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my gut feeling: don’t do it

me:hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I’ll do it

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2:47 am.

I just turned off the computer after sending a hundreds of job applications, both for me and for him. Gahd, I'm so exhausted in all sorts of levels but I need to keep going. Ehh...it's my url...Uhh..

Anyway, I just stumble upon this site because of a weird notification I got.

Uhm, well. This app is still in my phone. I don't know. I just really don't have the courage to, 'uninstall', it 'cause I feel like I'd be running into this place any time, soon. Or not.

The fire is still with in me. I mean, the motivation to get back on track, to write again, express and let it all out without any hesitations; it is still there. But, I don't have so much time it makes so upset. How could a mom of two, they're twins, okay, a-sort-of-a-wife (lol that was awkward it made me laugh), be able to find time, extra time, to do some other stuff aside from looking after two cute and hyperactive toddler and feeding a partner? How?

I know. I know. I'll regret staying up to this hour once they'll wake up 4 hours from now. I just want some time for myselfffffff 😭😂

I missed it here. A lot.

3:00 am.

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stop being so forgiving, people know exactly what the fuck they’re doing

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“and at some point I thought to myself: ‘no person deserves this,’ and I realized that includes even me.”

— Unknown

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Distance is my new response. I don’t return energy. I remove myself.

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i’m so in love with domestic sweetness.

cooking dinner with the one you love while they wrap their arms around you. taking quick kiss breaks in between folding fresh laundry. washing each other’s hair in the shower. giggling and rolling around in the fresh sheets you both just finished putting on. dusting while showing off your latest dance moves and having your sweetheart show off their vocals.

it’s so comforting to have someone that you just enjoy making a home with. because chores done with someone you love isn’t such a chore after all.

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Hello! Its been awhile!

I got so excited the moment I typed in the url box to get back in this site! It’s been awhile!!!!! The last time I posted here, I was still pregnant but now, my twins are turning 6 months old! So many things had happened and as usual, I’m always, always looking forward to come back to tumblr  and post some stuff about my life.

It is my first day at work and I’m so overwhelmed because it is a much higher position than my previous job and I’m looking forward to new experiences. My shift starts at 9pm and ends at six, so I might be able to post here from time to time. Yay!

Hope y’all are doing fine amidst the pandemic we are experiencing right now. Please stay at home and keep safe always!

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Im a big fan of anything that will help me chill the fuck out

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Waking up to your husband holding your half naked body with his. Peeling him off of you and crawling out of bed. Sneaking down to the kitchen. Putting in your headphones while you cook breakfast for the two of you. Hearing footsteps but pretending not to notice. His hands on your hips as he sneaks up behind you. You spin around for a kiss. Eating breakfast together on the porch of the house you own together. Taking a hot shower. Together. Crawling back into bed as the sun goes up into the sky. Sex. Napping. Laughing. More sex. More napping. More laughing. Take another shower. Get dressed up. Go to dinner together. Have a couple drinks. Have really good food. Walk around the city under the lights and the stars holding hands. Drive home. Take off all the fancy clothes. Climb back into bed. Fall asleep next to the love of your life, again.

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“Date someone you can have rough sex and deep conversations with whether it be at 2 am or 2 pm.”

— (via pursuitofbeing)

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I was 6 weeks pregnant when I had the courage to tell my mom that I am pregnant. I gave John the chance to tell my mom but I totally understand why he was scared, especially of what might happen after we confess. I told my mom before my flight going to Manila to attend a training. I was also hella scared of what my mom might react or say but it was right the exact opposite of what was on my mind.

She just asked me what are my plans; what are our plans, especially for the babies. At that moment, we still didn't know that they were twins by the way. She was just worried for me, for his apos, and the future of these two. I told her that of course, they are our utmost priority and we'll double the hardwork to provide their needs. Mom asked John about his side and assured her that he'll take responsibility of us.

Last month, John's family went to our home to officially ask my mom's permission. It was a simple meeting and I'm very glad about it. Everything may happen way too fast for the both of us, but, everything will be alright. I believe.

I'm now 20 weeks and I'm half way there to see them. I'll find time to blog what happened in the past weeks so I'll have a remembrance in this beautiful journey. We'll maybe know their gender in the next following weeks and I'm dead excited about it! I already have names for them! They're already very makulit inside me and responds whenever I talk to them through their kicks in my belly. Jusko, kanina nga, nagsabay pa. Nag-unat ata kasi kagigising ko lang. Sabay atang tinadyakan ang tagiliran ko.

17 more weeks!!! See you soon on December/January my angels!

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the older I get the more I appreciate people who are straight forward and clear about their intentions. I don’t have time for guessing

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For real?? Omggg. Congrats, Jhu!! Happy for you! 💖💖

Yeeees! Nakapagconfirmatory na kami and twins nga sila 😅 Thank you, Nems! 😘

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Hi!!! Meet my twins!!

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Lagi ko na lang sinasabi na babalik ako dito, na magboblog ako ulit. Pero nganga. Kung may pagkakataon naman ako, sinasabaw ako. Pag may gana ako, na-ooverwhelm ako palagi. Andami ko kasing gustong sabihin at ikwento pero di ko alam saan at paano magsimula. Sa dami ba naman ng nangyari at nangyayari sa buhay ko, di ko na rin halos mahabol yung oras. Ambilis lumipas ng araw. Parang Lunes lang kahapon, tinatamad akong pumasok sa trabaho, pero Biyernes na at day off ko ng dalawang araw. Pero di ko na naman mamamalayan, panibagong linggo ulit.

Puro kasi ako trabaho, pag-aasikaso sa pagbubuntis ko, pag-aalaga sa partner ko; mga priorities ko sa buhay kumbaga. Ngayon lang din nagsi-sink in na, ohh...eto pala talaga reyalidad ng buhay. Magkakaroon na ako ng sariling anak, ng sariling pamilya, working out on my career at iba pa. Tumatanda na talaga ako. Lol.

Pwedeng huminga saglit? Daming ganap eh.