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Now tell the fucking truth

Why is it that when I feel okay with you and I something off to you or weird… it makes me feel like something happened I am missing something idk…. Like I hate that feeling but it’s like damn now what

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I'm beginning to understand why I'm so anxious and why panic attacks overwhelm me. While others find peace at home after a chaotic day, returning here feels like entering a battlefield.

Every moment is a fight for survival, and it's this place that triggers my panic attacks.

When I try to explain, they brush it off as immaturity, claiming it's just a passing phase. But they fail to grasp – this isn't a phase; it's been a constant part of my life for so long.

I yearn to disappear so badly.

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You asked what happened and I laughed saying nothing but how can I tell you I was on the edge of tearing up while leaving those warm hands of yours and bidding goodbye even though we are gonna meet soon...

Why does this goodbye feel so heart wrecking...

Why don't I want to leave those hands of yours....

Why am I on the edge of tearing up....

I don't know but I just know one thing

If I ever ended up losing you then I feel like I will lose myself too.....

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Cheap flight, affordable Airbnb but I need to have €116 daily amount of money to be allowed to enter the country🥲 well, I can't have.

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This bitch is so slick wit playn game for da dick ..I'm sayn she bout that action porn star ass booty bouncin...64 classic ....she da baddest.. Make her cum quick she say I'm fantastic then I rub that clit wit da head of my dick from the back... inches I do not lack ... That ass she got so fat... facts... throwing seaman at these bitches like waves... submarinin divin deep she screaming in pain so I tell her take a break ...gimme brain... she say ok... then bae take it all the way to the ballz... then I keep em on her chin till I cum in her ribs 🤣😂🤣😂🤣

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The rain guides my thoughts downstream. Closer to the sea, the mind tastes like a dream.

A kind of fuzziness makes the transparency clear. All things bleed into each other.

And all this otherness is born from the same ground. 

I can see the blooming of a luminous mystery and feel its roots entwined with mine.

The heart knows a secret the mind can’t grasp. A poem that’ll always remain unwritten.

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only piece of shits would ask for nudes anyway if you wasn't where piece of shit people belong you wouldn't need nudes

On Nudes

The other day I was talking with someone who was feeling terrible because she didn’t want to send someone nudes, and that made her feel like a disappointment. Some asshole berated her for saying “no” and it really upset her. She thinks that everyone sends them, so she should too, even if she doesn’t want to. Please help me show her that no one needs to do anything they don’t want to do.

Let’s get one thing out of the way to start. Nudes are amazing. It is an unbelievably fun thing to have someone trust you, want you, and want to turn you on enough to send you a picture of themselves in such a vulnerable and exposed state.

Now that we got that out of the way. No one is owed nudes from anyone. Anyone who tries to pressure, guilt, extort, blackmail, bully or otherwise force someone to send them pictures is a piece of shit.

If someone is trying to make you send pictures you don’t want to send. That person is a piece of shit. There is just no other explanation. If someone treats you poorly or insults you for saying you don’t feel comfortable, that person is a piece of shit. Not only are these people pieces of shit, but they have also immediately identified themselves as someone who should not be trusted with nudes.

Because the next part is that if someone decides to share something intimate and personal with you, then that picture is only for you and you only get to keep it as long as they want you to. Sharing those pictures with anyone else or posting them anywhere without specific permission makes you a piece of shit.

So, share as much or as little of yourself as you feel comfortable sharing, and don’t let any piece of shit try and convince you to do anything you don’t want to do.

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Poetry is a toast to be ... So it seems.,.all the reasons you wouldn't

imagine being the subject of someone's poetry.

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How stupidly human it is to comfort others even when your entire being is crumbling in on itself.

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Fuck off with some of your post I swear I hate how you talk about yourself like ugh 😑 😤😤😤

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We grown, talk to me

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