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[jlrai]

[jlrai]

If she whines, slap her pussy harder.

[jlrai]

You aren't making it up. Yes, it was that bad.

You don't deserve to invalidate yourself.

[jlrai]

While it's not okay that you hurt people while you were hurting, you don't deserve to punish yourself forever.

You're also allowed to forgive yourself, even if others can't.

You can learn and do better. You aren't irredeemable.

[jlrai]

need to sit in his lap while he yaps about his nerdy little interests and his hands wonder all over my body

[jlrai]

You aren't making it up. Yes, it was that bad.

You don't deserve to invalidate yourself.

[jlrai]

i am back !!!

relapsed heavy into sh tho fml ((ヾ(≧皿≦ﾒ)ﾉ))

[jlrai]

3 hours of crying in bed was there for me when no one else was

[jlrai]

⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚

[jlrai]

how to deal with going from talking to someone every day to reverting to basically strangers:

don’t build them up in your head and idolize them as more than another human being. take off the rose colored glasses.

talk to new people and be open to being vulnerable again.

slowly learn to enjoy the time you spend with yourself.

write down things you want to say to them but can’t and just keep them for yourself to go over later.

go places you used to go to with them and make new memories.

be patient with yourself.

remind yourself that some relationships aren’t meant to last but that doesn’t mean you have to forget them completely.

[jlrai]

You are well within your right to be angry about the help you didn't get and should have gotten.

You are well within your right to be angry about having your needs neglected.

You are well within your right to be angry.

[jlrai]

They made the decision to abuse you. None of it is your fault. It doesn’t matter what you did. There is nothing you could have done to deserve it. It’s their fault. Not yours. I promise.

[jlrai]

ummmmm i can’t cope with living and i don’t know how anyone can

[jlrai]

「ピュアロールケーキ」

[jlrai]

i didn't mean to abandon this acc i've just been busy （ ᐪ꒳​ᐪ ）

anyway work is rlly good again now the summer is over + me and boyfie have been looking at engagement rings!!

[jlrai]

Shoutout to all the people who...

Are always talked over in group settings

Rehearse what they are going to say loads of times in their head and still end-up with their words coming out jumbled

Take longer to process jokes/people's speech

Just get brushed-off when they ask people to repeat their jokes

Always feel like they are seen as an acquaintance rather than a best friend by others

Find parties overwhelming and feel boring for preferring nights in

Feel lonely but also don't know how to go about making friends as an adult

Feel embarrassed/ashamed for not having friends

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i knew this was the case going in and maybe it's because i'm ugly or not good enough idk but it's such a lie that sw is easy money

i have made like £20 this week in hours onlIne on cam so like yeah.., yes you can make a ton of money but also you can make none and there is no rhyme or reason half the time

online sw is fcuking hard work and anyone who says otherwise knows nothing about the industry like no you can't just make an of as a last resort where the fuck are you gonna get subscribers from if you don't already have a social media following lmao??!! like i have a following of people who have paid me before and id still be lucky to get 10 subs a month