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Inspired by this Alan Tudyk interview

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I appreciate that Andor and Rogue One showed us that the bad guys aren't having a good time. Oppression is unimaginative, dull, shallow, reductive. The lies required to sustain it chafe against the moral conscience. And every scheming military officer working for the glory of the Empire is one misstep away from being tossed into the destructive machine they helped create - and they know it.

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“if you’re sensitive to sounds when sleeping, just use earplugs!” i cannot stress enough that the sensory feeling of having my ears fully blocked AND now being able to hear my own heartbeat and breathing and every other sound that’s happening inside my own body is a million times worse than whatever ambient noise may be keeping me awake

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(Melshian snippet)

“I didn’t know we even had these ,” Melshi said and carefully tried to roll the manual wheelchair back and forth by himself, “No more hoverChairs?”

“They disassemble them a week back, reused the energy cells to fix one of the bactaTanks and the rest is now incorporated into the Cyclone Squad’s fighters,” the nurse mumbled, typing on his dataPad without looking up and then pressing a cup of pills into Cassian’s hand.

“Make sure he takes them every six hours, standing up shouldn’t be a problem but abstain from physical activities and use the chair for longer distances.”

Cassian was about to ask when he should bring Melshi back for a checkup in the morning, but the nurse had already hurried off.

“Well then, let’s get you home,” he maneuvered Melshi in his chair toward the exit of the medBay.

“This is ridiculous, I’ve had concussions way worse than this and still managed to blow shit up -”

“Yes, and then you complained about your headaches for days, barely avoided crashing into Kay and called me ‘Keef’ the whole evening. And I remember you almost throwing up on my bed. Just stay still, Melshi.”

Melshi made a noise, somewhere between a snort and chuckle, “you’re one to talk.”

It was well into the night and the hallway before them completely deserted when they reached the exit of the medBay.

“Look,” Melshi nodded to a rack next to the open door. There was another wheelchair folded up leaning against the wall. “What do you think, a little race back?” Melshi smirked up at Cassian, his eyebrows raised.

“Melsh -”

“C’mon, loser takes the hammock!”

As if they wouldn’t share Cassian’s bed either way. Melshi was off before Cassian could point that out and halfway down the hallway when he finally managed to unfold the wheelchair. Melshi almost crashed into a wall, but managed to catch himself, and Cassian could hear his laughter echoing back to him.

Cassian sat down, cursing, and chased after Melshi.

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Kleya: ☹️

Melshi: Hey what's up?

Kleya: I feel bad that I got so easily knocked out with one stupid stun grenade... I mean you and Cassian were barely affected but I was out for many hours... humiliating.

Melshi: Oh don't worry, that was a normal reaction! It's just that me and Cassian are unaffected by electricity after we've been tortured with it for a prolonged time 😊

Kleya: ...

Kleya: I feel bad that it makes me feel better

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donna tartt writes the shit out of a first-person pov

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(Melshian snippet)

“I didn’t know we even had these ,” Melshi said and carefully tried to roll the manual wheelchair back and forth by himself, “No more hoverChairs?”

“They disassembled them a week back, reused the energy cells to fix one of the bactaTanks and the rest is now incorporated into the Cyclone Squad’s fighters,” the nurse mumbled, typing on his dataPad without looking up and then pressing a cup of pills into Cassian’s hand.

“Make sure he takes them every six hours, standing up shouldn’t be a problem but abstain from physical activities and use the chair for longer distances.”

Cassian was about to ask when he should bring Melshi back for a checkup in the morning, but the nurse had already hurried off.

“Well then, let’s get you home,” he maneuvered Melshi in his chair toward the exit of the medBay.

“This is ridiculous, I’ve had concussions way worse than this and still managed to blow shit up -”

“Yes, and then you complained about your headaches for days, barely avoided crashing into Kay and called me ‘Keef’ the whole evening. And I remember you almost throwing up on my bed. Just stay still, Melshi.”

Melshi made a noise, somewhere between a snort and chuckle, “you’re one to talk.”

It was well into the night and the hallway before them completely deserted when they reached the exit of the medBay.

“Look,” Melshi nodded to a rack next to the open door. There was another wheelchair folded up leaning against the wall. “What do you think, a little race back?” Melshi smirked up at Cassian, his eyebrows raised.

“Melsh -”

“C’mon, loser takes the hammock!”

As if they wouldn’t share Cassian’s bed either way. Melshi was off before Cassian could point that out and halfway down the hallway when he finally managed to unfold the wheelchair. Melshi almost crashed into a wall, but managed to catch himself, and Cassian could hear his laughter echoing back to him.

Cassian sat down, cursing, and chased after Melshi.

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daily affirmations:

i am kind

i am in control of my emotions

it does not bother me when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

everyone in the house has the right to be in the kitchen

i am kind and in control of my emotions even when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

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"If you're not american, why do you even care-"

US-based company YouTube just nuked the government funded channel for HIV prevention in Germany. The channel is purely educational and had no prior (or current) violations.

Assuming you guys get elections again; if I see a single person telling non-US-americans to stay out of it, it's on sight.

(german source) As of writing, the channel has been reinstated due to public backlash, but is missing several videos.

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I assure you: somebody, somewhere, is on the exact same wavelength as you are.

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Kaz: You both amaze and scare me

Kaz: I cant tell if Im attracted to that or want to run away

Inej: I’m hoping its the former, but I like it when men are scared of me

Kaz: Yeah its definitely both

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I want a relationship that is completely undefinable by any existing labels or words. Like, we're so close and we hug and kiss each other's foreheads and cuddle and travel and explore together, and we get along so well and have so much in common. But at the same time, our relationship isn't fully romantic or fully platonic; it's a completely separate, open-to-interpretation thing that we tweaked as needed, and we have our own boundaries and things we are and aren't comfortable with, and we respect each other in every way, shape, and form.

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victorian trans guy who goes to beloved local barber sweeney todd and presses half a crown in his hand and says “begging your pardon sir, i know it ain’t much but i was hoping you might tell my employer i get me shaves from you should he ever come around. only he’s been asking me how i keep my chin so smooth and i haven’t the heart to tell him i can’t grow a beard, so i might have told him a little lie, sir, and said it’s all due to your wonderful skill, sir” and sweeney todd goes “no problem. by the way would you say your employer deserves to die”

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More scribbles :U

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Rebel girlfriends on Yavin together !! Happy Pride month

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The fact that people don't think friendship is enough to justify characters doing insane acts of love for each other baffles me. Like have you never loved your friend so so much you want to live in their ribcage. Have you never been really weird about a friend. Have you never wanted to bite your friends parents or shove them down a staircase. Have you never wanted to be buried in the same grave as a friend. Have u never. How do u people live like this.