Half of me left with her, just trying to hang on to the pieces of my broken heart. Forever Jiselle Arielle, my heart, my daughter, my life is in Heaven. Originally, I was an introverted, quirky, sparkly dreamer, now I'm just a grieving mother. Hurry up w this shit.
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Father, only you have the missing and broken pieces of my heart so only u can make this better
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These the type of days that make it difficult to open your eyes and face the day.
Suck it up buttercup it ain’t changing the facts.
Reaching out for u and grasping nothing but air.
Thank God I still have a part of u left and that’s your brother Jay.
The pain so strong I can’t even scream I’m too weak to cry so I just sit n stare out and whimper and let the tears fall wherever they’re going
Sunday, May 11, 2025 10am
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EMPTY. That’s what my life is without u here, no matter what I fill it with. Nothing can make it better, except you again.
May 10th 826pm
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May 6, 2025 9am
I can’t believe you are really all mine to love on.
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God is a forgiving God that’s why I know he gave my daughter some grace and room to receive His mercy and breathe. I just miss her tho sheesh.
April 29, 2025 7:22pm
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No wonder I’ve been having heart problems like hypertension and preeclampsia during this pregnancy
my heart is already broken and is being ripped in different directions
from me falling in love with this baby
to the burning pain of missing that baby
to the worried pain of wanting the best for the first baby
A 40ish year old heart can prolly only take but so much I’m worried but I definitely know the reason why.
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There’s no pain like the grief of losing your child. It hurts so badly bruh 💔😭🙏🏿
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I try to always let my son know how much I love, need and appreciate him bcuz I don’t want him to ever feel like I’ll be okay if he leaves me too. I will not recover I’m already hanging on by a thread most days.
I know his sister was his heart and best friend and I know that if I’m in this type of pain I can only imagine what he is feeling.
No matter what you’re feeling son please always choose to stay and fight another day with me.
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When it looked like the sun wasn’t gon shine anymore, God put a rainbow in the clouds.
-Maya Angelou 🩵🤍🩶
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Thank u Lord for carrying me out of the darkness, the pain is real.
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Just thoughts: I’m wondering if it would just be easier on everyone if I just go too. Just had a vision of myself at my baby’s grave and laying with her me and Melo I need some peace, things are only gonna get worse. I’m not as brave as her but I’m her mom Just leave me alone let me go, let God handle it.
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