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Hi. Bitch. Lookin for me? hahaha

HAHAHA BITCH! Pang rated XXX talaga name mo eh no? 

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Kelan ba kasi masasagot yung tanong ni Cali na, "Am I not enough? May kulang ba sakin? May mali ba sakin? Pangit ba ko? Pangit ba ang katawan ko? Kapalit-palit ba ko?" para wala na ulit babaeng gagamit ng linyang to.

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Nakakadepress putangina

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Me: *makes a small irrelevant mistake*

My Brain, banging pots and pans together: YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUC

Me: *makes huge mistake that will directly affect my future horribly*

My Brain, lounging on a lawn chair with shades on: ….acknowledged

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I'm sorry you have to bear everything what's left in me.

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Di naman lahat ng ending ay happy eh.

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i love myself but i dont love me back

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one of the most toxic things i’ve ever done is ignore the bad in someone because i love them

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Dear tumblr, sorry kung tinatakbuhan lang kita pag walang sasalo sakin. Ang sakit na kasi eh. Nasasakal ako kahit wala naman sumasakal sakin. Nahulog ako tumblr, at ang sakit ng pagbagsak ko. Nagmamahal, I.

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WARNING!!!!! do NOT love me!!!! i am a huge disappointment!!’!!?

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People look down on McDonald’s employees but fail to realize that if all these folks left McDonald’s and pursued “better careers”  your ass wouldn’t be able to get a McDouble with an Oreo McFlurry at 3am. 

You can’t demand a service while simultaneously degrading those who provide it for you. 

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how the fuck do people just stay motivated their entire lives? what drives you? I got out of bed once and i’ve been exhausted ever since.

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Tangina! Alam ko naman na hindi to sinasadya. Walang masamang intensyon. It's just a fucking picture. Hindi ko lang talaga maiwasang malungkot. Kahit gaano ako kadaming beses na sumama sa kanila, hindi pa rin ako magiging "belong". What's the fucking point diba? This is college. Di sa lahat ng oras may kaibigan ka. It's just fucking sad. Self pity no hahaha. Gusto ko mag adjust sa kanila. Iabot ko yung kamay ko, gawin ko lahat ng pwede kong maitulong sa kanila, kasi nakakamiss yung feeling na belong ka, yung feeling na may kasama ka, na may kaibigan ka. Kaso minsan, ayoko na lang din na mapasama sa kanila, maa-attached na naman ako, tapos pag nawala sila, mahihirapan na naman akong mag adjust. Ayaw ko, na gusto ko. Gulo! Anyway, yung nasa left side nakita ko sa news feed. Yung nasa right, yung profile nya mismo. Parang pinapakita nya sa iba na kasali ako sa grupo nila, friends nila ko, pero pag sila sila na lang wala silang kilalang AJ. LOL! Dejk. Sobrang lungkot ko lahat na lang may meaning. Nagpapasalamat pa rin naman ako na mabait sila sakin.

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Ang sarap alalahanin ng nakaraan, pero ayoko na balikan.

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Balang araw, sasaya ka ulit. Balang araw, magiging okay ka ulit. Balang araw, babalik ka rin.