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[jgias]

    again, hi i’m sora ! really, it’s sara – however, i’m clumsy as fuck so here we are ig. i like dad jokes and putting my characters through hell … and yungblud.    as most of you know by now, i’m tarot fiend. therefore i use it to plan out my characters as well as writers block and all that so i hope you like all of my characters! right now i have alissa violet, becky g, and now avan! avan is basically who matty was, i just wasn’t feeling matty’s face.    without further ado – under the cut is everything i have so far. if you have any questions/comments/concerns – i’d love to talk it out !    and as for plotting, if you’d LIKE to, i hope we get the chance ! chemistry is ALSO cool with me, man.

TW: MENTIONS OF CAR ACCIDENTS, POTENTIAL DEATHS.

1. CENTRAL CHARACTERISTIC: This card represents the most important part of someone’s personality; it is the card that best describes and sums up the the personality of the entire person. It is both the primary factor and the summary of the rest of the spread. // FOR THIS I GOT THE WORLD/PERSPECTIVE CARD WHICH TO ME TRANSLATES INTO HIM TRYING TO FIND OUT WHO HE IS AS A PERSON. WHICH WILL MAKE SENSE WHEN YOU READ HIS SECRET!

2. INFLUENCING CHARACTERISTIC: This card is the second most important aspect of someone’s personality, and influences, mitigates, or complements the Central Characteristic; in many ways it also the secondary characteristic of a person, and provides a second dimension to one’s personality, adding depth to it. // FTHIS CARD SHOWED UP AS 2 OF EARTH, WHICH IS SOMEONE WHO ADAPTS EASILY AND CAN PUT ON A FAUX FACE VERY EASILY. MAKING THEM HARD TO FIGURE OUT UNLESS THEY LET YOU IN.

3. INFLUENCE OF PAST: This card sums up the influences that past events have had on one’s personality; memory is an important part of our personality, our desires, and our own identity. This card represents and shows the influence that this memory has had on a personality. // FOR THIS CARD I FOR THE PAGE OF AIR. AND WITH EVERYTHING ELSE, I GOT THAT HE’S BEEN QUESTIONING HIMSELF FOR SOME TIME NOW.

4. GOALS OF THE FUTURE: This card represents what one are striving to accomplish; another aspect of one’s personality is their drive, and what makes them motivated: that motivation and drive is represented by this card, which shows the thing that the person is striving to achieve, and their most important desire for the future. // THIS CARD CAME UP AS THE KING OF AIR. IT’S SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO BE JUST AND FAIR – BUT ALSO, I ASSUME, CONTROL OF HIS MANY EMOTIONS.

5. UNCONSCIOUS THOUGHTS AND MOTIVES: This card represents the unconscious thoughts and concerns of a person, and also represents this person’s motives. It answers the questions of “why do they do this?” as well as those of “what are they really thinking?”  This is their unconscious drive (rather than the conscious drive of Card 4), and represents the deepest aspects of their personality, hidden from themselves. Which will probably reveal itself sometime near the future. Character development and all that. // THE CARD I GOT FOR THIS WAS THE CHARIOT. THIS CAN BE SEEN AS SOMEONE WHO IS SELF-INDULGENT. BUT, ON THE FLIPSIDE, IT COULD MEAN THAT HE FOCUSES ON OTHERS JUST SO HE DOESN’T HAVE TO FOCUS ON HIMSELF. WHICH, TO ME, IS WHAT I’D SEE MORE IN HIM. PERHAPS A HERO-COMPLEX?

6. CONSCIOUS THOUGHTS AND CONCERNS: This card represents the person’s conscious thought. It helps one examine what the most important things are to this person, and represents their most pressing concerns, and what is most important to them at this time. // THIS CARD SHOWED ITSELF AS THE PAGE OF FIRE. SOMEONE WHO WORRIES VERY EASILY AND DOES EVERYTHING THEY CAN TO BE READY IN CASE OF AN UNFORESEEN ADVENTURE. (WHICH IS WHERE IS SECRET COMES IN. HIS SECRET IS THAT HE WAS INVOLVED IN A CAR ACCIDENT AND RAN FROM THE SCENE INSTEAD OF TRYING TO HELP THE PERSON THAT WAS HIT. AND NOW HE HAS NO IDEA IF THEY LIVED OR DIED. LET’S BE CLEAR -- HE WASN’T DRIVING. BUT, I HAVEN’T DECIDED IF HE’S GOING TO TAKE THE BLAME OR NOT YET)

7. PUBLIC FACE: This card is the public aspect of one’s identity; this is how others perceive this person, and how their environment (including other people) affects them and notices them. This card represents how they want others to see them as well. // AND AS FOR THIS CARD, I GOT THE THE 9 OF FIRE. WHICH PRESENTS ITSELF AS SOMEONE CALM AND COLLECTED. WHICH, OF COURSE HE HAS TO BE. SOMEONE WHO CAN EASILY HIDE FROM THE CHAOS WITHIN.

8. PRIVATE FACE: This card represents the concept of self-identity and self-image, and shows how a person really thinks of themselves. This might line up with one’s public face, but often is at least slightly different.This card shows how this person really feels about himself, and what they think their own identity is. // AND OF COURSE, FOR THIS I GOT THE 6 OF WATER. THIS IS HIS ANXIETY. THINGS HE’S HIDDEN DOWN IS SLOWLY BUILDING AND WELL … DROWNING HIM. AND ALL HE WANTS IS TO GO BACK TO AN EASIER TIME IN LIFE. THERE’S NO TELLING WHEN THIS WILL EITHER COME OUT BY THE GOSSIP BLOG OR BY HIM.

9. PUBLIC DESIRE/FEARS: This card represents what one says they want; it is the stated hopes and fears of a person. This is what the person wants others to think they want and what they want others to think they are afraid of; this card represents those desires made public. // FOR THIS CARD I GOT THE ACE OF EARTH. WHICH TRANSLATES INTO WANTING THE SECURITY OF NOT LIVING IN FEAR OF HIS PAST. SO HE TRYS TO MAKE IT UP BY BEING OVERLY HUMBLED AND OVERLY GIVING. BUT, WHAT HE DOESN’T REALIZE IS THAT KARMA DOESN’T WORK THAT WAY.

10. PRIVATE DESIRES/FEARS: This card represents one’s true hopes and fears; their heart’s desire or their deepest, secret fear. These are the desires that people keep repressed and hidden – sometimes even from themselves – for various reasons. These are the inner passions and repressed terrors that often motivate people’s actions unconsciously. // LASTLY, I GOT THE 10 OF WATER. AT THIS POINT ALL HE WANTS IS SOME KIND OF RELIEF. AND WHO KNOWS HOW HE’LL TRY TO ACHIEVE IT. WHETHER HE COPES WITH IT WELL OR NOT. I GUESS WE’LL SEE. ASKING FOR HELP WOULD MEAN ADMITTING WHAT HE DID AND THAT’S HIS BIGGEST FEAR.

so i truly hope this all gives you a huge insight with what he’s like to begin with. of course i’ll throw in some plot twists eventually, i just thought this was a cool way to start out.