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Hi just wanna let you guys know that

This might be the last time I ever will update on this account, I don't have something that I can admire anymore, liking Light Yagami just felt weird now to me, I don't know maybe it's because it felt like I'm liking my ex again while knowing she now have a bf, I don't want to continue talking about these type of things but who knows.

Wait for me in 2 years or more, then maybe I'll came back with something new or finally find a reason to feel like my life gets better again

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My phone also got taken away so 👍

I haven't been able to chat any of my friends which makes me feel what a chronically online person feels, I still get to chat her on Instagram though but I can't chat most of my friends so I've been feeling lonely these days.........

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Just stuff what I've been doing for a while

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Now I think about it, I do feel kinda crazy for celebrating Light's birthday, because my friends saw me prepare cake just for him and then taking photos of it afterwards while trying to light a candle but it didn't work so I took them off...

My light nendroid only had a few bites but my friends ate them all and they also said happy birthday to Light, I think that's the moment I thought they would suddenly keep a distant from me but surprisingly my friend start to be close for some reason (?)

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Life update:

I've been wanting to buy a guitar for a while both classic and an electric one, volleyball has still been my favourite activity while I have been offline, but who knows I'll finally update on my male reader x light stuff because I sure haven't gotten over my ex!! Also my phone sort of died down and it's kinda old, so I only use it to chat, I've been using a tablet now for seeing things online and playing games, peace out

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I also took several break to get over my ex but it seems like I can't, she's way too beautiful and I wished I had another chance again

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kenapa kalian masih ada..... Ni akun hampir gk pernah gw pake...... Kalian mau apa.......

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I have a feeling this is not gonna be centered to Light anymore, I have found someone I actually wanna be with other than my ex

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Something made me realize that my ex was like the Light to my L and it's no wonder I really like Light Yagami because it reminds me of her, Damn that's cringe, I cannot find any other women who gives me the same excitement whenever I want to talk to her like I did with my ex BECAUSE I TALK USING A GODDAMN STICKY NOTE TO HER and the reason why is because I was so mesmerised by her beauty it made it hard for me to even focus like bro, it's embarrassing but my ex said it's cute

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Today is light birthday horeee I'm gonna buy a small cupcake 🔥🔥🔥

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I haven't render in a while

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I had a friend of mine who likes me, he happens to be a guy, I don't like him but I feel so bad for him because he was my friend that I always play with, my other friend told me to just dump him and never speaks to him again because they were against lgbt stuff

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Art dump bcs I forgot to put it here

It's just a drawin of my ex

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I wanna make death note with reader who is like Lain or punpun

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I thought afab means you have both private parts but it's "assigned female at birth"???? Damn my bad, English ain't my first language

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Rasa pengen bikin yamaguchi jadi pacar ku 🗣️🗣️ sbr ges nanti aku nikah sama yankumi

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ganti, aku pengen pacar ku mirip kayak Yamaguchi Kumiko 🗣️