seemed to be saying something, but Nico couldn’t find it in himself to care enough to find out what he was saying. “Hi, yourself.” Nico wanted to be frustrated with him for ruining a perfect chance with the other guy but as he stood there with him in the darkness of the night with a hazy mind he was in a way glad, which he couldn’t understand and it only made him angry with himself and Rubén. “What d’you think you’re doing? I was talking to him, you know”
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jfsxnico-blog · 7 years ago
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&&.freakingace:
It goes without saying Ace would have his jacket. Even she had hers, at some point it would be lost on the sand and she would cuddle into him until he made her use the jacket. Being friends for two years was a blessing because now they had their dynamics set, knowing each other enough to just be them around them. “If it’s stupid them we both are”, she stopped there, eyeing him. “I couldn’t think about a thing, really”.
Tapping on her phone screen, she started to look for a uber for them. Ace could drive and to be honest, she was the kind of person that drove better when she was drunk, because at least them she would have to pay attention to what she was doing. But this was Nico’s life and not hers. “5 minutes”, she warned while walking outside.
It was chilly right now, but it wouldn’t next to the bonfire, she hopped. “So — why are you with me tonight?”, she asked, looking up to him and shrugging. “I mean, why you’re not hooking up with someone. Is your dick broken or something?”, she teased him, hugging him from the sides.
     “Neither could I” He told her truthfully. Hours before arriving at her house he’d been standing in his bedroom, going through his stuff in hopes of finding something, anything to burn. But in the past year, like most years he seemed to have both kept himself and others at an arms reach. Except for Ace of course, but that was different. “But since when have we ever done the same thing that the rest of the town does?” He put his arm around his friends shoulder as they stepped out into the February night.
       It was a lovely night. The sky was clear and if you would look up you’d be able to see stars line up the dark sky. “Hm?” He told her automatically when he didn’t catch the first part of whatever she had been saying, but instead of stopping her to ask her to repeat herself he instead he kept on talking as if he hadn’t missed a beat. 
     “No, my dick is most definitely not broken. I don’t know, I just wanted to be with you tonight, is that so weird?” He questioned her, but before he was able to say another word the uber parked on the street in front of them. “Come on now, the fire and the booze is waiting for us”
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&&.freakingace:
“You’re the angel someone put in my way, really”, She leaned to kiss his forehead and then got back to the big mirror inside her room. They were friends for two years now, but this setting was new. It was probably the third or fourth time he was at his place, maybe even the first actually inside and not dropping her by the door. It wasn’t because she didn’t trust him enough, it was mostly because Ace rather save him the trouble and stop by his. That and because this house kept some secrets she even didn’t told him. Which was a big thing.
 Dirty plates were in the nighstand from the food he brought them and that was pretty much the only thing out of place. Unlike what her looks might deliver everything was really in place. Not that she had much to take out of order. Her whole house looked like a mess, but it was neat. “So what do you think?”, she turned at him, wearing her dirty orange one piece swimsuit and a multi-layered silver necklace. “Ah, wait”, she went for her jean shorts and put it on. “Do you think it’s gonna be cold?”, she frowned, comparing her clothes to his. He had pants, coat and real shoes. 
As a final touch she let her hair down, dark locks going everywhere. It was a bit wilder them other times, she had been swiming on the sea for the past week. “Are you ready? Are we driving? I don’t think we should drive”, she smiled at him, her protective side kicking in again.
       Nico was lying in her bed with his phone in his hand, scrolling down the multiple Instagram posts from people that were getting ready for the bonfire just like them. He had only once been in this room before, after a night of drinking with Ace he helped her home and helped her in bed before leaving. He wasn’t even sure whether she remembered that night or not. “You would do the same thing for me” He told her, taking a sip of the beer he’d been drinking with the food he’d brought with him. 
       Looking up from his phone he took a good look at her outfit. She was beautiful, wearing her orange swimsuit and jean shorts. He knew he was going to have to kick guys away from her if he was going to spend some time with her at the beach. “It’s probably not gonna be warm-warm but if you’ll be cold then you can steal my jacket, so don’t worry about it” 
      “I’m as ready as I can be” He told her, standing up from the bed before taking one last look in the mirror to make sure he looked alright. “Oh I know I’m not driving anywhere tonight.” He told her laughing as he began walking out of her bedroom, but then he stopped in his track and turned to look at her. “It’s not stupid I’m not burning anything, is it?”
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jfsxnico-blog · 7 years ago
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     Feeling lighter, Genevieve grabbed a drink and decided to enjoy the night. She looked beside her and smiled at the person standing there. “Don’t you love things like this? People coming together, and letting go?” Her voice was small, but she was every bit excited. 
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      Nico had been watching people he knew throw things into the fire, one after another. For a moment he thought to himself that perhaps he should have tried to find something to burn, even if only to make other people think he had something he needed to let go off, but he quickly shook that thought away when he noticed  the brunette smiling and talking to him. “Oh yeah, it’s nice. It’s making me awfully curious though, what are they letting go of?” 
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Perhaps George didn’t put enough thought into the night, but he didn’t really have anything he felt like he needed to let go of. So he decided to bring his old flannel to throw into the bonfire. It’s not like he was emotionally attached to it, it was just something he needed to get rid of. After he tossed it in, he made his way to the bar, and ordered a beer. 
As he was turning to leave, a familiar face caught his eye. “Oh, hey! I didn’t even see you! What’s up?”
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       he main reason why Nico was at the beach that night wasn’t to burn anything he wanted to let go of. The  truth was he didn’t have anything to burn, maybe he was shallow but he didn’t have an ex he cared enough about to burn their things and he didn’t regret anything that happened last year. So instead of partaking in the burning he simply used this as an excuse to get drunk on the beach. Yes, he perhaps had already drank one too many when he noticed a familiar face. “George!” He called as he made his way to him, wrapping his arms around him into a tight hug. “I’m so glad you’re here. Did you burn anything already or?”
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