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spideypool fic recs (part one)!

hello! :D I apologize once again to my rwrb folks for flooding the dash with these guys, I promise we will return to regularly scheduled programming ASAP!

but for my friends that might be interested, you can thank @incalamity who poured gasoline on my metaphorical spideypool shaped fire as of late. I've been losing track of my favorite fics so I thought I'd put them together here!

as with any recs, please always be sure to check the tags and heed any warnings in the notes etc. (esp if you're coming from the rwrb space, spideypool has very different themes! sjdfgjdgf)

happy reading! x

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Domina(tion) K(ink) by Vixen13 | E | 18k

Wade gets off on pain. Wade gets off on praise. These things aren’t really a big deal until he accidentally pops a raging boner while getting a tattoo. The weird part is that his artist, Peter, doesn’t appear to mind.

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this side of paradise by thistleraven | E | 6k

a sex pollen fuck buddy fic. For the record: the whole thing is Peter’s fault. They’re sitting on a rooftop, nearing the end of patrol, when Peter decides to jab Fate right in the eye and flip her the bird for good measure. "—and I was sure it was about to be a sex pollen disaster, but thankfully," Wade says, knocking on his temple for good luck, "just some classic, springtime eau d'jizz from those pear tree things." “There is no such thing as sex pollen,” Peter snorts derisively. Wade points accusingly at him. “Now you’ve done it! You’ve Invoked the Trope! We’re doomed by the narrative now!”

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The Moist Demanding Chasm of His Mouth by RatPapi | E | 4k

Deadpool gets a look at Spidey's fangs and immediately wants to know more. Lucky for him, Spidey doesn't put up too much of a fight. There's a lot more spider than he bargained for, but Wade certainly isn't complaining.

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A Helping Hand by Lunastories | E | 7k

Ever since the spider bite, Peter hasn't been able to come. Every time he gets close, his senses get overwhelmed and he ends up frustrated and unable to orgasm. Enter one Wade Wilson who is very good at making sure Peter focuses on him, and only him.

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Prove me Wrong by Fredegund | E | 26k

There aren’t many things Wade Winston Wilson's good for as an omega. He's male. He's large. He's at least a head taller than most alphas out there, alphas who like their omegas dainty and petite and female. So no, there aren't many things he's good for as an omega.  Peter sets out to prove him wrong.

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atlas by a_cry_in_the_wilderness | E | 3k

The first time that Wade tells Spider-man that he’s beautiful, the hero laughs in a way that makes Wade realize that there’s a wound that he’s accidentally brushed against. It’s too late to stop the bleeding, but he tries to compress it anyway. Peter Parker alludes to not looking how Wade expects underneath the mask leading Wade down a spiral reflecting on his own insecurities and expectations.

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Web Wonder by LinksLeftTit | E | 9k

Peter had felt odd as of late, the weeks passing into autumn following his birthday had been strange. A sense of urgency had begun building under his skin. Tingling raptures of pinpricks he had never quite experienced before. It set him on edge. The same sense begging him to hole up inside. To be safe and warm inside the concrete barrier of his apartment. All Peter felt was an insatiable heat.

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My Boyfriend's a Murder Bot by Fredegund | M | 55k

Wade Winston Wilson is ugly. His skin's inside out. It ripples and moves every second of every day, at constant war with the cancer. Vanessa put on a brave face for him when she first saw the changes, but it turns out even she can't stomach the sight for long. He's ugly and alone and nothing will ever be good in life again -  If only that were his only problem. But Weapon X is at it again, under crisp new management, turning orphans into super slaves and bringing out the big guns to make sure nobody interferes this go around (namely one Pool comma Dead). So now, not only is Wade alone and ugly forever, but he's got a bit of a pest problem in the form of a black-clad murder-happy man spider with a collar around his neck and an unhealthy obsession with tying Deadpool up. So maybe it's not all bad...

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Tiny Entanglements by MargaretKire | E | 6k (DO NOT read this if you have a fear of spiders ksjdgfkjsdgf)

Spider-Man has some hidden desires. So does Deadpool. Things get complicated when Morbius claims to have a cure for Peter’s ‘impure’ DNA. Or: Three thousand spiders in a suit fall in love with Wade Wilson. Featuring: Spider interludes

Mean It by Twisted_Mind | T+ | 6k

Wade shakes his head. “If I’m your friend, you gotta let me feed you—them’s the rules!” “Yeah, well, apparently if you’re my friend, the rule is I give you cancer, so.” There’s a beat of silence as Peter realizes belatedly that that inside thought became an outside thought without getting approved by his brain, and Wade is entirely still and silent.

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and since this is all terribly self indulgent, here's a few that explore wade's mutation (and chronic pain specifically) in further detail:

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cradle by macaronigrille | M | 8k

Peter’s encounters with Deadpool are initially only fleeting. He doesn’t know much about him, simply that he’s a trained mercenary for hire who’s nearly impossible to kill.  Impossible to kill, maybe. But as Peter spends more time with Wade, he realizes that Wade is not unbreakable. From broken fingers to head injuries, Peter teaches Wade how to be cared for, and Wade returns the favor when Peter needs him most.  (Or: 5 times that Peter helped Wade with his healing factor, and one time that Wade returned the favor.)

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nerve induction by silvermarie | E | 8k

Peter and Wade have a very brief body-swap that leaves Peter reeling with what he felt in Wade's body - and what Wade clearly felt in his. Peter decides it's time someone took Wade's pain seriously. What use is being a scientist if you can't help your violent mercenary bro?

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+ one wade/peter/logan for my fellow multiship amigos <3

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joyride! by ilyasomina | E | 3k

"What are you doing, Wade," Logan spits out through gritted teeth. "Stop fucking around. Leave the kid alone." Wade laughs, low and mean. "The last thing he wants is for me to leave him alone," Wade leans in so his lips are against the fabric of Peter's mask. "I bet you'd love someone else who can tame you as well as I can. Maybe Logan here, hm?"

(Or, Deadpool introduces Wolverine to New York's friendly neighborhood Spider-Man.)

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and finally, my two (as of right now) spideypool fics:

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bite your tongue on purpose | M | 6k

This might be the first time Peter’s ever noticing it. Everyone assumes Wade's incessant talking is a distraction tactic, or a form of torture, or simply to be a brat, even once the threat has been neutralized and they’re all winding down. But it isn’t. Peter recognizes it because he has the same thing, just presents in different ways. It’s anxiety. [or, five times peter recognizes and helps wade with his anxiety, and one time wade does the same for him, even if it looks a little different.]

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down swinging | E | 6k

Wade wears his designation like the leather of his suit; skin-tight and confidently and demanding the attention of everyone in—or outside of—a room. Like he can’t even help it. Unapologetic, and so comfortable with it that he likes to shove up against all the stereotypes without a second thought. Even if he didn’t have the physical build of an alpha, it just makes sense for him. Peter, on the other hand, has never been as comfortable with his own. [or, peter is convinced that there are certain parts of himself he'll never be able to share again after his mutation. wade changes his mind, and peter ends up doing the same for wade, too.]

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more to come probably, but this one was getting a bit long so here she is! see you all soon! :D

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[jilliancares]

WOW!!!! this is incredible!!! thank you so much for bringing this scene to life, i can't stop looking at this!!

Spideypool Comic!!

Click for better quality🤞

Finally finished!! Go check out @jilliancares work on ao3 (this is a scene from Status Quo), it’s all amazing. As soon as I read this I had it in my head that I needed to draw it and so I tried my best to do it justice. Hopefully I did alright

Crayonpool grew on me so much lol, he’s my favorite part now😂

All of my Deadpool studies really paid off, he was really fun to draw…can’t say the same about Peter my GOD was that stressful

Please let me know if you can’t see it!! Tried every single export method and this one seemed like it actually worked but I’ll reload somehow if it’s blurry like the other modes were

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i know for a fact i'm on your mind (like all the time) by @jilliancares - comic, part 4! sorry for the busted censored pic LOL there are no tumblr-appropriate pages in this part...

read all the pages here!

<< part 3

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i know for a fact i'm on your mind (like all the time) by @jilliancares - comic, part 3!

read all the pages here!

<< part 2 | part 4 >>

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i know for a fact i'm on your mind (like all the time) by @jilliancares - comic, part 2! i loved drawing the parts with wade in his deadpool suit; he is so goofy :)

read all the pages here!

<<part 1 | part 3 >>

[jilliancares]

oh man!!! i didn't realize you were posting these on tumblr as well!!! i LOVE how you depict these scenes! <3

i know for a fact i'm on your mind (like all the time) by @jilliancares is the fic that got me into spideypool! i've been doin a lil sketchy comic version of it for fun and to show my love & appreciation :) this is part 1 of 5.

unfortunately i cannot post it here due to the indecency but you can read all the pages here!

>>part 2

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tomorrow im really gonna give it my nothing

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Delightful things sent to me by my brother 😌

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without arts & crafts we are in hell

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what are you up to rn, writing-wise? :)

currently only Trying 😮‍💨

aksjdf i've had a couple half-formed spideypool fic ideas tumbleweed through my brain but i haven't gotten very far with/attached to those prompts 😔 recently i've been WANTING to write but my idea jar is empty or Not What I Want To Write Right Now 😡

definitely on the lookout for something that inspires! :)

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it’s actually so funny how challenging it is to write bona fide graphic, horny smut. like people don’t give smut writers enough credit. you are constantly running out of words to describe the same 2-4 body parts and same 4-6 motions. you are constantly attempting to do interesting and dynamic things in the prose with this extremely limited set of words. you are looking at your prose for the nastier bits and wondering if it actually sounds hot or if it just sounds goofy. you are then toning down your prose and then wondering if it now sounds tasteful or if it’s just boring. you do ctrl+F for the word “cock” and there are 37 instances of it in the doc but you hate the 1-2 acceptable synonyms so there’s nothing much you can do about it

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Hello! Could I get your permission to translate your fic 'an itch you can't scratch' into Ukrainian? It's brilliant and I'd love for more people to read it!

yes go ahead! if you post it on ao3 make sure to link it to mine so more people can find your translation :) if you post it anywhere else, just send me a link and i'll add it in the fic's description! thanks for asking!

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Hey there:))

I absolutely love your fics, and now love spideypool too because of them. The way you write them is so good and trans!peter especially is my fav

I just wanted to ask, I’m making fanart for one of your fics, and I don’t want to post it without your permission. I’ll give credit of course, but if you don’t want me to post it its all good:)

hi!! thank you so much, i'm glad you love my fics! and absolutely you can post it, i'd love to see it! :)

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you're australian in my head for some reason ?? or also from pennsylvania

WHAT 😭😭 LOLLL. i'm not australian but pennsylvania is p close

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any more recs for wade saving peter from hydra or anything similar (but not holland verse?)? your recs are top tier!

none that come to mind :/// but if anyone does pls reply to this post with 'em!