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[jinrawon]

I saw a new one just now in Ao3 but I've read it already, need more

Where is the Rise of the Ronin ao3 fics?!?! There is ONE! ONE! I need more! I must have more!

If you know where any are plz send them to me…

[jinrawon]

Your wish is my command .-VI

Jinyoung x Fem!Reader. Royal AU.

Genre: Fluff, angst. A bit of fantasy.

Summary: When the crown prince, Park Jinyoung,  breaks his engagement he is forced to have someone he did not expect as his knight. Displeased with the idea, deep down he knows he will need her by his side.

Words: 2k+

Coming back to the palace felt relieving. You felt more at control knowing that you were not the only one paid to protect the prince. Money meant everything to people, therefore, protecting someone from another country did not sound good to someone who was accustomed to protecting only the monarchy of their country. You saw the dirty looks they gave him and it made you mad. What if he was not their royalty? What if they weren’t paid 

an extra for protecting someone else? When you were being trained by Jaebeom he always told you that it did not matter who it was, if it was an order you had to protect them. Was it not the same for them? Despiste that, not having to do your usual duties and sleeping in the same room as Jinyoung was surprisingly good for your own condition. You felt rested and it felt like you could save the world if necessary, of course you wished it would not be. 

“ Did something good happen while you were away? “ Jackson asked while you were sparring with him. “ Did you and Jinyoug…” He did not need to end what he was going to say for you to understand what he tried to say. You quickly gave him a blow on the arm but not strong enough to hurt him, not after Youngjae scolded you for it. You did not want to get scolded by someone who was not older than you, even if it was Choi Youngjae. “ Ey! I was talking! “ “ Then don’t, if it was a real fight I would have amputated your arm, Jackson. “ 

He smiled knowing why you were like that and he was ready to tease you all the necessary, and if he could he would tease the prince as well. 

“ But Y/N, you should not do that, you are not engaged to him anymore, you would stop being a pu…” The way you hit him this time gave him a signal, he was annoying you and he would not stop. “ I thought you told Youngjae we would not hurt each other! “ “ I think I’ll have to make sure to apologize later then. “ 

“ Come on Y/N, it’s not that bad, I mean JInyoung is the prince charming every child dreams about when they are little “ You could not help but laugh at his mocking tone. “ To think you have him in the grasp of your hands and you…” “ Shut up Jackson Wang. “ You blocked him with all your strength. “ I slept well, that’s it. “ “ Well, Y/N, as you may know your Jinyoung and I are best friends. “ 

That was when you realized, he knew you slept together, he knew you spoke about his butt and he was going to make you regret being friendly to the prince. 

“ Don’t. “ You said and he looked at you innocently. “ Don’t, Jackson, I swear if you do. “ “ You slept with Jinyoung, in the same bed, how cute can you two get. “ 

“ You’ve done it. “ 

Before you could hit him someone went in between both of you putting a stop to your friendly fight. 

“ What does he mean you slept with Jinyoung? “ 

Jackson and you looked at Jaebeom. His face was as serious as it could get and you knew he would not let you go of this one.

“ So, I get it I have to go to protect the prince now. “ You gave your wooden sword to Jackson and even before you could turn on your heels, your brother grabbed your shoulder. You gulped and saw his glaring eyes. “ I have to go… to go to work, you know? “

“ FIne, we will talk, Im Y/N. “ You sighed. “ But I will talk to Jackson meanwhile. “ You were done for good. 

It was another hectic day for the prince. Going from one place to another and making sure the tax collectors weren’t corrupted. That was just one of his works but not the only one and you were by his side every single moment. 

“ I think you should take a rest to eat something, your highness. “

“ Are you hungry? “ 

By now you knew him well enough, even if you weren’t you would say yes. That was the way to make him eat, not wanting you to skip his meals because of him. 

“ Yes. “ 

“ Okay, should we go eat in the city? “ 

You were surprised. It was the first time he offered something like that but you were actually excited to get out of the palace. 

“ Yes! Where should we go? “ You usually walked behind him but after hearing him you could not help your excitement. “ There are some good restaurants close to Bam’s shop.” 

“ You choose but since I am paying you should take profit and go somewhere new, don’t you think? “ 

“ Your highness, aren’t you a generous one? “ 

“ Should I make you pay and eat everything I can? “ You looked at him for a moment while thinking of a place he would like to eat in. “ Since you are supposed to be devoted to me I guess so is your money. “

“ Wouldn’t that be like paying with your own money? “ 

You reached Jinyoung’s room where he changed his clothes and put on a cloack. 

“ We will take the carriage so think where you want to go. “ 

“ You like meat so I know a good place. “

The place was as majestic as you had heard. You had never gone before, not because you could not afford it but because you did not have the time. 

“ The place is nice. “ He said. “ Good day. “ As you entered with him the workers all stopped on their tracks. 

“ Ah! “ Someone who you recognized to be the owner seemed surprised but cheerful. “ What a pleasure to meet his and her royal highnesses. “ He said nervously. “ You did not have a reservation but I should make sure to give you a private room, your highnesses. “

“ I’m afraid you are mistaken. “ You said and the man was confused. “ I am no longer the crown princess so there is no need to be speaking to me as such. “ 

“ I am terribly sorry! “ He said. Truth was people had not stopped calling you the princess even if it was stated that the engagement had been broken. The more romantics assured that you were his knight in hopes of becoming a queen who could protect the one who would be her husband but both of you knew better. “ Please follow me, your highness, lady Y/N. “ Jinyoung said nothing about the mistake and did not react at all, making you think only you felt distressed about it.  That was probably how it was but when you heard him you knew you were wrong. 

“ I should start looking for a queen. “ 

You choked with your food and looked at him with an arched eyebrow. 

“ Have they been pressuring you into it? “ 

“ Are you jealous? “ He laughed after seeing your surprised face. “ Not really, but I am the crown prince and I can’t keep everyone thinking you will marry me. “ “ That’s true. “ You said. “ But you know? I wish you could do just as I did, take your time and try to fall in love. “ “ Well, unlike you I am the prince. “ You nodded, he was right. He had to do what was better for his kingdom and that meant marrying someone good enough for the job it meant being the queen. “ I wish I could but that can’t happen anymore. “

“ Have you been in love? “ “ I don’t know if I should call it love, I barely knew the person. “ 

“ Then? What was it? “ “ Why are you suddenly so interested in me? If you want me to take you as my queen it’s okay, you are qualified. “ You knew he was joking and that’s why an ew made it to your lips. He chuckled lightly. “ I’m just kidding. What I felt back then… “ 

“ Yes? “ “ I was infatuated. “ 

“ You? Of everyone I know? “ “ Have you ever been infatuated or what? “

“ I’ve never been in love sir. “ You said with a proud tone. “ Not even a crush. “ 

“ I am surprised. You seem like you want to experience love. “ 

“ I do, I just haven’t found the right person. “ “ You are aware that is what people who can’t date say, right? “ He teased you. “ I bet no one ever liked you. “

“ Well, give me my money then because I’ve been liked by many and they even asked my hand on marriage. “ 

“ What? While you were still engaged to me? “

“ Oh. “ You burst out laughing when you saw his face. “ Come on, I bet tons of girls confessed their love to you as well. “

“ … “

“ Oh shoot. “ 

“ Im Y/N, you are aware you are laughing at your future king, right? “ 

“ It’s just surprising! “ You said between laughs. “ You are like the prince charming every little girl dreams of. “ 

“ I can’t argue with that. “ He smiled. “ But people like you way more than you think. “ 

“ Yeah, I know people like me. “ “ Let me finish. “ He said sternly. “ They like you enough to respect the fact that I was going to be your husband. “ “ I guess people like me so much that they even dared disrespect the future king by flirting with his fiancé. “ 

Jinyoung looked at you and even though his eyebrows were furrowed it was clear he was happy. You were calm by his side and everything could be forgotten making you think that avoiding him all these years had been for nothing. 

“ Yes, if you tell me names I’ll teach them a lesson. “ 

“ Guess I’ll stay quiet then, can’t let my admirers down. “ “ Were they so much you can’t even remember their names? “ 

He was right but you were not about to let someone pay for liking you, you had already broken their heart, that was enough. 

“ If I just remembered the names of the rude ones. “

“ I think Jaebeom already beat them up anyway. “ Hearing the name of your brother you remembered the talk he had said he was going to have with you. 

“ Yes, I did and I can tell you names. “ 

You turned to see your brother standing by the door. He was frowning, looking serious as always. You wish you could see him as he was with his friend but it seemed like to you he was always the serious brother. 

“ That would be interesting. “ Jinyoung answered. “ What are you doing here, anyway? “

“ We came here with the rest of the knights, Mark and Youngjae’s team. They are causing a ruckus so I wanted to step out for a little. “ He looked at you and you smiled awkwardly. “ May I speak to my sister? “ “ Go ahead, I’ll be here, listening. “ 

“ Yes, do, it concerns you. “ Now he was interested. Jaebeom was always looking like he could kill you even if he actually was one of the most caring people you could cross ways with. No one could argue that, well, perhaps the people he had killed while doing his job could or the guys he had beaten up because they were rude to you. 

“ This may not be the best moment, don’t you think, Jae…? “ “ And when will it be? “ He sighed. “ I am just worried, Y/N. Don’t you see things the same way I do? I get it, you did nothing with Jinyoung. “ “ I think I am lost.  “ said Jinyoung. “ What am I missing? “ “ You slept with her, and honestly, why are both of you so careless? “ “ But we did nothing, hyung, “ He smiled. “ You can’t blame her for sleeping with me. “ “ Don’t . “ He was mad. “ I worry about you. You may be a knight but you are still a woman and you know how they look at women who sleep with men before they marry. How they look to women who do it before marriage. I just want them to not talk about you. “ “ That’s enough Jaebeom. “ There was a pout in your face, not a false one but one made out of frustration. “ Please. Let it go. “ “ I can’t, what if they talk, what if…”

Jinyoung started to be awkward at the tension growing between the both of you so he gave you his judging face. A face that changed after hearing your furious answer to your brother. 

“ It’s not like it is the first time I sleep with a man, anyways. “ Jaebeom was dumbfounded, Jinyoung started laughing, surprised at the situation. You had a face that said everything you were feeling at the moment and god knows you did not mean to say that out loud. “ I was not supposed to say that. “ 

“ Tell me you just slept, please. “ 

Your face told him otherwise and he felt like he could fall to the floor, defeated once again by you. 

“ I have a question. “ Said Jinyoung. “ Was it during our engagement? “

“ No. “ You answered. “ It was that week. “ You whispered. “ I wanted to be free in every aspect. “

“ You are just another breed. “ 

Jinyoung could not stop laughing and you smiled, seeing him hide his smile with his hand. Jaebeom was not that happy however and it didn’t help what you were about to say.

“ Jae, we didn’t go until the great act. “ You tried to be subtle and he understood, feeling slightly relieved but it did not subdue his rage. “ Oh, ey, please, eat and calm yourself my amazing big bro…”

“ What is your problem? “ 

You flinched after seeing his reaction. He was mad, you knew but you wanted the situation to pass already. You were not proud of what happened but neither did you regret it. Jinyoung had seen him mad before and he did not want the situation to escalate. 

“ Hyung. “ He looked at him. “ I know you are mad but let’s not. 

“ What the hell were you thinking, Im Y/N? “ 

“ Jae, I… “ “ No, don’t Y/N. You are just the most careless person I’ve ever met. You are irresponsible enough to get in bed with someone who god knows what could have done to you. “

The way you pressed your lips into a thin line made Jinyoung want to step in but Jaebeom was not wrong. Men had been wild lately and who knows what they could have done to you. He knew and he did not want that for you so he understood why his hyung was furious. 

“ I could have taken care of them, Jaebeom, you know that. “ 

“ Y/N, “ Jinyoung called your name calmly. “ It’s not about that, even the strongest can lose. “ 

“ Exactly, and the last thing I want is something happening to you just because you are stubborn. “ You looked at your brother and played with your hair. “ Y/N, you are aware of what you did, right? “ 

“ Yes. “ You said finally. You knew as well how worried your brother could get and after seeing how the man had reacted when you left without doing everything he wanted you knew he was not wrong. “ I am sorry, I won’t do it again. “

Seeing how both of the guys looked at you made you anxious because you had worried them, and you hated it. 

“ Okay, I trust you. “ You felt Jaebeom’s hand on your hair as you looked at the floor. “ I’ll go back to those guys, I can hear them more now. “ 

He did not lie, screams you recognized could be heard and you were sure there was something funny going on down there. You watched your brother go down the stairs with sadness. 

“ I am a handful, aren’t I? “

“ Yes. “ He was as honest as he could be. He had grown frustrated with you in the past and he knew you made some questionable decisions such as running away without a plan. “ But I understand how you feel. A shame you are so immature to understand where hyung is coming from. “ You knew he was joking yet you could not help but feel bad about it. He had looked for you like no one else had and the only thing you gave in exchange was more problems.  “ If you are going to cry, do it when we are not at the restaurant, it will be less awkward for both of us. “ “ I am not going to cry. “ You groaned. “ Do you enjoy teasing me? You seem like you do. “ “ Yes? “ He smiled. “ I wouldn’t if I didn’t enjoy it. “

“ I am glad I’m not the one that has to marry you. “

You did not notice how his eyes lingered on you for a moment or how his smile disappeared after hearing you say that. You did not notice how his resolve of finding a suitable queen wavered every time he looked at your face. 

“ Let’s go. “ He said and you looked at him as he stood up from his chair. “ So you can cry in peace, let’s go. “ “ I already said I won’t. “

“ Sure. “

Back in the palace you waited for Jackson to take your place while you watched Jinyoung sleep. His face was calm and that of an angel. You saw how everyone would want him as their husband but you did not have lingering feelings about the marriage because of that face. You noticed how red your cheeks were getting as you thought about it. You had lingering feelings but it was not his face that made you think about it. 

“ Find a queen… “ You could picture a lot of noble women by his side, women with their beautiful dresses and their seductive smiles or their cute faces. It was not that you weren’t pretty but you had never cared, especially if caring meant the prince liking you. “ What am I doing? “

You could not sleep in the slightless.

[jinrawon]

Coffee and sweetness.

Here's a request based on the time Jinyoung cheered up a fan in a café.

Words : 1500+

Y/N had worked hard her whole life. She had accomplished her objective of going to another country to work after studying and had learnt the language as fast as she could. It was no small feat yet it seemed worthless. Her days were becoming slower and her initial energy was long gone. It didn’t help that her colleagues had decided that she was some kind of punching bag. Whenever there was too much work it was her who did it, if they were feeling angry she seemed to be the one who they should shout at. It was not fair, she knew it, and perhaps if she had been in her home she would have left the café. Truth was she was not sure if she could get another job if she left so until she found one she had to endure it. The only thing that had been good was the release of music of her favourite group, Got7. It brought her some comfort she could find nowhere else and she was grateful someone like that existed, even if she could not reach them. 

“ What the hell are you doing? Can you not understand a single order? “ 

Once again she was being scolded for something she had not even done. An order for someone who her co-worker had attended. At this point she could swear they were doing it on purpose. 

“ Y/N, for goodness sake, do I need to tell you in another language? “ 

There they were again. She could understand them perfectly. She was tired of them assuming she could not understand korean just because she was a foreigner. She had worked hard for it, she wanted to be acknowledged. 

“ What the hell are you doing here, go to work already? “ 

She could not even go to the bathroom because they were already after her. She sighed and put on a brave face that could hide all the pain she was really feeling. She went out to attend the next client however she was absent.

“ Could you please give me an Americano? “ 

“ Yes, I’ll have it right up. “ Not only did the guy in front of her get surprised by her mood but also the cameras. “ May I have a name? “

“ Jinyoung. “ 

How fast she looked up then was amusing. She could recognize that face anywhere, with a little smile that could make her heal no matter how bad she had been feeling. 

“ Oh, OK, coming right up. “ The blush that had come across her face made Jinyoung think how cute that girl was. She was for sure unaware of what was going on. “ Here, please enjoy. “ 

“ Actually you should come sit with me. “ 

Y/N was clueless, especially when she found the cameras in the café. 

“ Um.. I am… I am working? “ She didn’t know what to say, especially in front of the boy who she biased. The blush kept creeping up to her face. “ I mean, it’s not that I don’t want but… but I would get… “ 

“ It 's fine. Really. “ 

She pushed aside one lock of her hair and decided to do what the idol said. It didn’t matter if she got into trouble later, she just wanted to be happy for that moment. She sat in front of him. He looked as perfect as she had imagined, his face more beautiful than through the cameras. They didn’t do him justice. 

“ So… Um… “

“ Your best friend requested for me to come and see you. “ He said. Y/N was now wanting to go to her best friend to hug them. “ They said you were not going through the best time and that I could lend you an ear.  You are Y/N, right?“

She nodded and fidgeted with her hands. She closed her eyes for a moment and took a deep breath. She needed to mentally prepare to talk to him. 

“ Um… well I don’t really know… I am just grateful to see you for real. “

“ Your friend told how you are struggling with your job, however they also said you are trying really hard. “ He looked at her, prepared to listen to her if she was ready to speak. She felt embarrassed, not expecting that the first time she would encounter her idol he would act as a friend she could talk to. “ Something else must be bothering you, am I right? “

She was also surprised at how sharp the guy seemed. 

“ I… so to get to Korea I really had to study hard. “ He nodded, making sure that she understood that he was listening to her. “ So I achieved it and I came to Korea. Yeah… “ She thought for a bit before speaking. “ So I got this job and well… I guess things are more difficult than I expected. “ 

She laughed but Jinyoung was not stupid. He could see the gazes of her co-workers piercing through her. He was sure it had something to do with that. He frowned for a short second, so short no one could notice. 

“ If you don’t feel comfortable here I am sure the camera team wouldn’t mind going out, today it’s sunny so I don’t think there would be a problem. “ 

“ Ah, no! I mean, it’s sunny but it’s cold… I wouldn’t want you to be… “ 

He smiled at her. She was not confident and that bothered him. She wouldn’t say anything else if he did not bring it out. 

“ Are they being mean to you? “ He whispered and while she wanted to deny it, her face made the answer clear. “ They are. “

“ I’ve been trying… “ She finally said. “ I don’t want to work here anymore but I have to endure because I don’t know if I’ll have a job anywhere else. “ She was grateful the café had closed for the programme because she was about to burst to tears. “ I am trying hard but it feels like I am a punching bag of some type. Whenever something goes wrong it’s always my fault even if it was not my client. “ She smiled but it was clear that it was forced and that she was starting to get anxious. “ Sometimes they even say I am useless because I am a foreigner. “

Jinyoung was evidently getting mad. He would not tolerate something like that. Three of his fellow members were foreigners as well, it was like speaking down on them and the girl in front of him seemed like a hard worker who couldn’t endure things anymore. 

“ You don’t deserve to be treated like that. “ He said. Even if his gaze was soft to her it was not the same for her co-workers. “ You are a great hard working person and even though luck may not be on your side I am sure there must be something better waiting for you out there. “ 

The tears that she was holding previously were starting to show at his sweet words. She tried to smile, she really did, but she had been enduring too much for too long and she couldn’t anymore. 

“ I am sorry, “ she said, hiding her face. “ it’s just… it’s just too much, I don’t know what to do anymore, everything seems my fault... and I “  she breathed hard due to the situation she was in. Her co-workers were hearing to every word she said. She knew that she was exposing them on national TV but she didn’t know any other way. “ I must really be annoying, I am sorry. “

“ No, it’s fine. “ She stood up from her seat and apologized. “ There is really no need to apologize. “

“ I’ll go to the bathroom, sorry. “ 

He watched her leave and frowned immediately. 

It was not long after that, ignoring the fact that a programme was being filmed in the café, that they called her. 

“ Are you deaf? “ They told her. “ First this stupid programme is making us loose money and now you can’t even listen to a simple order I gave you. I really have to speak to you in another language, don’t I? “ She was quiet, expecting it to pass soon. Waiting for it to stop. “ And wish it was only that but now you put our café in a bad light. You're enduring what? It’s us who has to endure with a stupid foreigner who can’t even speak korean well. “ 

“ I… “ She gulped and looked at her superior. “ I am the one who speaks with foreigners in this café and I also attend to our Korean clients. You can barely say a word in another language… “ She mumbled. “ I am not at fault here. “

“ Don’t they teach you to not talk back to your superiors in your country? “ He shouted loud enough to catch Jinyoung’s attention. “ We shouldn’t have hired such a… “

“ What the… “ The idol came in between the both of them. “ What the hell are you thinking? “ At some point his accent had come out completely. He was angry and the cameras didn’t know if it was alright to keep filming. “ She really doesn’t have to cope with people like you, what an assh*t you are. “ At some point the cameras decided it was wise to cut seeing how it was not allowed to curse on national TV and Jinyoung, as polite as he was, could not take the situation the girl was going through. “ Just so you know my freaking friends are foreigners too and they are freaking great, sh*thead. “ Oh how would their members tease him after that. " Just because you are a d*ck head doesn't mean you can treat people like they are a f*cking piece of sh*it, you got it? "

To say she was surprised was an understatement. To see the guy she admired curse so much was fascinating. She was amazed at how mad he was and how worried he was about her. She felt lucky and once again remembered how the guy was sweet as chocolate even if he had his savage side. 

“ I think I am resigning. “ She finally said. Her tears had long dried out and her lips were pressed. “ Sorry for all this… “ She apologized to Jinyoung who decided he would make sure she was alright. 

“ You went through a lot, didn’t you? “ His gaze was serious and not one inviting to talk but she knew better. He was still mad. “ You deserve much better, you hear me? “

“ Thank you, I really needed the courage. “ She smiled a bit and looked at him with her puffy eyes. “ I’ll really remember this day. “

“ I had some presents for you… “ First he took out of his bag an album signed by the members and soon some books he had read. “ Those are my favourites books. Take care of them. I hope you like reading. “

“ Yes, I… I don’t know what to say, I’m so thankful… “ Once again she started to cry but this time out of relief. “ I don’t deserve all this… “

“ You do, really, this and more. “ He got close to her and hugged her tightly. He thanked god for the cameras being off. “ I’m sure you’ll get a better job, you deserve it. “ He gave her a sweet kiss on the forehead before smiling once again. “ The fact that you are still here shows how well you’ve been doing. “

“ I...um… " She blushed and touched her forehead for a while before smiling like a love struck fool. " Thank...thank you."

" We could get a coffee if you want, to help you calm down. "

She smiled a little and chuckled nervously.

" I… I really would love that. "

" In exchange don't you dare to get another job like that one. " She looked at him once again and heard him mumble something. " What a bunch of... "

She chuckled at the man and looked at him like he was the only one in the world. She would really remember that day.

End.

[jinrawon]

Your wish is my command.Part V

Jinyoung x Fem!Reader. Royal AU.

Genre: Fluff, angst. A bit of fantasy.

Summary: When the crown prince, Park Jinyoung,  breaks his engagement he is forced to have someone he did not expect as his knight. Displeased with the idea, deep down he knows he will need her by his side.

Words: 2k-3k

The job sure was tiring. You expected Jinyoung to be the type to stay in his room reading some books and even though that happened it didn’t last long. He had responsibilities of utmost importance, ones that you noticed didn’t decrease. It seemed as if he wouldn’t stay put in one place and he was not to blame, he seemed as tired as you if not more. You were sure he would gladly stay in his room reading but as the next in line for the throne he had no other choice but to attend meetings and take care of things that the king couldn’t. Poor Jinyoung was tired and the last days were busier than ever. You knew you were in no position to tell him to rest so you watched as he pushed himself over the limits. You knew it yet something told you to stop him. 

“ Your highness. “ After hours following him around he turned to look at you. You had only seen his back. Seeing his face you knew you should have stopped him sooner and you wondered if he was even aware of the state he was in. “ I think you should rest now. “ 

“ I have a meeting with your favourite Duke.” 

“ Then more the reason, you should delay it to tomorrow, I believe your schedule will be less worrying. “ He seemed to consider it for a while but he declined. “ It’s the Duke we are talking about, your highness. “ You crossed your arms and gave him a stern look. “ If he sees you just as you are right now he will take you as someone weak and you now we… you are not supposed to show weakness. You are going to be king someday, perhaps when the Duke is dead but if he isn’t then he will take advantage of this. “

He laughed a little but soon a frown was seen in his face.

“ What makes you think delaying it won’t make him think I am weak? “ 

“ I can give him the message, I will make sure he understands he is not important enough for you to worry about him. “ 

You were not entirely wrong. Jinyoung couldn’t care less about what the man had to say about his business, he just wanted to sleep for the rest of the day after taking a bath. The offer you gave him was tempting. 

“ He is a duke. “

“ He was going to marry me and not anyone else because the only thing he can offer is the title.” You answered. “ His money is decreasing because he doesn't know how to handle his own land. If it was me, yes, he could do something, but not against you. You have wealth and a title above his.” 

The way you spoke was convincing enough for him to call for a messenger. He was not going to send you, not to meet that man.  After giving the messenger a letter for the Duke he seemed less tense. He was going to be thankful for the break he was taking and therefore, he would be thankful to you. 

Both of you went to his room and you waited sitting on his bed while he was having a bath. You saw a small book he was reading and opened it to spend the time less bored. He finally finished and looked at you while you read. 

“ You should take a bath too. “ 

“ I’ll do that before going to sleep. “ You closed the book and looked at the prince in his nightshirt . He looked cute. “ You know how it is, I stay by your side until Jackson or Jaebeom take my place. “ “ Nice. “ He mumbled, clearly displeased. “ You are one to tell me to rest. “ “ I barely do anything, tho. “ 

He threw himself on the bed. 

“ You stay with me until the sun is up again, then you sleep for like what? Two hours? Then you have training with Jaebeom and then you come to me again. “

“ You must like me a lot, your highness. “ Your smile was smug. “ You know my schedule way better than I do. “ 

“ I also know that you slept during training this morning and Jaebeom scolded you. Wouldn’t be surprised if it happens again tomorrow. “ 

“ I am responsible, it won’t happen again. “ 

“ That’s why the other day you left your sword here. “ 

“ It was just the other day, tho. “

“ And Jaebeom almost killed you. “ He laughed. “ The sword I gave you at that. Should I feel offended? “

“ No! “ He was teasing you and you knew but everytime he did you fell in his trap. “ I left it here because I knew I would find it. “

“ RIght, I remember you saying something like…” He cleared his throat and smirked. “ Have you seen my sword, if I lose it I’m dead. “ He imitated your tone and the way you had said it, with gestures included. “ But sure, you knew where it was. “

“ I did… I just forgot. “

After answering with a “sure” not convinced of your excuses he grabbed the book  and read until he fell asleep. He would be lying if he said it was easy sleeping in someone else's presence but he did not feel uncomfortable around you and he was tired enough to forget about it. 

It was a week later when a visit to another kingdom was scheduled for the prince and you were supposed to go with him. That is why you found yourself sleeping on a carriage in front of the prince. It was early in the morning and he knew you needed sleep so he was not going to be the one to disturb you, however it would be a mistake to think he would not tease you about your sleeping face later. Of course not everyone had the same idea as him. They would not let you sleep that easily. Before even Jinyoung could notice you opened your eyes and grabbed him by the wrist pulling him to you. You were hugging him in your arms and soon an arrow was where his head was a second before.

“ Down, now! “ He was quick to do as you told him and you made him hide under the little space between the seats and the floor. “ Don’t get out until I get back. “ You opened the door of the carriage and he watched you get out. “ 

He could not think. He was not scared, he had gone through the same thing more times, times when he was alone. His heart was beating faster and he finally knew. He was worried something would happen to you, he could not face Jaebeom if some bandits or whatever was out there, killed you. He could not think straight. He knew what you had said but he knew how to fight. He could help you. 

“ So, where is the prince, young lady? “ The driver of the carriage was being held hostage and you wondered why those bandits thought that person meant something to you. “ If you don’t answer I may slice this man’s throat. “ “ What makes you think his life is any more valuable than the prince’s? “ The driver was scared and your words only made him more scared but you did not falter. Your job wasn’t protecting him, it was protecting Jinyoung. “ You may do whatever you want, I will take the reins myself. “

The bandit seemed out of his zone of comfort and you almost wanted to laugh. You did not want to leave the driver behind, it was not how you acted but they did not need to know that. 

“ Man, I feel bad for you, she is cold. “ He patted the driver in the back and tossed him aside having decided he was of no use. “ I’ll take care of you later.” “ You won’t. “ 

When the prince finally decided to go and help he saw the corpses of a group of bandits and your unmoved self. The driver was trembling and you got closer to him. 

“ I was not going to let him kill you, it was just a bluff. “ You offered your hand but he didn’t take it. “ Sorry. “ You turned on your heels just to see Jinyoung looking around. He was not scared but he seemed amazed with your skills. You were unhurt and all those people were dead. All the other knights that accompanied you barely did anything and Jinyoung could tell they were as amazed by you as he was. “ What are you doing here? Get in. “

“ Ah, sure ma’am.  “ 

“ Can somebody help this poor man? “ A knight quickly moved to help the driver and you got in the carriage once again. “ I told you to wait. Why didn’t you listen?” “ Last time I checked I was the boss, did it change, Lim Y/N? “ “ Well, in a situation like this it changes, Park Jinyoung. “ 

“ Are you worried I might die? “ You frowned. “ Of course you are, what a question. I’ve gone through this more times than I can count, don’t worry. “ 

“ You may have gone through it but it doesn't have to end with the same result every single time. “ 

Just as you were scolding him the carriage started to move again.

“ I wasn’t planning on going out either but I thought of Jaebeom hyung. “ 

“ What does he have to do with any of this? “ “ He is your big brother and I went against his wishes making you my knight. “ You looked surprised. “ But it was that or marriage. “  

“ What? He didn’t want me to be your knight? “

“ He doesn’t want you to be a knight, he has never, “ He answered. “ He is afraid you’ll get hurt. But he didn’t want you to marry the Duke either. When I broke the engagement he kind of… “ “ He got mad, I know. He also scolded me. “ You sitted and sighed. “ And I know he is afraid of me getting hurt but I just want him to trust me. So please, do as I tell you. “ “ I didn’t know you were so sensitive. “ 

“ Oh, come on now. “ 

“ Anyways, they were asking for me, “ He said. “ therefore they were paid. “

“ I thought so too. Someone must have leaked our route and not only that but if they were just normal bandits they would not have looked for you. “ 

He watched you with fascination. You were deep in thought and he couldn't help but think how calm you seemed. It was out of character for you. You were either quiet because you didn’t want to bother him or either you were cheerful and made his day seem easier than it was. This was a completely new side of you for him and it didn’t help him. He was fond of you and once again he was remembered of it. 

The kingdom you were sent to was a little one which didn’t hold much power so it was not a surprise for Jinyoung you insisted on being by his side the whole time. He wanted you to rest but the first day he saw how you were still doing your routine if not sleeping even less. 

“ You are useless. “ He said and you could not help but look at him in disbelief. “ Before you get mad let me elaborate. “ 

“ Well, you really need to elaborate for me to be okay with this. “ 

He placed his book on the nightstand and looked at you, smirking. 

“ Right now you are useless. You are so tired you can barely keep your eyes open. “  

“ I’m alright. No rest needed. “ You plopped on his bed without asking him and he gave you a judging look.” Aren’t you the one telling me to rest? “

“ Yes but ask if you can lay down in my bed, Miss Lim. “ You laughed at his face. “ Anyway, you were denying needing a rest so get up. “ 

You pouted. Just laying on the bed felt much better, you didn’t need to close your eyes, it was enough laying on the bed. You kept on telling yourself that but the sleep was too close. 

“ Okay. “ He saw you and sighed, stopping you as you were about to do as he told you. “ You just told me to get up. “

“ Don’t, you are so tired that I can’t even tease you without feeling bad. “You were by his side, looking at him and wondering if it was okay for you to sleep. “ I’ll stay here by your side so you know I won’t move. “

“ I’m not sure, your highness. “ 

“ Do you snore or drool while sleeping, is that why you are so hesitating? “ 

“ I do not. None of those, I do not. “ 

“ Then perhaps you are like hyung and fart while you sleep…” He mumbled. “ Ah, forget that.” “ Hyung? Which hyung? Now I am curious. “ You said. “ Please tell me it is Jaebeom so I can tease him. “ 

“ Go to sleep Lim Y/N, tomorrow is going to be hectic. “ You didn't even put yourself in a comfortable position and closed your eyes. “ Could you at least try to rest for real? “ “ It feels like I am not doing my job well if I sleep. “ “ You are always the one telling me to rest so don’t get on my nerves. “ You knew better than to go against the prince’s orders so you did as he told you and looked at him for a while. “ I know I am handsome, Y/N,  but please. “ 

You knew he was getting annoyed and that made you laugh. 

“ It’s late, your highness. “ 

“ Don’t you dare. “ You smiled knowingly. “ Fine, if you want me to sleep with you that bad I’ll do it. “ “ That is not what I…” “ I know what you meant. “ 

He won and there was no choice but to sleep by his side, having the most sleep you had in a while. 

When the next day arrived you opened your eyes to see him sleeping peacefully. You always saw him prepared to sleep but not once had you seen him wake up and you wondered if he was as bad as you. You knew you were a mess but it did not worry you yet seeing him wake up seemed interesting. You wanted to see if he stopped having that handsome face for a minute. You were wrong. 

“ Stop staring, it’s creepy. “ He was just as handsome as ever. “ You wake up looking like that? You must take your time to get ready. “ 

“ This is the best sleep I had in a while, thank you, your highness. “ You rubbed your. “ I should change. “ “ It’s okay, you are looking like a mess but it’s cute. “

“ Jinyoung, “ you looked at him sternly. “ don’t flirt with me. “ “ You think I want to flirt with you? “ He laughed . “ You have some confidence, you are great and all but if I wanted to flirt with you you would not have let me break the engagement. “ 

He had his way of making you frustrated but at the same time it was amusing. 

“ I don’t think you are that great of a flirt. You know who is? Yugyeom, he flirts without wanting to, and Bam is just unbelievable. “ 

“ Yugyeom? Come on, you could have told me someone else, I don’t know, Mark hyung, but Yugyeom can’t even speak to a girl without blushing. “ “ He is a dance instructor, your highness, and someone who can’t have your head off your shoulders. He is attractive so he doesn't need much flirting. “

“ Anyways, I’m much better at it than him. Have you seen me flirting or what? “ “ Well I do remember the gifts. “ It was his duty making presents to you and your family because of your old status as his future queen. It was seen as his way of flirting and not once did he get to your heart. “ Your ways are just old fashioned. A carriage of flowers, really? “ “ I didn’t send that, I assure you. “ He looked embarrassed, making you enjoy yourself. “ It was my father, something about making you feel like spring. “ 

“ Woah, the king sure is romantic. “ 

“ Don’t tell him, he would kill me. “ He finally got up. You could not help but keep your gaze on his back. He smiled once he noticed. “ What? Are you going to stare at my butt all day or what? “ “ I was not looking, your highness. You’ve got a nice butt tho. “ “ I know but stop staring.”

After what seemed like a long week of spending time with the prince you finally returned to your own kingdom without setbacks. You felt the most rested since you were his knight and now you saw how long it had been. It seemed short the time it had passed but five month already went by. You were closer to the prince even though there was a small wall between the both of you, the wall you had built in the past. 

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So, India is dying.

Look, I know a good number of you are from the US and things aren't amazing there either, but my country is literally on the brink of collapse. So I'd love it if we could talk about that for a minute.

If you can't do anything else, please just read and reblog.

A second COVID wave has taken out the healthcare system. There are no more hospital beds. There's an oxygen shortage. There's a critical vaccine shortage. The Central Government has thrown its hands up and is passing the baton to the State Governments to do what they can.

There are over 16 million covid cases. A record 330,000 new cases reported yesterday - comparable to the US at its peak. 187,000 dead as of today.

There is no plan.

Mass cremations are taking place. The cremation grounds are running day and night and they are short on wood. People are watching their loved ones die while waiting for a hospital bed, and then they're unable to give them the proper burial rights.

Hospitals are overwhelmed. Patients are being confined, two to a bed. They're the lucky ones.

We are on the verge of people dying in the streets.

This is the second-most populous country in the world. The largest democracy. A country that encapsulates over 15,000 years of recorded human history and has endured everything from famine to invasion to colonisation.

We might be at the end. This might be the thing that does us in.

People are dying.

People are dying.

People are dying and there is no plan.

More good news? Variants are popping up. A double mutation strain has shown up. It is resistant to current vaccines. This will not go away. This is the devastation they warned of when the anti-maskers were out protesting the minor inconvenience of covering their face in public.

My country is on the verge of an emergency state. Our government has failed us. This is as dire a situation as it ever could be.

Look. I don't do much with my life. I write fics, some of you have read them and that's pretty much it. I spend my days with my head in the clouds because that's where I like to be.

But two days ago, my grandmother tested positive, had to be taken to hospital and the ambulance caught fire.

She barely made it to the urgent care she needs.

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Your wish is my command. Part IV.

Jinyoung x Fem!Reader. Royal AU.

Genre: Fluff, angst. A bit of fantasy.

Summary: When the crown prince, Park Jinyoung,  breaks his engagement he is forced to have someone he did not expect as his knight. Displeased with the idea, deep down he knows he will need her by his side.

You tried to remember all the reassuring words you had heard while practicing for the ceremony but in front of all the people you could not help but feel helpless. For everyone it looked as if you were calm and composed however that was far from the truth. Even if you had done everything just as practiced.

Back to an hour before you could see how everyone was preparing. The witnesses were already at the reception room while Jinyoung was being prepared and so were you. It was a small ceremony and yet it needed much more preparation that any party you would hold. You had not crossed ways with the prince and you had not practiced with him. Jaebeom had helped you as much as he could but without the other boy there was not much you could have done so you learnt the theory. You hoped that everything would go well and expected your parents to come and be of some support. Aside from your differences on the marriage thing your father had always treated you and your brother as his biggest joys and so had your mother but once it was time for you to get married everything changed. You were no longer his little princess, you were an asset. Everything had changed and went downhill. 

“ Are you nervous, dear?” The queen herself made sure to stay by your side even if you insisted her to go with Jinyoung. “ You will do it just fine and it will be short, I promise. After the ceremony you will have a banquet on your honor and all you’ll have to do is stay by my son’s side and eat. “ “ I have a question, your majesty. “ The lady in waiting of the queen tied your hair with a ribbon so it would not get in your face. You had the usual knight’s uniform on however there were some distinctions that made known who you served to. “ The sword, the one his highness will give to me. Is it merely decorative? “

“ Well, of course. “ You were displeased and the queen was quick to notice it. “ Today’s ceremony is in your honor, sweetie, you have no need to protect my son today. “ “ Yet I swear to protect him from today. I wish the sword was one that I could use to do that exactly. “ 

No matter what you wished there it was too late for changes and you knew better than to make a big deal out of it. 

The time was faster than ever and soon the time had arrived. There was no sight of your parents yet your friends were all there, including Mark who you had not seen for months. Jaebeom was nowhere to be seen as he had to take care of the security. Standing in the middle of the room were the prince and you looking at each other in the eye. You tried to remember the words you were to say while another knight brought a cushion with a sword and it’s sheath on it. He kneeled in front of the prince and winked at you. Jackson was helpful as ever as he tried to make you both less awkward. When the prince grabbed the sword with an elegance you had never seen, you kneeled. Soon only Jinyoung and you could be seen. He offered you his hand while the other still held the sword and you brought it to your lips. 

“ I, Lim Y/N shall be thy knight. I shall protect thou.  I shall put mine life in the line for yours and help thou persevere.  I shall be the one thou put faith on and the one whom shall aye doth as thou want.  I swear to the stars and to the sky that as long as i live i shall be thy buckler and thy spear.  For I am only thy knight. “ 

The room was silent. Only your voice could be heard and when it disappeared only one thing remained to be done. 

“ Shall thou accomplish this jurement  till  thy last breath?” 

“ I shall. “ 

“ Thou shall devote yourself to me and only me.  Thou are mine knight and i am thy reason to breath “ His hand was no longer on your lips and the sword went to your shoulders. “ Thou shall protect me with this sword as thou are now mine protector. “ 

You were given the sword and the surprise was seen in your face. It was not decorative, it was real and Jinyoung seemed proud after seeing your smile. 

The prince ordered you to stand up and he gave you a nod as you bowed to him. 

The ceremony was over and only you and Jinyoung were left in the room. 

“ You did well. “ He looked at the sword now in your waist and smiled. “ But I am not surprised you were so nervous.” 

“ Those words, no offense, are cheesy. “ You sighed. “ And saying that while holding your hand close to my lips isn’t exactly something I would do again. It 's weird. “ “ This is how things are. “ He smirked. “ Being my knight you will see plenty of these things, and who knows? You may have the opportunity to enjoy doing it again. “ 

“ Well, I shall do as thou ask. “ 

He could not help it, not after that smile. How could he keep on hating you when you could smile as bright as the sun, when you looked at him with those eyes full of stars. He could not hate someone like you. 

“ Then leave me alone? “

“ I shall do as thou ask as long as thou are safe.  “ 

He could not help but laugh at your way of talking, imitating the way you did it at the ceremony. It did not go well with you and your free spirit. 

“ Just follow me, we may be the guests of honor but I am sure no one will notice if we are absent. “ 

You doubted it and you knew he knew. They would notice and you would get in trouble but the moment you became his knight you were loyal to him and only him. 

“ Where does your highness want to go? “ 

“ Library. “ He said. “ You may not appreciate it ,though. You don’t seem like the type to have ever opened a book. “

“ Your highness, I was supposed to be queen, I assure you I have opened some books.” 

“ Sure. “ 

It was going to be a long job. One that would end when he fired you or when you were free from forced marriages. 

“ Where are they? “ Jaebeom asked Mark as he was the first one he saw.” Not even a day. “ 

Bambam and Yugyeom already saw how mad your brother would get once he found you and even if they were your friends they loved to see him scold you. Mark on the other hand had no idea where you were, he had not even had the chance to say hello to you. “ And where’s Jackson, he is supposed to be in his position but he is nowhere to be seen. “ 

He was accustomed to Jackson getting out of hand every now and then but just one day under Jinyoung’s control and you were already doing as the prince pleased. He remembered why he didn’t want you as Jinyoung’s knight. He knew the prince and he knew you would do almost everything he asked of you. You would not hesitate and knowing Jinyoung, Jaebum did not want you to be yourself towards the prince. 

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Your wish is my command. Part 3.

Jinyoung x Fem!Reader. Royal AU.

Genre: Fluff, angst. A bit of fantasy perhaps.

Summary: When the crown prince, Park Jinyoung,  breaks his engagement he is forced to have someone he did not expect as his knight. Displeased with the idea, deep down he knows he will need her by his side.

Words: 2k+

The next morning you woke up in your palace’s chambers. You felt better than the day before and you had already seen your friends who had been so worried. They were loud and the knights soon made them go home. Jaebeom had not seen you since the day before and neither did the prince. You wondered when he was going to see you and scold you. Even the queen had seen you already so you wondered why the most involved in the situation had yet to be seen. 

“ Come on, what are you frowning for? Jinyoung made that old man eat dirt. “ Jackson had said in order to cheer you up but Jinyoung did not interest you in the slightest. You were worried about your brother and what he would think. “ And he is even speaking to your parents. “

“ He is what?” 

The halls were longer than ever. No matter how fast you ran you never seemed to reach the end. If Jackson was right then Jinyoung and your brother were talking to your parents in the tea room. The royal family always held their meetings there if it was with not many people. Jackson was behind you, running and trying to stop you. You were only in your nightgown and running was not good for someone who had just started to feel better. 

“ Y/N please! “ You had not stopped running even for an instant and Jackson started to feel tired trying to keep up with you. “ You can not disturb them, they told me specifically so… “

You stopped right as he told you that.

“ Who told you? “ You asked. “ Was it Jinyoung or Jaebeom… or my father?”

“ Jinyoung and Jaebeom,” He answered. “ Jinyoung said that you were too sick to deal with this and Jaebeom said that before you spoke to your parents he wanted to scold you.”

“ He said that? “ You smiled. Rather than being mad at them you could not help but be thankful. “ So he is not ignoring me after all. “ 

You felt as if you had been unfair to your brother and now in front of the door that separated you from your family you felt better. 

“ Why would he? He has been looking for you day and night. “ 

“ That sounds like him. “ Your brother was there for you, more than anyone else. It had always been him who saved you from your father. “ Let’s go back to my room, Jackson.”

Just before you could do that someone went out of the room. 

The prince looked at you. Your brother was still in the room but the boy who could change your fate was out of it.

“ Why are you here? “ 

“ Just on a stroll. “ You smiled at him. “ So, your highness, about me being your knight…”

“ Rest, we will talk about that when you are fully recovered. “ Even if he was gentle he was still cold to you. “ I did not mean to get in your way, it just happened.”

“ I, for once, am thankful. “ Without caring about what anyone could think you kneeled just with one knee and looked at the prince with determination. “ And as I had stated to the queen I will give my all to you.” 

Just as he had told Jackson, Jaebeom scolded you. He was furious with you, with himself and with your family. He had screamed to them, screamed in hopes of your freedom. In the end it was not him who got it, it was someone else and that made both of you realize how weak you really were. 

“ I don’t need your all, just your best.” 

“ We should go over your work as the prince’s knight, “ Said your brother while you were eating together with other knights. “ Your responsibilities will grow in a considerable amount. I hope you are aware. “ You nodded with your head and your brother couldn’t help but sigh. You seemed carefree for something as important as it was. “ You are aware I was the first option for the job, right? “

“ Are you mad I got it instead? “ You smiled and he seemed prepared to hit you. “ Just kidding, don’t get mad.”

“ I swear I don’t even know why I involve myself with your things.” 

“ Because I am your adorable little sister.” 

His face told you to shut up if you did not want to face the consequences. 

“ Anyway, I heard you got beaten by Y/N, leader. “ You almost choked on your food when Jackson said that, aware that your brother would not easily let that go now that he was remembered about it. “ I thought that you would win her, tho. “

“ She did not win. “ 

“ I mean I kind of did?” 

“ When? “ You laughed at your brother’s face. “ I can’t seem to remember. “ 

“ You know, when I…” 

Before you could say anything else he interrupted you.

“ When you, what? We can fight to see who really wins. “ 

“ I think I can win in a hand to hand combat and in a sword one too. “ 

“ This is it. “ 

After what seemed like a rough training from your brother and being beaten up multiple times you could finally rest. Youngjae, the royal physician, was always in awe of how serious both of you took the training. It always ended in someone having to go to the infirmary which caused either him or his pupils had to attend you. You thought it bothered him yet he always seemed happy to attend any of you, making sure to attend even the slightest wound and you were grateful for his dedication. 

“ Today is even worse, “ He murmured. “ You take it seriously don’t you?“ He gave you some ointment and pills to help you relieve the pain. “ It’s great that you take it seriously but this is way too much, yours and Jaebeom hyung’s body can only take this much. “ 

“ We’ll try to be less aggressive, I promise. “ 

“ Once in a while is OK but this is way too much, I’m serious Y/N , this is not the first time you both take it to an extreme. It’s okay to train but it’s not okay to strain yourself to death. “

“ This is the last time, promise. I can’t be like this now that I have someone to protect. “ 

He nodded thankfully even if he did not like the reason as to why you chose to be careful. 

“ You’ll have to be careful protecting him as well. “ He looked around his desk to find something and finally got it out. “ He got poisoned, stabbed, hit and that was only in the last two months. “ 

“ Is that the reason why the queen has asked for a knight so desperately?” You asked and Youngjae nodded. “ Understandable. I’ll make sure to make you work less once I am officially his knight. “ 

You two keep on chatting about things you should watch out for while protecting the prince. 

“ And I hope you know some magic because that would go amazing if you need to heal him fast. “ 

“ Some I know but not the healing one, perhaps you could teach me?”

“ Well, healing magic is not as effective as medicine but it can definitely give someone a little time until they can be attended to with medicine so I only know the basics. Mark hyung is the true mage so you should ask him. “

“ You think he would teach me? “

“ I think so,” He answered.” But even he thinks medicine is far better.” 

Just as you were about to answer him someone opened the door and interrupted you two.

“ Youngjae this thing is hurting aga…” The prince looked at you and arched an eyebrow after seeing all your bruises. “ How did you even get so beaten up?” 

“ It was Jaebeom hyung “ Answered Youngjae in your place and stood up to make Jinyoung sit on the chair. “ They take things way too seriously while training. “ He smiled as he saw how embarrassed you were now that someone else was knowing it. “ But I guess that is how much they want to protect all of us. “ 

“ Exactly , it’s for everyone's wellbeing. “

Jinyoung laughed at your pink colored cheeks. He knew you were lying and even if it was true you cared about the people it was not the reason for being beaten up like that. He also knew Jaebeom so it was clear for him. 

“ You provoked him and he beat you up, right?“ 

“ What? “ You gasped. “ How could you possibly think that? “ 

“ I think I know Jaebeom hyung well,“ He answered. “ But I did not expect you to let him beat you. He has told me how good of a knight you are but seeing you like this…”

“ Oh, believe me, your highness, he has a beating of his own, right, Youngjae?” 

The boy had just finished with your brother so he knew you were not lying. It was never one sided with both of you yet when he was still a pupil and you just started being a knight you were always beaten up by everyone. He remembered asking himself why you would even bother being a knight when you were the fiancé of the crown prince but he understood as soon as he became close to you. Seeing you know he could not help but admire you. You never gave up and in the end even Jinyoung, who often stated his dislike of your doings, helped you. He was not surprised but he wished you did not have to run away making you get sick. 

“ Yes, but Jaebeom hyung did beat you up a little more. “ You frowned at him at his answer and he could not help but laugh. “ It’s just the truth, if I told a lie and hyung came to know I don’t know what he would do. “

“ He would not do anything to you, “ You answered and you saw how Jinyoung nodded. “ He is fond of you and you are not Bam. “

“ Well, she is right althought I would be careful anyway. “ 

“ You think? “ He looked at Jinyoung and smiled. “ I’ll leave you alone while I look for something. 

Youngjae went to look for something while Jinyoung and you looked at each other now alone in the room.

“ So I don’t think we’ve talked about the knight thing yet,” You said. “ Shouldn’t we?”

“ It has only been a week or so. “ 

“ The sooner the better, your highness. “ 

He knew why you were so determined. If you weren’t officially made his knight it was a matter of time for your father to try and marry you again. In fact, he never agreed to stopping your marriage just because you were becoming a knight, if not for the prince’s intervention you would have been sold easily. You remained thankful to the older man in front of you but you were scared that they would try to take you back. 

If it weren’t for the look on your eyes, Jinyoung would have delayed it as much as possible but he knew better than to make you suffer more. It did not matter if he resented you, he knew better than to make you anxious just because. 

“ All right, one week, “ He said. “ Next week we will hold the ceremony. I’ll talk to my parents about this and make sure things are prepared, you too should rehearse for it. “

“ One week is enough. “ You answered. “ It’s better than practicing for a wedding after all. “ 

He looked at you before sighing. 

“ Why did you run? “ He asked. He had wanted to ask you since the moment he saw you escape from that church. “ You did not have a plan, why did you think running would be better?”

“ I did not think it would have been better but… “ 

He saw your shaking hands and your trembling lips as you spoke and he knew you would have never accepted being the wife of that man.

Remembering that day made you want to puke, how in front of every person in the rehearsal. How he treated you as something he would use only to make an heir. He was disgusting and you knew that rather than marrying him you would have stayed on the run forever. 

“ So? What made you run away? In all the years you were engaged to me not once did you run. “ 

Youngjae heard you talk to the prince without going in. All of them knew you ran away because you panicked.The younger boy wanted to make sure you were okay after all that, he had heard too but he wanted to heard it from your own mouth. Youngjae knew that it had affected you more than you would tell and he wanted to know why.  

“ He touched me. It was not even that much but I hated it “ You stood up and looked at the man. “ And I could do was stay still because I had to be a good wife. It was disgusting. He grabbed me by the waist, it was not that much but It’s just…”

“ He did what now? “ The voice of the prince was cold and you could not understand why he would get so mad over it when he barely knew you. “ Did he go any farther? Did he try to…?”

“ No! “ You said, horrified. “ Goodness, if he tried to go farther I would have killed him in the act. I already hit him just because he touched me. “ 

“ Really? “ You nodded. “ If he ever tries to do something like that you better beat him up and tell me. “ 

“ Ah…” You laughed. “ Seeing someone like you say this is surprisingly relieving. “ 

“ I have your medicine’s here, hyung. “ Said Youngjae after entering the room. He was smiling brightly and after giving the prince his medicines he hugged you. 

“ Youngjae?” You hugged him back, confused. “ What is it? “ 

He said nothing as you looked at the prince’s amused face. 

“ You’ve gone through a lot and now you are gonna be hyung’s knight.. “ 

You remembered how much you adored Youngjae after seeing his smile. Just like the sun he was able to light up everything. He let you go and you decided it was time for you to let the prince be alone with his friend and go to rest. 

“ I’ll be going now. Your highness, Youngjae, I’ll see you around. “ 

“ You better not see me here Y/N,“ Said the physician.” I don’t want to work all day healing you and your brother. Let me go home please.” 

Even if he was whining he was the first one to scold you if you did not go to see him for the bare minimum. He was a golden human who would do all he could do for others and that made you think how was it possible that you knew such amazing people. Perhaps you were not the luckiest with your parents but you surely had amazing friends. 

“ I’ll let you go home early today ‘cause I’m sleeping all day.” You smiled and he gave you an approving nod. “ Bye. “

“ Is she always so energetic?”

“ I don’t think she is energetic. “ 

Jinyoung understood why Youngjae could not notice the difference. He was surrounded by people who were energetic all the time.

“ She seems to me. “ 

When you said you had enough time to prepare you did not expect that becoming someone’s knight was that special however ignoring whose knight’s you were becoming was an error. It was a small ceremony but it was small in the eyes of the royals. It was just as big as your birthdays and those had over 40 people on them just because  your parents wanted to show you off. You knew how to be in front of that many people but now you had to prepare more things than expected at the same time you caught up to the weeks of training you had lost. It was also a personal goal to get to know the future king. He was mysterious and he appeared to be cold yet you had seen him with his friends as well as with his mother. He also protected you, you knew there was more to him than being cold or perfect as some people said. You wanted him to trust you and open up. It was a difficult task. He had been poisoned and stabbed by people he had once trusted, used by people to maintain their social status and he could easily be sold if it was for the kingdom’s wellbeing. He had it difficult, at least until he ascended to the throne. Having that in mind you worked hard. You were going to protect him and perhaps get closer to him in the process.

[jinrawon]

Your wish is my command. Part 2.

Jinyoung x Fem!Reader. Royal AU.

Genre: Fluff, angst. A bit of fantasy perhaps.

Summary: When the crown prince, Park Jinyoung,  breaks his engagement he is forced to have someone he did not expect as his knight. Displeased with the idea, deep down he knows he will need her by his side.

Words: 3k+

Jaebeom had tried to talk to your father about the marriage but he did not falter. Even if he felt bad there was nothing else he could do for you. The chaos soon covered the halls of the manor. There was a marriage to prepare. 

The next few days there were no news of you. It was usual for the kingdom to know what you had done as the commoners loved you. Since the marriage agreement all you did was try on dresses and pick flowers. Your mother did most of the work you were supposed to do afraid of a possible sabotage. You did not feel offended at her distrust, she was right. The meetings with your soon to be husband were always short and your father was the one to speak for the most part. All the duke could get from you were yes and no. The news was yet to be known to the other nobles and even to the royal family. It was a well hidden secret. 

“ It’s not usually that I sell wedding dresses. “ Said the owner of the shop. He was a well-known designer and when you needed help with clothes he was the one you would come to. “ But I thought you didn’t want to get married, Y/N? “ And Bambam was probably one of the few people you had trusted all your life. “ And to that old geezer. The prince at least was decent, but that one? “ 

“ I guess I haven’t had a choice since the beginning. “ You whispered and saw another dress. All of them seemed obnoxious to you. “ I’m so sorry, we’ve been looking for a dress of my taste for ages now.”

“ And we are gonna keep doing it, “ He said. “ I’m pretty sure Yugyeom’s about to arrive, he’ll keep them occupied.”

“ What for?” “ Don’t you wanna stay away from them for a little? “ 

When Bambam told you that he did not waste time on getting you out of the shop while Yugyeom distracted your mother and your servants. He said you were going to a special “party” to lift your mood but what you did not expect was arriving at a masquerade ball full of drunk people. He had gotten you a mask before and insisted that you were good to go on your usual clothes. The place was not fancy but not one place of commoners either. It was something in between. Those people were not nobles like you and neither simple commoners so you finally saw what they were. They were bourgeois. Bambam and Yugyeom were bourgeoises as well, that is why you felt familiar with them. They did not differ much from nobles but they got what they had through effort. 

“ Surprised?” He looked at you through his mask with a smile. “ I am quite popular you know? “ You nodded. “ A drink is not bad once in a while so why don’t you get one? “ 

You were surprised at the atmosphere. Whenever a noble got drunk they would get away with every little thing they wanted but in that party they seemed to hold much more respect for each other. 

“ I can’t help but see that you have not danced at all, my lady.” A boy with broad shoulders and a voice that you could recognize without effort offered you his hand. He was not drunk but you knew he was tipsy. “ But I can help but feel like I’ve seen you before. “

“ You see me almost everyday , Wang. “ You smiled at him and for a moment he seemed lost in thought until he squeezed you in his arm. “ I can’t breath, Jackson. “ “ Is this what you've been doing all week? I’ve missed you. “ He was usually affectionate but the fact that he was tipsy did not help. He was hugging you as tight as he could.” Who can I go against in my sword battle if not you? “

“ Jaebeom? “ You answered him. 

“ But he is my boss . “ You knew he was joking . He could definitely train with someone else but it was a daily thing having a spar with Jackson. While you could fight like no one else in a hand to hand fight, he was the genius of the sword. You did not know anyone who had won him and you had learnt from him. He was the first friend you made within the knights, most of them too afraid to approach the future queen and Jaebeom’s sister. “ What if I win? He fires me? “ “ You know he would not. “ You hit him lightly in the arm. “ But… I don’t know, he may fire you for being in a place like this when tomorrow you have to work early. “ 

“ I haven’t seen you here if you haven’t seen me. “ 

“ My lips are sealed , sir.  “ You took his hand and got close to him. “ Are you still up for the dance or are you afraid my brother will fire you? “ 

“ Are you taking me for a coward? “  

“ Am I? “ 

You danced with him for a while and soon felt tired. It had been hours and you were sure people were looking for you. You had to look for Bambam and go back to the shop. It was not long until you saw him. He was the main interest of a group of people who wanted to know his secret for the growth his little shop had had. The instant he saw you he dismissed the people and went to you. 

“ You think it is time for me to choose that dress? “ He denied with his head and took a sip out of his wine. “ We should be going back before they accuse you of kidnapping. “ 

“ No worries about that, Mr Knight will cover for us. “ First Yugyeom and then Jackson. He sure had a way with making people do whatever he wanted, you were no exception. “ But yes, we should go back. Not that the dress will look good on you anyway. “ 

“ I think I’m quite the beauty , you know? “

“ Marriage does not go with you, “ He answered. “ You can always say “ bye , i’m living as a farmer and disappear “ , I will even do your farmer clothes. “ “ A farmer does not go with me. I am a knight. “ 

“ I can introduce you to some farmer friend of mine to help you get land. “ He insisted but he was starting to laugh at your face. “ And who knows? Maybe someday I’ll go to visit you and I’ll see some mini Y/N running and I’ll introduce myself as the top designer of the kingdom and they’ll be like woah. “ 

“ Aren’t you getting a little bit too excited , young man? “ You crossed your arms over your chest while looking at him. “ But if I have to run away I’ll make sure to tell you. “

It was not long until you arrived at the shop. Yugyeom was sitting on a chair with a look you had never seen in his usually smiling face. 

“ Finally! “ He said. “ They think you are still choosing a dress so we better hurry. “ 

“ How the hell did you convince them? “ 

“ I may have said something harsh to them? “ He tried to avoid telling you but eventually your gaze made him give up. “ I told them that if they were gonna make a woman marry to at least give you time to feel pretty. “ His voice became more and more low as he spoke. “ I shouldn’t have told them off , right? “

“ I am grateful for having you as a friend,“ You smiled, thankfully. “ and I am relieved to know I’m not the only one against this. “ 

“ I can still talk to that prince , you know how we are friends, right? “ 

“ If by friends you mean he wants to kill you every single minute of his life then, yes, why not? “ 

“ She’s got a point. “

That same day the news of your marriage reached the queen’s ears. His son asked her why has she been concerned all day and for once she was mad at him. He did not understand, she had never been angry at him. He was perfect at what he did just to avoid disappointing her but something had really upset his mother. He left her alone following the advice his father gave him. She would be better to talk to the next day. 

“ Jaebeom. “ Jinyoung called his friend’s name. When he looked at him he knew it was not only his mother that was upset. “ About what Mark suggested the other day…”

“ I don’t think I will be able to do it. “ He seemed exhausted and in a bad mood. He had seen him like that at times but never as bad at this one. “ My family is just way too busy for me to join you. “ 

“ That’s fine. “  

He soon came to know about your wedding. There was nothing he could do. Despite thinking he was okay with all the time you avoided him he hated you for it. He tried his best and because of that for him you were the one at fault. If you didn't want to marry you should have thought better. You made that come to yourself. Deep inside he knew he felt guilty but not enough for him to change his mind. 

The day of the wedding rehearsal soon came. You were at the church where you would marry the old duke and you could not help but think how everything could have been. Your mother looked at you as if you were the prettiest and tried to convince you about how once you had children you would be the happiest. You quickly answered with a " I only see you crying. " making your mother go away. You knew she was not at fault, her parents had sold her just like her grandparents had sold her mother. It was always the same and no matter how many time it passed it didn't change. You wished you could be the one to change it, the turning point. 

Jinyoung went to the church. He felt guilty so at least for once he wanted to make things right. He had to apologize at least. 

As his horse approached the place he could not help but notice the feeling of uneasiness that was growing in his chest. You had always been stubborn, you avoided marrying Jinyoung so he wondered how was it possible that you gave up when it came to marrying that old duke. You had to have a plan no one knew about. When he arrived the chaos was the first thing he noticed before watching you run away with a wedding dress on. Before you could go further he grabbed you by the wrist and made you stop making you gasp. 

" What? "

 It was not your plan. He knew just by the look on your face. You did not have a plan, you were running away because there was nothing else you could do. 

" Y/N , stop. Where are you going? " 

You had ripped your dress to run and your heels were in your hands. The lady your family had made you was nowhere to be seen yet what worried him the most was the face of horror you had. 

" Please, just this once, " You said. " Let's not get in each other's way. " You were not asking him, you were begging and your eyes were those of someone who had no way out. You knew there was no point in running away and yet you wanted to because there was the only way out you knew. " Not anymore. " He let go of your wrist and you joined eyes in one last look at each other." Thank you and… I'm sorry. For everything. "

He knew he had to do something, if not for you for Jaebeom who would become a worried brother once he discovered you were gone, but he couldn't. For once he had seen you as you were and he wanted that person to be free. 

It was raining hard and you were wet. You were alone in the streets late at night with a wedding dress on and there was only one way in the city you knew. You went there because you had promised. 

You thought both of them would be sleeping but the lights on the great house that stood in front of you were on and you knew your friends' rooms. Perhaps Bambam was designing something new and Yugyeom was preparing some meeting to help his friend. The second one had always been great at making women do whatever he wanted even if he was shy around them. He was also a dancer who taught, that's how Bambam got the money to do his shop. They were good friends and it was amazing the mutual understanding they had sometimes. 

When a servant finally opened the door she gasped. 

" Lady Y/N, godness, you will grab a cold." You were amazed at how kind their employees  were and it was a show of their understanding of people. Not even one of those people would leave the side of those two boys. " I'll bring you a towel and a tea and I'll call the masters. " 

" I am sorry for troubling you this late at night. "

When both of them saw you they could not help but be horrified. You were their best friend. Someone they had never seen like that. Your feet were bleeding and your dress was barely wearable. 

" Are you okay? " Yugyeom was the first one to approach you. You had never seen him that worried before. " Why are you like this? Did someone do this to you? "

You could barely speak. Seeing someone worry over you so genuinely broke your heart because you knew you were about to lose that. If you married that old geezer you would never see them again and neither Jackson. You were going to lose everything that mattered. Running away was the best option you could have come with. 

" I knew wedding dresses weren't your thing but, damn , this is another level of hating them." You could not help but laugh. He was right, you never liked them. " You want that old knight's clothes I made for you? "

You nodded thankfully and he was gone. 

" Did you run away, noona? "

" I did, " You answered Yugyeom. " I could not do it. I almost threw up. "

Even if he was usually goofy he couldn't help but be deeply worried about you. 

" Just stay here, noona. We'll keep you away from him, I promise. "

" I know you will. "

After changing your clothes and taking a bath you could not help it. Hiding you from a duke could lead them to their demise, you knew that. You could not ask them to give uo what they had achieved so you left. 

 When the next morning you were gone Bambam and Yugyeom went crazy looking for you. You left leaving only a letter behind. 

Even if I know your good will I can not ask you to do this. Work and keep doing what you like. I'll always be proud of being your friend. I just had to say I was running away because I promised. I am sorry and I promise I'll take better care of these clothes. Thank you. 

The queen herself had ordered to find you when one week passed. She was worried and could not let you alone out there. The weather which first seemed nice became horrible and it was foreseen that you would get caught in heavy rains. Jaebeom could not stop worrying and soon Jinyoung let him off work. He could not have his friend working when he had had no sleep. What the prince did not expect was having Yugyeom begging on his knees. He wouldn't have asked him to kneel, not when he seemed so distressed. The guy was not one to beg but there he was and it was for you. 

" We hid her, " He said." Bambam and I have been her friends since we opened the shop. Please hyung." It was soon that the head of his young friend hit the floor begging even more than he was. “ Bambam is out there looking for her with this weather and so is Jaebeom hyung, it’s not only her that will get sick if we don’t find her soon so please. “ Jinyoung did not need his young friend to beg. He was planning on doing it anyways, he could not see Jaebeom bringing himself to death out of exhaustion. He did not know why you meant so much to them but he had seen the effect you had on people. Jaebeom, then his mother and his friends. Everyone seemed to have a high value of you. He wished he knew but you never let him near you. 

“ You did not need to do this but it was quite funny to see, “ He said trying to make humour out of the situation. “ I’ll remember to bother you about this later. “He was quick to prepare his horse. The knights were already on the move so he did not know what else could he do but he would find you and help you. “ Everyone has been bothering me way too much. “ 

Yugyeom could feel his heartbeat relax, he could trust his hyung, even if he teased him and threatened him he knew he could always trust him when it came to serious matters. 

He let Yugyeom come with him just because he had some questions. Why would you run away was the first thing he asked. When he discovered it was about the marriage thing he could not help but sigh and think how ridiculous the situation was. You just had to get married, it was not a big deal. 

“ That’s easy for you to say,”

Had answered Yugyeom. Jinyoung wanted to understand you so he kept on asking and soon discovered how you wanted to marry no one if it was not out of your will. It was not enough reason for him but then he discovered the hard truth. The man you were going to marry was the Duke, the one who he would make his sisters avoid if he had any. There were women in society who wanted to marry him out of his wealth but you knew better. You were once engaged to Jinyoung so he understood that if you were going to be sold to someone then it would only be someone who could make you queen. You were once his fiancé and that was the reason he had to save you from the old Duke. He could not let anyone think that an older, uglier, and worse in general, Duke had stolen you from him. He would not let anyone think that. 

He gave himself all types of excuses but deep down he knew he could not let you go. The eyes he had seen on your face that day were asking for help and he could not deny it, not to you. He didn’t know why, he was just fond of you, he had always and that is why breaking the marriage had taken too much time, because he did not want to. 

“They were doing the rehearsal for their marriage day, “ Yugyeom had explained. “ She panicked so she ran away to Bambam and me. “

“ Why did you hide her? You are aware his family could accuse you both of kidnapping, right? “ 

“ We couldn’t just let her on her own.”

Perhaps running without a plan had not been the best idea but there was no turning back. You were freezing and the rain was soaking you. Your bones felt numb and you could barely feel your fingers. It had been more than a week since you had gone away and you could barely walk. There was no food, no medicines and nothing you could drink. If you died it would be out of your own stubbornness, there was no one else to blame but you. That is why you wondered why the Duke and Jackson had found you. You knew the only thing protecting you in a moment of weakness was your friend. If the Duke was alone he would have not doubted in beating you up because he knew once you were healed you would have made sure to answer to him in the most furious way. The news were quick to arrive to everyone who was looking for you. It was said that they would bring you to the Duke’s mansion so Jaebeom was the first one to go. Jinyoung accompanied him wanting to do something for you. 

When the carriage finally arrived he felt nervous. Your arm was being pulled by the man and Jackson quickly stood in between both of you. Jaebeom was also fast to reach your side. 

“ Such insubordination will not be easily overlooked, “ He threatened as he tried to grab your arm once more. “ I’ll make sure to tell his majesty about this.” “ You can tell me instead. “ Your mind was too hazy to even wonder why Jinyoung was there. He stood behind the knight and right by your side. He pulled you closer to him and made sure you didn’t fall to the floor. “ Have I told you you have quite the nerve, Duke? “ His arm around your shoulder made you feel more comfortable than you would have thought. “ She broke the engagement to be my knight not your wife. “ 

“ What are you saying, your highness? Her father said…”

“ When it comes to her you ask her first. “ He said finally. “ You are not allowed to marry her, no one is. If you ask her father then marry him not her. “

You had told him to stay out of your way but he was never one good at that and for once you were relieved he wasn’t. You were thankful, everything that was in your mind disappeared and all you could think about was the kindness the crown prince had given you.

Chapter I. 

[jinrawon]

Your wish is my command.

Jinyoung x Fem!Reader. Royal AU. 

Genre: Fluff, angst. A bit of fantasy.

Summary: When the crown prince, Park Jinyoung,  breaks his engagement he is forced to have someone he did not expect as his knight. Displeased with the idea, deep down he knows he will need her by his side. 

Status: ongoing. 

Part I , Part II, Part III , Part IV , Part V  , Part VI , Part VII coming soon...

[jinrawon]

Your wish is my command.

Prince!Jinyoung x Fem!Reader. 

Genre: Angst, fluff, idk , some fantasy as well.

Summary: When the crown prince, Park Jinyoung,  breaks his engagement he is forced to have someone he did not expect as his knight. Displeased with the idea, deep down he knows he will need her by his side.

Words: 2k+

The first time he saw you you had a wooden sword in your hand and your big brother, and close friend of his, Jaebum had won you once again. He was 8 and you were 6 yet you seemed sure of what you wanted to be. 

The Lim family had always been close to the royal family. Jaebeom and Jinyoung were best friends and it was almost expected that you married him however not only did you avoid him, you also became a knight just to prevent that from happening. Contrary to what you thought, that did not break the engagement. As your father worded it, “ We need Jaebeom and you to be close to him, otherwise our family will be nothing” . To say you were annoyed was an understatement. The Truth was that Jinyoung had never treated you badly, you barely knew each other so of course he had not. The last time you had talked to him was the first time he saw you. You never made an effort to get to know him but he knew he was supposed to marry you. Or so both of you thought until you somehow broke the engagement. 

Your father was dissatisfied. You had studied to be the queen, the education was not the problem and neither your social status but the prince asked to break off the engagement and so did you. The queen and the king had no choice. Even if both of them wanted you to be the next queen, especially Jinyoung’s mother ,who was especially fond of you, they did not want to force you to. 

On the other hand, your parents had other plans in mind for you. 

“ Y/N, sweetie. “ Whenever your mother called you with that voice it was meant to go in a way you were not going to like. Her sweet smile and the worried gaze of your brother behind her made you clench your fists. “ Your father and I wish to have a talk with you. I take it you are not busy at this instant.”

“ What makes you think that, mother?” You were training with your sword. “ I am clearly busy. As a knight, I must  perfect my technique. And as an answer to you I must say I am indeed busy. “ 

Even if you said that you knew that you did not have a choice so you followed your mother to the big living room of your family manor. Your brother seemed uneasy as you looked at him searching for some kind of hint of what was going on. Your father was sipping tea while he heard some random old man talk. It was not until you saw his face that you knew who he was. He was the only duke of the kingdom. An old man without a family, someone desperate to have an heir and it was rumored that he was looking for a young woman who could be the mother. The fact that he was there and the look on your brother’s face easily made known that your father wanted to sell you to him. 

“ Ah, look who is here, “ Your father said. “  this is my lovely daughter who I was talking about. “

“ You have some nerve.” You were displeased and it was shown on your face.” I just broke my engagement to the prince, father. “ 

“ Y/N we have a guest. “ The look he gave you was not enough to scare you. You were a knight and he was a man you could easily take down on your own even if he was your father. “ You should act like a lady. “

“ Do you think I can’t break another engagement? “ You challenged him. “ I am not someone you can sell. “ You bowed and looked at the man before storming out of the room. 

Jaebeom came after you. He was always worried when it came to things like that. He was the next head of the family therefore he always knew what his father had in mind. He was the first to try and stop your father whenever it came to marriage, he knew how much you hated it. Even if he cared and wanted to help you he couldn’t always. Perhaps that’s why you noticed his regret. 

“ Where are you going, Y/N? “ He tried to stop you. Even if you were a knight you were still a human and a lady of an important family. Going alone was never wise. The fact that Jaebeom was the captain of the royal guard did not help. He was always told to protect you, first because you were his little sister and second because you would have been queen. He had been raised to protect the prince and you. “ Y/N , stop now, it’s an order. “

You did not care about his rank over you. He was your brother first and that made you a undisciplined knight. 

“ Jaebeom, I said I am going. “ You looked at him. “ It’s not your fault so there’s no need to feel responsible over me. “ 

You were quick to go after grabbing a sword. He saw you leave with your horse without any other word. 

It was late at night when you finally arrived to the palace. You left your horse on the stable and quickly went inside the palace. The knights were soon to notice who you were and bowed at you. The news that you and Jinyoung had broken off your engagement had yet to be spread and you could notice by how the guards treated you as the crown princess. You stated your business on the palace and one of the knights went away. He looked for the queen and when he returned you were told to go to the tea room. 

When you arrived the queen welcomed you with a warm smile. If your father had seen you with your knight uniform in front of the mother of the kingdom you would have been doomed. Fortunately, he was not there to see you. The woman in front of you was gorgeous. The dress looked uncomfortable and yet she wore it with grace. You thought you could never imitate her. You had been raised to be queen and yet you were everything but one. 

“ What brings you here, my dear? “ You sat in front of her. “ You clearly need help if you are here this late at night. Not only that but you just saw me yesterday. “ 

“ It is true that I am here in seek of help, your majesty. “ You bowed and apologized to her. “ But I am in a desperate situation and I believe I have the answer to resolve it. “ 

She saw how nervous you were. It was only her who could see you with such weakness and she wished it was otherwise. How adorable you looked to her, how she wished you would be queen when she stepped down from the throne. 

“ Tell me dear, what may I do for you? “

“ I heard your majesty was looking for a knight who could protect the prince.” There was determination on your eyes. She looked at you and nodded to make sure she was listening. “ So I would like to suggest myself for the job. “

“ May I ask why? “ She was concerned about you. Your actions were confusing even for her who knew you since your childhood. “ You have always avoided Jinyoung , your marriage is not going to happen anymore because of that. I ask you to explain yourself so I can understand. “

“ Your majesty , I do not wish to marry his highness as you already know. “ Even if you had to, it would be better than marrying an old duke. “ But It is not because of his highness but because I do not wish to marry by force. When the engagement was broken my father did not doubt on selling me to the Duke. “

“ Oh dear. “ 

“ That is why if you could grant me the honor to protect his highness then I could make sure to devote myself to him but I could avoid marrying. “ 

It was well known that the personal knight of the queen or king often devoted themselves to them and only them but it was unheard of a woman avoiding marriage thanks to that. The queen thought about it. She could grant the wish to her but he had to talk with the king to make sure it was allowed. 

“ Stay here for the night, sweetie. “ She suggested as she stood up. “ I will talk with the king on your behalf. If I am able to then I will grant you your wish. “

It was often that you spent the night in the royal palace, that is why you had your own chambers. It was also clear that the queen instructed them to be placed near the prince's chambers. She always tried to make you talk but both of you managed to avoid each other. That was until that night. 

With your sleep gown on, you went to walk on the halls of the magnificents palace gardens. You could easily see thanks to the moonlight which seemed to be more intense than ever. While looking at the beautiful scenario you saw the prince, the guy you had avoided for years. For the first time you approached him. 

“ Is it a good night, is it not, your highness? “ You sat next to him on the stairs that led to the garden itself. “ It is as if your mind is heavily bothered.” 

“ I am deeply pissed at you. “ You were confused. “ You avoid me for more than ten years and suddenly decide to be my knight? What the hell Y/N? Did you hit your head? “

“ No need to be rude, your royal highness. “ You smiled. “ Is it that strange? I just don’t want to marry you. That’s why I avoided you. “

“ So now that you are no longer marrying me you decide to come to me and talk? “ You understood his confusion but he was the only one who could save you from being sold to someone who only wanted you to have his heir. “ If you asked me I would say you’ve lost your mind. “ You remembered the first time you met and how you did not know he was the boy you were engaged to. You both became friends, that was until you knew and avoided him without an explanation. He kept trying to talk to you for years until he was done with it. It was the first time he heard you talking to him. “ Not only that but now mother says you are my knight? “

You did not expect the prince to have such a temper when he was mad, he seemed so perfect that you thought he would have stayed quiet. 

“ Wait, that means his majesty accepted me as your knight? “ 

It was the first time that you two were looking at each other’s eyes. It was the first time you looked at him without hesitating. 

“ Shouldn’t I have a choice in this? “ He said. “ I don’t need you around me day and night. “

“ I don’t see the problem, it’s either me or Jaebeom. “

“ I don’t need a knight, “ He answered. “ I don’t need you so tell my mother that you don’t want the job, Y/N or I will make sure myself that you don’t get it. “ 

He stood up and soon he was gone. You were never the nicest to him, you were rude in fact. You always avoided him and whenever he helped you in any way you just nodded. You helped him if he asked but never talked to him which ended in him not wanting to ask anything to you at all. You knew you should have been fair to him, it was not his fault that your father used you as an item which he could sell at the best price. However, even if you could see all that there was something more important. Just as Jinyoung had broken off the engagement he could make you lose the job. In the end it was always his choice or his father’s. If he asked his father then you would lose it. You had to do something to prevent that from happening.

The next morning you woke up feeling lost. Perhaps if you hadn’t avoided Jiinyoung all that time he would have accepted you as his knight.

“ No,” You said to yourself hiding your head between your knees.” I would have married him. “  

Thinking about the past was no use so you decided to dress and find the prince to talk to him about it. You were not going to get married, no matter what. On your mind you played all the possible answers he could give you. You were his best friend's little sister, he could not just abandon you. You sighed. 

When you finally saw him he was in the library. He seemed to be looking for a book. The royal library was definitely bigger than the one you had in the manor and you always admired that but avoided it due to Jinyoung or your brother being at it. Now you could enter without worrying about the first one. 

“ Which book is it? “ You stood close to him trying to look over his broad shoulders. “ Oh, I’ve read this one, I bought it with my first knight payment.”

“ What are you doing here? “ As a contrast to the night before he seemed calm. He looked at you without a hint of any emotion. “ If it is about the knight thing, forget it. “

“ Come with me, your highness. “ 

You grabbed his hand and went outside the library only to sit on the same stairs as the night before. The people who walked by saw you amazed. For them you were the crown princess and Jinyoung was the crown prince. For them you were a couple who loved each other. 

“ I told you to forget it. “

“ I can’t.” Your lips were pressed into a thin line. “ I am asking you, please. It would benefit both of us. I need you and you need me. “ That was all you could say without mentioning the forced marriage that seemed more and more close.” I know it’s unfair, you have only treated me with kindness while I was a jerk but...”

“No. I don’t care what you have to say, Y/N. I will not have you as my knight.” 

“ But I can protect you and with other knights you will not have as much freedom as with me, your highness! “

Of all the answers you had imagined this was not one. He was kind, you thought, he could never crash your hopes with a simple no. He would doubt, you believed, but he did not.

“ No and that is final. “ 

“ Please, Jinyoung I am asking yo-” Before you could say anything else someone had grabbed your arm and pulled you up. When you looked at the person and saw your brother you could not help but sigh. He was angry. No, he was furious. “ Jaebeom, what the hell, let go of my arm. “

“ Apologize to his highness. “ He said. “ You of all people can’t just call him by his name. “ 

“ What? “ 

Jinyoung looked at both of you and even considered telling Jaebeom to let you go after seeing your gaze. You were about to snap and he did not want to be there to see it but it was rather late.

“ Let me go. Now. “ You did not care about him being your big brother or someone with a higher rank than you. “ I said, let go. “ Seeing he had no intention of doing it you grabbed his arm and with all your strength you took him down. “ I don’t care about any of this freaking sh*t anymore. What do you mean me of all people? Am I that unworthy? “

When you walked away from there Jaebeom was surprised. You usually were more on the calm side but the latest days seemed as if you would be furious for everything.

" Sorry about that. " He murmured. " She is just being a child."

" Got to say is more interesting than her ignoring me. "

" Forgive her.  She has the intelligence of a brick but she does not mean any harm. "

When Jaebeom saw you again you apologized. That did not make the situation less awkward. You were still mad at him but you knew he was just doing his job.

" You are embarassing yourself. " He said. " His knight? For real? You could not ask for anything else , Y/N? The knight of the man you were supposed to marry. To avoid marrying at that. "

Even if you knew it was his way of looking out for you you could not help but feel as if you were betrayed by your own brother.

" They have not given you the job anyways. "

You knew, the moment Jinyoung had said no you knew your fate was sealed. There was no hiding or running anymore. More than ten years avoiding it just for it to become true in the worst way possible.

“ I have no other choice but to accept marrying that man? “ Your gaze was on the floor and you would not dare to look at your brother.

“ Him or you could try and speak to Jinyoung. “ 

“ Right. “

And it was the first time Jaebeom saw his sister give up.

A/N: So this is the first chapter of this series which I hope you’ll like. I’ll try to be regular at updating but I can promise anything since my final exams are around the corner but yeah. Anyway, I hope you’ll like it and I hope I can portray Got7 well but sorry if they feel a bit OOC. 

Here is the masterlist: Your wish is my command.

[jinrawon]

Jinyoung x reader soulmate Au!

In which you know your soulmate’s feelings since you are fifeen until you know who your soul mate is . PD: You can meet your soul mate but not know they are your soul mate . PD2: One can know who their soulmate is and not feel their emotions but the other may not know and feel their soulmate’s emotions .

You and Jinyoung knew each other since you were little . You were neighbours and as expected you always went to the same schools . You didn’t expect that he would also go to your same college , thoughy . Jinyoung’s mom was as exhilarated as you were when she knew that both of you were accepted at your first choice , not that she was surprised and neither were your parents . You had spent day and night studying with the boy’s help and it seemed like it payed off . Two years later there you were , perhaps not in the same faculty but in the same college and that was what mattered to you . Of course , there was something bothering you . Everyone seemed to be finding their soulmates and you weren’t . Perhaps they didn’t even want to find you because of the feelings you showed them . Either stressed , sad or in love with someone who wasn’t them . They showed you completely different feelings , it’s true that sometimes they were stressed and they sometimes showed love towards someone else but he tried to focus on you . They did seem confused thought. Especially everytime you were with Jinyoung , that was when confusion started to get at it’s worst . You soon understood why , you were in love with someone else , you were in love with Jinyoung and didn’t even want to know who your soulmate was . Of course you started to feel guilty and even sorry for not giving them a chance . Then there was Jinyoung who would not even spare you a glance when it was about love . He was focused in his soulmate  , who he also didn’t know who they were . You wondered what his soulmate was thinking , what feelings would they receive out of him . You hated when Jinyoung started to receive their feeling because his face would inmediatly change to a worried one . He would bid goodbye to you to try and find them . 

“ Y/N , you’ve been so out of yourself lately . “ Your friend , Jia , looked at you with a worried face . You were tired , when you were not thinking of Jinyoung or the sorrow you were giving to your soulmate , you studied . You didn’t have time for yourself and the rumours about you not having a soulmate at all started to go around . That was because whenever they asked about them you said nothing , you never talked about how they were feeling and instead focused on someone who did talk about their soulmate . For them you were someone who was trying to break the string of fate of two souls . Jinyoung thought different of course , for him you were his bestfriend who he could share everything with . “ I know you don’t feel well with all those rumours going around so I think there is a way of solving it . “

“ But it’s just not the rumours , it’s everything , Jia . How is it possible that almost everyone knows who their soulmates are? Are they like , I don’t know , expressive as hell? “ 

“ You know there is people who never find their soulmate , they just stop knowing their feelings one day . “ She said looking at you . “ My parents are not soulmates you know , everyone thinks they are but they just stopped feeling them one day . Their soulmates probably died . “ You looked at her , panic flashing upon your face . “ They didn’t know them so it didn’t hurt . My mom said to me how she noticed her soulmate getting scared and then the feeling just disappeared . My father’s soulmate was in love with someone so he just didn’t even try . He said it was lately that he stopped noticing them so he thinks they are gone as well . “ “ But , aren’t they curious? “ You said . “ You did find your soulmate , how did you? “

“ I liked my soulmate when I didn’t know she was . “ Her cheeks started to get red and you couldn’t help but stare and think how cute she looked like that , in love . “ We both thought that if we were not meant to be then we would  be the ones to decide it but... one day I ... I saw her sad and my soulmate was sad you know , so I just thought , is she really the one? “ 

“ And she was , so you put the pieces together . “ 

“ That’s it . “ 

“ So you are telling me , go out with whomever you want , “ She nodded happily and you couldn’t help but sigh . You were tired of thinking if that was hurting whoever was your soulmate . There was a person in the world perfect for you while you crushed on your best friend . “ Right , I guess . A shame the one I want to go out with is way too centered on ending up with his soulmate . “

“ Just gotta tell you something , girl . “ Jia looked at you with the most serious face you had ever seen in her . “ Just because someone is your soulmate don’t go out with them . People who love each other just because they are soulmates aren’t that happy just so you know . Of course , there are some that are but you better get to know each other first . “

You thought about that for a while . You were not going to love your soulmate just because they were your soulmate . You couldn’t , not when your heart was beating as fast as it was for Jinyoung . 

You met with him near the your faculty . There he was , a smile in his face as he saw you approaching . You smiled at him and he did it right back at you . 

“ Jinyoung-ie . “ Your smile was wide and he seemed happy to see you . In a normal day you would have hugged him but your thoughts still lingered on your mind . And you could suddenly feel your soulmate’s feeling once again . They were confused and you wanted to know if you were the reason .

“ You OK? “ He looked at you , worried as he saw your face go pale . “ You seemed worried? “

“ It’s my soulmate . “ You said sincerely for once . “ I don’t what’s wrong with them . “ You sighed and looked at him straight up in the eye and smiled . “ But nothing that will prevent me from meeting you . “ 

“ Should I be flattered? “ He smiled . “ Sometimes I forget you have a soulmate , you barely talk about them while I feel like you know as much as I do about mine.” You started to walk side by side , heading to the college cafeteria . 

“ They don’t seem so interested so neither I am . “ You lied . “ How is yours doing , tho? “

“ Well ... “ He stopped and you looked at him . “ I think they are in love with someone . “ Your heart stopped . You saw his face , he was heartbroken but you were as well . “ It’s been like this for a while now . Since I first felt their feelings. I thought that by now they would be looking for me but they are just ignoring the fact that I exist .” You looked at him and felt bad for his soulmate . You knew the feeling . What it was like not being able to love your soulmate because you love someone else . Even if you wanted to comfort him you knew you couldn’t because you were hurt by his obsession and wanted him to let go of his soulmate just like you did with yours because of him . “ Even now , they are in love with someone else and I have to live with the fact that they don’t even care , it’s so annoying . “

“ Is it that bad? “ You lowered your gaze to the floor . Were you hurting your soulmate as much as his was hurting him? “ You don’t even know them . “ 

“ That’s easy for you to say because your soulmate and you don’t have interest in each other , Y/N . “ 

“ But is it that wrong , Jinyoung? “ Your feelings were slowly creeping up to your throat . Did you hurt your soulmate that much? “ Is it that wrong to love someone else? “

He looked at you with a frown in his face . He didn’t want to talk about it so he just started to walk again . You kept your tears to yourself and put a smile on your face once again . 

“ What do you want to eat? “ You asked him . He didn’t seem in a good mood but listened to you anyway . “ Some meat? I’ll treat you . “

“ Yeah , fine . “ 

As you both ate it seemed like your soulmate was mad at something . Jinyoung in front of you seemed troubled and you wondered if you could ever look at your soulmate the same way you did to the guy in front of you . Guilt and sadness , you could feel it and they weren’t your soulmate’s , they were yours . You had to get out of there . The tension was becoming more and more unbearable and as if she knew , Jia appeared . 

“ Hey , Jinyoung , mind if I take Y/N for a while? “ You looked at her confused . What was she doing there? How did she know you were there? “ This girl gotta do something pretty fast , then you’ll have her back . “ 

“ Did something happen? “ Jia just looked at you worried and went out of the restaurant with you.  “ Jia? “

“ I was on my way home and I saw you with Jinyoung here . You looked like you were in need of some help . “ You smiled at her grateful . “ You want me to throw a fit about how I had a fight with Rei and I need you to comfort me? “

“ It’s OK . “ You rubbed your neck with your hand and looked to the restaurant . Jinyoung still had a frown on his face and you just knew it was because of his soulmate . “ I think what you said really affected me . “ Jia smiled but she knew how you were feeling without needing to be your soulmate . “ His soulmate doesn’t give a shit about him . “

“ They love someone else? “ It was as if she could see throught the situation . She looked at Jinyoung who payed for the food . “ In that case he should let go , easy thing . “ 

“ I was supossed to treat him today . “ You murmured as you watched him come to both of you . “ Hey , I’ll pay you . “ 

“ No need . “ He looked at Jia who didn’t have her signature grin . He knew something was wrong .” Do you need her? I can be with her another day so... “

“ Oh come on , Park . “ She looked at him and denied with her head . “ You know as well as I do that she barely has time to be with you lately . “

“ Wha...”

“ So you are staying with her and facing your problems face to face as besties you say you are . “ 

“ Jia , what are ... “ 

“ And that’s it . “ Jinyoung seemed defeated as you laughed at her way of solving things . That was her , going straight to the problem and solving it as soon as possible . Jia just went away , leaving you too alone . 

“ You are not letting go of your soulmate , are you? “ You both sat on a bench and you were the first to talk . 

“ Look , is just that everyone has a soulmate . “ He said . “ When I first felt what they did it felt strange you know . I didn’t even want those feelings , they were terrible . They were in love with someone . “ He ran a hand throught his hair and looked at you . “ I wish I was more like you , you don’t even care about this soulmate thing . “

“ I do , just like everyone does . “ Locking your eyes with his you tried to assure him that you were saying the truth but he scoffed .

“ You don’t seem to . “ You pressed your lips together . “ Look , I know you are trying to comfort me but knowing that there is someone in the world perfect for us since birth and that that someone prefers someone else isn’t exactly a pleasure . “ 

“ I am not . I am not trying to comfort you . “ He looked at you surprised for once. You stood up . “ Just stop thinking there really is someone perfect for us since birth . We choose who we want to be with . There is people who have happier life with someone who is not their soulmate than people who is with their’s . “

“ Then why would we have a soulmate , Y/N? “ He was stubborn but you knew way better than to stay quiet . 

“ You are not letting that person love whoever they want . “ You said . “ You don’t know how they may be feeling . “

“ Why are you defending them? “ 

“ Because is not wrong to love , Jinyoung! “ You were desesperate to make him understand . “ 

“ You don’t even care about your soulmate just as your soulmate doesn’t care about you! What is there that you know that I don’t? “

“ What? “ You laughed . You were angry . You were sad and at the verge of tears but you kept them in with your anger . “ What do you know? I’ve never wanted a soulmate . I have always known who I love . I have always liked someone else but I have those feelings of someone who I don’t know and you say they don’t care . Well let me tell you something Mr. know it all . The person I love doesn’t love me back and my soulmate hates me because I love someone else even thought I know he does love someone else . You know what is worst? Everytime I am with the person I love I have to think about how I am hurting someone else , I feel guilty . “ He was spechless . “ People like me , people who love someone else are constantly tied down to their soulmates who don’t even love them .  “ “ But I love them . “ 

“ You don’t! “ You shouted back at him . “ You love the idea of being with someone because of fate but you don’t love them . How can you love someone who you don’t know? I know my soulmate doesn’t . I’ll never be loved by them, not for who I am .“ 

As you shouted you started to notice your soulmate’s feelings .  They were feeling guilty , sad and confused . They were not mad just like he was until seconds ago . And he was worried . Then you looked at him , you looked at Jinyoung . You could understand his feelings and it couldn’t be coincidence how his feelings changed at the same time as your soulmate’s . 

“ I didn’t know you loved someone who isn’t your soulmate , Y/N . “ He was feeling guilty . “ I am sorry . “ He was feeling sorry . 

And you were feeling desesperate because your soulmate was in front of you , you could no longer feel the emotions . You were right . The guy you loved all your life was your soulmate and you wish he wasn’t. 

“ You will never love your soulmate for who they are , Jinyoung . Not if you don’t let them go . “ It was barely a wishper and you smiled . “ I’m going home , this was tiring and my soulmate isn’t behaving either . “

“ Y/N . “ He sighed once again . “ I am sorry . I hope you know . And you are right , I am just being selfish . “ You went near him and hugged him tightly .He was sorry , you knew because those were the last feelings you felt . “ And you deserve to love whoever you want without your soulmate keeping you from it , and I guess my soulmate does too . “ 

“ You also , you should love whoever you want . “ 

You could have told him . You could have told him you were his soulmate and get him to yourself but you didn’t . If he ever loved you you wanted it to be a real love not fate . 

“ Congratulations for finding your soulmate . “ Rei and Jia looked at their friend with a smile . She was wasted . She was crying and couldn’t stop drinking . She told them , she told them everything that happened . Jia was about to kill Park Jinyoung . She knew he was not at fault but her best friend was crying . “ You should be ... saying that . And to my luck , the one I love . “ 

“ She should go home now , Jia . “ Rei looked at you worried . 

Jinyoung could feel his soulmate’s feeling . They were stronger than ever and he wondered why . Despair , sadness and sorrow , anger . Even if he was worried he was more worried about his friend , he was worried about you even thought he didn’t knew it was the same person . How you said you would never be loved. All the years he kept focusing on the soulmate thing he forgot about you. You were always there for him , teasing him while he teased you back, remembering him to eat while he remembered you. But as years passed and he started to get those feelings he forgot about who he had by his side and only talked to you about those strange emotions . She never talked about hers , thought , not until that same day and he hoped he would have asked her sooner. He remembered all the time he had been in love with you before pushing his feelings aside because of his soulmate while she did not do the same. He thought that you had someone to worry about so he didn’t even try to win you. It would be a lie to say that you never felt them , you did but as years passed they started fading as the insistence of being with his soulmate grew . They were just hiding so she wouldn’t notice them . You were now in sorrow because of two guys , or at least he thought so . One you loved and your soulmate . He had to bring both of them down , that’s what he thought . He had to win you and make you feel the love you said no one would ever give you . The one he would have given you sooner if you had told him  . 

Jia was no fool . She knew he loved you but he was obsessed with the soulmate thing and didn’t even give a thought to being with you . That is why she was mad. Rei and her didn’t know they were soulmates but they just went with the flow . Why couldn’t Jinyoung do the same? 

“ Y/N “ When you saw each other the next day you were with Jia . She was pissed , you knew . “ Are you OK? You seem tired . “ He started to feel the love of his soulmate once again but you were more important to him . “ Does your head hurt? “ “She’s found her soulmate , Jinyoung . “ His eyes opened wide . For a moment he thought he had lost but he recomposed himself . 

“ Jia! “ You looked at her . “ You are not supposed to say that . “

“ And he doesn’t know . “ There was no limit to what she would say so you just walked away expecting the worst . “ But you know you love her so quit being a freaking coward . “ 

Jinyoung then ran after you without thinking twice . Perhaps it was too soon but he needed to ask you on a date to see if he was lucky enough . 

“ Y/N! “ You stopped as you heard his voice calling your name . “ What... what are you doing this weekend? “

“ Nothing  . How is your soulmate doing? “ You asked curious about how he perceived your feelings .

“ They are anxious and tired but I don’t want to talk about them . “ He put a hand on your cheek making you blush . “ You were right . I don’t love my soulmate , I never did and I think it is a waste of time trying to meet someone who I don’t even know If I’ll like . “ You looked at him . Deep inside you were expecting too be heartbroken once again . “ I mean , I’ve always loved someone else but I tried to hide it . “ You knew but never had you given importance to it . You didn’t knew he was your soulmate after all . “ 

“ You like someone? “ You smiled . “ I wish you the best then . “ “ Then accept the date I am offering you . “ 

“ What? “ You wondered what kind of joke that was . No , it was not , he wasn’t that cruel . “ Why? “ “ Because even if you are not my soulmate I like you . “ He smiled . “ And I know I may seem rushed but I can’t lose you to your soulmate or that asshole you love . “ 

The tears you had been keeping for days finally started falling .

“ Hey , I’m sorry , for yesterday and for not giving you my full attention , I truly am . “ He sighed . It was bothering him , the feeling of relieve he just felt . It wasn’t his . “ I love you , Y/N . I’ll be better than any soulmate you can have . “

“ I ...” He dried your tears with his sleeve . He hid you from everyone and decided to take you to somewhere more private , “ I’m sorry... it ... it isn’t stopping . “

“ I didn’t know you were such a crybaby . “ “ You better keep it in mind if you plan on dating me . “ You smiled at him between your own tears . You were lame to see . “ We are clowns just so you know . “ “ Wait , wait . I don’t want you to date me if you don’t like me . “ 

“ I’ve waited enough already .” You kissed him without thinking twice . “ First  I fall in love with you making my soulmate hate me for it . “

“ I am the one you like? “ You laughed . “ Wait , then I made you cry . “

“ You were always an expert at that , Park . “ You remembered when you were little and smiled . “ Do I have to remember you that time you made me eat bugs? Such a great bestfriend . “

“ I’m gonna make you eat bugs again if you keep remembering me things I did when I was little  “ 

“ You were so cute , tho . “ You smiled and looked at him . For a moment he seemed confused . “ Is your soulmate relieved , in love and happy? “ You joined your front with his and hugged him . “ Think why is it . “

“ She is relieved because I am... in love? “ You laughed but then you saw him frown . He stopped feeling them . He knew who his soulmate was . “ We are not clowns . We are the whole circus . “ 

“ You know now . “ You were nervous that he would love you different after discovering that . “ I’m sorry for not telling you at the moment .” “ Well , this is ridiculous . We are . Jia knew . We are stupid as hell . “ You couldn’t stop laughing as he seemed to be more embarassed . 

“ It feels nice knowing someone isn’t in my mind all day now . “ He nodded , that was one of his biggest complaints toward the soulmate thing . “ If I want you to know my feelings I’ll just tell you , really . “ He nodded once again and kissed you  on your front .

“ Was I that horrible to feel? “ You blushed at his word and he was confused as to why you did . “ Oh . “ He laughed after giving it a thought . “ I didn’t expect you to have such a dirty mind . “

“ Wait , no no no . “ You laughed with him . “ Yes it was horrible feeling you , asshole . Always making me feel desesperate . “ He smiled at your words and laughed once again . “ Who is the one having dirty thoughts now? “

“ Just so you know I could feel e-very-thing . “ He teased you once more and you ignored him . “ Oh , someone is embarassed? How cute . “ “ I swear I’m breaking up with you if you keep being an asshole . “ 

“ You are not . You’ve been waiting for this like , for how many? “ You felt as if his confident had an instant boost after you told him you liked him and were his soulmate . Perhaps you shouldn’t have told him so he could have suffered for a while just like you did . “ Ten years? “ “ We are gonna have the worlds fastest break up . “ 

“ You love me , we are not breaking up . “ 

“ Try me . “ 

“ Should I? “  You just sighed until he seemed to remember something . “ Wait so in those rumours going around about you , those ones about you wanting to break someone’s fate , it was actually about me? “ You thought he was going to tease you once again but his face seemed expectant . “ Were they? “

“ Yes so stop it . “ 

“ OK , but that’s cute . “ 

“ Jinyoung . “ You looked at him and grabbed his hand with both hands . “ I love you . “ It took him by surprise . He didn’t expect you to say that you loved him , not that suddenly . “ Stop looking at me like I am some kind of weird thing .” “ You are tho , I swear . I heard people usually say that later . “ “ Yes Y/N , I love you too , thank you . “ You said in a high pitched voice as he smiled . “ You are so romantic . “ You said with sarcasm . 

“ I love you . “ You looked at him for a moment and started walking quickly  avoiding his gaze . “ I knew you would react like that . See why I am like this? Stop being shy and I’ll start being romantic . “

“ Shut up , Park Jinyoung . “ He couldn’t stop looking at how cute you were so he folllowed you . “ Just go to your class . “ “ Not letting you escape now . “

[jinrawon]

Run away .

Jinyoung x Reader 

Jinyoung and Y/N are besties and they kinda miss each other while he is on tour.

If no one stops me I’m going to keep doing Jinyoung one-shots ‘cause I have way too much imagination for him . 

College wasn’t much of a motivation , not when every single day she felt like she did the same thing . She sat on a bench outside the convenience store with an ice cream in her hand . She felt lonely but she knew that once she went home she could watch some dramas and go to sleep . Hopefully Jinyoung could have a videocall with her before going to sleep but she knew how difficult that was , after all he was in a World Tour . She knew that if any of the boys was in Korea she wouldn’t feel as lonely but she also knew that if Jinyoung was there she would straight up happy . 

That night she could not talk with him . 

The next morning she woke up and went to class . Another day that seemed meaningless . If he had been there she would have been scolded . Skipping meal was something she did often but he would always call her to remind her to eat . If not a call , a text . None of those happened that morning and so she went on without eating . She knew Jinyoung was busy , he had concerts to do and had to be tired .  She was busy as well so she decided not to bother him . And  the week went on like that , eating only when hungry and overworking herself in hopes of being distracted . When that night , just before going to sleep , her phone rang she understood how much she had missed him and his voice . 

“ Y/N? “ His voice seemed tired , it was the voice of someone who had been working all day yet he was calling her , making time for her .

“ Hey pretty boy . “ She slapped herself mentally . Had she forgotten how to talk to her best friend? “ What are you up to? “

“ I’m just chilling , we just got to the hotel and I thought of you . “ 

“ Aaaw , you miss me? “ When she heard the laugh of the boy at the other side of the phone it was almost as if she forgot how to breath . “ So , I hope you are eating your meals , boy . I don’t wanna hear something about you collapsing on the news , OK? “ “ You are one to talk . “  He said and she knew she souldn’t have said anything  he was responsible , unlike her . “ Are you eating all your meals? “

“ I’m a grown woman and I know how to...

“ Skip meals . “ She sighed , he was right . Jinyoung wasn’t a fool , she was careless , almost like a kid . “ It’s okay , just eat them all from tomorrow , I’ll make sure to text you . “

“ You know you don’t have to , don’t you? You are not my mom so... “

“ I call you because I want to and because I’m sure you are missing me more than you would admit “

“ Aren’t you a confident one? “ But once again , he was right . Not hearing Jinyoung’s voice was making her go crazy , she had to go and search his songs in hopes on calming down . “ Really , I know you are busy and I can take a few weeks without my bestie . “

“ It’s not about that . “ He mumbled . “ Just wanna make sure you are just right . “

“ I swear everytime you are abroad you are such a sweetheart . “ 

“ Aren’t I always? “ 

“ No , “  She said without doubt . “ You are just heart . Sometimes there is sweet but not sweetheart . “ 

“ Well , less sweetheart for you then , “ Jinyoung said . “ and here I thought you liked attenttion . “ He knew way better than that , how much she hated it , how she would avoid it everytime . “ Anyway , you better be doing your class work and going to college . “

“ I am . Don’t scold me about that . “ Jinyoung heard her groan as if he said the worst thing in the world . “ Whatever , you are right , I won’t skip meals and I gotta do my work so , you know , I’m going . “

“ Wait , isn’t it like too late there? “ 

“ Not that much . “ Y/N sighed , just as she noticed how tired he seemed he could also notice . “ I ... You are right , you know? I do miss you .” 

“ I know . “ Jinyoung expected a savage comment but that wasn’t the case , not when he didn’t hear anything . “ Go to sleep now , since I’m always right then I know you will work better after eating and sleeping . “ 

“ Okay , bye , say hi to the boys and make sure to eat well . “ 

The next days passed by as slow as the others but that time she did eat all her meals , receiving a text remembering her of it everyday . It was late at night and she was in her bed with her laptop . She was busy with classes so when she heard her bell she cursed under her breath . It was way too late to socialize and she was tired . She stood up and went to open the door , not expecting the guy in front of her . 

“ Hey . “ He looked the same as always but he seemed tired . “ Mind if I come in? “

“ What are you doing here? “ Jinyoung went in as if it was his house . “ What a mess . “

“ I mean , I didn’t expect you . “ She went to the kitchen and looked at him in the eyes while she looked for some water  “ Your tour ended already? “

“ You didn’t know? I told you the day . “ 

“ I don’t even know which day I live in , Jinyoung . “ His judging face wouldn’t go out of his face while she spoke . “ You should have known better . “ 

“ I expected that , as a grown woman , you knew . “ He smiled and she wished she would have never said anything in the first place . “ Guess I gotta stay around after all . “ 

“ You are such a sweetheart . “ If sarcasm was a language then both of them could speak it fluently . “ Shouldn’t you be like sleeping at the dorms or something? “

“ I wanted to know how you were . “ Jinyoung said sincerely . “ It seemed like you were gonna cry by the phone . I swear for a moment you stopped breathing, I was kind of worried . “ 

Choking on water her ears started to blush as she remembered why she stopped breathing . What would he think if he knew . 

“ Have you forgotten how to drink or...? “

“ Shut up , pretty boy . “ She was sure that by now Jinyoung had seen her pink cheeks .” I was stressed ‘cause of college , so... “ 

“ Well , then , wanna run away with me? “ He said jokingly . He knew that , as irresponsible as she could be she wouldn’t just skip college . “ Y/N? “

“ Should I? Run away with you... I mean . It doesn’t sound that bad . “ 

“ When you said you were stressed I didn’t expect it to be this stressed . You know you can’t just leave with college and all that . “ 

She seemed annoyed but at the same time confused . Jinyoung was as confused , he couldn’t understand what was wrong with her .

“ What about next week? “ She said . “ I have no projects or exams so I could take the week off . “ She looked at him with puppy eyes and even thought they usually didn’t work he couldn’t not say no . He just nodded as she looked at him with an strange face . “ Really? “ “ I have two weeks off so I guess I can . “ He was planning on visiting his familly but after seeing her face lit up he couldn’t say no . 

“ You are not messing up with me again , are you? “ 

“ I am not . “ He smiled at her . “ I mean it . “ 

“ Yes! “ She jumped out of pure entusiasm . She went to him and hugged the boy with all her might . “ Thank you! “ 

“ Aren’t I a sweetheart? “ He hugged her back and stroked her hair sweetly . Her ears were red as tomatoes but she couldn’t take the attentoin away from the boy in front of her . “ What were you doing up this late? “

“ You are the one who came here this late , you know? “ 

“ You were studying weren’t you? “ She nodded . “ Well , you aren’t anymore . Go to sleep , I’ll stay here . “

“ Fine . “ Y/N answered . “ But sleep in the freaking bed , is freezing cold . “  

And he did just that . 

“ Jinyoung , “ She said while he slept between her arms . Embrancing each other to feel some warmth . It wasn’t their first time sleeping together and never did something happen . “ I missed you . “ But they both knew things weren’t going to stay the same forever . “ I ... “ She looked at him . Looking at his gace while the lights of the city lighted up the room . “ I love you . “

“ I know . “ He smiled . “ I love you too . “ 

“ What? “ She froze just like ice . He wasn’t dumb , he knew exactly what she meant yet she didn’t believe it . “ How long have you known? “ “ I don’t know , I just knew . “ He smiled at her sweetly and put a hand on her eyes so she couldn’t see anything . “ Now go to sleep . “

“ Wait , what the hell Jinyoung? “ She sat up making him groan . “ You can’t just say that and say go to sleep . “ 

“ You said it first tho . “ The frown on her face told him to stop teasing her alreeady but in his eyes it made Y/N adorable . Perhaps that’s why he always teased her . “ I love you , is there anything else to say? “

“ Yes . Look , perhaps with someone else it would be easier , I would assume we are dating but you are an idol , Jinyoung . “ 

He looked irritated , but he knew what she meant . If the public knew there would be chaos . He knew his fans would support him but not everyone was nice . 

“ If you want to date me , just do it . “ He said calmly . “ But lets talk about this when we run away together . When you have your head out of studies and can think clearly . We will be alone , just you and I . Nothing else matters , I’m ready whenever you want . “

“ I... “ She returned to her original spot with him in between her arms . “ I just want to love you and hold you so... “ 

“ Then lets do it . I already told you lets run away next week . We will be far away where no one knows us . “ 

“ Just with you . “ She smiled for herself and Jinyoung couldn’t help but think how mermerizing it was . How they wished for that moment , how deep inside both of them were freaking out because their feelings were mutual . “ I just want to stay with you , nothing else matters . 

A/N : not edited .

[jinrawon]

Lazy nights .

Park Jinyoung x you .

Fluff and perhaps a little bit of angst , idk .

Not edited .

To say that Jinyoung was tired when he got home was an understatement . His whole body felt sore and the only things he wanted to do were taking a shower and going to sleep after the good dinner you would always prepare for him . When both of you started your relationship he didn’t want you to always cook him dinner as he felt he was not taking care enough of you but soon enough he couldn’t wish for anything more than the amazing food you would make him , not that he would say that out loud . When he arrived home that night he couldn’t smell the food and instantly , he knew that there was something wrong . The noise of the TV seemed to flood the little apartment you shared so he went to the living room. There you were . Sleeping in the couch with no care . You worked at an office but were usually left of the hook earlier than him so seeing you still in your work clothes made him heartbroken . Even if he wasn’t one to show it , he cared enough for you and knew exactly when you weren’t in a good condition to do anything . That day it was one of those moments when you were the one that needed to be taken care of . Knowing his cooking was nowhere near yours he decided to call for some take out . and after ending the call he woke you up . 

“ Look who is awake . “ 

“ Oh . “ 

Seeing your sleepy smile was a bleesing for him but that didn’t mean he wasn’t planning on teasing you as much as he could . 

“ Look at you , all sleepy while here I am , starving . “ He faked a pout and gained a groan out of you . “ Dancing and singing all day is not quite the easy job so at least I expected a meal when I arrived . “

“ Tiring day? “ You asked ignoring all the teasing but feeling guilty for not being able to make a meal . 

“ Yes , but what would you know? “ 

Even if you knew he was only teasing you could not help but start feeling more and more guilty and he noticed it .

“ Sorry . “ You mumbled as tears crept up to your eyes . 

“ Wait , stop talking . “ He knew what was coming and he didn’t want to hear it . He wasn’t prepared to see you beat youself up for not being able to do the dinner . “ Look at yourself , what a mess . “

“ Sorry . I’m sorry for not being a good enough girlfriend and making you dinner . I know you are stressed out and tired so at least when you get home I wish you don’t  have to care for all that . “ Holding back your tears wasn’t really a thing after saying sorry for the third time . “ 

“ We are eating take out . “ Jinyoung reassured you . “ And I’m your boyfriend not a child . I want to take care of ou as much as you take care of me . If you really want to take care of someone that much then we can make a baby but I think it’s way too soon and I wouldn’t let you take care of them alone , so . “

“ What? “ You laughed and before you could rub your eyes his hand stopped you. He wiped your tears with his sleeve . “ Babies , so suddenly... “

“ Go take a shower , I take it you just went to sleep when you got home ‘cause you smell . “ He joked making you smile . “ And get off that uniform of yours , you are a mess . A sad mess at that . “

“ Stop teasing me , just save it for Yugyeom . “ You smiled and went to the bathroom to do as he told you . 

After both of you were showered the take out arrived . He paid for it and soon brought it to the little coffee table in front of the TV . 

“ So , hard day? “ You asked . 

“ Just dancing and singing . I also got a new drama . “ 

Jinyoung was not really interested in talking about his day but seeing you ask him for it and smiling while hearing him made him think otherwise .

“ So , who is your co-star? “

“ Jun So Nee . “ He didn’t even tell you it was romance yet there you were . 

“ Really? That means I will get to indirectly kiss her , amazing . “

“ You don’t even know if there are kiss scenes . “ 

“ I’m sure there are . “ 

“ Well , what if I like her more? “ 

“ I mean , she is Jun So Nee . “ 

“ And I break up with you for her . “ 

“ WIll hurt but I mean , understandable . “ 

“ It’s not funny if you are not annoyed , “ 

“ Well , it’s your fault , I can’t be jealous if you love me so much . “ Even if sometimes he wanted to see you a little jealous he was happy with the fact that you trusted him . 

“ Anyway , what happened? You must have had a terrible day . “ 

“ So there is that thing ... and that other one . “ 

“ For someone who trusts me so much you don’t seem so talkative . “ 

“ It was terrible , OK? “ This time you were not going to cry but that did not mean you feeled any less sad . “ Everyone has been shouting at me for things I didn’t do and making me fix things that other people messed up . “

He listened at you without saying anything so soon you started to feel less and less ready to talk . 

“ What’s wrong? “ He saw your face and laughed . “ Come on , keep talking .”

“ So , the thing is... I was just so stressed that I may have skipped one or two meals , “ Jinyoung was ready to scold you but that didn’t stop you . “ and I may have fainted a little . “

“ You what? “

Even if he was happy you were honest with him he wasn’t happy you didn’t call him .

“ I may have fainted , just a little while tho and I was sent home . “

“ So you are telling me you fainted and I didn’t even receive a text? “

“ I mean... “

“ I don’t need your stupid excuses right now . “ He said . “ You are eating this , now and going to bed . “ You knew better than to argue with him when he was like that and he was right . You should have told him . “ I don’t care if you didn’t want to worry me or whatever , I worry more knowing it later . “

“ Sorry . “ You said finally . “ I’ll do as you say .”

“ And no working tomorrow . “ You were about to say something but he gave you a stern look . “ That’s better . And here I thought you were taking care of me .”

“ Just shut up . “ 

“ What an irresponsable you are for someone that makes sure I eat everyday . “

“ Well , that’s... OK , fine , you want me to say that I’ll take all my meals from now on , right? “

“ What a great learner . “ 

“ You are so annoying , “

[jinrawon]

Requests .

Hello there , I will be writing Got7 one shots or  some other requests so don’t be afraid to ask for them . Have in mind that English is not my first language and it may not be as well written as I wish it was .