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There was this girl. A girl who is nothing but a cute one, a simple girl going to school to pursue her dreams. A girl living peacefully and happily until he met his guy. A guy who doesn't look like a serious one, a happy-go-lucky because he wants to enjoy his life first, a guy full of adventures in his life, who knows how to play a guitar well that made many girls fell.

This guy was into the girl. He's being clingy and whatsoever, so the girl thought the guy was just making fun of her. Then, days have passed by, they became close throught chat. The guy then said that he has a crush on the girl. She was shocked because all she thought he was just making fun of her. Then she volunteered if he wants to be crushed back, he said yes.

Little did he know, the girl already had a crush on him. She's just afraid to confess, too scared that her fragile heart will not be protected and will just shatter into pieces. So she remained silent.

Until one day, he said to her that he has a crush on someone too. To someone who is close to her. Though he said they barely talk to each other but something happened.The other day, she just knew that this someone and him already have something, a mutual understanding, I guess.

She was hurt. But then, what she can do? She didn't even let him know that she had a crush on him. She's silently hurt. She opened up to her friends. Her friends was hurt too, got mad at him for giving false hopes,flavored lies and so on.

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This feeling is nostalgic

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YOU. YES, YOU. YOU ARE GOLDEN AND AUsome

The clock is fastly ticking down.

The time has come.

The

Time

Has

Come…

It’s only weeks from now, and when the time has come, we’re gonna seperate ways, we’re gonna take our own different paths, we’re gonna meet new friends, new companions, new people to be with, to be communicating in our daily lives again, we’re gonna be spending our new stage in life with different kinds of people, we’re gonna face struggles but with dissimilar faces, we’re gonna have a happy moment but with others already, and lastly we’re gonna face problems, but it’s not already ‘we’ but you and them and me and them.

It pains me so much when I realized all of this. I just can’t take it. Eventhough I’m just the only newbie in this section, in this batch, in this kinds of people, you never fail me to feel that I’m a part of it, that I can go with you, I can joke around, I can do the things you can do. You gave me confidence which I really lack of. That because of you, I’m confident in everything that I will do.

Thank you, for all the things you’ve have done to me. Thank you, for all the memories we’ve shared. Thank you, for all the problems we’ve faced together. Thank you, for accepting me and my flaws. Thank you, for letting me be a part of you. Thank you, for correcting me with the wrong doings. Thank you, for cheering me up. Thank you, for trusting me. Thank you, thank you very much. I may not mention all the things I need to be grateful of, and it’s because no words can describe it.

I just wanna leave a message for you :

Andrew Jerome Antonio, thank you for always teaching me in maths, for always making me understand. I’ll ginna miss that. God Bless and Goodluck for your next journey. Hope you won’t change and won’t forget me.

Kenneth Bacud, thanks for all the havey jokes and words of widom. I admire you for your remedies just like last teachers’ day HAHA. You’re one of a kind and for keeps. Please don’t forget me huh and continue making people laugh because of you.

Kliff Yran Villanueva, hey, thanks for all the things you’ve done to me. You may be a savage, insensitive, bully one but that’s what you are and we accept it. You know, we can’t do anything about that. Continue modelling in your room next s.y. Just don’t forget me. God Bless!

Felmar Portillo, thanks for your jokes I mean for helping me some times. Continue inspiring and motivating other people. Stay being humble, mister EIC. Don’t forget me huh? Sorry for being bullied by me, some times. Haha God bless and Goodluck, mister EIC!

Laurence Castillo, hey kaPAMily, I’ve known you because you idolized BTS back then and time comes when I’ve got to know that you aslo belong to PAMily. Thanks for all the things you’ve done to me. Sometimes, you’re also havey and I look up to you when you’re dancing haha. I just want you to know that you’re smart, just don’t be too competitive. God Bless in you journey!

Joshua Andal, thanks for the notes you’ve shared to me. I owe you a lot. Sorry if I have done wrong to you. Continue your passion in dancing and strive harder.

Freidrich Cusipag, first of all, I really envy your eyelashes and eyebrows (because I don’t have much). Thank you for teaching me sometimes. I do hope that you and Jemarie will end up together, just kidding but I really do hope HAHAHA

Ryan Maguddayao, hey Ryan! We’ve become close because we both applied in USTET togdther with Janae, Andrew, Kath, Cj and etc. but it ended up that you’re the only one who took the test huehue and fortunately, you passed it! If you have a plan on studying tjere, don’t forget us,huh! Also, do me a favor (find some oppa for me HAHAAHAHA jk).

Karlos Denzel Dayrit, you’re pretty silent. I hope when the time comes, you’ll be able to communicate more to people. You’re world doesn’t only revolve around Ryan and friends. You need to come out of your shell. Come out of you comfort zone. Enjoy life. Make friends. Live happily and lastly, talk more please. I once know a side of you when we’re groupmates in parol making. You’re sarcastic and savage one too. Thank you for being my classmate this year.

Kharl Emil Malana, we’re not really that close. But we talk and converse a lot. You’re funny and easy to be with. I appreciate you because you’re really friendly. Thank you for all the things you’ve done to me.

John Roe Matammu, hey Jroa! Thanks for inviting me in some church related activites and also in your church. Thanks for all the words of wisdom that you’ve shared to me. I’ll keep that in my mind and heart. I’ll miss talking to you. I hope you socialize more in people. Don’t be afraid, please.

Jonard Mallillin, we’re not that close but I can go with you. All I know is that you’re a good volleyball player. Continue that and strive harder, you’ll reach what you want. Also in singing, your voice is pretty good too.

Ronnie Ballad, hey Ronnieee. Sorry if I bully you sometimes because of your hair, peace! Thanks for being a good friend to me. I appreciate it a lot. I hope we can still be friends even though I’ll be away the next school year.

Mark Aaron Dela Cuesta, hey dud! We’re not close last year but I’m really glad that I’ve got a chance to be friends with you and to know you a bit. Thanks for being a friend (I guess?) You’re really good in piano and I hope you can send me next time.

Harvey Herbert, we’re not really close but one time, you opened up to me. You told me some things (you know that already). You’re also a funny companion. You make me laugh big time with your jokes and because of your expressions. I still wish I can have plenty of time with you.

Charlemagne John Andrade, baog king. I remembered the first time you chat me. And it’s because of Angeline. You told me, you know HAHAHAAH. I think you’re a snob, short-tempered, savage and serious type of people when I met you, and I’m not even shocked that you are HAHAHA. Lessen your curses,please. Thanks for being a friend, even though you always bully me,baog king.

Mark Daryll Diaz, BJ! Just kidding. You’re also a funny one, easy to be with. Thanks for the stories you’ve told to me. Thanks for trusting me. Sorry if did something wrong.

Darylle Anne Addatu, thank you for lending me your comb and sharing to me your powder, water and alcohol. That’s what I’ll miss when we’re parting. Thanks for being my friend and for being so kind to me. I hope you won’t change.

Precious Tabbu, you’re one hell of a kind. Damn, I envy you, from your physical appearance to your intelligence. Given the fact that you’re younger than me but you act like you’re two years older than me though sometimes I can see your childish part. You’re pretty and intelligent. Beauty and brain, you’re lucky. Please, next time, when someone message you, please reply. It hurts seeing you online but don’t even bother to reply on a message HAHAHAHA (may tatanong sana ako nun eh, hanggang ngayon delivered pa rin,salamat :)) dejk).

Julia Calbario, we’ve become close because of research. You’re funny when you’re nervous, you don’t know what you’re doing. I remembered last time, because you’re nervous, you put the leaves in the extracted one that made us repeat it again HAHAHAHA. I know that you’re good at dancing. Don’t be shy, show them what you’ve got. I know you cam do better if you have enough confidence.

Christelle Castro, your words are powerful. Your words are your weapon. Your words are lethal. Your words are the ones that express what you truly feel. You’re a good writer, no doubt. Continue your passion, christelle. We may not be that close but we laugh sometimes. And I’m also one of the victims of your trip (yung tuhod mo tas inaano mo dun sa likod ng tuhod namin)

Buena Jane Beños, you’re cool HAHAA. Thank you for trusting me, you told me who’s your crush back then in grade 9. I’ll miss that time when you being sarcastic to me. I’ll also miss your golden voice. You’re a good singer, let it be heard by everyone.

Angelica Calvo, your laugh is funnier than your joke, most of the time. Your laugh is influencing, that when we heard you laugh, we’ll also laugh not minding why you’re laughing. Please don’t let anyone, anything make your laugh fade away. It’s your asset. You’re known and remembered because of your laugh.

Princess Justice Abcd Narag, we’re not that close but I am sure that I make you happy and proud by just standing beside me, it’s my pleasure though. I’m not offended, legit. And it’s because I can make someone happy HAHAHA. When I saw you, I don’t know how to approach you. It’s like there’s this huge and unbreakable wall builded in you that’s why I am not approaching you. I’m also intimidated, by the way. But when I heard you fangirl in BTS, I realized that you’re just that type of person. Thanks for the things you’ve done to me.

Grace Guzman, I don’t have many to say. All I can say is that thank you for your answers in math, I got it from Editha HAHAHA. Thank you for being kind to me.

Naiza Gañac, you’re cute and kind. I admire you for being chill but still manage to have high grades. I wonder how you did that. You’re this type of people where your happiness is shallow. No matter how korni your jokes are, remember I’m here to support you by just simply laughing HAHA.

Karen Bitanga, the unexpected. It’s really surprising to me to know that you’ve completed that series, wth how did you manage to bear and read all of those? Like omg HAHAHAHAH, I think I’m the only one who knows that except Precious snd Darylle, I guess. Thanks for being good to me.

Jemarie Tapiru, thank you for understanding me. For teaching me when maths time comes. I really owe you a lot. You’re intelligent and artistic. I envy you for being artistic, not all people can do that. Continue what you’re doing,thanks again.

Karissa Rose Manalo, hey neng! Thanks for makimg me laugh. For your havey jokes, I’ll miss that. I hope you can still make me laugh when we meet again. You’re a good companion and funny too. Thanks for letting me be your friend.

Niña Katrina Matammu, bibo kid! I always aprreciate your face. It’s like your face always look fresh, how can you do that? HAHAHA we’ve become close because of our so called 'ading crushes’. We’ve shared some gossips and we’ve bullied some in our gc HAHAHA.

Ayra Monette Tamaray, you and Shany we’re the first one (aside from Binarao) who talked to me first day of classes. You were interrogating me and asking random questions and I felt happy that time. That you welcomed me in your class. Thanks for being like that to me Ayra! I will always remember that.

Shanyleigh Salva, I remembered first day of classes, you and Ayra come near me and asked few questions, you even introduced me to some and I fdlt like I’m already welcomed. Thank you for that. I will always remember that.

Kezia Leij Tan, I admire your eyebrows, it was made perfectly. You may be skinny, but you have a pretty face to be proud of. Thanks for being my friend and for being close to me.

Kathrina Angela Raralio, thanks for being good to me. You’re really good in math.

Janae Bassig, we’ve become.close because of the supposed USTET we’re going to take but unfortunately, Ryan was the only one who took the exam. You’re kind and pretty. Stay what you are.

Jeanelle Vasheri Genoveza, we barely talk. We’re not also close. But I can see that you’re kind and intelligent.

Kristel Hanely Doctolero, Doki! Sorry if I bully you sometimes. Thanks for the time we spent together. We’ve become close because of research, and we shared some rants about you know HAHAHA.

Kryssha Mae Andres, you dance really good. Continue dancing for you to enhance more your talent.

Maria Michaela Maggay, we’re close because we like the same vloggers (Mark Reyes, Michelle Dy, Rei Germar and etc.). Thanks for sharing me your knowledge and ideas when it comes to skin care. Thanks!

Salve Cardenas, thank you for letting me borrow your phone and taking some selfies. You don’t want to have a selfie with me, you’re shy to camera :( why is that? Hmm, thanks for being a friend. Whatever your problem is, I know you can surpass it. Just believe in Him and you have your friends who can comfort you, even me, you can run to me. Stay strong and don’t give up please.

Samantha Durian, we’re really not that close but we sometimes converse and laugh with each other.

Yas so finally, here’s my message to the 6 of you including Timi (although he’s not there in the pic)

Maria Angelica Binarao, thank you very very much. I owe you big time, friend. You’re the kindest person I’ve ever meet in my entire life. Thank you for trusting me, for sharing to me your problems and absorbing every bits of what I’m saying whenever I am happy, sad, angry, frustrated, disappointed and whatsoever emotion. Thank you for understanding me, always. Sorry if I did many wrong things to you. Sorry if you’re the one who always adjust when I’m not in a mood when in fact I should be the one to adjust.

Katreena Ann Tattao, hey GTCO buddy! HAHAHA we have shared many memories to each other, we’ve shared many rants and such, we’ve shared many bain and happy stories to each other, we’ve witnessed many bain moments when there’s just the two of us. Thank you, for everything. Thank you for always there for me. Thank you for making me happy sometimes. Thank you for lighting me up because of your bain and so so korni jokes. Thank you because you never fail me to feel that I am welcome. Basta, thank you for everything. Sorry, for everything. You know what I mean. Sorry for being a bully. Sorry if I sarcastically laugh to your bain jokes. Basta, sorry again for everything I’ve done wrong.

Maria Editha Guiyab, hey! Thank you for always standing up for us when there’s a need to. Thank you for being our shield from all the harms we’ve faced as a friend. Thank you for showing to us what you really are. I just wish that some day, you’ll know what that handsome Paulinian name is and some day, that you’ve got the chance to take a selfie with your crush in Pengue.

Judee Articulo, thank you for everything. I cannot mention it one by one but I hope you know it to yourself what I’m thankful for. Sorry if I did something wrong to you sometimes. Please, don’t call yourself “mataba” from now on. You’re really pretty inside and out. Hope you won’t change. I don’t have many things to say to you since I know that we’ll go to the same school.

John Whesley Pelagio, there’s just few things I want to be thankful to you. Thanks for being a friends. Thanks for acting like the grandpa in our group. Thanks for the few GOOD things you’ve done to us. Thanks for accepting me to our group. There’s also many things I want to say to you, so bad. Be man of your words. Don’t spend too much on your crush (it’s just a crush, duh and you’re like you can spend all your allowance just to satisfy her wth really? What if we, your squad, are the one you should spend on?). Control your temper. Not all things will go smooth as you want. You need to do a long cut for you to reach success. Stop taking shortcuts. You need to work hard for yourself, no one will do it for you. You don’t need to change the whole of you, you just need to at least change the things you know that’s bad in you. Also, stop being close minded when you’re angry. You need to hear the other side before doing anything else. I think that’s enough. It will take me forever to say all the things I want to say if that’s the case.

Timios Raenan Santias, hey squad! Thank you for inviting me to your church sometimes eventhough I can’t go because my parents won’t allow me. Thank you for your never ending support you’re giving to me. Thank your for always understanding me. Sorry if I always call you “squad” HAHAHA I just want to tease you. Sorry if I’m not able to go to your church, you know why already. Thanks and Sorry for everything.

Almost all of my first time happened here. In this four corners of the room. In this batch. In these people. It’s my first time crying because of my grades and I cannot believe it. I never care for my grades, I’m just thankful that every year I’m promoted. It’s my first time being a grade conscious. It’s my first time studying because I don’t want to be the lowest in the quiz or tests. It’s my first time joining in a organization because I don’t have the guts before and I’m astonished that I won. It’s my first time being competitive. It’s my first time joining a contest and meeting new friends. It’s my first time. It never crossed in my mind that I’ll be doing this one. I’m just really shocked that it all happened. And I do not regret being in this group of people who are competitive, intelligent, bibo kid, eksenadoras, who always want each of them to be on top but are kind, have a soft heart, and worth having my last year being a jhs. You guys are for keeps. You guys will always have a special space in my heart. You guys colored my dull and boring life. You guys made me realize that we can do anything. That no problem can get in our way. Thank you, for all the memories, moments we’ve shared together. Thank you for all the tears of joy and sadness we’ve shared. Thank you for all the stories and issues you’ve told me. Thank you for making me feel that I’m welcome, that I also belong to this people who are special and extraordinary. Thank you for everything. I hope that as time passes by, I hope for the best of us. I hope that we can all reach all the things we want in life. I hope that we cannot forgrt each other. I hope that when our next meeting, we’re complete. Until next time, Au.

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Better late than never, right? Sorry if it’s late, Maam Rose. Although I already have a grade, I just want you (Au) to know my message in each and everyone of you.

p.s. Sorry sa mga wrong grammars diyan, di yan proofread. Thank you. Asi kayo HAHAHA

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That HEIGHT DREAMS tologo,btw thanks Andrew! HAHAHAH

Golden

We did it!

Almost. We still have a ton of requirements to pass and school stuff to do, but we did it. We’ve been through way worse, I know we can do it. It just seems funny that we still seem to act like the fresh elementary school graduates we were back then, three years ago – only with our blue book cases and fancy pencil holders removed. We still need to adjust when the busy weeks and days come. We still complain with our adu la amins. I admit, [junior] high school had the high bumps we never had thought of with our two-homeworks-a-day-is-too-much minds then. It’s been a really tough ride for me, personally. [I never imagined myself crying over an unfinished movie trailer.] It had its high highs but with deeper lows. But, it was easier with you (winks).

And congratulations, too, by the way. You have endured [almost] four years being with people who you thought then were super mataray and lowkey nangangain ng tao. But, honestly, once we got to know each other, once we hid from a teacher in a press room with each other, we knew high school life’s not that bad. You, people, made these four years a lot easier. You make things seem so easy that we can decide to join a contest two hours before it happens – not to mention that that includes winning first place. It’s been four years na pala – four memorable ones. It was so quick we haven’t notice how Felmar’s hairstyle had changed. And with that length of time, I believe we have completely de-labeled each other as strangers. We became more than that to each other. We became each other’s complement. We became what each other exactly needed to finish the race. But now the time has come. The race is about to finish.

I could not help but endure the pain (while writing this) knowing the fact that there will come a time - when we grow up, have families and children of our own - that all of these will just be memories, the good ol’days as one would suggest. Seeing each other develop their potentials, find connections with each other and stand up after every defeat for about six percent of their lives makes me wonder. Why should we get to know faces, make bonds with them, at the peak of our youth, with our highly emotional states, just to lose them later?

Sad, but life’s like that. You don’t get to choose what to remain and what to let loose. For now, we just need to seize every second left. We can still make golden memories in two weeks right?

We’re now left with so far the biggest challenge we, as a class have to jump over. But even though if it is up to be, it is more up to the class than up to me. Thank you for everything. I sincerely love you all. In fact, I tried to make this as sincere as it can. Here’s for the trillion times we became mangibabain.

*Play the music.

We hardly shared a glance

To greet and know each other

Binarao. We barely talked. But I like how our conversations go at the few times they happen. It seems like we both agree in everything we say. I think you could’ve been a great tablemate, too.

Salve. Keep the faith. Don’t let pessimism bring you down. There’s more to life than burdens and tears. For example, in life, it all boils down to either believing what other says about you or letting that fire, with so much potential keep burning.

Micah. I’m amazed by how you tend to have high scores despite only going to school when you want. Continue being a good person. You are the perfect you. You are smart, kind and beautiful.

Jonard. I’ll always remember you as the boy who sings with the curls. Continue your passion for singing. And, I like how you seem so strong to everyone else. In fact I’ll always picture you in my mind with a smile.

Buena. You are still the girl I know since eighth grade – kind and smart. I admire how you always protect your friends from everyone who try to hurt them. I hope you’ll see your K-Pop idols in person one day.

Precious. Remain kind and the person that you are. You are a perfect mixture between an open door and a limit sign.

Karen. I admire you for being strong. Stay kind. Remain in the vicinity of equally kind peers.

And now the time is up

Each one is packing up

Aaron. You are good in drawing anime characters. I just advise you to socialize more and make even better connections with others. You have constant bursts of good ideas.

Joanna. Thank you for the notes. Those saved me from lower scores. You seem to be a friend to all of us – like someone everyone can talk to. I wish for your height dreams to come true. I know it will, trust me.

John Roe. Continue being a model Christian to everyone else. Sorry for the times we made fun of how you say sena. Keep the faith! I admire how you continue to live by the Word despite the tempting pressures of the classroom.

Lau. I hated you at many points in high school but I made those my motivation. Remember when you told me that we won’t win in PNSQ? Well we did. Take that as a compliment. Continue finding yourself. And always fight for what you think is right. Thank you for everything.

Kryssha. You were my classmate since elementary level and a tablemate for the whole year. Thank you for the teamwork. Dream bigger, for I know you are capable. Thank you for always inviting me in celebrations, by the way.

Editha. We were schoolmates back then but I didn’t hear much about you. But at least, this time, we got to be classmates. Continue fighting for what you think is right. That’s what the country needs right now. I wish, too, for your height dreams to come true.

Somehow I’m feeling sad

I know I’m gonna miss you

Judee. I’ll miss you, Judee. I’ll always cherish the memories we had in Pisay and during RICE. Continue being the good speaker, writer and speller that you are. I advise you to spend a little bit more time in your studies like what you did in G7 and G8. Thank you for everything. I hope we’ll still be good friends even though you’ll move to another school.

Kath. Thank you MTAPmate! I admire how you adjust with my attitude and how you are always in to my plans like the one when we tried to pre-enroll in Tugsay. I hope we’ll have way more memories in SHS. You are better than the person that I pictured you to be. Continue being better.

Jeanelle. Thank you for all Team! You were flexible enough to deal with my jokes. You are smart, beautiful and kind. I wish for more memories with you in SHS. I mean all of these with all of my gratitude.

Janae. Thank you for being a good friend. I hope we’ll still be friends even in SHS. You are a good companion. You have so many stories to tell. Promise me that you’ll dominate CNHS’ABM.

And fill each other’s cup

I feel like breaking up

CJ. You were my classmate since second grade. I admire how you pursue for what’s right. Just be less short-tempered and loosen up a bit. Don’t be over protective to yourself, you have great people around you.

Telle. I always tease you for crying in sixth grade just because I used the broom you’re using to clean my area. Congratulations to your achievements. Continue striving for higher heights. Thank you for everything.

Harvey. You are a cool boy. You seem like someone anyone can talk to. I admire you for continually trying. There’s something out there for you. Let the universe do its thing. Opportunities come in weird ways.

Timi. Continue being a good boy despite what others might say. I’ve always admired how you always use yourself to cover up the faults of our classmates as how Maám Gemma said. Dream bigger. I hope you’ll be a good IT worker in the future. God bless you always.

Darylle. My tablemate! You are one of the weirdly funny ones in the class. Remain the girl that you are ’cause your personality neither attracts so much nor pushes away people. Stay kind and happy.

Andal. You are the good boy of the class. Everyone admires you for that. You were a nice tablemate. We may have not talked to each other that much but I think you might have been a good friend. Dream bigger. You don’t know what you are capable of.

Still there’s one more thing

Before the day is done

Ronnie. You are one of the cheerfulness powerhouse of the class. I admire how you stay confident despite what others might say. I like, too, how you always dare to volunteer and be brave. You are a star.

Emil. We barely talked, but when we do, it was all fun. I thought you were not that nice when I first knew you. But here we are, we’ve come to this point. I even already saw you cry. I advise you to be better in doing your responsibilities.

Calvo. Ange, you’re the girl with the richest laugh. It radiates to everyone. I hope those are always genuine. Keep laughing.

Freidrich. You always surprise everyone with your personality, one like your Ate. Everyone likes you. Don’t give up on your goals. Set your dreams higher, for you are capable. Thank you for everything. If you have something to say, don’t hesitate to say it to me.

Julia. You’re one of the people in the class with the most efficient data storing abilities in their heads. Continue being kind. Step out of your comfort zone every once in a while.

Whesley. I advise you to be less short-tempered. You can do so many things but what matters the most with all of those is how you deal with people. It all boils down to giving your service to others. You are quite a good friend when you’re not in your mad Whesley form.

Before the light’s are gone

Before the curtain closes, let me

Ryan. You were my classmate since second grade. I admire how you think – it’s not the conventional type yet your ideas make sense. I believe you need to know what to focus at. Set your goals. May God bless your life in UST. Congrats! (I kind of missed the times when we were still that closer, while writing this.)

Kat. You are a kind person. You always give food to me. Nah, just kidding. I admire how you start tackling your problems – with a smile. But sometimes, you end up being pushed hard that you break down. Don’t let the pressure beat you. You‘re better than that. You deserve more.

Karlos. You are a silent dreamer. You, too, have a surprising personality. Step out of your comfort zone. I’m glad you’re still the Karlos I’ve known since second grade. But a little effort won’t hurt. I know you can do better.

Daryll. I like how you still and up laughing despite teachers getting angry at you. Just remember that you need to focus on your priorities. Schooling is fun, but it is not a game. Thank you for the memories, especially as an SSG officer.

Kezia. You were a quiet one, then. But once I got to know you, I was able to hear your loud ideas. You are kind – one of the kindest in class, in fact. You can be pictured in the mind as a smiling girl easily, maybe, because it’s natural. I think you should try new things, by the way. You’ll be incredible in whatever you do.

Thank you for playing my music

Thank you for singing my song

Karissa. I thought you’re one of the happiest in class, until one moment in February. Cheer up. We can do it. You have a lot of people around you to talk to. Open up. I’ll always cherish the class moments you made happen. Staymangibabain, we need those every once in a while.

Yran. Thank you for always asking how I felt. I wish you the best for SHS. Just don’t let problems bring you down. I know you know you can do it. You’re strong but be stronger. In my best moments of JHS, you were always there. I hope you find happiness.

Ayra. I admire you for being still one of the kindest and most cheerful in class. You are good at balancing social life and studies. I hope you continually be happy, because I know you already are. Just keep the negatives away. Just ask me if you have something to say, don’t have second thoughts.

Nina. With a lot of my best moments in JHS, you were there, too. Thank you for being one of the laughter powerhouse of the class. Just argue less with others because they might dominate other’s positive view of you. But, you are a great companion. Remember when I went out to SM with you? That was fun. Thank you for everything.

Thank you for sparing a moment

‘Cause with you I feel I really belong

Kenneth. You have your ways to make the class cheer up. Everybody likes you for that. You were almost always there in my best moments. I hope you can bring back to more studious Kenneth I kow. And also, I admire your directing and cinematography skills. You always are firm in your decisions. Just remember not everything in life is a joke. Continue making people happy, Thank you for everything, Kenneth!

Shany. You’re probably one of the few people I’ll miss so much. You’re always one of the first to congratulate me when I win contests. You’re also one of the first to laugh at my jokes. You are a good companion and I think you could be a good leader, too. May God bless your SHS life at USLT. Thank you for the memories. Please still be friends with us even if you’re away, okay?

Jem. You are so good at memorizing stuff. You’re one of the people in class with the most efficient data storing minds. Thank you for being a good companion I hope we can bring back the way we chat back then in ninth grade. Continue to pursue excellence. You are capable of it. I wish you to be happy. God bless!

Felmar. Hi, EIC. I’m sorry for the times I make fun of you. But remember that I only do those to people I am comfortable with. Thank you for being there at many times I needed you. Continue striving for a more competent you. You are more than able. I admire, by the way, your deep Filipino vocab. I hope to make more memories with you.

Dokie. Kristel, I admire you for being a strong girl in class. You are independent. You have your own views and opinions – both of which are genuinely yours. You can take a quiz by yourself and that’s cool. I hope you’ll always be happy. Thank you for being one who everyone can throw a joke to. Just remember to keep the negatives away. Let’s make more memories.

Thank you for keeping me company

Thank you for being my friend

ABCD. Thank you for being a stage mother when Grace and I compete in quiz bees. I admire your speaking and writing skills, by the way. I hope that you’ll find what you think is best in life. Just remember to take rests between those pursuits. You are more than what you think you are. You are firm in your decisions and are a good leader. Thank you for being a good friend. May God bless you always, ABCD!

Grace. Hi Team! Thank you for always being there when I need you. I like how you take pressure, still finding ways to make jokes. Just lessen them, though, especially during serious situations. Thank you for everything. I hope you top, too, CNHS ABM strand. I know you can do it – national champion ka kaya. May God bless you and always remember to pray.

Naiz. Naiza! You were still the girl I knew since second grade. I like, too, how you take pressure – always trying to look at the positives. I’m happy to know that you became better at handling responsibilities, especially now that you became a club president. You are open – like someone everyone can talk to. You have your own opinions and views, too (just like Kristel). Thank you for everything. I hope we’ll still be friends after JHS. Do goodly in USL!

Sam. You were a girl with the adaptative personality. You know when to laugh with people. You know when to sympathize. I hope we were closer. You are approachable and you seem to be open to criticisms. Thank you for being with the flow the class wanted. You were never against the whole. May God prosper your SHS life. Find happiness in the things that you do.

And if our paths should cross somewhere, someday

I’d love to sing this song again

Maám Rose. You are one of the most approachable teachers I ever had. You know your students’ needs. You’re always one of the first to congratulate me every after victory. You, indeed, are a teacher mom. Thank you for the memories, Maám. Your flexibility made those all possible. I wish we had more time with each other. I hope that you’ll be genuinely happy in life. God bless po.

Sir Reeke. What I said to you at the fifth of March 2018 is true. Thank you for teaching with passion. I liked statistics because of the way you teach and make your students work. You know the memories we as a class had with you. We’ll always cherish those. Thank you for everything Sir, I mean it. I wish for a less stressful atmosphere for you. May you continue inspiring students.

Maám Gemma. Thank you for always motivating us when we join contests. They’re a driving force for us to do better and strive for excellence. You are a balance of a strict teacher and a caring Mom. Thank you for the laughs and the lessons Maám. We’ll miss you.

Maám Vilma. You always have believed in me since you knew me back in grade school. It is evident on how you trust on my skills as an editorial cartoonist. I like your stories, Maám. They are quite engaging yet still don’t go off road from the topic. I’ll miss your periodically changing strictness and looseness, Maám.

Sir Edmund. I believe, Sir, you really love the SSG. In fact, you really love your officers. You are a mix of a teacher in class and a friend outside. I hope that you continue to make students grow and excel in Social Studies. You know what you are saying and have something for every question we ask you. Thank you Sir! Sana principal ka na ng SHS, Sir, tapos sign-an mo palagi excuse letters namin.

Maám Susan. Thank you Maám for the memories, both great and not. Thank you for understanding my situation when I hav problems with school. You were a fun teacher. We could tell jokes and do bad things and you just let those be with the cheerful character you’re hiding. Thank you sa paisaw Maám.

Sir Manolo. Hi Sir! Thank you for understanding when I miss so many requirements in class. Maybe realized how we spend our time when we are excused. I hope we had more time together as a class with you. You let me appreciate the beauty of Electronis with the projects you let us see. Thank you Sir! I’ll always remember you for the high and low moments.

Maám Elycen. I admire how you know, Maám, when I win every single time. You were our teacher since eighth grade so we made quite a lot of presence in each other’s life. I like, too, Maám how you engage your students in lessons. Continue being the teacher we know. God bless po Maám.

Sir Sherwin. We’re sorry for the lows Sir. But don’t worry Sir, we’ll remember the highs. I’ll miss watching educational vids in your room with the cinematic film. Thank you for caring when we still have not received our modules. Thank you for everything Sir!

All of those are genuine and were from the deepest of my heart. I want to put so much effort to this that I only slept for two hours just to finish this message to all of you.

Three. Two. One. Time is up.

We need to say goodbye and wish everyone good luck. It will be difficult but in the end we’ll all realize what makes farewells so painful. It is not the fact that two roads part ways that makes separation a tear to the heart. It is the fear that those two will never meet again. So to those who feel like this is the end for the all of us, cheer up. The only goodbyes that we should worry about are the ones we’ll say to each other for the last time – and this is definitely not it.

Thank you mga asi, mga mangibabain, and mga naka-duty kagabi sa Gold Bar! The memories we had will always have a special place in my heart. To never forget is the key. For as one tends to remember, the bond is alive.

Thank you once again. Here’s to the golden times we had. I love you all.

*I really cried writing this one.

March 2018

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Na-appreciate ko yung akin jem, thank uu HAHAHAHA

HERE’S TO MY CLASSMATES

Joshua – You are someone who is good at dancing,  someone who still wants to be in our group knowing that we will just depend on you. Thank you

Charlemagne- You are a good writer and a good friend ( but to all). Sometimes change is good.

 Andrew- You are one of the sources during math quizzes (and even in periodic test). You never became boastful even though you were the best in the class.  

 Kenneth- You are someone that makes everyone laugh. Thank you for the memories and laughter’s we’ve shared together.

 Ronnie- You are someone who really wants to be a lawyer, someone who’d fight for his right and someone who had proven that you can do anything just be yourself. Thank you for being a classmate and a friend.

 Laurence- “ang galling ko talaga” Everytime I hear this words coming from your mouth it makes me feel that you are very full of yourself. You always think that no one can ever defeat you but someone had already. Thank you for all the memories that we have shared together.

 Freidrich-  You are someone who really excels in memorizing, someone who really love basketball and someone who keeps on rising and growing. You never gets tired on showing what you are capable off. Always remember how rare you are- there is no one quite like you.

 Karlos- You are someone who is always so silent I could not barely noticed you. You have many things to say waiting to be heard but left unsaid. Stand up and shine for yourself.

 Aaron – We both love drawing but not in the same genre. People might have misunderstood your attitude but just let them think what they want to think. Stood up and shine for yourself and don’t wait for others to destroy you.

 Daryll- You were someone who really don’t care of what’s going on, really don’t care how hard school is, you just go with the flow. Stay being cheerful but sometimes you have to take life seriously

 Harvey- Stay strong and humble no matter what life may offer to you, continue your love in drawing.

 Ryan-  You being very neat and handsome makes someone fall for you easilyY

 Emil-  Stop being childish. Sometimes you have to take life seriously, sometimes you have to stick to one.

 Jonard- You loved volleyball very much. You are good in math but not everyone notices it. Keep proving yourself and stop being “pabebe”.

 John Roe- Your words aren’t made to soothe everyone’s mind so spill your ink wherever you go and appreciate your own art rather than waiting for others to. Stay being that religious and kind John Roe .

 Whesley- You are someone who always gets angry. You were someone who always chat me “ Jem sagot mo naman sa ano” and you were someone who gets my paper during examinations. Don’t depend your life on others

 Felmar- You are someone who keeps his head high no matter what others say. Stay being humble (but not too much). Thank you for all your jokes practice more so it’ll become funnier next time.

Timios- You are the president of the class. You love playing sodoku very much. Thank you for all the fights and laughter’s we’ve shared together.

Yran- You are someone who easily gets emotional. You’re someone who always fall in love at a wrong timing. You’re someone who always seek love, but always remember this you are loved more than you know. Thank you for all the memories we’ve shared together.

 Darylle- You are someone who is beautiful inside and out. You are one of the “tres  marias”. Sometimes you have to fight for right and don’t let others drag you down.

Kryssha- You are someone who carried the mountains of expectations when you should climb it. It is never too late to be whoever you want to be. I hope you live a life your proud of no matter what others say. Keep being that “k-popper” girl and thank you for all the memories!

 Judee- Continue being a good singer and doing what you want do

 Janae- Thank you for all the answers you have shared to me. Continue being kind and friendly

 Buena- Also continue being a good singer. Thank you for being a good friend and may you be successful in everything you do.

 Angelica- you are one of the “gandang pilipina” girl in the class. Continue being kind and maganda.

 Karen- You are beautiful no matter what others say don’t let their words drag you.

 Julia- Stay kind and awesome. (Patangkad at pataba ka na rin)

 Angelica- You have that unique laugh that makes everyone laugh too. You love playing cards like I do. Thank you for being a friend.

 Salve- You fall, you rise, you make mistakes, you live, you learn. You’re human not perfect. You’ve been hurt, sorry. Maybe you can’t change what people treat you or say about you but all you can do is change how to react to it.

 Christelle- You are the best essayist in the class. Someone might have belittled you in your abilities in terms of writing essay you still prove that you can do it no matter what kind of hindrances life may give to you. Thank you for being a friend.

 Kristel- You have successful in you love career, congrats (sana ako rin). Stay being kind and thank you for all the memories!

 Samantha- We were not that close but I thank you for all the memories and for being a kind classmate

 Naiza- Thank you for all the memories we have shared together

 Jeanelle- We were also not that close but thank you for all the answers and memories that you have shared to me.

 Editha- You are someone who is small but fears no one.

 Grace- You are also one of the sources during math examinations. You were the queen of all queens. Keep shining and showing what you’ve made off.

 Micah- You are someone who excels during examination in research

 Karissa- You have made one of the most courageous decisions in your life that is to finally let go of what’s hurting your heart and soul. Keep making people smile and laugh and don’t open your doors to people who will just leave.

 Nina – Anything that annoys you is teaching you patience. Anything that angers you is teaching you forgiveness and compassion. Anything who has power over you is teaching who how to take your power back. Anything you hate is teaching you unconditional love. Thank you!

 Abcd- You are someone who really excels in English.

 Kathrina- Maybe you can’t control someone’s loyalty. No matter how good you are to them doesn’t mean they’ll treat you the same. No matter how much they mean to you doesn’t mean they value you the same. Stay being the true you, don’t let others hurt you and move on to the things that don’t deserve you.

 Shany- We were not that close but I still thanked you for all the memories.

 Precious- You are someone who have prove many things especially in academics. Thank you for all the answers during examinations I appreciate you kindness. Thank you!

 Ayra- You are someone who loved to sing along when the radio is turned on and someone who is friendly.

 Kezia- You are very shy that you should come out to your shell and prove that you can do something.

 Katreena- You are someone who has the courage to turn away from everything that doesn’t feed your soul anymore. You’ve been my seatmate for almost three years and been someone who feeds my empty stomach, Thank you.  

Joanna- You are so small yet have a big heart. You have grown (but not in terms of height) and proved that you can do what others can do. Stay being friendly.

 THANK YOU!

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Yiieee naman editha HAHAHAAHHA

The junkiest of them all…

I’ve known you since our 7th grade. You are that Maitim na mayabang na Gold (im not a gold then).  I never liked you. You are damn annoying.

Grade 8 and my impression on you is still like that. I don’t know why would I hate when we don’t even know each other and we didn’t even interact with each other but then Impression..

Grade 9 and I got promoted and it still like that, i don’t like you. But then, we can’t predict things, We became friends. You tag along with us even if we didn’t know each other much. Ive known your attitude and such. And well… i didn’t have a wrong impression. 

Grade 10 and i was surprised, We became closer and even on the same Squad (lol). Youre not good at any serious things except for always pissing me off. You’re not ideal. You’re not cool. You’re not serious either.

Most dont like you, for your guts, attitude and such. You are not likeable and all. But as we are here for you; we would accept you as you. No questions and queries. No second thoughts. I always hate your lits- cringy lits but what can I do, right? But to read it and let cringe overall my body.

We always argue on small silly things. We cant be together. No day would go that we dont have a stupid fights. But we can be good to be together; just for a sec tho.

For more “aways”, “kainan”, “utangans”, “katangahans” and everything. Hope to let this journey with you continues. And hope for more years of these.

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"The world today lacks virtues. The use of love is usual. The meaning of it is disguised as romance. In truth, it's not all that. It's commitment, dedication and kindness".

-Freya

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Although we're so close, I can still feel a gap.

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The Girl

Finally, after three years of striving so hard, three years of interacting with different kinds of people, three years of having different kinds of friends, three years of overcoming struggles and challenges, three years of happiness and sorrows, finally, she’s on the final stage. Final stage of her first challenge.

And as she takes the final level, here comes bigger challenges and struggles she needs to face, another different kinds of people to interact and understand with, and of course, more friends she’s going to be with and facing the problems she needs to solve in the final level.

And as she enters the door, intimidating faces, heavy atmospehere, ambiance that’s speaking intelligence and authority, is what welcomed her. But she gladly accepted it and step in the room.

As time passes by,she have met and made new friends, and interact with everyone in the room. Until she met this girl...

Drop dead gorgeous, yes, that's how she describes the girl. From her not-so-thick eyebrows that perfectly match her face, to her lovely eyes that if one would look at her, would be mesmerized by her eyes even if it is slightly covered with an eyeglass, and of course to her eyebags that reflects as a hardworking student (lol), to her nose even though it's not pointed unlike others but hey, her nose is really made for her, only, to her lips that's not that red or pinkish but it looks pretty good on her haha, and as she smiles, her braces shows up and dimples on both side of her lips waves hello. She really appreciates the girl, especially her whole bare face, she adore it so much haha. And of course, her long and not-that-straight hair of the girl, and her body that's almost close to the word voluptuous because her shape is in the right places even though she always tell that she's still 'fat' when in fact her problem is just her arms because it is flabby. What the heck, really? When their classmates are always praising her because she have that body and here she are, too humble and always saying, "Hindi kaya, ang taba ko nga eh, sena".

"I know, I've just met you months ago, probably just this school year. And I'm thankful that I had the chance to get to know you and here we are, making unforgetable memories. Even though it's just months ago when I get to know you, but it feels like we've been friends years ago. I may not know every detail about you, but at least I know bits of you. Bits of it is fine with me. Scraps of it is everything with me". She wants to say to the girl.

"At first, I thought you're some kind of a snobbish and hard to approach kind of person, but that's just what I thought. You're the exact opposite of it. You're a jolly person, and have a shallow happiness like if someone will joke around, you'll smile and laugh like it's havey when in fact, it's a corny one. You're also very kind, selfless, sweet which makes you more beautiful than anyone else. You're also honest and a straighforward one, that you will say what you want and what's in your mind, disregarding what the situation is!(you'll really say that that thing is ugly without any second thought wth HAHAHA) You're also religious like I want to be influenced by you haha, and really really a good dancer and singer ! Plus you also know how to play some intruments which I cannot! My goodness, you're one of a kind, I hope you know that". She added.

She wanted to say those to the girl but she's too shy, too scared to say it. She's not vocal to her feelings, she's not also expressive towards anyone.

But she had the chance to be close with the girl so she wants to say it to her, set asiding all her fear, shyness and anxieties.

Hey, I just want to say THANK YOU. Thank you, for all the things you've done for me. Thank you, for all the memories we've shared together. Thank you, for cheering me up sometimes, also for cheering me to him(you know who haha). Thank you, for all the advices that you've said to me. Thank you, for telling me some of your secrets and problems. Thank you, for all the bain and corny jokes. Thank you, for the never ending love you're giving to me, the kindness and such. Once again, THANK YOU, for everything. I may not mention all the things that I'm thankful of, but I'm really thankful that I've met you.

Hey, I also want to say SORRY. Sorry, for the things I've done wrong to you. Sorry, if I've done wrong to you unconsciously. Sorry, if I'm not laughing at your bain jokes. Sorry, if we don't have time catching up cause just so you know, you're a busy person. Debate here, debate there, contests here, contests there and you still manage to have high grades haha. SORRY, for all the things. That's it HAHA.

Finally, she feels light as she have said to the girl, to her friend, Judee Articulo. And now, she's waiting for what the girl her friend will say.

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XENA KA JUDEE HAHAHAHAHA

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Broken but strong

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New Pages of Life Awaits to be filled in

New year.

New life.

New foods.

New trends.

New clothes.

New shoes.

New lifestyle.

New friends.

New companions.

New memories.

New opportunities.

New problems.

New headaches.

New issues.

New struggles.

New ways of encountering and solving problems.

New chapter of your life.

Yes, another year has passed by. 2017, a wonderful and a jaw-dropping year for me. A year where realizations hit me like a truck so hard, memories tickled pink that I wasn’t able to forget, problems that taught me how to be stronger and it always has a solution so don’t be stressed over it, friends really matter to you, you, yourself, are the one who’s gonna bring you up instead of bringing yourself down because no one’s gonna do that for you, huge problems came in but we’re able to fix it, it taught me that you need to strive hard, study hard for you to prove that you deserve your grades, it also taught me that there’s no place for a shy and low-esteem person here and like “cheer up! You can do this! ”, and above all, this year taught me a lesson that I will remember every now and then.

NEVER GIVE PERMANENT FEELINGS TO A TEMPORARY PERSON . Yeah, maybe you’re both good at first, but eventually, time will come when he starts to vanish without even a word. (Wth, the last part is not even connected but yah, bear with it haha)

Last year was a blast. I was really astonished of the happenings. From the small things to big things that happened last year, every details of it still lingers in my mind. All the memories that replays at the back of my mind over and over again. So as new year welcomes us, new pages of our life awaits to be filled in with such an incredible and surprising events that may happen to us as we continue our path.

Many things popping in my mind as I hear the question, “what are you looking forward this 2018?” and I know that I shouldn’t set it because at the end, I’ll just get annoyed, upset ,dismayed and disappointed.

Some of this are the things I’m looking forward to this year. I hope it will turn out well and smooth but knowing life that isn’t easy, I’m still ready whatever it takes.

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17 Things I learned in 2017:

1. It’s already the experience or the past winning streak, not the skill, the will, the determination and the devotion.

2. Being hailed into position means you’re the best. You might even be accelarated to the highest class.

3. Money can buy something. It can buy you fame, happiness, recognition and position. But it can’t buy you real friends and family, though.

4. You should know that the one your closest to isn’t always your best friend and the one you hate the most isn’t always your worst enemy. Who knows, the one you call your best friend, is actually your worst enemy in disguise.

5. Everything will not go smooth, as you want it to be. That’s how rough life is.

6. You do not need to prove that you deserve. You even do not need to speak when you’re called. Also, answer dependently.

7. You can’t trust anyone. Even yourself.

8. You run, you win and you sit the position. When the real work begins, you’ll just need to make a perfect excuse.

9. Work when someone with authority is watching. Just sit there when you’re just with your peers.

10. Cheating is common. Being honest is unnatural.

11. You win, you lose and you’ll still get recognize as long as you’re one of the favored individuals.

12. Those who are Godly aren’t all Godly. Maybe some are the antonym.

13. You need to be perfect. You need to do perfect.

14. You can be better than the best ones. As long as you’re close to those who rank you.

15. Crushes don’t like us back.

16. Grades, is now a group work not an individual assessment. So be sure you have your intelligent friends next to you,always.

17. The world is unfair and it will never be. Get used to it.

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BEAUTIFUL DISASTER

Individuals looking for a place to belong

Striving so hard to find one

Associates with different people as they push through their journey

Until each one of them decided to rest at one point

Meeting each other at that point,

All of them continue their trip, but now, as one

And as they persist,

They never expect they will become friends,

Friends that will abide their expedition happily, truly and eternally…

They found home in each of them. They feel happy, contented, comfort, and worth to keep in one another. Never had they leave one behind, always make sure that all can go with the flow. Always there, in times of difficulty nor relief. They had some of their first time altogether. Having some similarities. Having childish little fights, but at the end of the day, all will be okay and just laugh on what happened and go home together. Someone will tell a corny joke and the rest will bash him/her for being corny, that’s us haha. They also confront each other if they don’t like something that he/she did, like pulling the trigger and pointing in front of you, but you know, they’re used to it, no hard feelings HAHAHAHA.

We may not be the awesome, amazing squad you know, but that’s us. We’re amazing with our flaws. We are awesome everyday. We slay on our own. Introducing to you my not-so-typical, sunshine mixed with a little hurricane, pretty ugly squad :

Whesley, the handsome donkey, just kidding. He’s the only girl oh scratch that, what I mean is the only boy in our squad. Serves as our body guard. Protects us from toxic and cancer people in society.

Editha, the super duper maldita gurl in our squad. The small but a savage one. And oh, do you that she’s also sarcastic as hell? Well, you don’t want to push her bitch button if you don’t want to taste her savageness and sarcasticness (is there even a word like this? HAHA). She’s also the second body guard in our squad. She’s the one who stand up for us weak girls. All in all, she also have a precious heart and kind to us sometimes HAHAHAHA. I know some of her embarrassing moments HAHAHA.

Maria Angelica, her name Maria suits her well. She’s so gentle that she’s so kind to all. Like if you did something bad to her, she’s just like “oh, it’s okay. No problem”. She also have a long long patience to everything. There’s nothing you can say bad about her, what an angel.

Katreena, the second Maria in our squad. Also kind like Angelica, but I think half-half? Cause she can also get pissed sometimes. She helps me in my improving my vocabulary often. Her home, is our home also HAHAHA. Their house is where we slept over when we joined Barkada Run last time.

Judee, the third Maria in our squad. Also, the intelligent one (tho we’re all intelligent hehehehe). Also an angel came down to us. She’s also new to our squad but we welcomed her with a warm heart. Now, she’s enjoying life with us. A shallow girl and easy to make her laugh. 

And here I am, too grateful for God gave me these kind of people. . Thank you is not enough for me to express what I’m feeling having these kind of people. They may be a little bit bad influence but they’re just opening my very little eyes to the very reality. They’re the ones who completed my last year as a junior high school. Three months left and we’ll all graduate and start to part our ways. And I’m hoping that we can still make awesome memories to be kept for the last 3 months of being a junior. And even though we will part ways, I’m hoping that we can still make time for each other. Going home like we used to be. Eating in a fast food together. Someone telling a joke and the rest will bash him/her.  And lastly, sleeping over Kat’s house all over again.

Hey freaks, if it happens you’re able to read this one, thank you for all the things you’ve done to me. Thanks for protecting me, standing up for me, bashing me, helping me in many things, and of course, for waking me up to the reality that he will not reply on me ever, what an ass he is right? And also, sorry for all the things I’ve in all of you. For being sarcastic sometimes, and if I’m crazy that I didn’t know what I’m doing or saying. Sorry, Thank you guys. I’m not really vocal towards my feelings so I guess I’ll cut the drama here. May you all have a happy New Year there! Can’t wait to see you all guys. I love you all to the deepest part of my heart HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA just kidding, hate you all hehehe.

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YIIEEE

BEST BUDDIES

There was a lonely girl who is recklessly fool, dumb and lost. She is abandoned with love and care she should receive and experience. She has no emotions, shows no mercy to anyone and she is very sad that you always see the pouring rain in her eyes.

She lives alone with nothing to eat, nothing to sleep on and nothing to cry on. She is colorless. Until then, someone beautifies her. While walking in this eerie city, where happiness and joyfulness is converging around, she felt discomfort. Scared, she ran away. Suddenly, she bumped into someone. As she looked up, she saw a beautiful girl with an angelic smile. She felt love.

This girl invited the lonely girl in her house and she saw 3 more lovely girls inside. “Who are you people?” said the lonely girl. “I am Angeline Apostol”, “Angelika Biccan”, “Joanna Tuliao”, “And Krisha Abines”. They all said that with their heart-warming smiles. “You, what is your name?” Angeline asks. “I am Gelli. Gelli Bucayu”. Until then, they became friends.

I never thought that I’ll have these crazy, idiot, barbaric friends (sorry for the words). But they never fail to show love with each other and never fail to love me and care for me. I, the lonely girl, am now shining like fireworks over her sad empty town. Rising, shining, and shattering with beautiful and attractive lights in the sky. I, the lonely girl, am now bedizened with love and you can see me now as a lovely, beautiful (char) and always smiling girl. I, the lonely girl, turned into someone I never thought I could be.

Before this year ends, I want to thank my friends, for the love I’m receiving every time they laugh with me, every time they cry with me and every time we spend with each other. I want to thank them for understanding me, understanding my attitudes, understanding me when I become crazy and understanding me for who I am. I want to thank them for being always there for me and for not leaving me behind.

Friends are what everyone needs. Friends are always there especially when you’re in grave danger. Friends don’t talk on your backs but instead they tell you that you should change this personality of yours. They are gifts that we should cherish, love and taken care of. They are the best ones when it comes on giving your secrets. Friends are what we need.

There is this part of a song of Demi Lovato which I love the most. “And when your hope crashes down, shattering to the ground, you’ll, you’ll feel all alone. When you don’t know which way to go and there’s no signs leading you home, you’re not alone”. Yes, we feel alone when our hope crashes down, we feel lost when we don’t know which way to go but in the last part, “you’re not alone”. Our friends will never leave us. They will always be there and they will give us comfort that we need.

I love you guys, Angeline Apostol (NAY!!!), Angelika Biccan (NAK!!!), Joanna Tuliao (PAMANGKIN!!!), and Krisha Abines (ATE!!!). I wish and hope that in the future, we are still friends. I love you!!! #theEZSQUAD

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❌❌❌HIGH PUBLIC DEBT : HOW CAN WE LESSEN IT?❌❌❌

Imagine this, you are a college student. Then time came when you need a laptop and a printer. You borrowed some money to your nephew to buy it. After you bought it, you’re now using it to your projects and assignments. As time passed by, your nephew reminded you of the payment you borrowed to her and you’re now in panic, you don’t know where to get those money to pay her. So, what you’re gonna do now?

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Public Debt is defined as how much a country ones to lendeys outside it self. It can also include individuals, bussinesses,and even governments. The Term “publict debt” is used interchangeably with the term sovereign debt.

For example, our country which is Philippines, is importing electrical equipment machinery from a certain country which accounts to 24.1% of the total imports during 2016. Under the purchasing of that products, there will be a terms and conditions that will be followed by the both sides, the exporter and importer. For us to pay for the products imported to us, we should think a logical and strategic plan so that we can use the product wisely and can gain a profit. We should maximize the use of that product so that we can earn for the payment of it and there will be a profit for it so for the next purchase we’ll not be loaning anymore.

We also need to lessen the product that is imported our country, instead,we should be the one who is exporting the products in different countries and accept less imported products.

As for the situation of the college student, she should think of ways on how to maximize the use of her laptop and printer in order for her to pay her debt to her nephew and have a profit for the maintenance of her laptop and the things needed by her printer. She could ask her classmate if she can be the one to print for them and then her classmate will just pay her. In that way, she can saved for the payment of her debt.

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and baby, for you, i would fall from grace

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SHUTTER 🆙

Technology in today’s generation is so advance at the same time so so scary. Almost all the people have their eyes on their cellular phones, iPhones, iPads, MacBook, tablet, laptops and many more. It’s just so scary that even child who should be playing outside, having scars on their knees, playing hide and seek and etc., don’t do that now. They just there, at home, playing with their iPads. Their parents should be sensitive enough to know that it’s not good to them to be playing at their iPads at a very young age. It can destroy their eyes. 

But on the other side, the advancement in the technology helped us a lot. In doing the works much way easier than before. We’re just abusing the uses of it. We should know our limits.

Me, is very particular to the technology. I almost use or need them in my everyday life. I have cellular phone, laptop and an iPad(am not bragging), but I’m not yet contented. Yes, bash me but I don’t care.

Camera was invented to capture and record images, some types of it can be printed immediately, like the polaroid camera. It can also stored in a memory card, I dunno if I’m right, I only have a narrow knowledge in camera but since I love to capture, I’ll learn that some time.

I think it was two years ago when I created my instagram account. At first, I’m ignorant. On how to use it, what to do with it, what’s the importance of having this such kind of social media. So when I created it, I thought it’s just the same as the facebook because you can upload pictures. So I uploaded my selfies with a jeje hashtag on I don’t know where on earth I got that. I’m so embarrassed but I just laugh it. Experience is indeed that best teacher. I came to know that instagram is for some photographers. To upload their aesthetic shots, unbelievable captures, and moments. I tried to imitate them. Until I find it cool and fun. Like it was a way of unwinding myself from the stress due to school.

And now, I’m wishing to have at least a DSLR huhu. I want to say to my parents that it’s okay if there’s no celebration for my birthday next year. All I want is that DSLR. Though I’m not experienced and I don’t even know how to use it, I want to have one. I may not be a pro photographer but now, I’m finding it happy on capturing moments and some aesthetic shots.And also I want to be a vlogger,not to get famous but just want to compile my videos on what happened to my life. So that as I will get old, I’ll reminisce every moment I have when I’m still young. I will save my money so that I can also buy that instax by December I think? If my savings is enough to buy one then I’ll buy. I don’t want to rely always on my parents. I also need to save for my own benefits.