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Happy birthday to my girly with a disorder

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Zazie, again. (Drawing based on a rp, it is also an excuse to draw the zaza lol).

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Lil' Gardevoir

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Doodles + sibling bonding

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Tbh, with this au that I almost always draw about Tesla being alive I have ideas that I have to write later.

Like, what if she didn't tell the twins (or anyone really) the extent of the abuse she suffered? What if she purposely downplayed it to save Conrad's ass? Because only God knows how toxic the relationship between those two can be.

She was still a child when that happened and no matter how much I want to make her hate him completely I can't do that. Despite being a monster, Conrad is still someone she cares about and Tesla HATES feeling that way about him. She hides the most horrible evidence of his acts against her under the rug, swallowing it like poison that will one day end up killing her.

And yet, the moment someone else starts acting similar to him in anyway, her brain treats it as a betrayal and more violent behaviors begin to emerge. It's irrational, but she can't control it.

From an emotionally unstable child to an adult who has to constantly mask her emotions because she has no other way to pass as an ordinary citizen if she doesn't.

Ironically, I decided it was a good idea to make her a doctor/apothecary, especially because even with her justified hatred for humans, she still gives them a hand if they need it.

The best way I can explain this version of her is that she is a walking contradiction.

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Ariane Yeong sketch

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Handmade angel

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Tesliv yuri

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Tesliv is fucking funny if you look at it from Vash or Wolfwood's perspective. Like, what do you mean the sibling you thought was dead is not only alive but also in a weird relationship with your friend's brother???

But for Tesla and Livio, this only means that the quiet life they have and that they worked hard to create is over. That they will have to return to that world that does not want them unless they fulfill the roles that were imposed on them as children.

It's not the kind of effect Vash wants to have on the people around him. But his presence can unfortunately be the catalyst for a disaster.

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So don't tell them what you told me Don't hold me like you know me I would rather burn forever

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Au based on the telenovela “La Fiera” (I promise I'll post something serious next time, my hand hurts)

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Plant siblings + some stuff I wrote while drawing

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Zazieposting

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Unexpected partnership / Family photo

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Safe haven

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I don't want you to love me, I don't want you to admire me, I don't want you to remember me There is no hope for me

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If i drink a poison to the final drop

And eat desire like i never wanna stop

Maybe

If i eat the sins of everyone i meet

And eat the love out of the grave waiting for me